Chapter 39 – Despair (4)
Decision I made.
I’ve been thinking a lot about making this decision.
Little finger tingling every time.
It was something he had no choice but to deceive Siwoo, but every time he thought about it, his wounds hurt.
I tried to explain that it was Lee Ji-eun’s decision, not mine, but
Somewhere deep inside, there was a mixture of complex and subtle emotions that could not be expressed in words.
A heart longing for something.
I couldn’t even tell if this was my heart or Lee Ji-eun’s heart.
However, Choco Tok has already gone to Geum Taeyang.
I was just staring blankly at the message Lee Ji-eun sent.
Bubbly.
Footsteps through the door.
I had to get up and act like I had just woken up.
“… “
“… “
Siwoo opened the door and came in.
He looked at me with an awkward smile.
“Sesame… I woke up.”
“Eww… Huh.”
“Wash… Do you want to wash?”
I silently nodded my head at Siwoo’s words.
The place where Siwoo’s pupils landed.
It was the place where Lee Ji-eun’s heart was located.
As soon as his gaze reached me, I felt unclean without even realizing it.
When I thought about this, I covered myself with a blanket.
“Mi… Sorry. Ji-eun.”
“No. Are you okay.”
A cold voice that I do not know.
I immediately put on an apologetic expression.
“Wealth… I am ashamed.”
“Ah… I see.”
Siwoo understands right away.
He turned and allowed me to leave.
Siwoo is still very considerate.
If it was the golden sun, it was clear that he would have rushed at it like a beast in heat.
If it was a golden sun…
“Wash… I’ll wash up and come back.”
“Eww… Huh.”
That’s how he came out of Siwoo’s room.
I was able to follow Lee Ji-eun’s memory and head to the bathroom.
In the shower booth.
I was able to wake up to the cold water hitting my body.
“… “
Discomfort
Aversion
Disappointment
And… Despair.
Lee Ji-eun’s body is mostly covered with negative emotions.
He just hoped that the cold stream of water that wet his body would erase all of this.
Water flowing through the body.
When the water touched her pinky finger, it started to hurt again.
A kind of self-harm that I had no choice but to deceive Si-woo.
In fact, there was no blood flow because it was Siwoo who couldn’t even get close to it, let alone break the hymen.
A being less than a finger.
Of course, rather than hating Siwoo itself, he only felt anger at that insignificant object.
Just…
It was only part of it.
The soreness of my little finger.
No, I thought that Lee Ji-eun’s pain was not very different from this.
* * *
The situation at Siwoo’s house.
He said he would see me off, but I told him it was fine.
“Are you okay. It’s right nearby, so what?”
“Still… “
Right now, the relationship with Siwoo needs time.
I didn’t want to reveal this discomfort about him, so I distanced myself a little.
However, this situation cannot be revealed.
I smiled and hid my disappointment, no, Ji-eun Lee.
“It’s still a long way from you seeing me off.”
Siwoo puts on a dumbfounded expression at my mischievous smile.
He nodded his head as if he understood the meaning of my words.
“Next time… I will make sure to protect you.”
Siwoo’s words with an unknown meaning.
I don’t know why he said this, but I decided to move on for now.
“I’ll go.”
“Huh.”
Siwoo waved his hand like that to see him off.
I paused and looked at him.
Siwoo spent most of his time with Jieun Lee during his childhood.
Lee Ji-eun looking at Si-woo like that.
She likes Siu, but…
I like it but…
At that time, I lost control of Lee Ji-eun’s body for a while without realizing it.
I, no, Lee Ji-eun, slowly approached Si-woo and kissed him.
Siwoo suddenly kissed him and was taken aback.
However, unlike his flustered expression, he stood still.
Short kiss.
Afterwards, Lee Ji-eun, no, I smiled awkwardly.
Park Si-woo’s affinity has reached 100.
– Reached the highest likability in the 1st quarter.
-Additional affinity can be unlocked through additional events.
-Park Si-woo absolutely believes Lee Ji-eun’s words.
– Trust level and favorability level do not fall below 100.
– With her absolute trust, you don’t even act suspicious of her.
The affinity achieved in this way is 100.
What I longed for,
Despite this achievement, I felt that I was lacking somewhere, as if I was influenced by Lee Ji-eun.
A feeling of an empty chest.
I tried hard not to show this dejection.
“Go… I’ll go.”
“Eww… Huh.”
Siwoo hesitated.
He smiled and waved his hand.
That’s how Siwoo came out of the house.
I walked from Siu’s house to my house.
Our house is not far from the same direction.
I felt a bit guilty as I headed there.
In fact, Lee Ji-eun, who said she was going to sleep over at Siwoo’s house today.
Possessing Lee Ji-eun’s body, I had no choice but to sympathize with Si-woo not just as an NPC in this game, but as a person to person.
Kind, kind and polite Siwoo.
Siwoo is a great kid who always ranks first in the school and is recognized by the people around him.
It’s like that, but…
For Lee Ji-eun, he… It was just an existence being compared.
I know Lee Ji-eun’s heart better than anyone else because I am possessed by Lee Ji-eun’s body.
Her mind was already elsewhere.
I love Siu
Lee Ji-eun is not enough with that love alone.
The place where her steps headed was none other than the playground.
The playground where Siu and I played when we were young.
Siwoo and Jieun, who were innocent, dreamed of the same future while playing house.
The sandy beach where I used to play house at the time.
A swing by the sandy beach after dusk.
