Chapter 36 – Despair (1)
His tongue approaching slowly and slowly.
At first, he seemed surprised, but soon Siwoo’s tongue slowly followed.
Unlike Golden Sun’s nasty and promiscuous tongue, it was a kind tongue.
His tongue was shy but caring, just like Siwoo’s personality.
If it were Taeyang, he would have already walked around my mouth as if it were his own and left traces.
In particular, unlike Geum Taeyang, who prefers obscene kisses, such as making her tongue stick out and mixing her tongues lewdly outside her mouth, Siwoo’s kiss was gentle.
After such a short kiss, Siwoo looks at me with bewildered eyes.
He was looking at me with a face about to explode.
“Ji… Ji-eun?”
“… “
At this time, it is a situation where you have to act as if you are shy, as if you are doing it for the first time.
I lowered my head and held my breath for a moment to make his face red.
A kiss that actually wasn’t that exciting.
So, I feel sorry for Siwoo, but he had no choice but to make it up.
“Swimming… Lol… Uh… How was it?”
“… Uh… Hmm… Therefore… “
Seeing my embellished shy face, Siwoo feels embarrassed as well.
I’m sorry to him, but it was easy to deceive him since he was like a sunflower who had no such experience.
“Article… Nice I… Really.”
“All… Thank god.”
Siwoo laughed so hard.
He tried to say something, but he spoke in a low voice so I couldn’t hear him.
“Why… ?”
“Ah… No. That… So this is um… “
Siwoo, who is trying to confess.
I deliberately waited to get him to confess.
The situation of looking at him without speaking.
However, this situation must have caused him to lose his confidence.
“Ah… No.”
It’s a situation that needs more stimulation.
I had no choice but to do something prepared in advance.
“Like… If. City… Siwoo is… Are you interested in dirty things?”
“… What? What… ?!”
Siwoo stutters in embarrassment.
However, the effect was evident, and the hem of the trousers protruded convexly.
Of course… You can’t compare them, but you can’t even check them unless you really pay attention to the sticking out of his pants.
I decided to stop comparing myself and focus on Siwoo.
“That… Therefore… This… I mean something like this.”
I carefully unbuttoned the buttons on my jacket.
Despite loosening it up a little, Siwoo’s eyes widen.
He swallowed dry saliva and looked between my slightly loosened buttons.
Soon, as if he was sorry for that, his face blushed and he looked the other way shyly.
“Like… I don’t like… ?”
Siwoo is conflicted by my words.
He silently grabbed my shoulder and looked at me with courage.
“That… Therefore. Ji… Ji-eun me… Therefore… I am you… You… “
His trembling voice.
In the end, Siu couldn’t continue his words and kissed him again.
Siwoo couldn’t speak because he was too shy.
He chose to express it through action instead.
His kisses were sloppy and still lacking.
However, I couldn’t help but smile at such a kiss full of courtesy, kindness, and consideration.
If I had possessed the body of an ordinary woman, that is, an extra, rather than this cursed body of Lee Ji-eun, it was clear that I would have been happy with a kiss like this.
Siwoo stepped back slightly.
A white string formed between him and his mouth.
“Mi… Sorry.”
Siwoo puts on an apologetic expression.
He immediately wiped this long string of thread with his clothes.
“No. It was good.”
When I laughed bashfully, Siwoo smiled.
I felt myself falling for him more and more.
His thoughtful behavior came fresh to me, who had been accustomed to being in a violent relationship with Geum Taeyang.
Of course, I had no choice because I was influenced by Lee Ji-eun’s emotions, not my will.
Nevertheless, Lee Ji-eun’s feelings that I can sympathize with to some extent.
In particular, the extension of that emotion that had been going on since I first entered Siuwa’s house resonated deeply with me.
Why do you like Siwoo?
Why do you hang around Siwoo?
Devices that made it possible to know why he protected Siwoo when he was young.
Although the system and story structure I created,
When I was in Lee Ji-eun’s position, I accepted everything as if it were my feelings, so I had no choice but to immerse myself in it.
Siwoo, who was weak, and the author who stands by Siwoo.
Despite the mischievous children’s pranks when they were young, the two were always together.
A young couple who share such memories.
I was able to understand the feelings of the two only now.
They are not just systems or pieces of data in a game, but like living, breathing beings.
The lives of the organic were all too real, even though I had created them.
Like… Like another reality.
“I… Ji-eun.”
Siwoo looks at me with a slightly heated expression.
Siwoo, who was making a pitiful expression like an anxious puppy, was so cute that I smiled without even realizing it.
His gaze slowly descends.
The place where Siwoo’s gaze stopped was his chest.
Seeing this, I think that Siwoo was also a man.
I was aiming for that in the first place and charged with a physical bullet, but without knowing it, my heart started beating like Lee Ji-eun’s heart.
This thump I can’t control.
He looked at Siu carefully and smiled.
“City… It’s okay if you cool it… Are you okay.”
“… “
Siwoo was quite taken aback by my words.
Like a child who has just opened his eyes to a castle, Siu carefully placed his hand on my chest.
“… Oh… !”
A body that responds immediately to his touch.
