Chapter 721 – 721. Sea Ice
I found satisfaction in my lower body, but my mental emptiness was not filled.
I have a grudge against Shinyoung, or she is from a family that is my enemy.
Did I kill someone I cared about? . Well, if that were the case, it would have been fun to do this now.
He must have enjoyed watching her get ruined, feeling at least some lowly pleasure from her.
Because that’s not the case, my remaining conscience is prickled.
I sit comfortably naked and have Shinyoung sit in front of me and touch her breasts.
And fire magma shots around.
The naked body of a beautiful woman and a lava pillar.
A combination of things that are not really related at all.
“Rather.”
Shinyoung, who had been silent until now, opened her mouth.
A little voice that she might have overlooked if she hadn’t been thinking about her.
“What?”
“Can’t you erase my memories again?”
Her tone of voice was small but surprisingly clear.
A calm and emotionless voice.
Even if you run TTS on a machine, it will be more lively than this.
It literally seems to be made of minerals… That way of speaking.
“You can do whatever you want with your memories. You can erase them or create new ones. Just erase them all. Erase them all and create new ones. Please do that.”
It is neither a request nor an order.
I don’t know.
Are they giving up their rights because of my continued harassment?
Or do you feel that it would be better to be deceived like that?
“Why do you think that?”
She asked, but didn’t expect an answer.
But… Surprisingly, she gave an answer.
“Even if I live like this, there’s nothing left.”
“If I create a fake memory and put it in, will there be anything left?”
“Fake joy will be created. Do you know? Will I smile pretty at you and say I love you?”
My heart was slightly shaken by Shinyoung’s words.
That was exactly what I wanted. A love created even if it was fake. Affection. Possessiveness.
However… I realized it, right? That it means nothing?
I realized that no matter what I did, it wouldn’t work. Nothing goes well with a wrong start.
“It’s a futile effort.”
“What?”
“That way, there’s nothing left for me just because you smile pretty.”
“Then there is something left to do like this!!”
Shinyoung turns her body and glares at me.
A fire is burning within Shinyoung’s eyes, just like the surroundings.
A cold heart and a burning flame.
She’s like this Sakhalin girl now. Of course, Shinyoung’s heart will be colder than that of Sakhalin.
“That’s why I don’t expect anything from you.”
“That’s even more miserable! You don’t want anything from me! You’re just doing this for fun! I don’t know what to do!”
“You don’t have to do anything. Just… Just stay alive.”
“Crazy guy… Guys like you are the worst. It’s terrible.”
“What do you want me to do and how? What do you want me to ask of you? I’m not going to do it anyway. But why are you asking me to do it?”
A woman biting her lip. This woman… What is she thinking?
I wish you could speak a little more clearly. Why are women so complicated?
“Let me go.”
“No.”
“Then arrest me.”
“You’re doing it.”
“This is not restraint! This is neglect!”
“You are mistaken. I am restraining you. It is a little loose, though.”
“I’d rather… Strangle my neck… So I don’t have to think about anything…”
Meanwhile, Shinyoung sheds tears.
Only then… I felt like I knew a little bit about this woman’s heart.
This woman… She wants to break even if she has to force herself to do so. Give up and accept.
She doesn’t fall off the cliff, but hangs on by a thin thread…
She can’t climb back up that rope.
A situation where you can neither expect nor have hope.
And… I really hate being left hanging like that.
So much so that I think it would be better to break it quickly and then fall.
Shinyoung tells me that it would be better to cut the ties.
Because she can’t stop it with her own hands.
What she wants is not just the submission of the body. She wants mental submission.
Just… She wanted to erase complicated thoughts.
“I won’t mess with your memories anymore, and I won’t shamelessly pretend that the things I did never happen.”
I decided to be cruel to Shinyoung until the end.
You have to cross the final line yourself.
If someone pushes you to cross the line, you will end up trying to shift all responsibility to that person when you end up in a situation you regret later.
You can’t do that. You have to overcome it yourself.
