Chapter 565 – Chapter 565. Before Leaving Goshichon
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After a good conversation with my parents, I came back home and prepared to move.
Calling it director was a bit vague.
Rather than moving, it would be more accurate to say unloading.
When I was doing broadcasting, I had to go to the studio a lot, so I was going to live in the studio without the luggage in the one-room apartment I had lived in for quite some time.
The studio had several rooms anyway, and one of them would be enough for me to live in.
I have a studio not far from Gangnam.
The reason was the various joint broadcasts.
There are many BJs living in Gangnam.
Therefore, it is much more advantageous to have a studio close by when joint broadcasting with each other.
There is a reason why many BJs live in Gangnam.
In the case of some male cams, you need to have money at home to be able to survive without an early income in the world these days.
Rather than a case where a large amount of money comes in from the beginning like me, there are many cases in which viewers are first gathered through hunting broadcasts while broadcasting at a loss at first.
It is possible for Nam Cam to have to broadcast with a deficit while recruiting guests and paying for alcohol.
That’s why it’s good to do yaking, that is, hunting broadcasts in the hot clubs and pubs in Gangnam, so there are cases where I live nearby and think about broadcasting.
Also, for another reason, Cheonri Wall TV is a platform that is watched by a lot of male viewers, so we have to do a lot of joint broadcasting with female cams, but since many female cams live here, even joint broadcasting is more advantageous.
In the case of some female cams, there are also cases where there is a lover or a member of the opposite sex who meets in return for money.
In such cases, there are cases where the person who gives the money is wealthy, and in that case, he may provide a monthly rental officetel worth millions of won per month to Yeo-cam, and at that time, there may be cases where he lives in an officetel in Gangnam at an outrageous price.
Of course, not all are like that, some are.
Because of this, I set up a studio not too far away from Gangnam for easy joint broadcasting guests.
But after thinking about it, since the studio has several spaces, I thought it would be nice to use one of them as my living quarters.
It is not necessary to pay both the monthly rent of the studio and the rent of the studio.
So I finally packed everything in the studio and called a moving vehicle to transport it.
“Have you missed anything, sir?”
“Yes. You can move it to the address I gave you. Here… Have a drink.”
I gave the drinks prepared for the share of the moving center drivers.
“Yes~! Ahaha, thank you.”
The moving center employee, who I had a conversation with, got into a car with an assistant and went to pick up and drop off the moving goods.
-Kurrrr…
The truck, which made a rather loud engine noise, moved as the moving center worker started driving the car.
– Woo woo woo woo woo-.
I stood for a moment watching the moving center vehicle go round the alley.
‘Hmm…’
The early winter wind brushes through your body.
It wasn’t that cold because it was at least in the afternoon when the moving truck was sent, but it was enough to clearly feel that it was winter.
Goodbye here too
Gosichon…
A lot has happened in the meantime.
When I’m about to leave this place, I feel a little sad.
I’ve been through a lot over the past few years here.
At first, I only thought this place was a gathering place for students who studied hard.
In fact, there are students who study like that. But surprisingly few.
In the mass media such as TV, only the high school students who come out to the academy early in the morning and stand in line to get a good seat are filmed here.
It may not be possible.
If you ask a student who is paying a 20-hour package in an internet cafe why he is playing like this in a koshichon, there is no way he will accept an interview.
Only high school students who are not ashamed of their hard work will be interviewed.
As a result, there was an image of a mecca for learning that I had been expecting here for the first time, but that image was destroyed within a few weeks of my arrival here.
At first, I didn’t go into a studio, but went to a gosiwon.
There was no soundproofing in the place, and the next rooms did not study at all and could only hear giggling while watching the computer as if they were watching a daily show.
I wondered what it was doing.
If you get wet with the inertia of playing around like that just because you’re old enough, you’ll really fall behind in society as if you’re slipping on ice.
This is because in this society, countless people are frantically going through an invisible, incredibly fierce competition every day in their respective fields.
It’s okay if other people play, but there are a lot of other people who work incredibly hard. Therefore, it seemed to me that it was very unfortunate that I had developed this habit of indolence and spent several years without it.
Even if it’s not studying, I think it might be better to do something, rather, to have some part-time job and increase the work experience there.
I had to work to go to the studio because of the soundproofing problem.
I had to work to earn money for my studies and living expenses because I didn’t want to reach out to my parents when it came to funding my studies.
I did a lot of work.
From the beginning, I used to help my parents run a chicken restaurant at home.
My parents told me not to do it at first when I tried to help with work, but after I decided to help because I wanted to help once in a while, I felt that they were rather happy later on.
Besides housework, I applied for all sorts of jobs when I was in college.
Fusion restaurant, cafe, meat restaurant, pub, daily group bodyguard, drama extra, tutoring, academy, wedding hall, leaflet distribution, review, questionnaire, audience, etc… I was trying to consistently support something to make money.
It was the same when I came here to gosichon.
That way, I was able to work and prepare for the room and the expenses needed to prepare for the civil service exam.
Half a year working, half a year studying.
While working like that and studying at a large academy, I got to know a lot of people here.
There are older brothers and sisters I got to know while working part-time jobs, and there are women I got to know while attending large academies.
As I got to know so many people, there were many other things that happened in relation to each person.
Some days I put my things into a certain beauty’s place like crazy and feel inside her place and fall into pleasure together. I went home, drank a can of beer, and went to bed.
Many of those things now remain as memories.
Maybe this is a memory because I did well.
It might be because I moved to a studio in Gangnam after earning more than 300 million won in the ninth month, and I can fall into some vague thoughts like this because my current mood will be very different depending on success and failure.
How would I feel if I had passed the exam, become a full-fledged civil servant, and left this place as my parents wanted, and as I had wanted before?
Or, how would I feel if I had failed the test and had to go back home?
Depending on the circumstances, even if I was the same director, my feelings would be very different.
It was a case of leaving the so-called good.
Before leaving this place, I decided to think about this and that while thinking about it for a while.
Now that I’m gone, I won’t be coming here very often.
In my head, a lot of memories, especially from the numerous beauties, the one-room I lived in, and the numerous motels that I now knew where they were hiding, passed one after another.
Also, since it is an area with a fairly high floating population, I thought that it was time to say goodbye to the crowded shopping malls and convenience facilities.
I wanted to do more of those thoughts while I was here.
So, while thinking of the countless beauties I’ve had sex with, I decided to go for a walk around the nearby shopping district, have dinner, and then leave for the studio where I moved my belongings.
I would have broadcasted for a few hours in the morning, and I decided to take a long walk through the shops around here and the park, which is a little far away but in a walkable location, in the afternoon time left before dinner.
‘Shall we go for a walk…’
I put my hands in my coat pockets, and with the mask on, I decided to walk around the area at a leisurely pace, with the hem of my coat fluttering.
– Jeobeok, Jeobuck…
