Chapter 106 – Yuna’s Time
[ I see. Who? Friend? ]
I don’t want to be seen as an obsessive woman.
If possible, I want to remain in Jisoo’s mind with only the good image.
But isn’t this message from a jealous woman no matter who sees it?
Besides, after that, Jisoo’s message did not continue.
“Would it have been less if I had told you directly?”
Was this chatter better than it is now?
I’m not sure, but I would have tried a little harder to accept it.
Because the person he cares about wants me to care too.
Even if it’s the woman taking him away.
“No, I thought I hated people who were obsessed like this.”
Men I’d dated briefly before were usually obsessive.
After all, since he has the position of a celebrity, there are many ordinary men who are insecure about it, even if they are celebrities.
Nothing was different.
They also let me meet and communicate with other men.
Even though I know it’s just a schedule, I’ve been jealous.
“I thought it was really boring.”
When I saw him like that, I broke up with him almost immediately.
For me, that was all I had time to devote to them.
I didn’t have enough affection to soothe my jealousy.
“What if Jisu too?”
What should I do if I get tired of seeing me jealous and let me go?
Since I’ve always been like that, should I accept it sweetly, thinking that I’ve been punished?
But it doesn’t seem like that.
Like those who held on to me when I said we were breaking up and begged for it, I think I will too.
“When people fall for someone, they show the bottom like this.”
I thought nothing like this would ever happen in my life.
“Kim Ji-soo, what the hell are you?”
A strange encounter from the beginning.
No, it’s not a strange level, but it was such a meeting that I couldn’t help but be shocked in a way.
A man touching me who has become naked before I knew it.
It must have been horrible.
“But it was strangely good.”
I liked the movement of my hands, and I liked the emotions I felt.
Things that shouldn’t have been liked have become better, and from then on, I liked his existence itself.
So I ended up liking Jisoo from the beginning.
“I liked you first.”
At first, things were a bit different than they are now.
At that time, I was busy with agency issues.
Rather, it was a painting where Jisoo was waiting for me.
Whenever I contacted him, he contacted me as if I had waited, and when I met him, he smiled at me as if he was lovely.
So I thought it would be forever.
That it will be forever only for me
I thought so.
“It was stupid.”
Properly, a little more properly, if I held you tighter.
If I had held you tight back then when you were more focused on me than now, wouldn’t our relationship be heading in a slightly different direction than now?
That it will come back to me in the end.
Even that seems to have been my conceit.
“Why are you so stupid?”
Even if I regret it, it’s already too late.
I can’t turn it around
My emotions are already running out of control, and it is clear that Jisoo will soon get tired of me.
If that happens, how am I really supposed to live?
[Sorry, my reply was a bit late. Something happened Um, that’s the friend I was talking about the other day. Something happened right now, so I’ll talk more about it next time. ]
If that’s going to be the case anyway.
Wouldn’t it be okay if I just did a little bit of my own?
“If it’s going to be the same ending anyway.”
Power goes into the hand holding the phone.
I stare at his reply while biting my lip and turn off the messenger and call my manager oppa.
-Oh, it’s Yuna.
“Brother, I want to find someone. Can you find some?”
-Suddenly? What’s up?
A confused voice is heard.
“Oh, it’s nothing. There is someone I really want to meet.”
– I might be able to find it. Are you trying to do something weird or something?
“What a strange thing I am doing! Are you really curious?”
– Hmm, yes. What. It’s not like you’ve been buying and running anywhere. OK, I’ll find you.
Fortunately, I let out a light sigh at my manager brother who readily gave me permission.
The only person I can trust is my manager oppa.
Because he is good at various things and has a wide network of contacts.
-So what kind of person are you?
“A person named Kim Ji-soo is a woman I’ve been seeing lately.”
-Kim Ji-soo…Ramen… Isn’t she the person you’ve been dating lately?
If you hesitate for a moment, not knowing what to say.
-Hey bastard, did you cheat?
I hear the voice of my manager brother, who seems to be barely holding back his anger.
“No! What are you talking about! It’s not like that! Not really!”
I strongly deny it because I don’t want to hear Jisoo’s gossip that may follow.
– He said he was dating a woman. Then what?
Confused voice.
What do I have to explain to understand?
“Brother, do you believe me?”
-…Why are you asking such a thing all of a sudden?
“Do you believe me, huh?”
-Of course I believe. If I don’t trust you, who will I trust?
A person as close as the members.
Even when everyone else doesn’t believe in me, I’m one of the few people who will believe in me.
So, in the end, my brother will have no choice but to listen to me.
