Chapter 392 – Chapter 392. It’s a Bit Hard to Ask You to Come Here.
Yoon-Kyung’s question could have been embarrassing in a way.
While I was broadcasting, I did a lot of joint broadcasts, and I also did a lot of joint broadcasts with beautiful women.
Yoon-kyung asked if I was having sex with the girls I met while doing a joint broadcast with beautiful women.
I thought as I looked at Yun-kyung, who stuck close to me and asked me.
‘Hmm. That’s right.’
What she asked about, that is, a lot of sex, was something that had happened to me.
I had sex with fans, I had sex with other female cams, I had sex with joint broadcasts, and there were a lot of them.
But those things weren’t what I was trying to make.
They wanted to fuck me so much, so it can be seen that they almost pushed me in and gave me a fuck.
Anyway, I have contacts of pretty girls that are close to infinite, and I can have sex whenever I want to.
Since I was concentrating on broadcasting, there was no reason to play around while meeting women as my main job.
But even though I lived like that, beauties always seduced me, and that’s why I ended up having sex every time.
It can also be seen as similar to when preparing for civil service exams.
When I was preparing for the civil service exam, even when I was studying, a lot of beauties came to me because they wanted to fuck me.
Not to mention, since the number of people I meet now has increased, I can see that the number of other women I meet in my life has also increased, so the number of women who can come to me has increased.
To be precise, there are quite a few things that happened to me because the other side wanted too much rather than my will.
I answered Yun-kyung.
“Why, if my brother said he met a lot of girls through the broadcast, Yun-gyeong, you should try the broadcast too? Do you want to meet a guy?”
Rather, I counterattacked her like that.
Yun-Kyung was surprised and replied.
“Yes? No! I have no interest in men!”
“Then are you interested in women?”
“Hohoho! It can’t be.”
I took Yoon-kyung’s question in moderation like that.
It is similar to the concept of shedding in a kind of martial arts.
Instead of striking back, it was like letting the opponent’s technique slide over like a taijiquan technique.
There are many things like this when talking to beauties.
I must say it is a difficult question.
There are cases where they deliberately ask such strange questions and take the initiative, but I, of course, have a lot of experience, so that doesn’t work well.
While I and Yun-gyeong were talking, Ji-eun was watching another video of me, and she started talking to me while watching the video.
“Brother.”
“Hmm?”
“If you want to edit like this, do you have to go here and here to take pictures?”
“Uh, yes.”
“Wow, is it great?”
She seemed to enjoy the content, but she was also admiring the directing.
In the case of that video, I edited it myself.
Since I’m doing the editing myself, I’ve improved my skills more than I did the first time.
Said the author.
“Is this over 1 million views? The reaction was great.”
“Right? Seriously, I think high views are generally fun!”
“Well, what’s interesting is that there are cases where the same number of viewers see what they saw and report it again, and if you focus on one thing, there is an effect that other people come more.”
We talked about it, and among the videos I filmed, especially those with high views, I ended up drinking tteokbokki while watching the videos I recommended.
Ji-Eun and Yoon-Kyung also enjoyed it more because I, the producer, told them about the process of filming and things like that.
We had soju with the tteokbokki, but as we enjoyed drinking, it seemed that the amount of alcohol each of us drank was over one bottle at a time.
It was when the drinking party was ripe for such a long time.
-Geeing, giying-.
Jieun’s cell phone rang.
Jieun checked who the caller had come from.
“Hello?”
– Ji-eun, me.
It was a woman’s voice.
Because I was right next to her, I could hear her voice somewhat.
Ji-eun gave her her word.
“Uh, I’m meeting some acquaintances right now. Next time I’ll…”
-Jieun-ah, can you have a drink with me now?
“Huh? I’m drinking right now.”
– Because I broke up… Ugh…
“Hello? Huh? Hang on, I’ll go out the door and answer the phone.”
Then, she answered the phone and went outside.
‘It’s a pity.’
I didn’t mean to look at Ji-eun’s well-groomed legs, but when I saw her wearing her shorts and going out to answer the phone in front of her house for a while, I felt sorry for her friend’s situation. Had an idea.
The phone call that Ji-eun received was that her friend had broken up, and among Ji-eun’s friends who could be considered to be in their mid-twenties, such a thing could happen all the time.
I’ve seen a lot of them like that too.
Some kind of romantic relationship seriously blows up their precious time.
If you really want to marry someone of the opposite sex and want to hold on to it, that’s understandable.
It’s not a waste to spend a lot of time for the heart of a life partner.
However, in most cases, there are many cases where this is not the case.
Usually, if you look at dating in your mid-20s, there are quite a few cases where you go out without thinking that deeply.
There are cases of serious dating, but if you look at many cases, there are many cases of just meeting rather than getting married and starting a family at that age.
So I think.
