Chapter 105 – Alice (2)
The pleasure that can be felt as a woman, no, as a female.
This intense pleasure that can feel like being controlled by someone weighed down on my body.
A vulgar move with the sole intention of getting me pregnant.
I slowly collapsed at this disgusting movement that lifted me up with my weight.
When the sex started, Deokbae Kim started to be silent as always.
Sex that covets only the woman in front of you without saying a word.
I’m sorry for Siwoo… She could only compare it to sex with him.
To be honest, Siwoo Park’s skills and stamina are not very good.
He would buy time by saying something lovely or obscene in between.
The parts that I can’t help but feel…
That’s part of sex, but for me…
As a body who had tasted sex like this, it didn’t feel like a part of the relationship.
Only…
The idea that only sex that shakes the waist and moves from the heart like this, wild sex is real sex.
I was overlaying those thoughts with Siwoo…
Deokbae Kim was skillfully stripping it off.
His movement to deny the thought I had was a lie.
Every time I just howled like a female.
“Coming and going… ♡”
It’s painful.
It’s really painful to the point of suffocating…
I really liked this feeling.
Lee Ji-eun’s sensitive body.
Deok-bae Kim fully satisfies the body that can’t be handled with normal sex.
I’m from this guy…
“Whoops… You made a good expression.”
“Ah… ♡ Ah… ♡”
My mouth making dumb noises as if an infantile regression had come.
I looked up at Deokbae Kim, who had crushed me, and noticed the difference this view made.
Deokbae Kim was the ruler,
I am…
“You are a female.”
“… “
“A bitch that I have to open whenever I want.”
The words of Kim Deok-bae, who speaks as if he is passing a sentence.
I couldn’t answer anything about that.
Falling like this?
Like this… Also…
“Ah… No… No… “
[Resistance success!]
1% chance.
Despite the disappearance of trust…
With absolutely ridiculous odds, I was able to resist.
To succumb to Kim Deok-bae so helplessly…
“Eww… Oops… ♡”
Kim Deok-bae’s stuff stuck in me again.
I just opened my mouth and made a strange noise.
“Then… I’ll fuck you until you fall.”
Deokbae Kim smiles.
He was smiling as if enjoying my defiance.
* * *
“Whoa… “
Park Si-woo returns home.
He sat in a chair and lost himself in many thoughts.
“… Even though… “
Is it still in your heart?
I was very sorry that I had neglected such an author.
But… A situation where Ji-eun has to follow her mother’s orders.
Not only the pleasure she gives… Another thing was holding Siwoo’s ankle.
Park Si-woo, who has been stretched since his relationship with Park Eun-ae.
I couldn’t forget Park Eun-ae, who looked at something with a smile next to Siwoo.
Video in her hand.
That video… I don’t know when this was taken… It was a video of her relationship with Park Eun-ae.
Park Si-woo was threatened with the video.
He is… He found out later that it was in the hands of Park Eun-ae, who freely uses carrots and sticks.
Her request is simply…
“Breaking up with Jieun… “
Words I can’t possibly say.
So he deliberately distanced himself from the author.
Guilt for betraying the author.
And she regretted the choices she made.
More than anything…
“… “
Photos in your cell phone.
Park Si-woo knew very well what was in the picture.
Pregnancy test machine.
The photo Eunae Park sent… It was the thing with two lines on the pregnancy test.
No one else…
The situation where he got his girlfriend’s mother pregnant.
Siu couldn’t help but shake his body.
As a student…
Just the fact that he, not yet an adult, impregnated someone… Shiu is terrified.
He couldn’t even summon up the courage to seek help.
If the…
Really, if you ask for help…
The author, of course… His own parents and even at school…
He had no choice but to remain as an erased being.
“Ji… If you break up with Jieun… Breath… Because you hide it.”
Park Si-woo still innocently believes in Park Eun-ae’s words.
It was the reason why he shuddered and had no choice but to obey Park Eun-ae’s order to break up with his girlfriend, Lee Ji-eun.
If not follow…
He knew better than anyone that he would fall into the pit.
Garbage that impregnated a married woman with the body of a student.
Of course… Although there was a part where the author was seduced by her mother,
Unfortunately, there was nothing that could be seen as evidence in Siwoo’s hand.
On the other hand, Park Eun-ae, who has evidence.
In the video taken in her favor… It was expressed as if Si-woo attacked Park Eun-ae in a fit of sexual desire.
Unfortunate situation.
Even so, he had no place to appeal for this resentment.
All that remains…
Follow Park Eun-ae’s words or do it yourself… Life…
“Ah… No. Let’s calm down. Ah… You still have a chance.”
Siwoo’s head spinning tight.
He was under the delusion that somehow he could get away with it.
And… Hopefully…
I think I can try again with the author.
He was lost in that thought.
“This… First of all, I have to call the author to say sorry today.”
Reconciliation as friends, not reconciliation as lovers.
It was a complacent thought that this much would be okay.
To be honest… Si-woo still has feelings for Park Eun-ae and Lee Ji-eun.
Not wanting to lose both of them, he acted recklessly.