“Then don’t ask and investigate. Please.”
-You really..! Ah hahasuch a bad bitch. OK, I’ll investigate.
“Sorry, and thank you. Brother.”
-If you weren’t having a hard time with your agency and Ye-seo, you would have listened to me properly, you know?
Maybe it’s because I’ve only been showing a tough side for a while, but luckily I’m over it without any nagging.
“Thank you! I’ll be waiting for you! ASAP please!”
-Oh, I got it.
The phone hangs up and I let go of my breath.
As long as you have the information, you can still do anything.
Of course I step in and mess with her.
I wouldn’t do such a thing.
Because I think I have a right to know too.
***
Less than a day later, I received a message from my manager brother.
A message containing the woman’s personal information.
“Shin Joo-yeon, twenty-four. Hmm, I’m the same age as Jisoo.”
However, the specs are considerable for his age.
His grades were good and his desire was clear, so he immediately joined the department of hotel management, graduated without taking a leave of absence, and immediately got a job at a five-star hotel.
Currently working at the front desk of a five-star hotel.
Previously, I worked as a waiter at a restaurant.
He’s tall, has big breasts, and is three-size-fits-all.
“It’s not like I’m on a special diet, but I like to exercise.”
Aside from the secret to a blessed body, look at the prepared photos.
“Are you a model?”
Legs straight and full.
A sexy body that really comes out and goes in.
What about the face
She is truly a beauty herself with a harmonious combination of gorgeous impression and prominent features.
“Besides, he has a good personality and a good personality.”
He has a dog-like personality and is kind to those he is close to and those he likes.
He is sociable, has good personalities and personal connections.
I also think I have everything, but isn’t this a real scam?
“The family is not well-to-do, but they are harmonious and have a special relationship with their parents.”
Suddenly, I think of our house.
It’s not that the relationship is bad, but it’s a family that is very estranged from each other and face-to-face.
The walls built up since childhood used to hinder us from getting closer to each other even after we got older.
Even if we tried to approach each other, we had never tried each other, so after going back and forth once or twice, we stopped even trying.
“You are an enviable young lady.”
I have everything I thought I would like to have.
Even so, I took the most necessary index.
“…I need to meet you.”
He draws a twisted smile while looking at the detailed and densely written documents, including the address of the house he lives in and the address of the hotel he works at.
Meet, how do we meet?
Since Jisoo is mine, should I tell her to break up?
Or pretend to be relaxed and say that you are only second after all.
Shall I blow a line that only appears in a drama like that?
“Whatever it is, I need to meet you first. Meet you, yes Let’s meet and think.”
The aftermath is not taken into account.
I think it will work out somehow.
It’s like it’s always been like this until now.
***
She went to her hotel for a few days and even hung around her house where she said she lived.
However, it was hard to approach because he seemed too busy at the hotel, and he was not seen pecking his nose near the house.
“Yeah, I can’t help it. Let’s tail.”
I wanted to end it in one place.
I didn’t want to do it this far.
However, the timing for the conversation was not caught, and in the end it ended up like this.
“I’m rooting for you! Let’s go in first!”
Clear and cheerful voice.
“Jooyeonie, you did a good job~”
“Go in carefully, sister!”
A lot of people who treat her without any hesitation.
“Oh, hello?”
And start calling somewhere.
Could it be that you called Jisoo?
If you call Jisoo out of curiosity, as if it were natural, the message that you are on the phone comes out.
“I’m done now! Uh? Are you in front? Really? It’s impressive!”
When she secretly follows her, she sees her familiar car.
And a familiar personage appears.
“Good work, Juyeon.”
I lost sight of Jisoo, who hugged her with her kind voice and friendly smile.
Because it was the first time she had met her in front of her eyes, the car with a dazed expression left.
She hurriedly catches a taxi and asks to follow her car.
And the place I arrived eventually broke me down.
“Let’s go inside.”
“Why are you so overprotective these days?”
“Yeah, um. Do you like it?”
Did Jisoo ever tell me that he likes me?
No, more than that, why are you going home together?
You said that you live alone until you called me a while ago.
“I like you too.”
“Suddenly, I want to hear something other than liking you.”
“Eh? You do it first, then!”
I can’t see her squirming anymore, so I turn around.
But cruel words stick in my ears until the end and trample me so that I can no longer stand up.
“I love you, Joo-yeon.”
To me, those words.
You never did
What is the difference between me and her?
Where did you like it so much?
I’m with you now
Are you a meaningless person?
The world that barely stood still collapses one by one, just like that.
I can’t stand it any longer.