I think it’s meaningful to make an effort to hold on to it somehow if you’ve really seriously thought about marriage and met, but if that’s not the case, I think it’s a better decision to allocate time to developing yourself more than wasting your emotions.
However, if you look around, there are infinitely many cases that really resemble Song Ji-eun’s friend.
There are many cases in which a woman or a man spends months of meaningless time emotionally draining her life to the point of dissolving her potential for development while suffering too much because of a woman or a man.
Close friends around me were especially worse before getting a job.
There is nothing special about Ji-eun’s friend, and it’s not uncommon for a situation like this to happen after contacting me like this, because there were so many cases like that around me.
Friends around me were very close to each other every day.
That’s more than the case of dating and getting dumped, but the case of confessing and getting dumped.
If you haven’t even tried sex as it is, you’re just uncomfortable with the person in question, and the rumors around you are strange and completely ruined.
I’ve seen many cases like that.
Even if that is the case, it seems to be a waste of time to waste the remaining time when the possibility of one’s development remains abundant due to that work.
I think it is desirable to meet a better relationship by sublimating the sadness rather than consuming emotions with such a principle to become a more valuable person.
It’s actually quite possible.
Everyone has the potential to leap forward and live a better life.
The reason is that humans are given available time.
Therefore, rather than wasting that time meaninglessly, it would be better to move forward with the idea that time is also a resource that I am using, and figure out how to arrange and live the best resource, time, more effectively.
Oh, in my case, of course, that’s not the case.
Because in my case, I don’t have a good girlfriend.
Of course, I have never dated a woman.
But that’s rarely the case.
Basically, girls I’m not dating first come to me indefinitely to have sex here and there.
So I’ve rarely ever asked to date in my life.
Even if he did, there were cases where the other woman approached him first.
Friends who have barely dated the women around them may say that it makes no sense at all when they hear it.
How can you have sex when you’re not even dating, or what kind of club are you having a one night stand with?
But that’s the real reality.
Most of the beauties had sex with me without thinking at all about whether or not they were dating me.
Maybe it was because they felt a certain amount of intimidation to me, a respectable man.
What they think may differ from each other.
‘If you ask me to date, but if you say you have a girlfriend, it’s completely over, right? Let’s stop talking about whether he’s a girlfriend or confessing that he wants to date, and let’s just fuck him and see.’ , Or simply ‘Wow, that’s nice. I want to fuck him.’ Whether it’s because he’s approaching me, he wants to fuck me anyway.
Among the numerous beauties, if I find them attractive, then I can fuck them, and if not, I don’t have to.
It is free
Just as the hearts of many beauties who want to fuck me are free, whether I want to fuck her or not is also my freedom.
While Ji-eun was away from the room for a while, Yoon-gyeong and I watched the videos alone.
It was a fun place for two or three.
Most of the beauties have a crush on me, and I can’t help but enjoy watching interesting videos while eating delicious food and drinking with the beauties who like me.
For some reason, it was at this moment that I thought, ‘This is real life’.
When I was preparing for the civil service exam, I studied hard enough that I even thought that I wasn’t living like a human being.
Studying is a very painful thing to study in a field that needs to be done while simply enduring a long time when nothing is obtained.
There are no midterm high scores that will last a lifetime like in high school, and there is no such thing as becoming a scholarship student and living with envy from professors and seniors and juniors in the department.
Really, I had a hard time preparing for the civil service exam.
It felt like chewing every day.
Even when I received a top grade in high school, even when I received a scholarship in college, I did not study like this.
I studied more desperately than I could really compare, but there was no such thing as confidence in this test.
I’ve personally seen girls who pass in less than half a year, but that case is really amazing, and even if I got a self-study room for academy scholarship students at the top of the mock academy exam in the third year, there’s no guarantee that I’ll pass, and I can’t really say anything. It is a breathtaking place if you study well enough to not have it.
Of course, not all study, but PC rooms and bars work well even in the corona situation.
In fact, it seems that it is not only studying.
Maybe studying is easier than making money.
Other professional jobs may be the same.
A struggle of all and by all.
A world like the one in Hobbes’ Leviathan.
Every day we fight every day to survive in it.
Doing something consistently every day is quite difficult.
I would like it to be a world where we know that other people are also living in such difficulties, just as we have difficulties when doing certain things every day, but it is unlikely that the world will be like that.
Exceptions might be less difficult if you do something in an area where you have clear talent.
And it seems that even one human being can have many things, and I think I have found one of them.
A little later, Ji-eun received a phone call and returned.
I spoke to the incoming Ji-eun.
“My friend is here? Are the four of us sleeping today?”
When I asked in a joking tone, Ji-eun smiled at me and shook her head in response.
“Ummm~, it’s a little too much for me to ask you to come here, oppa, I’m sorry, but I think I’ll have to go out and see a friend.”
