Chapter 100 – Yes, No. Go Back
Fortunately, the doorbell no longer rings.
He said he had an appointment, so he probably thought he didn’t and went back.
But why did he come all of a sudden when we were supposed to meet tomorrow?
Did you stop by to say hello because you were just passing by?
Confusing.
Of course, I try not to show off as much as possible on the outside, but what is certain is that I am not in the mood to continue having sex anymore.
“The atmosphere was all broken by someone coming, right?”
He speaks with a slightly embarrassed expression.
If you look at Yuna’s expression, it’s an expression she wants you to do right now, but if it’s a problem that she doesn’t think so at all, it’s a problem.
“Oh, it is hot. Would you like some drinks? Oh, Yuna doesn’t drink. Then water?”
“No, I am fine.”
Yuna, who was slightly lowering her gaze, looked at me and smiled.
Afterwards, she seems to have noticed something a little odd.
Well, I’ve been saying that her face has a lot of marks on it.
If it wasn’t anyone else, if it was Yuna, she would have noticed that something strange was going on.
Even so, well, in fact, all I can do is desperately hide it.
“Hey, it’s Jisoo.”
“Huh?”
“I hope you don’t hide anything from me.”
Ugh
Did you notice too?
I think it’s even weirder that I don’t notice.
“I have nothing to hide.”
Still, how can I talk about a flirtatious girl?
It’s impossible.
No matter how you think about it, it’s impossible.
I can’t come up with a way other than preventing the two from meeting as much as possible.
“I’m really fine. I can understand everything.”
He looks at me with a determined expression.
“The person who came earlier, who was it?”
In the end, what I wanted to hide comes out of my mouth.
“…Really nobody.”
Try to be as calm as possible.
His voice seems to be shaking a bit, but he tries hard to hide it.
“Yeah, maybe I’m not ready yet.”
“Uh? Ready, what are you ready for? Haha.”
“Tell me when you are ready.”
Oh really.
How far did you notice?
Why are you so quick-witted
I sneeze and break out in a cold sweat.
“I can accept anything. As long as it doesn’t mean we won’t see each other anymore.”
Smile sadly
I didn’t call you for this.
One word, one word.
How much she trusts me in her voice when she speaks with strength.
How far can you trust me
I felt like those things were being passed on.
“Actually, there are children, or there are many other women besides me.”
It feels like my heart is beating down.
I don’t have children, but it’s true that I meet a lot of other women.
“All of that is fine. Because I know how special you are. I know I can’t monopolize it.”
Not special
My power.
“So when you’re ready, be sure to tell me first.”
I can’t go back any further now that I’ve already come to this point.
He smiles slightly and nods his head.
“Yeah, that’s enough.”
Then he comes to me, kisses me softly, and gets up from his seat.
“I’ll just go for today.”
“Ah, can I see you?”
“No, that’s fine. Come by car I can go alone.”
She sees off Yuna, who refuses to take her even to the parking lot, until she is in front of the elevator, and then enters the house.
The atmosphere got messed up.
It might have been better to be honest and tell Yuna from the beginning.
“Ah, sir. But how do you say that I also have a conscience.”
It’s just a sigh of relief.
Still, since you said you’d wait until I’m ready, isn’t that the worst?
She doesn’t want to lose Yuna.
But as much as that heart, I don’t want to lose her lead role either.
In fact, the others stop doing this and that, but I really don’t want to lose these two.
“Once I got a little deeper with Jooyeon. Let’s talk after that.”
The important thing is to talk about it after a situation where both of you can understand.
Now she says that it is Yuna who can understand her, but Juyeon is more likely to leave.
There may be people who call me trash, but yes, this is really unavoidable for me.
“Sir, you are justifying yourself after all. Whew.”
It’s just a frustrating feeling.
Should I have a drink or something?
***
I quite like driving.
When I drive to a place with a different scenery than usual, I feel like my stress is relieved.
However, driving at times like these is not very good.
I have no choice but to contact her manager, brother, because I think it will cause trouble.
– Oh, okay. I’ll be there soon, so wait a bit.
“Thank you, brother. Sorry to be busy.”
-I’m busy. Of course it’s my job
I climb into the passenger seat, fasten my seatbelt, and wait for my manager brother.
As I do nothing, countless thoughts run through my head.
The atmosphere was good.
Why was it at that timing?
I will tell you not to go out
Let’s just focus on sex, that’s what I’m going to say.
I guess you shouldn’t have said that before.
No, it was something I had to say once.
“…Ha..”
The complicated brain gets more and more tangled.
Honestly, from the beginning, I never thought that I would be the only woman for Jisoo.
She was a strange and special person from the moment we met, and she was as charming as that.
He seems to think that only his ability is special, but beyond that, Jisoo is a very attractive person to me.
He doesn’t hesitate to do what he wants to do, he’s strong, he’s straight.
“There were times when I wanted to be the only one.”
I’m jealous because I like you
Because I like it, I wanted to look at it alone.
