Chapter 1152 – Guilt and Immorality Are One Piece of Paper Apart (3)
Although the premise was ‘three people’, the shock of hearing the person I liked say that they were already in a relationship and that I wanted to treat them with respect was significant.
Even though I felt a little embarrassed, my heart was beating so fast that it felt like it was going to burst. My face felt hot as if it were on fire, and I couldn’t control the corners of my mouth, so I ended up turning away and covering my face with my hands.
No matter what the circumstances were, this was something I couldn’t help since I heard something similar to a confession from someone I liked, but the emotions I felt after that were a type of emotion that even I couldn’t understand.
Guilt.
She is my best friend and has been my best friend since middle school. Jeong Hye-soo’s face came to her mind, and the fact that she had already listened to her confession without her friend Min-seok’s brother and her friend knowingly pricked her conscience.
Perhaps it was her shameless and selfish nature to some extent, but her own conscience, having spent her entire life in good health, was not at all prepared for this level of guilt.
Even though she heard it without being hypnotized, the hypnosis added to the pleasant situation made her feel uncontrollable, and the feeling of guilt that followed continued to prick her conscience. 〉
Ji-eun Lee couldn’t figure out the cause, but this was the reason why she couldn’t control her emotions and was shaking her shoulders.
To be honest, I don’t think she would be surprised if her legs gave out, and she collapsed like this.
At best, she was only slightly into her seasoning level, but the faint excitement she felt after being embarrassed at the movie theater was also subtly combined to heat up her body.
‘Oh, what should I do.’
She clearly feels sorry for Hye-su. The more she felt sorry, the more excited she got, to the point where she had goosebumps, and now she couldn’t figure out what was going on.
In the end, she turned her back for a while and covered her face, shaking her shoulders and trying to calm down her emotions, and only after the burning sensation in her cheeks subsided did she manage to lower her hands.
“. Go, go.”
“Where?”
“. Anyway, let’s go somewhere.”
“Okay, whatever. “Let’s go out and get some fresh air.”
Fortunately, Minseok Choi answered in a calm voice without asking anything, and naturally came to the side and linked arms.
Until I watched the movie, I had just crossed my arms happily, but now I was overly conscious of the distance, so I had to reflexively flinch and hold my breath.
Although he was not conscious of it, his underwear, which was fine until he left the theater, was slightly wet.
The day was a little, or rather, a little too hot, but the fresh air outside seemed to calm her heart a little, and it was only after she entered a nearby café that she was able to properly raise her head.
“Are you feeling better?”
“. Yes.”
He put the iced tea down on the table and quietly answered the question, then sucked on the straw and emptied nearly half of the contents.
My head felt a little dizzy from gulping down a cold drink, but with the cool air from the air conditioner, I was sure that my heated body had definitely cooled down.
“I didn’t know Ji-eun was this shy.”
“Ugh.”
Maybe it was because she realized that she had calmed down enough, unlike before. She had been quietly considerate until now, but Choi Min-seok first started teasing her.
‘. I didn’t do it because I was embarrassed.’
However, if you ask why she did that, she has no idea how to express her feelings at that time, so she has no choice but to keep her mouth shut.
What should I say? It’s a little more intense and dizzying, as opposed to just feeling pounding and restless. The way her body heats up seems closer to sexual desire.
She tried to organize her thoughts by tracing her feelings from before, but she only became more confused and embarrassed, so she couldn’t speak this time and remained silent.
“I’m asking just in case. “You’re not doing that because you’re upset, right?”
“Yes? Oh, no. It’s not bad at all.”
“Then I’m glad. Even though what she said was plausible, it ended up being like she was straddling both sides, so I think the listener might have felt bad.”
“It’s really okay. We finished talking about it last time. It’s not that I didn’t like it… Um… I hadn’t thought about it at all and then when I heard it… It was because I was embarrassed.”
Just before that, I concluded that it wasn’t because I was embarrassed, but when I tried to explain it, my mouth couldn’t come out, so I ended up lying.
“So, you’re also dating Jieun, right?”
“Tsk. Yes. That’s right.”
This time, I flinched again, and my body trembled at the words, which were meant to be absolutely nail-biting, but I was able to quickly catch my breath and answer.
However, inside, I was once again feeling confused as the mixed feelings of joy, excitement, and guilt once again stirred my body.
