Chapter 97 – Episode 97. Just One Can of Beer
The last time I heard that Song Ji-eun was doing Pilates.
That she’s a bit of her athletic body, though it’s somewhat noticeable just by looking at it.
Now that I’ve been exercising, I can get a rough sense of how much I’ve been exercising when I see other people.
Song Ji-eun said that she had other things she wanted to try again.
“I want to learn sports that I can enjoy a little like golf, I want to learn things related to investing like auctions, I want to learn musical instruments like violin~ There are so many things I want to learn. But, it’s not going as well as I thought.”
Even if I’m already steadily doing something like Pilates, I think I’m doing well.
It’s because I’m basically a person who thinks that doing two or more things at once can be very tiring.
For example, if a person goes to work and finishes the company, puts on a black face mask at night secretly from company executives, and makes a double profit by selling roasted sweet potatoes as a side job, this may be 1 + 1 is 2, not 3 or more hardships. Think.
It is because you can think of it in terms of stress management.
If it’s the morning time when stress is reset to some extent, if not all, it can be a little less difficult to do something.
However, if you do another job during the night time when the stress has become highly concentrated, I think it can be a little more painful.
That’s why I think it’s difficult to do two things.
Of course, if one of the many things you do is something you do for income and the rest do it as a hobby that you love so much, that can be okay.
However, most of the things that can bring about some kind of development when done by people are, strangely enough, all of them difficult to see that they are so much fun.
Golf, auction, and violin, which Song Ji-eun just talked about, may be very interesting to someone with the right aptitude, but in most cases, it is difficult to see that they have come to that extent after work and have spent time separately learning to carry them around and even want to do them. .
Certainly, it is one of those things that someone can fall into that field and enjoy it like crazy.
However, from my personal point of view, I want to go that far, but not to that extent, and it seems that it could be the same for Song Ji-eun.
I think that choosing something as a hobby or learning steadily has an impact on the environment.
If you saw your parents playing golf when you were young, you might be more interested in golf, and if you saw your parents playing games when you were young, you might be more interested in the game.
I thought so and told Song Ji-eun.
“Right now, then, why don’t you go to Pilates first, and try other things later when you feel more relaxed after going up the ranks?”
“I’m going to do that. I’m a bit skeptical because it’s not my life right now, but it’ll be okay later, right?”
“Is that right?”
Song Ji-eun and I shared such stories, bumped into beer cans, and each drank a beer.
And I picked up the snacks one by one and ate them.
The chicken nuggets were pretty good too.
The taste of the chicken nuggets should be almost the same, but for some reason, the chicken nuggets made with Song Ji-eun’s microwave seemed to taste a little better.
As well as the salty and soft flesh, when you chew the outside, you think the taste is good when you chew the skin of a thin chicken nugget with your teeth.
When we talk about this and that, the topic always comes back to the stories between men and women.
After talking about many other things, the story of men and women came up, and Song Ji-eun spoke to me.
“Oppa. But I recently went on a blind date again, right?”
“Yes? Who?”
“This time a civil servant in another department.”
“Ah~.”
Since I definitely have a job, it seems that blind dates come in here and there.
I have seen so many cases where it was difficult to meet the opposite sex when there was no job around me, but after getting a job, I was able to meet the opposite sex like a wave.
Moreover, in Song Ji-eun’s case, her job is stable and her visuals are considerable, so in her case, matchmakers around her might scramble to introduce her.
“But I’ve only met him once, ah…”
“Why, how was it?”
“I thought it was a bit of food, but it pecks at the sand and looks like an angry old chicken, whew…”
“Oh yeah?”
I don’t know why Song Ji-eun’s image of a blind date guy seems to make sense, although it’s a very strange analogy.
Song Ji-eun followed her words.
“There are a lot of blind dates, but it’s always the same. I don’t think there’s really a guy I like.”
I answered while grabbing a piece of fries.
“Ah.”
Song Ji-eun paused for a moment before she spoke.
“I wish I had someone I like like my older brother.”
“Hmm…”
I spoke to her at Song Ji-eun’s words, keeping her eyes on her.
“Ji-eun.”
“Yes?”
“You can’t handle your brother.”
Haha, I know~.”
“You know, brother, why are you flirting like that?”
“Just in case. Oppa can have lonely days too, right?”
“Brother, you are always lonely.”
I picked up another fries and ate it.
“Mum mum…”
In life, it seems that everyone lives with a certain amount of loneliness.
But work has priorities.
If you just play because you want to play right away, you may be ruined later.
It is the same now.
Just because the life of studying in this goshichon is hard, if you fall into games like Hochang, or if you fall into alcohol and women you like, you may not be able to play forever in the future.
I dream of a relatively free and beautiful future after passing the civil service exam.
