Chapter 519 – Episode 519. Sia Taught Me About Defeat. It Also Feels Good to Lose to Sia.
I was born unlucky.
I was unlucky that day a year ago too.
“Oh, you’re Sujeong too?”
Same name as me.
“Nice to meet you, my name is Sujeong Seo.”
Same position as me.
“A sparring match between the same assassins?”
And.
“Aha.”
Weak.
My perfect upward compatibility.
In sparring with that bitch
Was defeated cruelly.
A complete defeat that you can’t even lift a finger on.
No, after violence under the guise of sparring that bordered on harassment and torture.
I ended up leaving a mark of that bitch on my thighs forever.
Engraved across the inner thigh.
Ugly, shitty marks.
A crazy girl venting her anger after failing the aptitude test during the A-level guild scouting process.
It just came because the scouter did a good job.
It was another disaster for my unlucky self.
From that day on, something inside me broke.
“…Fuck-!”
Even if you move slightly roughly, the hiding is likely to be canceled.
My emotions became more rampant, and it was rare for me to have a day when my ability to stay awake didn’t go out of control.
On days when I was a little sensitive, the scar on my thigh throbbed.
The more angry I became at seeing myself broken, the more broken I became.
It just all sucked.
I was just unlucky enough to be caught by that crazy bitch.
With one year left until graduation, a landmine exploded in my leg.
Academy grades plummeted.
A team that originally gathered only for results.
Neither I nor they had any affection
I persevered and endured without realizing it.
“Wow, you toxic bitch.”
Jorydollim, including Seo Su-jeong, was also ignored.
The graduation scholarship was my last chance.
The team no longer treats me like a burden.
I was blatantly treated as a failure and an asshole, but I had to endure it.
Of course, that was also Seo Su-jeong’s initiative.
Other people who were hesitant at first
I gradually succumbed to that bitch’s blatant bullying.
Just all of this
Just because he’s an assassin like that bitch
That’s what happened.
I was caught while passing by.
It was so fucking crazy.
A year has passed like that.
I am completely broken.
And the first day of graduation camp.
“Ah.”
“Goodbye now, Sujeong~”
At the end of the cliff I climbed up so far away, coughing up blood.
“Phew.”
“Phew.”
“Bye bye-“
“You idiot.”
“What the fuck, now I’m clenching my teeth for having been overlooked by even a C-ranked person.”
“And-! Rua Kim! Welcome! “I feel like my tooth has fallen out!”
At the most perfect timing, Sujeong Seo stepped on my hand and pushed it down.
No one caught me.
Just playing with and mocking the loser.
“…Hey, do you know that?”
As I fall down the cliff, I see the sneers towards me
“All of your boyfriends asked me to have sex with them.”
Instead of my tears that those bitches want to see
“Which one of you said it was herbal and not tasty?”
He gave his middle finger and fell down the cliff.
“I looked at the picture and I didn’t do it because I was all a mess, so don’t worry.”
She thought it was cool to turn around.
In reality, it is the vitriol of a loser with only malicious intent. Kkojang.
It was so ugly.
And.
“Don’t you want revenge?”
Luck that fell straight from the sky.
I look at the people who left me in the past
I stroked his cheek with the tips of my fingers.
I vividly remember the feelings of that day.
It was beyond creepy.
Everyone was jealous of me.
For the first time, I truly felt the emotion of jealousy.
Just because I can be with this man.
That
It felt crazy good.
Especially.
Shaking-
From far away, one corner of the mouth is twisted
Biting his lip and glaring at me
Seo Soo-jeong’s expression was dizzying enough to make her scream.
Ah.
That’s right.
You were a fan of this person.
The meaning contained in Seo Su-jeong’s expression as she glared at me was very obvious.
Why
Something like you.
Like you.
Why are you
Why you
Sigh-
Sigh-
I enjoyed feeling his cheek against my fingers.
Sujeong Seo.
Because of you.
Thanks to you.
It was a luck that came from giving up all the bad luck in my life.
I wasn’t stupid enough to miss that lucky break.
I will grab it and climb up no matter what.
I wasn’t interested in what kind of person Lee Sia was.
Is he a bad person pretending to be a good person?
Or maybe he’s just an old guy who crazily craves someone below him.
Is this the style of a politician who is condescending only to those above him and is rude to those below him?
That wasn’t what mattered to me.
All I know is.
Even if I save money for over 10 years with someone younger than me,
He is so rich that he owns a supercar that he cannot drive.
He rose to S-class in the shortest period of time and easily took first place in the rankings.
He is an incredibly talented hunter.
So much so that the S-class hunters who are complaining are sticking by his side.
That he has some kind of ability to change people around him.
My ability was completely ruined like that.
It was stabilized after just 5 days with Lee Sia.
That one was enough.
“I look forward to.”
That’s how I met Lee Sia.
“I’ll be comfortable with the title, shall we? Still, I have the role of a teacher.”
I was full of confidence, appropriate for that position.
To the point where I feel like I don’t fit in with that position.
He was an incredibly kind person.
Every day, he drove me and Ahn Eun-hye, who live on opposite sides of Seoul, to and from work by car.
