Chapter 176 – Begin Period 1 (2)
A week since I came to my senses.
I was staring blankly outside.
Square square.
The sound of peeling apples from the side.
Mom silently sliced an apple and carefully handed it to me.
“Here, Ji-eun.”
“… “
I want to say thank you to my mother,
Since that day, he has been unable to speak.
I, who became aphasic due to the temporary shock, looked at my mother and said thank you.
All I could do was nod her head.
A mother whose eyes are reddened at the sight of it.
Feeling sorry, I held her mother’s hand.
“I’m sorry mom. I’m sorry mom… “
In the end, the mother shed tears again.
It was a mother who kept crying since I recently came to my senses.
The only thing I can do at this time.
I brought the paper and pen that I had within reach.
And I wrote it down slowly.
-Don’t cry, mom.
“Huh… Black… “
– When my mother cries, I feel sad too.
“My daughter… My mother is so careless… Sorry… “
-No. Thank you for just being by my side like this.
My mother is gradually finding stability after reading what I wrote.
Mom immediately nodded her head.
“Okay. My daughter… I won’t cry anymore.”
Tell your mom you won’t cry.
I’ve been hearing that for a week already.
A mother who feels a lot of guilt for my suicide.
It wasn’t her mother’s fault, and I was just sorry that I was bullying her.
The apple that caught my eye then.
She picked up the cute rabbit-shaped apple her mother had cut and put it in her mouth and smiled.
My mother staring at me blankly.
Mom forced a smile after me.
“Thank you, my daughter.”
A mother who smiles like that.
And soon, as if he realized something, he began to organize the surroundings of Juseom Juseom.
5pm.
Time for school to end.
At this time, Siwoo always came to my hospital room.
To be honest, I don’t want to meet Siwoo.
Until the previous episode, the fact that it was the only way for me to get out of this world overlapped, and in a way, it could be said that it was a love-hate relationship.
Even if it was like that in the last episode…
I made a lot of money during this episode, so now I can do it without Siwoo’s help.
Siwoo doesn’t want to meet because he has a choice.
However, since I couldn’t leave the ward right away, I couldn’t escape Siwoo, who came to visit me every day.
Drooling.
At the sound of the door opening, her mother and I naturally looked there.
The person who opened the door and entered was none other than Park Si-woo.
In this episode, Siwoo Park is more handsome than last time,
He grew taller and even had the concept of being the same swimmer.
In the swimming team, I placed first on the women’s side.
The male side feels that Park Si-woo is number one.
He was even good at studying and had the feeling of being the ace of the swimming team.
“Hello. Mother.”
Park Si-woo greets the folder at 90 degrees.
Seeing that, the mother looked at Siu with a smile.
“Thank you for coming here. Siwoo student.”
“Ei Ji-eun is my childhood friend and prospective groom, so I have to do this.”
Siwoo’s burdensome feeling in this episode.
I was already revealing my firm stance against me, no, Lee Ji-eun.
Even in this episode, my parents and Siwoo’s parents are close, and the two know each other.
On top of that, he has fallen for me since I was young and has become a rather clumsy character who always says that he will become the author’s husband.
“Ho Ho… Siwoo is still the same.”
Mother’s laughter.
However, she showed no sign of discomfort at all, probably because her mother also liked Siu’s appearance.
I’m the only one who’s uncomfortable.
Right now, I don’t have any ill feelings toward Siwoo in this episode, but I just hated him.
Why did I choose to commit suicide?
I knew very well that it was expressed from the desire to escape from this world somehow.
Really… Life in this world is really hard and hard.
It was mentally very difficult to bear.
My memories are fading as the episodes change.
Even now my original name and appearance have begun to be forgotten.
Myself and Lee Ji-eun are inseparable.
Sometimes I even wondered if I was actually Lee Ji-eun, but I might be mistaken for a man.
My disappearing self and the countless bad memories stuck in between.
Along with the memories of being beaten by the NTR man, the ugly Siwoo from the past was not forgotten.
I have to expect Siwoo to show an improved appearance.
This situation of not being able to get out of the passive position was so bleak.
So, although I made a lot of money in the last round,
That episode left a lot of psychological scars on me.
Something you will never see again.
I don’t know if it’s true what it showed me,
I felt a lot of emotions from that being, and a lot of parts were recovered because of those emotions.
But when it disappears…
Naturally, Siwoo was resentful in front of him.
It’s not all because of Siwoo,
Just… Just… The pain that came to me now was so overwhelming that I could barely endure it by resenting someone.
That’s just… It was just Siwoo.
Mother smiled awkwardly as she turned her head with that heart in mind.
Mom spoke her words to Siu as if she was sorry.
“I’m sorry every time. Siwoo student.”
“Are you okay. Mother.”
Park Si-woo takes a seat next to me like that.
He casually opened the notebook and handed me a handout.
