Chapter 296 – 296. Cheongpyeong 3
“Uh… Um…”
To be honest, I don’t know what to do in this situation.
Both Yeonseo and Miyeon are attractive women.
I think these sisters would have been quite popular before the world was destroyed.
Beautiful sisters who run a flower shop. There’s no way she isn’t popular.
Plus, I’m particularly concerned about what I said last time. Am I the only one who cares?
No, but I think it’s true that these sisters are also concerned.
Anyway, the current situation is quite awkward and awkward.
I have no idea how to resolve this situation. No matter what, you can’t just insist on having sex.
Besides, I’m actually not in very good shape right now.
I’ve done it about four times before… Not fully prepared.
Of course, I could do it a couple more times, but it wouldn’t be very satisfying, right?
It wasn’t about meeting her sisters. I saw an opportunity and had to slowly create an atmosphere and approach.
It was stupid. This is the problem.
She knows how to have sex, but she doesn’t know how to create an atmosphere.
I gained quite a disproportionate amount of experience. Ugh.
Unexpectedly, Miyeon came up to me and placed her hands on both of her shoulders from behind.
The tension is slightly relieved by that very natural touch.
“You… Are surprisingly naive, aren’t you?”
“Uh… Huh?”
“The way he leads people and kills someone is freezing and resolute… But in this situation, hesitation is almost visible.”
I guess women are sensitive to things like this. You figure it out like a ghost.
“Is it like that?”
“Yes. I thought it was acting, but it wasn’t. There’s no need to act in this situation.”
“Because I’m not a great person who can act like this skillfully.”
Now that everything was exposed, I actually felt relieved.
And I learned something about myself.
Women younger than me, women who don’t have much dating experience. I was surprisingly shameless in front of those women.
I used my head as I wanted and did as I wanted, and it worked out quite well.
Perhaps such appearances seemed confident and plausible to young girls.
Or maybe it was because we were so clumsy that my sloppy side wasn’t easily seen.
But I couldn’t do that to a woman who was similar or older than me.
No matter how informal I spoke and did as I wanted, I think I was subconsciously shrinking from relationships between men and women.
I guess I was scared. I guess I should say that I was scared from the beginning.
Likewise, if you don’t have any experience, it’s best to be shameless, but for women who already have a lot of dating experience, there are limits to such shamelessness.
It must have literally seemed obvious.
While I was thinking about random things, Miyeon spoke softly to me.
“Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Don’t be conscious of it. There’s no need to rush. That’s not the goal of every relationship between a man and a woman in the world. Sex is a process, not a goal.”
“That’s right. So don’t be too nervous. We’re not the ones who are upset because we can’t catch you.”
Then, Yeon-seo comes to me and holds my hand.
In an instant, he was surrounded by sisters. But when the sisters said this, I felt quite at ease.
I definitely had something like an obsession in my head.
The former logistics center, now Cheongpyeong, was paying attention to the satisfaction of women’s sexual lives.
What a useless interference that was. It was truly useless nonsense.
In short, it’s a fucking worry. Ugh.
“Okay, thank you. Thanks to you, I feel a little more at ease. I was too impatient.”
As she said that, she looked a little relaxed, and Miyeon smiled.
“But don’t put it off too much. We don’t need that treehouse thing you were talking about here, right? We already have enough personal space.”
“That’s right.”
Yeonseo and Miyeon put down their hands like that, and the sisters who were wrapping me from front to back returned to their original positions.
Really… These women are developing an unusual relationship.
A relationship where you can touch someone at any time, but it becomes harder to touch them than you think.
It reminded me of Fence’s Jiwon and Jia.
I already have to go see them tomorrow… That sister and this sister. They seem to be sisters, but many things are different.
What the… How did I end up meeting so many lucky women?
“We are going to work now. Are you going to watch?”
Yeonseo kindly tells him when to step down.
Since I was so considerate, I should get out when I have to.
“No. I’m watching, and I don’t want to disturb you. I’ll just go.”
“Okay. Next time, take it easy. Relax your shoulders.”
“That’s right. If you put that much effort into it, it feels burdensome to the viewer.”
Yeonseo and Miyeon give me gentle advice. I felt grateful to them.
“Okay. Then I’ll go.”
Two women waving their hands to see me off.
After leaving the place where they were, I felt quite at ease.
The only thing I’m better than them is that I have more skills.
Ah. Killing people a little better?
And other than that, he is a person who has nothing special about him.
It’s okay for me to worry about others, but it’s definitely presumptuous to tell people to do whatever they want.