It is up to you to regret and take responsibility.
You have to take responsibility for what you have done yourself. Only then can self-justification occur.
It will automatically erase it from your memory and shrink it.
I watch her quietly and wait for her to cross her line on her own.
I feel like it’s almost done. The moment I had longed for.
Even though it looks like this… I am a person who is good at waiting.
Patience. It is no exaggeration to say that we have survived until now because of that alone.
We looked into each other’s eyes for a long time. Her eyes still have a spark.
But… The flame fades away. Gradually… Slowly.
Like a flame that had nothing more to burn, the flames slowly began to dwindle.
And the last flame of hatred and loathing disappeared from her eyes.
Completely. All that remains is ashes.
At that moment, Shinyoung became a different person. And I knew.
She just cut her own string.
Her face came towards me.
Shinyoung’s lips softly touch.
When her lips touched, a thrill that I had never felt before flowed from my back.
And when Shinyoung’s arms hug my face and her tongue licks my lips… Rather, I was suspicious of this situation.
The suspicion that he might do something else after letting his guard down like this.
But… It wasn’t so. No, it did not completely erase the doubt.
I couldn’t erase it… I could feel Shinyoung’s sincerity.
She destroyed the negative feelings she had.
Destruction? It can’t be destroyed.
Should I call it a seal? I pressed it into a box, sealed it tightly, attached a string with a stone attached to it, and threw it deep into my heart.
So that it never comes to mind again.
When I felt that and hugged her slender body, she started kissing me a little more aggressively.
As if I wanted to do that from the beginning.
Actually, I wanted to do this, but I couldn’t do it all this time.
The barrier that was blocking her disappeared… I became very active.
A kiss that feels like it will eat your lips. Lips sucking tongue. He licks my chin, kisses the nape of my neck, licks my chest, and lays me down like that.
And I gently wrap my hand around my erect cock.
Shinyoung climbs on top of me and places her pussy on top of her erect cock.
After hitting her entrance like that, she slowly sits down.
And then I frown slightly… Laughed.
Laughed.
She was smiling at me.
It is not a pure smile when memories are manipulated.
But… At least her smile is not a forced smile.
A little… It seemed like there was just a little bit of madness, but it was still good.
A smile that wasn’t made. And moan.
“Tsk…”
This is a place where my dick has already gone in and out hundreds of times.
She makes a soft moan as if she is accepting me for the first time, accepts my cock and lowers her body.
A woman who has completely collapsed like that. Then she places her hand on my lower abdomen and slowly moves her waist.
“Uhm… Ugh…”
Shinyoung moves her body back and forth with a leaving expression.
There is no fascination or memory manipulation. There is no deception or violence.
She is just a woman who has made up her mind.
I don’t know if it’s really something that can be sorted out like that.
But she does. Her brother’s work. What I did. Those things weren’t important to Shinyoung.
Just… She was this woman. She just wanted to be loved.
She didn’t like being disturbed by things outside of her work.
I am neither a psychologist nor an expert.
Stockholm Syndrome and other cases that we only know by name. I don’t know much about that.
Just… I’m just happy at this moment.
Shinyoung smiles and shakes her body above me. Her smile is just nice to see.
Of course… Doubt does not completely disappear.
I’m not really worried about things like anxiety or betrayal.
Even if she tries to kill me or betray me, there is nothing that can harm me.
Even so, I can’t completely trust her.
But I also put those doubts in a box, sealed them, hung a rock, and threw it deep in my heart.
Just as she threw unnecessary things at herself, I just do the same.
Things that won’t come out unless we both dig into each other’s abyss and dig deep.
If it doesn’t go that far… We will be able to look at each other with a smile.
I got up and hugged Shinyoung.
A woman who puts my dick inside her body and hugs me tightly.
There are still slight goosebumps on her skin. It must be cold. Then you have to make it a little warmer.
A few more magma shots were scattered around. It’s not a romantic bonfire, but it’s still warm, right?
So this time I laid her down.