Because of Taeyang Geum’s teaching assistant, he had no choice but to show this kind of reaction.
Siwoo, startled by my shallow moaning.
I laughed awkwardly and apologized to him.
“That… That is. This… Because this is the first time… “
Lie in fact.
Although the heart has already suffered as it should have been harassed by the golden sun,
He had no intention of telling Siwoo, who was unaware of this fact.
Siu’s house,
The actions of a young lover filling up Siwoo’s room.
In such a fresh situation, there was no room for the atrocities of a low-quality human like Geum Tae-yang to intervene.
“Mi… Sorry.”
“Ah… No. That… Therefore… City… Because it’s you… Are you okay… “
Seeing as if she had gained courage from my words, Siwoo carefully placed her hand on her chest again.
I had no choice but to respond slowly to his cautious gestures.
In particular, whenever Siwoo touched the front of his chest, that is, his areola, it was difficult to stay sane.
With an honest heart, I want to attack Siwoo immediately after defeating him.
But I decided to calm down and remain as rational as possible.
‘… What am I thinking… ‘
That thought a little while ago when I thought that I had changed strangely.
Especially… I couldn’t believe that I had never thought of having a relationship with Siwoo.
A feeling that something is wrong.
However, his mind began to lean toward the fact that what had happened a little while ago was nothing more than groundless.
The heart that I was going to give Siwoo the first time anyway.
For a moment… So, I braced myself with the thought that it was just acting.
This is all because of the golden sun.
If Siwoo and Siwoo were able to resolve it well, he could have endured the smirking Golden Sun’s atrocities.
“Oh… “
“Like… Are you sick?”
“Ah… No. Therefore… That is… “
It’s an ambiguous situation to say that it’s because I’m excited.
I lied to Siwoo again this time.
“You… With you so… Under… I’m ready to… “
“… “
No matter how ignorant Siu was, he could understand what this meant.
A story between a man and a woman.
There was only one story.
Siwoo’s face is about to explode.
I don’t know why either, but when I saw Siwoo’s face, I couldn’t help but feel ashamed.
Again, now, I have assimilated Lee Ji-eun’s feelings.
In particular, this feeling became stronger because the memories of Jieun and Siwoo when they were young seeped into it.
Unlike childhood, two children who have already become adults physically.
Therefore…
“Under… I want to… ?”
Siwoo looks at me with an expression about to explode at my words.
It was difficult to even guess what this meant in the situation of Siwoo, who was a study bug and had only looked at Ji-eun as a woman all his life.
Words from such a being who protected him since he was young.
Siu opened his eyes wide and slowly nodded his head.
“That… Before that… “
“Eww… Huh?”
“Article… It’s a little hot, but… Oh… Can I take off my clothes… ?”
A completely intentional statement.
I spit out these words on purpose to annoy Siwoo even more.
“To… Shall we turn on the air conditioner?”
After saying that, Siwoo immediately regretted it.
He smiled shyly when he realized that even though he said it, it was a stupid line.
“You idiot… That’s not what you mean… “
A shirt that slowly starts to open.
I continued unbuttoning the buttons.
Siwoo’s vision gradually decreases each time the button is loosened.
It was as if he was adjusting his sight to my buttons.
The shirt is all undone and the chest exposed.
It was worth wearing a clunky but quite provocative black bra.
“Paper… Are you just watching?”
Siwoo swallows dry saliva at my words.
He came slowly to me.
I looked at Siwoo who had approached me and slowly turned around.
Then, Siwoo gets flustered.
I spoke to him quietly.
“Can you release me… ?”
The hook of the bra that Geumtaeyang would have undone with one hand.
However, Siu had no idea about this, so he thought of making full use of this element.
So he turned around with the intention of getting the hook undone.
Siwoo hesitated for a while.
Then, as if he had made up his mind, he slowly grabbed the part where the hook was connected with his hand.
He made several attempts, but his hands were still sloppy.
After five or six attempts, I managed to unhook the hook.
Then, the chest collapsed by gravity.
I turned to look at him, covering my chest with his hand.
“Ji… Ji-eun.”
“You… Don’t look at me so directly… It’s embarrassing.”
“Mi… Sorry.”
Siwoo kept saying sorry.
With a face about to explode, he spat out the words he was sorry over and over again.
That’s all for teasing him.
I was thinking of continuing like this.
“Go… Let’s see the chest… ?”
Siwoo nodded silently at my words.
I turned my head and revealed my breasts that I had covered with my palms.
I can feel Siwoo’s rough breath even though we are a little farther away.
I could turn my head slightly to see his expression.
A well-deserved situation.
I thought I should continue this as it is.
“Me… If only I could show you… Wealth… I’m ashamed… You… Show me too.”
“Me… Me too?”
Siwoo is confused.
I nodded with a shy expression on my face.
The flow to make a relationship naturally.
Since I showed my breasts, it meant that you asked me to show you things too.
Siwoo hesitated for a while.
He soon made up his mind and began to unfasten the belt slowly.
And then, Siwoo slowly lowers his pants.
There was a cute triangular panties, and when he pulled it down, his stuff was exposed.