Sitting on the swing was Golden Sun, who looked tired from waiting.
“What’s the matter.? You should contact me first.”
Golden Sun’s sinister smile.
I was still confused inside why Lee Ji-eun chose such a low-quality man.
“Do you think you missed me?”
“… “
Lee Ji-eun still has no answer.
I persuaded Lee Ji-eun that she could reverse her decision even now.
Actually, I’m just talking to myself
Like a kind of excuse, I didn’t do that originally, but I acted as if I couldn’t help it because of Lee Ji-eun’s choice.
Lee Ji-eun, who had a relationship with Si-woo.
Jieun Lee… I met the golden sun.
“What’s the matter.?”
Golden Sun with a serious expression.
Lee Ji-eun, no, I slowly approached him.
“… Hug me.”
“… “
Confused Golden Sun.
But, having made up my mind, I was unstoppable.
It looks like it’s trying to erase something.
Lee Ji-eun speaks with her head down.
I or Lee Ji-eun were confessing their true feelings to Geum Tae-yang.
“Lee, Ji – Eun.”
“… Don’t say anything just… Just hug me.”
Then, Golden Sun nodded.
He came slowly and hugged me.
His body temperature,
His smell,
A feeling that permeates all of him.
And the guilt that rises in it.
But this guilt did not last long.
Little finger starting to ache again.
However, Lee Ji-eun no longer cared about this.
* * *
Unbeknownst to me, Taeyang and his house arrived.
As soon as I got to his house, he pulled my face right there.
Rough,
Primitive,
Masculine kiss.
Geum Taeyang was a being who knew how to kiss like that.
Although polite and considerate of others,
It was just clumsiness covered in the name of courtesy and consideration.
Wild kiss.
Lee Ji-eun, no, I started to get excited without knowing it.
“Put out your tongue.”
“Eup… “
An obscene kiss at the front door.
He put his hand between his clothes and started rubbing his chest.
His hand movements are clearly different from those of the clumsy Shi Woo.
Unlike Siwoo’s touch, which only cares about his own curiosity even when he touches her breasts, Geum Taeyang’s touch knows exactly what a woman likes.
Nipple.
That is, Golden Taeyang, who accurately touches the nipple area.
As soon as his touch touched him, his breasts, which had already been tamed by his touch, began to heat up.
It hurts to stand upright.
However, I didn’t do anything clumsy about taking Taeyang’s hand and being considerate of my nipples.
The hand of Taeyang who knew very well what Lee Ji-eun wanted.
Taeyang’s index finger circled around the nipple like a creature moving independently.
“Ugh… ♡”
A vulgar sound coming out of your mouth.
A sound I had never heard of Siwoo came out of my mouth.
The feeling of being freed from something.
My voice resounded through the Golden Sun’s house as I felt liberated from the unpleasant feelings that clung to my body.
“Lol… Pretty naughty today?”
“Town… Town… ♡ More… More… ♡”
Once the reins are released, Lee Ji-eun’s body starts to run amok.
She spent time and effort to meet Siwoo, but
Lee Ji-eun’s body, which did not get what it wanted, was longing for something as if to receive a reward.
This is something that I know better than anyone else because I am possessed by Lee Ji-eun’s body.
Jieun Lee… She was about to offer her virginity to the golden sun.
“This lewd bitch.”
“Mind… That’s right… More… Do more… ♡”
Golden Taeyang, who persistently torments her nipples.
He tugged at his nipples, which were hidden by his bra.
“Ogogogogok♡”
A vulgar sound coming out of your mouth.
In the end, the unbearable pussy vomited out the juice.
“I’m serious?”
“Hehe… ♡ Hehe… “
A situation where you can’t control your legs because you’re pickled in pleasure.
The front door is slightly open, so someone might peek in, but
Lee Ji-eun’s body went wild, so he didn’t think much of it.
Lee Ji-eun is just a corrupt body that longs for pleasure.
He was sitting on her front door, rubbing her face against the gold sun’s pants.
Nasty and vulgar behavior.
Nevertheless, Lee Ji-eun’s body was excited by the hardness of Tae-yang’s cock, which she felt on her face.
Golden Taeyang looking down at Lee Ji-eun.
He was stroking her hair as if he were her owner.
“You want a cock?”
“Huh… ♡”
“Take it out if you want.”
Golden Sun’s mischievous suggestion.
Ji-eun Lee, crushed by her pleasure, reached out to her and tried to unhook the hook of his pants.
However, the golden sun avoided Lee Ji-eun’s hand by pulling her back.
Lee Ji-eun tried to approach her as if she was impatient with his actions.
“If you want to, you have to take it out without using her hands. It’s an order.”
Command.
At those words, Lee Ji-eun’s body started to get excited as if she was in heat.
Unstoppable words that Siwoo never heard or heard.
For Lee Ji-eun, who has never experienced being ordered by someone, her gold sun’s high-handed behavior was enough to cut Lee Ji-eun’s reason.
A nasty order.
Lee Ji-eun did not even think of resisting this low-level order to pull out her cock without using her hands if she wanted to suck it.
I just want a manly cock that will relieve me of the discomfort I felt today.
Golden Sun’s actions and words.
Lee Ji-eun doesn’t like all of his sloppy behavior.
But she left all of this and the golden sun,
She wanted a cock that would make all of Lee Ji-eun’s wishes come true.
The rest is incidental.
For Lee Ji-eun, who was already soaked in her lust, her obscene orders only fueled her desire.
