Chapter 484 – Chapter 484. University 2nd Year 1st Semester -30
By editing Park Ji-eun’s profile picture, it was as if Park Ji-eun’s relationship with her was known to her department.
“Brother, how do you like this picture?”
“Well, I have nothing to do with anything.”
“Shall we put something else on the story?”
“As you like.”
“Oh, really? Can I do it now?”
“Ah.”
I asked Park Ji-eun to post her picture, then went to the futon and decided to rest for a while.
‘Whoa. I’m a little tired after going out.’
I came to the futon and lay down.
I lay comfortably on the futon, wiped my eyes, and rested a bit.
It feels pretty good when I go out somewhere and wash my body like this and lie down on the futon.
It feels like being sucked into a futon. You will feel a deep sense of comfort as your body rests in a comfortable position after spending the day working.
If you have special concerns, this relaxing time of the night can actually stir up worries and make things worse.
In that case, it might be better to go to sleep right away instead of studying or working a lot and having this comfortable feeling.
However, in my case, I didn’t have anything to worry about so much, so there was no problem at all that this comfortable time was prolonged.
This time of comfortable comfort when there is no worry is connected to the future, the past, and various assumptions.
I thought as I closed my eyes and covered them with one arm to block the light from the fluorescent lights, taking a break in a more comfortable environment.
‘If Park Ji-eun uploads the pictures on her social media like this, the male classmates who Ji-eun showed herself and who insisted on coming even though Ji-eun didn’t really want it would be sorted out.’
I think SNS has a lot of dysfunctions, but when it comes to disclosing the people you meet, it seems to have a positive side.
There are many types of photos, but in the case of photos to be uploaded to Talk, it can be seen as a photo to be shown to others.
Because I value memories, I tend to pay more attention to the photos I see rather than the photos to be shown to others.
Still, if there is a reason why I am trying to show others that I am gradually strengthening my relationship with Park Ji-eun, it is also to some extent to prevent other men from attacking Park Ji-eun.
I can’t see it as a purpose to prevent me from doing troublesome things.
Rather, it would be a better job for Park Ji-eun and the man following Park Ji-eun.
First of all, from the point of view of a man who follows Park Ji-eun, knowing for sure that there is a man and giving up can be more progress in his life.
There are cases in which a beauty chases after her, but does not really care about her own development.
She can see that her feelings about fulfilling her desire to have sex with her in the moment right now rather than being the man she wants to have sex with her is the main one.
Following only the immediate desire…
It’s like eating crab caramel. For some reason, it feels more like caramel, but… After all, if you eat caramel endlessly, you’re just living your life.
Your teeth will then rot and the sugar may cause disease.
It’s the same with chasing after a beauty.
Just as sweet caramel can cause tooth decay and disease, if you only pursue desires that look sweet, you may live a life that is far from development.
Instead of progressing, you may end up regressing in life.
It may still be what affects your progress in life.
I have to go to the army anyway…
There may not be many people who study really hard all through college. The pursuit of moderate desires may not be so bad though.
But there may be other problems as well.
It’s just that I’m still clumsy in relationships.
University is basically the best field for men and women to meet and have sex.
However, it seems that there are aspects that require a little more attention in relationships with people.
In my case, I have already met so many beauties from my freshman days until I met Song Eun-chae, and I can see that I have learned about human relationships to some extent.
But not all are like that.
In the case of some male students who did not have much experience dating and having sex with female students, I have also seen cases where things like blackening happen.
You can chase after them to meet them, run away to a PC room all day long out of deprivation for not having sex with them, or live your daily life like a person who is usually hostile.
In the case of a country with good public order like our country, it will not be easy for any violent crime or something like that to happen compared to other countries.
Still, to some extent, when dealing with such poorly controlled cases, you will definitely need something like a direction to properly cut them off.
While meeting numerous female classmates, I personally dealt with the men who were flirting with them.
And I couldn’t help but see how they drew a line and sent away cases they weren’t interested in among the male classmates they were chasing because they wanted to have sex with them.
I experienced a lot of relationships between men and women directly, and there were many cases where I saw them indirectly from a third person’s point of view.
At first glance, the ‘relationship experience’ doesn’t seem like a big deal.
As soon as they become adults, people think they are adults.
It is true that they are adults in body, but in fact, there are many beginners in relationships.
You must have experienced a lot of relationships with friends during your school days. There must have been many things with parents, relatives, school teachers, etc.
However, that experience is different from the experience you will experience when you meet a woman after becoming an adult.
No matter how well a man manages his personal connections among his friends, he may be a no-win among women.
It is also a matter of building new experiences.
In fact, if you’re a handsome man like me, you don’t really need that kind of experience because beauties will cling to you without any special experience.
However, me who needs less experience is given much more opportunities to experience more.
After becoming an adult and experiencing a lot of women, I felt it.
I learned that the experiences I had as a schoolboy and the experiences I had as an adult were completely different.
Everyone is innocent during school days.
Most of them are non-discriminatory, equal, and classless.
Occasionally, there may be a group of Iljins in schools, but teachers, who can be seen as a higher authority than the Iljins, have the function of expelling them.
Unlike that time, after becoming an adult, there is no one to help even if you suffer humiliation due to class.
And what many people feel most painfully after becoming adults is the difference in class based on appearance.
In my school days, that doesn’t really matter.
Whether it’s a handsome guy or an ugly guy, everyone can play together without any restrictions.
There is no discrimination in the relationship of friends.
If you want to play soccer together, you can do it together, and if you want to go to a PC room and play games together, you can do that too.
But after becoming an adult, it’s different.
If you’re not good looking, it’s very difficult to have sex.
In my case, countless beauties contact me first, and sex is something I can do at any time.
However, on the contrary, if you look at some other cases around you, it can be very difficult to have a meal even if you want to meet only once, let alone be contacted by the beauties first.
That’s where the difference in experience begins.
The more beautiful women you meet, the more experience you have, and the more you can experience an experience that is different from the experience you can have when there are only men and when there is no such thing as power.
And because of the experience accumulated there, it is not difficult to meet more beauties.
However, in a position where it is difficult to meet women themselves, let alone beauties, you can hardly experience the experience itself.
Then, if you have little experience, you may feel deprived in relationships with others that you can’t get, like a child who asks for a toy in dealing with women after you become an adult.
I was free in those things.
So, while Park Ji-eun clicked the mouse and typed on the keyboard intermittently, editing her SNS such as Talk, I was able to relax on the futon with a comfortable mind and relax in the freedom of body and mind.