I should have realized these things a little earlier, but it’s so funny that I’m learning them so late.
No… Should I say I’m glad I learned it? There are probably many people who will never feel this way.
“Are you happy?”
“Ah. Because I saw my sister-in-law and Hayul?”
Is it because it makes you feel at ease? When I go to the kitchen and meet Yoo-jeong, a joke comes out.
After all, people need to be able to afford it. There is a big difference whether you have enough space or not.
“I heard from Seung-gyu. He said he brought MREs?”
“Yes. Where should I put it?”
“Come this way.”
A kitchen, a place so large that it should be called a galley.
Since it is a 50-person bunker, the galley is also quite large. And there is a warehouse-like place on one side of the galley.
There were a bunch of kitchen freezers and refrigerators. And low-temperature warehouses.
It’s probably not too small since it can store a lot of food ingredients for 50 people.
“Can you put it in here? It must be quite a bit. Should I bring some people over?”
“No, you can do it on your own. It’s a task that doesn’t require effort.”
MREs themselves have a long shelf life, and if stored in a low-temperature warehouse, they should last long enough.
Yujeong was surprised when I piled them all up in the warehouse for storage.
“This is the storage!?”
When everyone shows their storage, their reactions are similar. The taste it shows is really nice.
“For the time being, you’ll have to deal with this first.”
“That’s right. Still, I’m used to making something using this.”
“Haha. Really?”
“There’s a reason I grew tomatoes. Just ketchup is enough to make these tasteless MREs so delicious.”
“Ah. So that’s it.”
“Anyway, thank you. You gave me such a nice place, and you silently took care of all the troublesome things.”
“What? This isn’t a big deal.”
Saying thank you for even the smallest things is something I really appreciate.
While there are people in the world who are grateful for even the smallest things, there are also people who take it for granted no matter how much something is done for them.
Of course… It’s a perfect world for people like the latter to die in.
“Okay then, I’ll just leave.”
“He always just does his own thing and leaves. Why don’t you eat and leave?”
“Yes. I have work to do.”
“Then it’s not easy to catch. I understand. Stop by often. Come and eat delicious food.”
“That’s right, Hayul. Uncle is going.”
Hayul looks at me and waves his hand.
They even say hello to me now that I’m pretty used to it.
As I left Cheongpyeong, many thoughts came to mind.
Of course, there are things I have done for them, but these people are infinitely kind to me.
These people who changed my once bleak life.
These people taught me many things, even though I only knew the word trust in its dictionary meaning.
And a child.
Every time I see Hayul, I think a little more deeply about this damn world.
No matter how much it improves, this world cannot be revived.
The biggest reason why this world has become like garbage is because there are no children.
No matter how many good and happy people there are, this world cannot become brighter.
Because a child is a light and a lamp that brightens the world.
A world without such children… It’s just an attempt to light up the darkness by gathering a lot of fireflies.
The sun called children will never rise again, so do you think that will be the only way to brighten up?
Kid. Baby. Newborn baby.
A blessing I will never have again.
Actually, that’s also funny.
How can I have children if I kill people like I eat?
A child to a murderer. That’s excessive. This is trash. There is no way to have children, and there is no right to have children.
Still… Let’s try a delusion.
Me and Seunghee’s child, Mina’s child, Se-Ah’s child, Anna’s child.
If you take after your mothers, you don’t have to worry about your appearance.
Of course, if you become like me, you will be doing something very regrettable…
The road home from Cheongpyeong is a bit boring.
So is that so? The delusion about the child continues unabated.
Kid. Children.
Really… Is this world the end?
These are the guys who struck gold right from the beginning.
New player. In other words, they are the ones who caused the baby to not be born.
In the end, they plan to end this world. So, I don’t think there is any way to have a child through skill or expedient means.
It’s completely against their purpose… There is no way there can be exceptions.
No matter what happens, I would have prevented having a child.
Maybe this wasn’t done roughly. I think it was blocked quite meticulously.
First, women don’t even have periods, so… It’s just impossible to sleep with it blocked.
I don’t know. Actually… It must have been really difficult if I lived this hectic life caring about women and had children as well.
Besides, there are quite a lot of things that are necessary to raise a child. At least it’s a world without diapers.
Of course… If you look around, you’ll probably find a lot of them somewhere.
As I was thinking about random things like that, I almost arrived at the bunker.
The presence of four people was detected.
Just seeing him makes me feel welcome.
Let’s go in quickly. I should go and hug my girls and sleep peacefully.
Only then will you be able to do various things.