“I studied this today.”
“… “
“Which one do you want to start with?”
The reason why Siwoo visits me every day.
The reason was none other than for me who couldn’t come to school.
Siwoo, worried that he might not be able to keep up with the school class, visits him on purpose and tells him what he has learned today.
He even said that he had been looking for me ever since I couldn’t come to my senses.
Siwoo looks at me with a smile.
Still, since I have a mother right now, I felt like I had to show myself getting along well with Siwoo.
Siwoo smiles when I come out cooperatively.
Seeing that, the mother carefully left her room, leaving her cut fruit behind.
Now all that’s left is me and Siu.
I looked at Siwoo without a word.
This time is a different time.
However, I was not sure if I could trust Siwoo this episode, perhaps because of what he had been through so far.
Of course, this is entirely my opinion.
Sioux, completely ignorant of these thoughts, could not understand my hostile behavior.
Despite this, Siwoo continues to look at me with a smile.
He carefully placed the pen in my hand.
“First of all, there is a test range in today’s class. I’ll tell you from this. If there is anything you don’t know, write it down.”
“… “
At that, I began to write something down on a piece of paper without even realizing it.
– Why are you helping me like this?
Siwoo saw what I wrote.
At those words, Sioux smiled.
“Of course she is my future wife, so I have to take care of her.”
-Why am I your future wife?
Park Si-woo smiles mischievously when I look at him with a straight face.
He smiled and looked at me.
“It’s a joke, a joke. Some of them are childhood friends and some of me really like you, but before that… “
Siwoo pauses for a moment.
He looked outside for a moment.
“Because I want you to be healthy.”
“… “
“It’s because I miss the days when we were always fighting in class.”
The reason why Siwoo’s poetry is not suitable.
But there was sincerity in his words.
I don’t know yet if he’s serious or not.
Still, Siwoo visits like this for a week or so to review the school class every time.
Park Si-woo of this episode, who is the first in the school and is also good at swimming.
I knew what it meant for such an impeccable being to spend precious time helping me like this.
A story that sincerely hopes that I will recover.
I looked at him wordlessly.
“Are you impressed?”
“… “
A pen that moves naturally.
I wrote down my thoughts and showed them to Siu right away.
-I am a fool for thinking good of you for a moment.
“Is it necessary to talk like that? You are too mean to your future husband.”
– No, why are you my future husband!
That’s how the day started with a quarrel today.
Contrary to my distorted expression, Siu was still smiling.
* * *
In front of the school gate.
A man stood in front of him.
A man who is disgusting to anyone.
The man who was short and had a huge belly, wearing glasses and muttering, was none other than a man nicknamed an otaku.
Her original name was Choi Eun-soo.
Even as a child, he was a very lively boy who loved to make friends.
However, Choi Eun-soo was unable to leave school for a long time after being bullied by the classmates in middle school.
My parents were busy with work, so Choi Eun-soo, who was left alone, was left with only animation.
At that time, Choi Eun-soo fell in love with anime.
Since he didn’t go to school, he naturally lived a hikikomori life at home all day.
Choi Eun-soo became an otaku like that.
He has grown old and has reached the age to go to high school.
Even at this time, he just didn’t want to go to school,
He is Choi Eun-soo, who has no choice but to go to school on the day of the preliminary call-up.
He was reluctant to meet people and he was difficult to mix with, so he was determined not to go to school this time.
At that time, other students approached Eunsu Choi.
The otakura started teasing and harassing him.
Choi Eun-soo, whose trauma came back in middle school.
He was being bullied like that, but a savior appeared to him.
None other than Lee Ji-eun.
A beautiful woman with bronzed skin appeared and saved Choi Eun-soo.
She is a girl who appears out of nowhere and saves her.
It was one of the reasons that she felt that the child was shining so brightly that she changed her mind about going to school after that.
Choi Eun-soo went to high school like that.
There was still bullying from his classmates, but it didn’t matter as long as he could see Lee Ji-eun.
An otaku who developed her feelings for her.
He soon realized that she had a friend named Park Si-woo, her childhood friend…
That existence is none other than Park Si-woo.
He was an incomparably handsome being.
An otaku who has no confidence to defeat such an existence.
Eventually, she gave up and tried to give up school again.
Three gangster women cling to him.
Noticing that Lee Ji-eun glanced at her, the three bullies began to intimidate the otaku.
Bullies who promise to let the author know about this if she doesn’t give her money.
The otaku tried to resist the ridiculous threat, but now it has become such a body that even three women can’t win.
In the end, he was beaten by three gangster women and even took his money…
To get revenge on them, I recently downloaded a hypnosis application I saw on the Internet.
I don’t know if it’s real or fake.
But if this is real…
“Hey otaku!”
While thinking about this, the bullies approached Choi Eun-soo.
Looking at them, the otaku slowly lifted his phone.