I wish I could have that wonderful smile only on me.
I thought so.
“I realized it was a luxury.”
I was very proud of myself in my life.
He has been living as a celebrity since he was young, and now he is truly a star that the world is paying attention to.
Still, she was just a shabby woman in front of the person she liked.
I never thought I’d be so ugly, jealous, and possessive.
“It’s like saying I’m okay, but actually showing through my actions that I’m not okay.”
Dizzy.
Of course, I thought there would be many other girls besides me, and I thought it was okay.
On the one hand, it’s not okay at all.
“But I don’t want you to leave me.”
Bite your lips
“Should I rather meet first?”
Wouldn’t it be okay if she was a woman who would admit that it would be okay to be by Jisoo’s side?
Would it be okay then?
“Yuna, sorry for being late.”
I don’t know how long she’s been thinking about that.
She was the manager who left the company and she was like this until her brother arrived, so she must have been like this for at least 30 minutes.
In the end, even after thinking about it for so long, she couldn’t come to a conclusion.
“Are you going home?”
“Yes, please.”
“But why are you so dark? I was so excited until yesterday.”
“Oh, just…”
“What happened?”
Maybe it’s because she’s been with them for over 10 years.
Just by looking at his expression, he knows right away what has happened.
“Just a little, nothing.”
“It’s not a big deal, but how could it have gone this far? What’s going on? Is that man giving you a hard time?”
“No, just. It’s hard because of me.”
The car starts smoothly.
I’m really sorry for my manager oppa who talks about this and that while driving, but none of his words can comfort me and I can’t hear them.
“Since when?”
It wasn’t like that at first.
It wasn’t until she went on a trip.
Then when was it?
It is clear that a woman who is different from the previous women has appeared.
Not a light relationship, but a serious relationship like mine.
“Yuna, we have arrived.”
“Oh, uh. Thanks brother You must be busy, so hurry in.”
“Okay, don’t worry too much.”
“Yes, go carefully~”
I say hello to my brother and enter the room.
Without even turning on the lights, he throws his bag anywhere in the living room and gets stuck.
I have no desire to wash or change my clothes.
“I came here for no reason. I’ll just stay with you longer. I miss you already..”
I’ve never loved someone this much before.
There were several light encounters, and a few of them developed into serious encounters.
But work always came first, and I was first.
I want to see you this far, I always think of you, and I want to do anything for you.
Jisoo is the first person who has become so precious.
Because it’s the first time because it’s the first time
It’s so clumsy and clumsy.
“Okay, don’t stay like this, let’s meet. Could he be a really nice person?”
Draw a twisted smile.
I’m fine, really.
***
I was passing by on my way to work, so I went to the address Ji-soo told me because I wanted to see his face for a while.
I really stopped by thinking that it would be okay even for a short while.
I couldn’t even go inside the apartment and had no choice but to turn around.
“I guess he left because he said he had an appointment.”
I felt a lot of regret, but it’s okay.
Anyway, I’ll see you tomorrow.
[I hope tomorrow comes soon. Oh what Well, it’s nice to meet Jisoo, but it’s my day off! ]
It might look like something is bouncing around a bit.
Still, it’s a bit embarrassing to reveal only the honest inside.
Hmm, hmm.
Anyway, thinking that it would be nice to get a reply soon, I headed to the hotel.
“Ah, I hope it’s time to finish work soon.”
When work is over, tomorrow will come soon.
When tomorrow comes, I will meet Jisoo.
Originally, I had never taken a holiday with such a short cycle.
First time.
Work was the first priority, but who takes priority over work?
[Did you? I didn’t know because it wasn’t home. If I had known Mr. Juyeon was coming, she would have stayed at home. ]
When you receive a message that exudes kindness, your mood will skyrocket.
It seems that people fall in love with this taste.
Maybe if you start dating, do more things like this.
Would you treat me with more kindness and respect?
“The weather is nice.”
Dreaming of love under the spring sunlight.
The sweet fantasy of love that is like a dream that has never been done before.
I know it’s an illusion to some extent, but I can’t help it.
“Ahh, I have to get off…!”
I almost missed the place where I had to get off while struggling in such a sweet fantasy.
My face blushed when I finally realized that I had spoken in voice only after getting off.
Ugh, why are there so many mistakes these days?
Originally, this never happened.
“Really.”
Even in the middle of it, Ji-soo’s face comes to mind, so it seems that he is seriously ill.
“Ugh, really. It’s crazy. It’s crazy.”
Now it’s ball time.
It’s a time when you shouldn’t think about personal things.
I entered the hotel, greeted my colleagues, and changed clothes in the changing room.
Until the moment I come back to the front and start working, all my thoughts are elsewhere.
Thanks to the memory of him planted throughout this hotel.
“Whoa, let’s focus. Jooyeon Shin. Concentration!”
If you slap a couple of cheeks, your colleagues around you will look at you strangely, but that’s okay.
If only you could put your mind to it.
