Chapter 130 – Ah, My Solishin
“You have awakened, you who are free from the providence of this world.”
“Huh?”
What is this?
It suits the position of a god to speak like that…
But somehow, when the subject is me, the title feels very cringey.
“Did it feel cringey? Then, is it better if I say it like this? You have awakened, Rent.”
Oh, Solishin can read my mind.
“If you do not wish it, I will not look into your mind.”
I would appreciate that.
“Understood.”
Surprisingly, Solishin was a very polite god.
“Um… are you Solishin?”
Solishin spoke with a kind smile.
“To that question, I can say both yes and no.”
What does that mean?
“Could you… explain in detail?”
“Yes, of course. I am Solishin who can exist because of you.”
“Solishin who can exist because of me?”
Is it perhaps a being like a god that can exist because people believe in it?
“First, to explain it more simply so that you can understand, I am like a spirit of Solishin.”
“A spirit?”
Solishin, who called himself a spirit, nodded.
“Yes. I have the same appearance as Solishin, and I also possess a small amount of Solishin’s knowledge. And because Solishin’s power has descended, I can meet you in a dream like this.
From the point you are currently aware of, I have become a being that can exist just by your existence, even if Solishin does not continuously bestow power.”
It sounds like a complicated story.
But after thinking as much as I could, I gave my own summarized answer.
“For example… if we consider the original Solishin as a spirit king… and I am like a familiar or a minor spirit created from the Solishin in front of me. And I can exist because I am recognized by you and receive magic power or something?”
Solishin nodded.
“Yes. That is a very similar example.”
It seems I got it right.
I want to hear a detailed explanation, but there is something I need to ask first.
“Um, do we have time to talk for a while? In my experience, in these situations, I always wake up suddenly when important things are about to be said…”
“There is no need to worry about that. For example, this is your dream. And it is a dream that is in high-speed rotation for delusions. You can stay here for at least three days in dream time.
Of course, if you want to wake up, you can immediately switch back to normal thinking and go back to sleep.”
The Solishin in front of me seems to know me very well.
“That’s a relief. Please explain in more detail. How… how can you, the Solishin in front of me, talk to me like this?”
“Understood. First, I will explain more about my birth. As I said earlier, my existence could not have been possible without you, Rent.
You are someone who came from outside this world. To be precise… you were born with power that should not exist in this world due to the intervention of a force from outside this world. In other words, you are someone who is free from the providence of this world.”
That makes sense.
But I had a question.
“Um… I definitely have extraordinary power. I have immense strength and this sturdy body. But how did that lead to your birth… Solishin?”
“You are familiar with the term ‘ascension,’ correct?”
“Yes.”
“Ascension is the process of transforming from a lower existence to a higher one. And from the moment you turned five… or rather, from the moment your consciousness returned, you have already reached the limit of ascension that a creature in this world can reach. You have surpassed that limit.
You may not have known it until now, but your existence, your power, surpasses that of any hero, demon king, or even a dragon.”
“Huh?”
“The power that came from the outside world when you were young gave your body countless powers, endlessly raising your existence to become the body you have now.”
In other words… to fulfill the condition I asked for back then, that inorganic voice set the period to five years and continuously ascended me.
To put it simply, from the age of five, I surpassed the max level and broke through the limit.
“I see…”
“And you, with such a high level of existence, saw the Solishin statue. You saw it, recognized it, and strongly imagined its existence.
In detail, you colored the statue’s body, added movement, and gave it information as an existence. In short, you fantasized about it in detail.”
Yes, I fantasized! I’m sorry!
“If someone else had thought of it, it would have ended as a simple fantasy. But because you, with your immense power of existence, kept thinking about it, my existence was recognized by Solishin.”
…I was recognized by Solishin because of my fantasies.
I feel very uneasy.
“H-h-hey, is the real Solishin angry or something?”
Solishin shook his head.
“No. I did not think that. I only recognized that someone who had escaped the providence of the world had appeared. If you were someone who sided with the demon king and became a threat to life, I would have been wary and taken countermeasures.
But you, on the contrary, value the creation of life, cherish it, and are not someone who indiscriminately takes life.”
It sounds grand, but the first part just means that I like lewd fantasies.
“But I could not simply ignore your existence. Therefore, Solishin made me, the one in your fantasy, as a spirit to convey words to you, giving me the power to exist for a moment and a little knowledge, and gave you inspiration.
And the moment I appeared before you, the power that Solishin gave me was all consumed. Instead, by your recognition, I can now talk to you like this with the power of your existence.”
“So?”
“With that, the explanation of my birth is over. If you want more detailed explanations in other aspects, please ask specific questions.”
Hmm… let’s start by asking about the things that bother me.
Fortunately, there is plenty of time.
“So, when I was having lewd fantasies, the times you smiled, looked unfamiliar, or tilted your head…”
“That was me. To be precise, it was when Solishin’s power was not fully exerted, and your power of fantasizing about me became stronger, allowing me to react.”
Even if Solishin’s power was not exerted, I could temporarily move the Solishin in front of me just by fantasizing.
“Then… will you react when I fantasize in the future?”
“I will not if you do not wish it. If you wish it… you can even hear my voice vividly.”
Is that true?
Then, it means I can have even more vivid fantasies, limited to Solishin.
But now is not the time to be happy about that.
I hesitantly asked the Solishin in front of me,
“Um… did Solishin really not get angry because I had lewd fantasies about Solishin?”
“No. I was not angry at all. Rather, thoughts about the creation of life are good thoughts for Solishin.”
Wow.
Solishin seems to have a very inclusive way of thinking.