Even though it may have been okay to just show off, he participated in the entire process, from curriculum to coaching, one by one.
She used her personal connections to provide not only private lessons but also top-of-the-line equipment.
Coaching was also delicate.
Doll.
A sincere person.
Attentive person.
“Umm…Ah.”
And.
“Haha.”
A person who is excessively lewd.
That was my assessment of Isia.
He watched us having sex while deliberately watching our reactions.
I could tell it was some kind of training or test or something.
How do you react to seeing yourself like this?
Isn’t it just something to be discouraged by seeing whether or not you’re going to rebel?
So I immediately made Ahn Eun-hye, who was acting like an idiot, shut up.
Ahn Eun-hye was scared at first.
Now I’m completely obsessed with him
She seemed ready to spread her legs on her own.
Well, I could understand why women were attracted to him.
Handsome Kind Tall Young & Rich Plus
Because it’s amazing so big.
A display of superior masculinity.
Because it’s something that women can’t help but fall in love with.
However, that wasn’t what I focused on.
Sparring with Lee Sia.
Putting an eye patch over his eyes.
One hand tied.
Even if you install a bunch of ability control devices.
My ability is not running wild, even though my output has increased.
Isia is only a B-level person, even if she is in the physical condition of a low-level awakened person.
Let alone defeating him.
Even if it’s a valid hit, it’s good once
The truth was that I had never fed it.
However, after the day I was trampled by Seo Soo-jeong,
If I lose in sparring, my whole body starts shaking.
Unlike when I felt defeated all day long, as if I was going to have a seizure.
Losing to him was easily accepted.
Losing to him didn’t feel bad.
No, it felt natural.
As if he was born incapable of winning.
Defeat.
Defeat.
There were repeated defeats.
That was learning.
The more I did, the more I felt the difference with him.
A person who is like a wall so high that you can’t even see the end.
No, rather than that, he is like heaven.
The surprising thing is.
The more I do this, the more my abilities
That height.
The more I realize the gap between me and him
The point was that it was stabilizing.
Running wild without knowing the topic.
My emotional part.
My cocky ability
Don’t let me run wild
Sigh-!
Like he was holding on tight to the leash.
No, rather than that
With those big hands
Grab my neck and lift me up
As if subdued.
Just like handling a cat.
But rather than coercion
I felt like I was calming down.
Discipline.
Education.
…Etiquette?
That kind of feeling.
“Today?”
“Please give me a cool kick.”
I’m so weak I can’t even stand properly
In the last moments of sparring
I rushed at him like an idiot every time.
As if I gave up everything.
Like a child who just pours out his emotions.
At that moment he realized that it wasn’t sparring
He always noticed that he was close to the herd.
Unlike before, when he treated me delicately.
He lifted his foot and kicked me roughly.
As if to show me that my resistance was meaningless.
As if to make you realize that I was looking after you before that.
In the end, he completely and resolutely defeated me.
A routine that announces a new defeat for the day.
Like Pavlov’s dog, at some point
In the end, it had to be completely destroyed to be resolved.
“Wow!”
He rolled miserably on the floor and the weapon he was holding flew out of his hand.
If you can’t breathe properly and stop gasping for air, your whole body will curl up.
A chill started in my spine and spread throughout my body, and my lower abdomen became hot.
Then I don’t want to show my expression to anyone
He hurriedly bowed down and hid his bright red face.
Then his big shadow came in front of me
The moment it covers my body and looks down at me.
The moment I realized that I had been cruelly defeated by Lee Sia again.
I feel like I can’t beat him no matter what I do
A moment that fills my mind and makes me dizzy.
As the congestion goes down
All strength drains from my body
An indescribable feeling of refreshment came.
When I stroked my throbbing stomach from being kicked, I realized I was alive.
My mind, which had been buzzing for the past year, felt refreshed and clear, and I felt uplifted.
And.
Good mood.
“This.”
So when he looked down at me with a shy smile and stretched out his hand.
Every time I wake up holding his hand, my whole body drenched in sweat.
My legs became weak and I stumbled into his arms.
“I think I’m used to losing. “Master.”
“I heard you were a coach before? “Are you a teacher now?”
“It seems like it was originally a martial arts school, but if you look at it, you see a person who cured an incurable mental illness as a teacher.”
A real defeat.
My hands and feet are shaking so much that it gives me chills.
To the point where even the will to rebel or resist is broken.
An overwhelming defeat that drives home the difference in class.
He was the one who awakened me from being afraid of people like Seo Soo-jeong.
After getting out of the shower, I saw my teacher shaking his sweaty head and smiling.
I answered casually, took a sip of cola, and glanced at him.
My eyes fell on Master’s hand, where the veins were prominently protruding.
That hand holding the cup elegantly.
Sometimes I caress someone’s private parts.
Sometimes I hold someone’s heart
Sometimes grabbing someone’s leash.
Delicate yet rough, long and large. The hands of a strong man.
Pressing down on me
My sky
“Umm…Sia.”
“Ok?”
“Do you want to spar for a while?”
I wanted to feel refreshed again.