That’s why I don’t play like that every day and do my own learning.
First of all, the subject must be ‘I’.
After I got a little older, I saw those things.
When I’m trying to do something, there are moments when a lot of other people intervene in the middle of what I’m trying to do.
For example, I’m about to go to study in the morning, and women tempting me send me messages, or I’m going to study at night, but my friends send me messages saying they’re shooting clubs. Other people sometimes come in at the time I set. .
This can also be reversed.
It could be that the other person had a schedule and I called him or her out or asked if I could make time.
In any case, the point here is that I think there is a point where the set schedule can sometimes be a little or a lot messed up in relationships with various people.
If I try to meet everyone’s needs in that way, I may not be able to do what I’m supposed to do.
If you think about it in light of that, you could say that the timing Song Ji-eun asked me was good, but I couldn’t see it as perfect.
I was just about to go to sleep.
That means that he was about to rest after a day’s work, and that’s why he happily agreed to Song Ji-eun’s request because he was just going to sleep on the bed for a while anyway.
However, looking at tomorrow’s schedule was a little different from looking at today.
Today, I did a good job with my study schedule, and I have another study schedule tomorrow.
And tomorrow I was thinking of holding it a little tighter than other times.
That’s why I can spend her free time with Song Ji-eun until today, but I can’t devote her time to her to the extent that it affects her tomorrow.
It is true that a beauty like Song Ji-eun flirting with me is, of course, a good thing, but she would have been the number one priority if beauty was the beginning of last month, but not now.
I prioritize my…
‘Ah…’
However, when she sees Song Ji-eun while thinking about her priorities, her desire to learn is shaken.
There is definitely something like that.
Compared to last month, I’m definitely living my life at a distance from many beauties, but when I see beauties, I’m a man too, so I’m shaken between studying and beauties.
It will be the same for any man.
No matter how many beauties you have hugged and you are familiar with beauty, even if you are in the position of a veteran who can be said to have reached the peak of your familiarity, again, when an overwhelming beauty approaches you, it is not easy to choose study or study. It seems not.
In some ways, it could be against me.
I really want to study… It’s a situation where I have to study too much, but it’s not easy for me to study because girls flirt with me too much.
Still, I think this is better.
In the case of Ho-chang, who is studying in the same class at the academy and studying with the same study member, he can feel a certain sense of defeat because he can’t do it properly even if he takes off his feet and runs, let alone the temptation of many women.
The space in which Hochang could resolve his regrets about not being able to date that woman was the world in the game, and in the game, it is not a place where someone meets countless women and who never meets a woman at all, but a place where everyone is equal in front of their skills. It is a space that seems to be very fair play to Hochang, so he is becoming fascinated there.
Rather than that, it seems that there are many temptations like me now.
Even so, my passion for learning was shaken by the temptation of Song Ji-eun right in front of me, and I began to think about drinking.
It was as if a little demonic character had appeared in front of me and was talking to me while giggling and laughing.
‘What is a can of beer? Should I take Ji-eun out and have a proper drink together?’
‘Put a plate of sashimi together with Ji-eun, chat and play, and drink soju until 3:00 in the morning. How is it? Isn’t it nice just thinking about it?’
‘Haven’t you met a few girls in over a month since you studied properly? It’s nothing to play once today!’
‘Aren’t you curious? How will it feel when Ji-eun pushes her stuff all the way into it? And, what will Jieun’s expression look like when she gets fucked? Haha! Let’s check today!’
I briefly covered my eyes with the palm of my right hand and rubbed the bridge of my nose from top to bottom several times in order to erase from my eyes the demon that interfered with my studies that seemed to be conveying such thoughts to me.
‘Ugh…’
I even thought it would be really good.
Take the author out right now, drink and hang out together until 3 or 4 in the morning, and then, since it doesn’t matter where we go, we will fuck each other.
I tried to shake off the thoughts that the distraction demon presented to me.
‘November is over. Then 12, 1, 2, 3, now 4 months. Let’s stay calm. I have to study. After 4 months, if you pass the exam and play, you can play like crazy without playing as nervously as you do now. Let’s study a little more calmly.’
When I let go of the temptation of the heart, I felt like I was breathing a little faster, like a person who had run.
‘Omg… Omg…’
While I’m doing this, Song Ji-eun, who has chewed a small bite of chicken nuggets, smiles and offers me a can of beer.
“Brother. A drink?”
“Ah.”
I lightly toasted the beer can Song Ji-eun held out.
And took a few sips.
It was clear that it would be a good idea to share a can of beer with Song Ji-eun and talk at least moderately before going back.
Fortunately, in the battle in my heart, my desire to learn won out.
Anyway, today I decided to go home with Song Ji-eun just for a can of beer.
With that thought in mind, I played with Song Ji-eun and talked a little more.