“Then, what will you… what will Solishin do from now on? Receiving power and knowledge from Solishin means there must be some role for you, right?”
“Yes. My role is to convey Solishin’s words to you in case of emergency.”
“Emergency?”
“If there is a crisis of many lives, such as a dragon rampage, a dungeon anomaly, or the birth of a demon king. I am tasked with informing you of that crisis.
Rent, you are someone who has escaped the providence of this world and possesses great power. You will surely be able to overcome any crisis. But this is just the delivery of information.
It does not mean that you will be punished if you refuse. It just means that other lives will die while Solishin is making countermeasures.”
If it is a crisis of many lives, it is almost the same as a crisis for humanity.
It is better to know in advance.
“Is there anything else?”
Solishin said firmly.
“There is not.”
“Really?”
“There is absolutely nothing. The only other thing I can do is… to be your conversation partner in this dream and to realize your fantasies in this dream with a body structure that is no different from Solishin.”
Isn’t that already amazing?
Isn’t that a very fantastic role?
“D-don’t you dislike it? Honestly, even I would say that my fantasies are sometimes soft, but many are also hard…”
“I do not dislike it. I am an existence that could be born because of your fantasies. Rather, I am worried that I might disappoint you.”
“Why… do you think you might disappoint me?”
“I was created based on fantasies. While Solishin’s power was being bestowed, my body structure became the same. But not my senses.
Even if my body was pierced by countless swords or repeatedly penetrated by your penis, I would not feel pain or pleasure.”
The Solishin in front of me said decisively.
“To put it simply for you to understand, I am, so to speak, an anesthetic. But that only means that I do not feel it, the body’s reaction will be natural.”
“Hmm… so, the body feels it, but the pleasure of the body is not transmitted to the mind?”
“Yes.”
Then there is no problem.
Rather, the fact that the body feels everything but is completely unaffected is even more arousing.
“Then I’m fine with it.”
“That’s a relief. Do you have any other questions?”
“Hmm… then, can you materialize Elsie and Noah’s appearances in this dream like you are now?”
“No. It is only possible for me. The skill that Solishin gave you is Possession Dream. It only works for me, who is a spirit.
Of course, it is also impossible to summon other monsters into this space. However, it is possible to create backgrounds or tools in the dream.”
In other words, Possession Dream is a skill exclusively for the Solishin in front of me, for conveying the real Solishin’s words and for having a storm of sex with the Solishin in front of me.
It’s a bit disappointing, but being able to do it with a Solishin who has the exact same body structure is already a great skill.
“Ah, can I use Possession Dream as much as I want?”
“Yes. If you want to have a normal sleep, you can just sleep.”
The Possession Dream passive skill seems to be freely turned on and off at my will.
Honestly, I was worried that I would have to do it unconditionally because it was related to a god, but I’m glad that’s not the case.
I’ve asked everything about lewd things.
Then, let’s ask about the next thing I’m curious about.
“What kind of power and knowledge did you receive from Solishin?”
“First, it is the power to create the ego of a spirit like me. However, this power is now supplemented by the power of your existence.
In addition, the ability to meet and talk with you through Possession Dream, and to be able to mingle bodies, and to read your mind, were also supplemented by the power of your existence.
The only power left now is the ability to convey Solishin’s words. I cannot ask questions to Solishin. If I gain new power, it will only be when Solishin bestows new power.”
In other words, most of the things I can do now, except for conveying Solishin’s words, can be done with the power of my existence.
“As for knowledge, there is almost nothing other than what I have explained to you now. For example, if you see a new monster that you have never seen before, it does not mean that I know about that monster.
I do not know anything about the truth of human history, the facts about past heroes and saints, and their companions, etc., which Solishin would originally know, except for the basic knowledge to explain to you.
Rather, most of my knowledge is in your memories and knowledge. Because I am an existence created based on your fantasies.”
“Don’t you know the secrets of the dungeon either?”
“I do not know the detailed structure or the details. However, what I do know is that the dungeon was created by the god Bane.”
It seems that the dungeon was really created by the god Bane.
Isn’t that a discovery of the century?
“Do you have any more questions?”
“Hmm… honestly, I want to take some time to process the information I’ve heard so far.”
“Is that so… then, is there anything else you want from me? Solishin has nothing to tell you right now. Right now, I am just an existence that can talk to you or do what you want. Ah, before that, I have a suggestion.”
“What is it?”
“I am a spirit of Solishin… that is, I am not the real Solishin. So, how about calling me Soli from now on to differentiate me from Solishin?”
That would definitely be better.
“Okay, Soli.”
“The ‘nim’ is not necessary.”
“Then, Soli-ssi.”
Soli-ssi smiled and nodded.
“Yes. Rent. Is there anything you want from me? I cannot read your mind right now. If there is anything you want, please tell me.”
Since Soli-ssi has said this much…
Then, let’s ask him to vividly recreate what I was too scared to do in front of me!
In the end, Solishin didn’t scold me even when I had lewd fantasies.
Just that fact alone completely relieved my tension, and my heart is pounding with the benefits that have occurred.
“Can we change the location?”
“Yes. Where would you like to go?”
“Then, please make it the meadow on the second floor.”
“Understood.”
The surrounding scenery changed in an instant.
Blue sky.
Lush grass all around.
A refreshing breeze.
It’s the scenery of the second floor.
“I have changed it. What do you want next?”
“Then…”
I said with sparkling eyes.
“In that form, move like Ninya-ssi and do a pole dance!”
The pole dance that I had put on hold because I was scared is now being done by Solishin!
It’s Soli-ssi now, but that doesn’t matter!
I’m going to watch Soli-ssi pole dancing naked in my dream while I jerk off!