“Because the author is my childhood friend… You will understand me.”
Park Si-woo called the author like that.
I’m waiting for a call… The author did not answer the phone.
“But… Because that happened… “
Siwoo tried to put his mind down and hang up the phone.
But suddenly the phone was connected.
The sound of rough breathing lingered in Siwoo’s ears.
He felt puzzled, but now that the phone was connected, he started talking first.
“Ah… Hello Jieun. You know what happened today… “
A phone call with no answer.
On the phone, it’s just… Only the sound of licking something lingered in my ears.
Something… Licking sound…
At the end of the unknown sound, a strange sound continued.
However, Siwoo couldn’t concentrate because he was talking about himself.
He continued to speak on his own.
“I’m sorry too. I wish I hadn’t done that… Therefore… “
Siwoo’s lengthy story continues.
In fact, stories such as saying that it wasn’t the intention continued to bite their tail after tail.
It was not his intention…
It wasn’t like that originally… A situation where only Siwoo’s unique excuses were lined up.
Siu didn’t notice that a faint moaning sound could be heard from beyond the story.
“Will you accept my apology, Ji-eun?”
Then Siwoo stopped talking.
He held his breath and waited for the author to answer.
Then, the voice of the author could be heard slightly.
Her voice sounded slightly panting, as if she were exercising.
“… Okay. Oops… ♡ Yes… I will accept your apology.”
“Go… Thank you. However… Are you exercising right now?”
“… “
Then, the author did not answer again.
Siwoo checked his cell phone again, wondering if the call was faulty.
Cell phone still connecting fine.
But the author had no answer.
“Ji-eun?”
“… Because you want… ♡ Yo… I’ll forgive you… ♡”
The author’s voice was faintly audible.
Although I heard a strange sentence in front of me, Siwoo smiled at the thought that they had reconciled.
“Thank you. Ji-eun… That… So maybe… This weekend… “
Siwoo trying to reconcile.
He was about to ask her out on a date, thinking that it would be okay if he didn’t get caught by Park Eun-ae.
Siwoo trying to do it outside.
I don’t know if the author likes to do it outdoors…
Still, I had no desire to miss the author.
“On the weekend… ? … ♡”
A sound like licking something.
Siwoo was uncomfortable with the sound, but it was a situation where they had barely reconciled, so he didn’t want to unravel this atmosphere.
“Yeah, in case you have time on the weekend… “
“For a moment… “
And the silence that followed.
At first glance, I think I can hear a male voice… I had the illusion that I could hear a woman’s voice.
“I got permission… ♡ I think it will be fine.”
That you have been given permission.
At those words, Siu couldn’t help but feel relieved inside Pharaoh.
Park Eun-ae is the only person who can be accepted by the author.
I honestly wish the author hadn’t told her mother…
She had already talked about it, and it seemed that Park Eun-ae obediently allowed her to go on a date.
Fortunately, Park Eun-ae gave me a grace period.
Siwoo felt good about not having to break up with him right away.
“Then see you on the weekend… “
The phone hung up before I could finish talking.
Siwoo looked at his cell phone and could confirm that the call had definitely been disconnected.
You don’t feel a bit sad, but…
Siwoo didn’t care much because he had done what he did.
Siwoo, who has been cold to the author’s approach ever since she got involved with Park Eun-ae.
Because he was like that… She felt she had to persevere.
In the relationship with the author, the urgent fire was put out.
Siwoo wondered if he should inform Park Eun-ae of this just in case.
The answer arrived immediately after I sent the chocolate talk.
Her answer was that it was fine.
It’s fine now,
The answer is that we can break up later.
Seeing those words, Siu once again felt guilty towards the author.
Self mistake.
A mistake that cannot be undone.
Even so, there was still a heart that couldn’t give up in his heart.
* * *
The next morning.
Arriving at school, Si-woo found Ji-eun at her desk as usual, and she let out a sigh of relief.
Peace returned.
So I approached to sit next to the author.
At that time, the underwear of the author, which seemed to be slightly brushed.
I was lying on my desk as if I was tired, so the slightly exposed part caught my eye.
I saw it then… Thong panties.
The moment Siwoo blushed, his face reddened.
Why did the author wear thongs…
The reason she wore such provocative clothes was very simple.
For yourself.
Siwoo was happy inside at the thought that he had finally put on the thong she had requested for a long time.
Of course… It’s what I asked for when I was in a relationship…
It’s a little strange that I wore it to school, but…
If…
The thought of not knowing what to do at school made Siwoo feel excited without even realizing it.
Now that Park Eun-ae has implicitly allowed it.
Little bit more… If only I could put it off a little longer…
Siwoo’s superficial thoughts were revealed.
The author sits next to Siwoo and gets up.
Looking at her, Siu tilted her head.
“Did you put on makeup?”
“Why? Not good?”
“Ah… No. That… Therefore… Because it’s pretty… “
An author who doesn’t usually wear makeup.
But today, she showed up wearing makeup.
A blue light was clearly lit in Siwoo’s head.
Unknowingly, he felt a strain in his lower leg.