Chapter 362 – Chapter 362. Compensation and Professionalism
After I finished talking to Fine Man, I finished smoking.
The bright sunlight in the afternoon is dazzling.
People occasionally come and go on the road of the one-room village.
I smoke a cigarette and look at the road and the people without much thought for a while.
‘Hmm…’
What is everyone thinking?
I thought maybe it was a similar thought to me before.
After becoming a 9th grade civil servant, you will want to have more time to spare than other jobs, and a life in which work and life are relatively balanced.
Oh, isn’t it
Because not all are like that.
Some study really hard for a fun life as civil servants with relatively little room.
I said I was studying, but there are probably many people who worked harder than me.
Some people who are really poisonous do not come out of the reading room for 15 to 18 hours a day, and there are also people who work hard like ghosts in the reading room.
But that’s part of it.
Many goshichons do not study.
I understand.
Because no one really wants to study.
All of my friends who had the highest grades in school during school days were all the same.
I like games.
I like women too.
I like friends too.
Even among the friends who went to SKY, none of them became addicted because studying was so much fun.
I didn’t want to, but I did.
In Goshichon, there weren’t that many people who did that.
A lot more people than that were just passing the time.
There were many people who evaded the given situation and went to bars and PC rooms.
‘If they too had sought their dreams since childhood, they wouldn’t have become adults who run away like this.’
I was sorry
It was because it reminded me of myself when I was in my senior year of college.
Of course, there are not only people younger than me here, but I think I get to meet more older brothers and sisters.
I did too.
What I liked was having a good time with the beauties.
I didn’t have any thoughts of what I wanted to do professionally.
However, I may have realized this recently, a few months ago.
Even now, I think the most important thing is love, and right after that, it seemed that it could be what kind of job I live with.
I didn’t think of that.
I didn’t think about having a job or doing anything.
Since the university was good, I vaguely thought that if I applied somewhere, I would get a job.
Then, since I had been preparing for the civil service exam since my senior year, my specs became unreasonable to apply for companies.
These days, academic background is also academic, but everyone is also on the side of preparing a lot of specs.
So, there are things I want to do in life.
It was about spending good times with the beauties and making memories.
However, what I wanted to be in life was not so specific.
I wanted to become a civil servant because I had relatively more free time.
Of course, if you went to the interview…
Perhaps he said, ‘A friend who was in a difficult situation found his dream with the help of the state, and since then he overcame the difficult life and lived happily. .
If the public servant interviewer asks, “What is your motivation for applying?” Because saying something like “I’m going to leave the knife and play with a girl” Is beyond honesty and is like brazenness.
So, I, who did not have such a special motivation, should have originally belonged to the group of those who do not study, among the group of students who study and the group of people who do not study.
And originally, I should have run away.
I play the game every day, I am obsessed with winning there, but I believe that there must be a place where I can enter if I just apply, and I should have escaped while enjoying the comfort of being alone, even though I thought it was natural to spend my parents’ retirement funds. Done.
But I didn’t.
There is a reason for that.
“Sueup… Whoa…”
I took out the heats from the e-cigarette I had smoked and put it in the ashtray, and while basking in the sun for a while, I stood leaning against the wall of the studio where I lived and thought.
The reason is that…
Others may have other reasons, but the reason I did not become a fugitive is because I am aware of the concept of ‘compensation’.
If you match playing with ‘reward’, it becomes very clear.
Oh, and I’m sure the fugitives will also become excellent experts in their field if they unleash their potential.
Because I believe that all human beings have the potential to become great.
And the premise is not to continue escaping, but to pursue one’s potential for development and to realize one’s potential.
I feel so sorry
About what many people with great potential may not be willing to fully manifest.
The fundamental reason is the idea that our country’s education system does not nurture the fields in which each human being has potential, rather than the national government from an early age.
But there is nothing you can do about it.
Even if society’s system is strange, I don’t want to fall behind, so I can see that I’m putting in effort as an individual.
And so will many people.
Most of them work hard in their field.
Those who chose the opposite, escape, can also turn the key to their life’s voyage back to their own development.
Let’s go back to the concept of compensation.
Reward is what I do and what I get in return.
That means it’s not free.
However, in some cases, they do not work and just try to get a reward.
If that happens, it seems that your inner self will be dislocated.
For example, I like games.
To play games, I buy the latest computer, buy a game machine, and work to prepare money to go to the PC room.
In this way, because I did the work, I can play the game with the compensation of the salary from the work.