I can’t understand at all.
It’s natural to be happy to hear such words from someone she likes, and it’s also natural to feel sorry and have a pricked conscience because she went out on her progress without her best friend Hye-su knowing.
But why should feeling guilty be followed by excitement? And it’s not just a feeling of excitement, but an excitement that’s close to a body-heating sexual desire.
For Lee Ji-eun, whose personality was not at all shady, the feeling of ‘immorality’ that she felt for the first time in her life could not help but feel very unfamiliar and confusing.
It was a result that even Choi Min-seok, the person who hypnotized her, did not expect, so there was no way she could understand it without even knowing her circumstances.
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‘What is the reaction.’
It’s different from what I expected.
What I aimed for when I first hypnotized her was to make her feel sorry for Hye-soo, even though she was happy with the sweet atmosphere, and yet not be able to reject her.
What should I say about what I see now?
It seems like she herself doesn’t understand her own feelings and is confused.
As much as he likes me, he feels better every time the atmosphere improves, and it is completely understandable that he feels sorry for Hye-soo, so why am I confused?
Plus. The way she twitched slightly, her body trembled, and the way she swallowed her breath also felt strange.
To my eyes, trained by dealing with many women over the years, it looked like he was trying hard to hide his excitement.
‘Is it because of the prank you made earlier?’
However, at that time, I felt very nervous and shy, and there was no sign of excitement at all.
If I was so excited that I couldn’t control it, there would have been a reaction, such as my underwear getting a little wet, even if it wasn’t my facial expression. There was nothing like that at all.
I guess it would be better if it were Hye-soo or other women. As the author, who hasn’t developed much yet, I don’t think that creating a slightly sweet atmosphere will lead to sexual desire.
‘Then the only thing left is the one who feels sorry for Hye-su. No way.?’
What if her feelings of regret for Hye-su were connected to the joy she felt through hypnosis and turned into a sense of immorality?
The reaction I am seeing now is understandable to some extent.
Considering the author’s personality, it seems that he is far from enjoying a sense of immorality, but the sense of immorality is inherently more stimulating the more upright and kind his personality is.
“Still, I’m glad.”
“Yes? “What.”
“I know that Jieun likes her brother. “She was a little worried that Hye-su might feel sorry for her.”
I flinch.
This time, instead of trying to subtly prick her conscience, she brought it out in a way that touched her openly, and she flinched more than before, confirming her shaken expression.
“Well, well. Anyway, she said Hye-soo was okay too.”
Either way, it’s strange, but the only thing Hye-soo allows is sex, not dating.
Ji-eun probably doesn’t know that either, but seeing the awkward expression on her face as if she’s trying to alleviate her guilt makes me a little more confident in her guess.
She may have felt really sorry and tried to make up an excuse to relieve her guilt, but the look on her face right now seemed urgent, as if she was trying to hide her excitement.
“But even so, I think you’d be angry if I told you that the three of you were dating like this. Should we keep it a secret from Hye-su for the time being and date in secret?”
I flinch. I flinch.
As Hye-soo naturally refuted the part about the relationship being allowed, she made a suggestion that would provoke a sense of immorality on my part. Now, she flinched and trembled so much that I couldn’t hide it.
And, as she seemed to be having a bit of trouble breathing through her nose, she opened her lips slightly, exhaled, and inhaled deeply, and I could see that it was now quite difficult to control her excitement.
“Anyway, Hye-soo dated you for a year without you knowing, so she’s giving you back a little. Are you okay?”
“. Ah, okay. “I do that.”
It was as if I had forced him to accept it, but the twitching corners of his mouth and his cheeks turning red again proved that was not the case.
‘It’s a sense of immorality.’
Although they are different in that their partners are same-sex friends rather than men, Eun-seol Yoo and Jae-kyung Lee. Since I was having fun making the two married women feel immoral, it wasn’t that difficult to think of a way to utilize that feeling of immorality.
“If I don’t have anywhere else to go, should I go buy some clothes?”
“Clothes?”
“Even if we’re doing it without Hye-soo’s knowledge. Today is the 1st. “I thought I’d buy you some clothes.”
As I watched Ji-eun’s shoulders tremble at the mention of Hye-soo’s secret, which shouldn’t have been necessary.
She let out a deep laugh.
Of course, I didn’t do this because I really wanted to buy clothes.