Shinyoung touches my face. Then she pulls me by the neck again and kisses me.
A kiss where tongues are intertwined. Falling lips. Dreamy eyes.
Shinyoung’s body flinches and trembles as he grabs her breasts and twists her nipples slightly.
As I grabbed her breasts and moved her waist, a dirty moan came out of her mouth.
The sound of panting breath and obscene sounds gradually materialize into words and tickle my ears.
“Haaak… Good… Good… Make me feel more… Good…”
That’s good. Words I thought I would never hear from her mouth.
Hearing those words, Shinyoung looks prettier. She was originally a pretty woman.
It feels like it’s sparkling now.
It’s so pretty that I can’t stand it.
“I’ll be good… From now on… Phew… I won’t do anything you don’t like… Sigh…”
I thought Shinyoung nodded her head slightly after hearing what I said.
No. I’m not sure about this. Was my head shaking because I was moving?
I don’t know. Doesn’t care. No matter how she takes it, I can do it.
During this time, she occasionally made moans and responded… Still, most people responded like she was like a stone.
Not now. She actively expresses her own climax.
When I ejaculated, he hugged me tightly with his legs.
This sudden change of heart made her a little uneasy, but she also threw away her stone.
There is no point in doubting each one of these things. Let’s get rid of it. I’m going to put it away now.
Shinyoung turns around and shakes her body again.
A little deeper posture. A position that will give her a slightly bigger climax.
I thought about using adjustments to increase the size a little, but I decided not to do that today.
For now, I want to be satisfied with each other’s pure bodies. Greater pleasures should be postponed until later.
When he ejaculates a second time, Shinyoung lies down and flinches as if enjoying the afterglow.
But she somehow got up and hugged me again.
She puts my cock inside her body again.
And this time, she just stayed in my arms without any movement.
She hugs me tightly as if I can just put her in her.
Then she kisses me again. She kisses, licks my lips and nibbles my earlobe.
“You bastard…”
There is no venom in her voice when she says that.
A rather cute sounding voice.
When she heard those words, her dick got stronger without her knowing, and when Shinyoung felt it, she straightened her back.
“Are you okay? You’re a bad boy?”
And this time, he bites my earlobe, making it slightly painful. He bit her neck and bit her shoulder.
A playful action that doesn’t feel any pain.
And she continues to be held in that state.
After being held like that for quite some time, she whispered softly to me.
“I want to go back. Take me with you.”
I opened the gate, and she escaped my arms. And… He held my hand and entered the gate.
She went straight to the bathroom and started washing her body, and surprisingly… I also washed it.
What can I say? The atmosphere feels a bit like washing a pet, but it still feels good.
Shinyoung washes her body. This is so…
She washed her entire body and even cleaned my body thoroughly.
Then he tells me.
“Go now.”
An extremely ordinary voice. A soft tone, as if there were no old feelings.
If I have to go, I have to go. It would be better to listen to her obediently for now.
“And.”
“Huh?”
“Next time I come… Please get me just one dog. I don’t like small dogs. I like big dogs. Great Pyrenees or Siberian Malamutes. I don’t like males. Get me a female.”
“Okay.”
“Now let’s really go.”
At her firm words, I was teleported back to Sakhalin.
When I say next time… It means you can come again.
And I thought that if I asked for something, at least it wouldn’t be like committing suicide or something like that.
But… When I returned to Sakhalin, I couldn’t help but keep spying on her.
Because I’m anxious. Besides, I’ve had this experience once, right?
It’s not that I don’t trust her, but… It’s inevitable to feel anxious.
While she was resting and working on her skills, she kept stealing glances at Shinyoung, and it was only when she saw that she was cooking on her own and falling asleep after reading her cookbook that she felt somewhat at ease.
At least it doesn’t seem like suicide. Okay. That’s enough. That’s enough.
When I thought that, I felt my heart relax.
Ah. Really… It was long. It was long. I finally succeeded in normalizing it even though I screwed up the first button.