As another example, I like the opposite sex.
In order to meet the opposite sex, I pack to become a more handsome man, do various strength exercises at the gym, do bare-handed exercises in the park or at home, read books for insight, watch celebrity fashion on TV, how Research whether waxing will make your hair look better.
Because I am more handsome, I can meet a better reason as a reward.
In the end, I do something and it is connected to the reward.
However, there are cases where this is not the case.
That’s what it’s like to not work and just want the reward.
This time, replace the previous example with a request for compensation only.
For example, I like games, but I just want to play games, not as a reward for work.
I only play games at home and buy the latest computer with my parents’ money.
My parents do the work, and I just ask for money and get paid.
This way, you don’t do anything and you only get a reward.
And as another example, if I like women, but I don’t become the best, the intellectual, the fashion king, the wallet king, etc., And I have nothing to offer as a man, but I want to meet a woman…
This by itself is not feasible.
Because she’s not your parents.
Religiously, it can be said that there is a God who can give rewards even without work, but if it is limited to humans, there are only parents.
These can be very sweet.
Rewards come straight in without work.
However, if it is prolonged, problems can arise.
In the end, because you only received compensation and did not develop your field, you will end up falling far behind the expertise and achievements that others have developed through their work, which will become more and more out of control as time goes on.
The time when you only receive rewards is so sweet that you forget even the time.
It’s not like I’ve never been like that.
I think it will be around until elementary school.
Even though I was an elementary ‘student’ from childhood to elementary school, I never made up my mind to study properly.
I understand most of what I learn at school, and I play every day when I come home.
Play with friends, play alone. And eat and sleep.
Looking back, time went by really fast.
For 13 years, from the age of 1 to the age of 13, I lived a life of receiving rewards without being aware of the tasks I had to do at all, and it seems that time just flew by and became a warp rather than developing.
Even when I’m only getting such a reward, someone must have already started working hard in their field.
Children who prepare for arts and sports may already start playing the violin or something from the age of 3 or 4, and in the case of gifted children, they go to Russia to study music at the age of 5.
Many of the elite training courses around me went abroad to study in England and America in elementary school, so they understand the syntax of English itself, so they are almost masters in English in high school, and they have already completed the 3rd grade in mathematics in elementary school. There is also
I am left behind by the days I have lived with rewards without my progress.
The understanding of the concept of such compensation did not come as a sudden realization.
However, as I gradually settled down, I wonder if it became a positive reason for me to continue to pursue my development instead of living for something in the latter half of my school days, college, and even after graduation.
In summary, compensation without work can lead to weeding out, and it is good in the long run to enjoy interim compensation in the process of developing expertise in one’s field.
You can apply this in your daily life.
If I suddenly see John Tube while studying a language because I want to master a language, it will only be a reward without work.
When such habits accumulate, they can have a negative impact on your life.
Conversely, if I want to master a language, I study language, but if I finish memorizing 5 life sentences that I aimed for a day and then watch John Tube, that is work and rewarded.
As this accumulates, after a long time, the former and the latter will surely differ.
Not long ago, I watched a TV program featuring a violent dog.
Something similar happened there.
When the dog became violent, the dog’s owner soothed the dog and praised him by touching his neck.
From the dog’s point of view, he went further from doing nothing to being violent, and if the reward comes back, that dog may not do anything in the future.
Although this concept of compensation is logically enough so far, it is said that there is also a scientific basis that it is derived from the dopamine component of the human body, which is likely to be known a lot in the information age like these days.
It can be addictive, and if you’ve become so accustomed to hoping for rewards without progress, it can take time and effort to correct that habit again.
However, even though I am also weak in short-term concentration, I ranked 3rd in the mock test for the civil service exam, and this is ‘I have to give myself a reward after I improve. You can control it with the thought that it is.
In the end, I think that ‘work’ for compensation, in the end, gives oneself great expertise in a certain field.
The ‘work’ that I may not want to do right now makes me an ‘expert’ later, and ‘reward’ may come from time to time in my life, but after I become more expert, more rewards may be given.
With that thought in mind, I stood on the wall of a one-room building and took a break.
This break now could also be seen as a reward.
In the morning, I broadcast all the time, and the profit from that was enough to eat 30 bowls of pork stir-fry.
I was thinking that I could get some compensation for this, when a familiar woman walked down the stairs.
“Uh, brother?”
“Ah, Ji-eun~.”
I smiled at Song Ji-eun.
