Chapter 284 – Chapter 284. Thinking About Changing Jobs While Taking a Shower
“Yeah. Wash if you want to wash first. I don’t care.”
Nam Jae-eun seemed to be looking around her room, then turned to me and said.
It was just the two of us in the motel room, so there was a sense of excitement that made me want to fuck him right away.
However, I am a respectable man who has met countless beauties.
It’s not hard to look like nothing’s wrong.
“Ah. Yes. Then.”
I first brought my toiletries and washed myself.
-Shoot it…
Water when washing always made me feel good.
It was nice to see the warm temperature and the combined streams of water from the shower flowing through my body along with the warm temperature.
I wonder if everyone can feel this good feeling unless they take a cold shower in the winter, saying there is no oil in the boiler in the military.
While taking a shower, I looked back on the past day.
‘I am satisfied with myself. It was rewarding.’
Before the chicken restaurant opened, I studied a little bit.
And after that, I helped my parents with the shop all the time.
Sales went up because I was inevitably rather than coincidental, and I signed orders for 11 dogs at once.
Although the amount of study decreased, I also thought that I would like to cool my head a little while staying at home.
However, there was one thought that kept popping into my head.
That was the thought of the civil service exam itself.
Currently, it is only known that the civil service exam will be postponed after May, but there is no further information.
In this situation, it was not easy for me to concentrate on studying because I did not know how long I would have to study.
It was also because of my usual pattern.
I move with a purpose.
I am not a scholar who studies study, I am only using the study as a means and studying in the process of following a certain purpose.
However, as the purpose of the test itself became unclear, I was not able to fully focus on my studies like I did not long ago.
Every minute the corona virus spread more and more.
In the case of Korea, about 73% of OECD countries have become infected countries to the extent that they partially or completely control entry.
The situation was getting worse.
It is said that schools will not open until the 23rd of this month, but it was a problem whether they did or not.
In the case of school opening, the probability that schools will become hotbeds of the new coronavirus seemed very high.
Recently, dozens of infected confirmed cases have been pouring in from other ordinary general churches, even if they are not religious, which is the original source.
At least, there are places where churches are currently holding services online, and the initial infection rate was strong because it was religious, so many religious meetings were delayed and only a few gathered to watch services.
But what if schools open nationwide in this situation?
Then, it seemed like a lot of fuss.
Even in a church where only a few are open, dozens of confirmed cases are pouring in every day, and when all elementary, middle, high, and universities in the country are open and people gather, it is not a big deal that the virus spreads in droves.
So when school starts, it’s a problem first.
Even if you don’t start school…
Korea has a high education fever.
However, even if school is postponed by six months, it is not easy to postpone the CSAT by another six months, and there are also internal examinations such as midterm and final exams.
It is difficult to procrastinate.
It is said that almost every house has a computer these days, but it is still difficult to force every house to have a computer that can smoothly listen to lectures on the Internet.
So even if school doesn’t open, that’s a problem.
In this situation of dilemma, if I were the leader, no matter how important education is, life is more important.
But that won’t be easy either.
Perhaps, it won’t be that open.
Even if school didn’t start immediately as scheduled on March 23, it didn’t seem like it could just be postponed for a few more months like the civil service exam.
Thinking about it, I got a fever.
Nationally, schools have prioritized the 23rd as the first day of school.
It may be delayed further, but for now, the first school opening date has been set.
However, in the civil service exam, the date of the 9th grade civil servant exam was set after May, but it was not set as clearly as the school.
Even if there is a possibility of delay, it can be seen that more care was taken to make it clear.
This is a reflection of the parents’ passion for education close to the polarity.
However, compared to students who go to school, I see students who are studying for the civil service exam comparatively easily, so they just act like this without commitment.
‘It was too much acting without commitment.’
Even in news articles, this kind of acting is said to be the same as ‘a thunderbolt from the blue sky’ for examinees.
Rather, I think there will be more students preparing for the civil service exam than elementary, middle and high school students in terms of personal sense of crisis.
It’s because of the income.
Most of those preparing for civil service exams are now adults and unemployed.
It’s hard to live right now.
On the contrary, if students are still at home, their parents can cook for them.
There is nothing to be ashamed of for a student to eat at home.
So, to some degree of desperation, I think that civil service exams can be generally better than students, but I could see that the national policy is going the opposite way.
The students performed a performance with a promise, and the civil service candidates performed a performance without a promise.
I was troubled by this.
‘Fuck, can I study in this state?’ With the mindset of
I didn’t get that pissed off at first, but the more I thought about it, the more pissed I was.
I felt betrayed.
I still studied really hard for almost half a year, but when the test was postponed without a promise, I lost my purpose.
Besides, it didn’t seem like the problem would go away any time soon.
The news was too double.
When there are a lot of confirmed cases in our country, some news reports say, ‘The test is so good that there are many confirmed cases’.
However, when there are many confirmed cases in foreign countries, some news reports say that ‘our country is relatively safe because there are more confirmed cases in other countries than in our country’.
If you put it on your ears like this, where is the earring, and if you put it on your nose, where is the nose ring?
Why did Korea do well even though there are many confirmed cases in Korea, and why did Korea do well even when there are many confirmed cases abroad?
Is it just that our country is doing well whether there are many or few confirmed cases?
I wasn’t originally interested in anything social like that.
However, since this was directly related to my life, I couldn’t help but be interested in it.
Due to such social events, I felt like I was being denied all of my life, the money and time I had poured into preparing for the third year of civil service exams for half a year, no, in the long run.
I wondered if it was rather strange that I had been hit so directly and had no interest in society at all.
As I kept thinking about it, more and more resentment welled up in my heart.
‘Sudden… Should I beat him up?’
Could that be possible?
I put a lot of time into the civil service exam.
This was quite a waste to just throw away all at once.
Rather, if I were at the peak of my skills right now, I would not have regretted it.
It doesn’t matter if you throw it away if it’s a test you’ll fail anyway.
However, my skills were quite good, and the mock test I took at the civil service academy had only a few hundred people, and even though the test was not that big, I was ranked 3rd, so I felt sorry for my skills.
So, every day was a worry.
Right now, I also have two shitty scenarios in mind.
1. If I failed the civil service exam, but the exam will be held right away in early May.
In this case, it would be really unfortunate.
You just have to wait a little longer, but you can’t stand it and you can throw away everything you’ve studied so far.
I could think of one more worst-case scenario like this.
2. If I set my mind to prepare for the civil service exam again and worked hard, but the civil service exam is postponed further. June, July, August… Like this.
In this case, you have to do more fucking by eating mustard while crying about studying with no real end in sight.
Crying and eating mustard
Continuing to study without a purpose is bound to bring tears to the eyes when it comes to the civil service exam, which requires a hellish study schedule of over 10 hours a day.
The conclusion of this is also:
Even if you beat him, if you take the test quickly, you’re like a dog. Even if you keep studying, if you take the test late, you’re crazy.
So which one should I choose?
It’s a dog-like situation like this, but as expected, no one is taking responsibility.
The country praises itself, saying that it is doing very well, whether or not the number of confirmed cases increases.
The religious group said it was because the country did not lock down the country that had the most virus infections in the beginning.
It is said that the country is to blame for the expansion.
Like each other pointing arrows here and there, they blame others.
Fuck, no matter who is to blame, everyone is busy postponing responsibility and has no responsibility.
Okay. Transfer of responsibility.
I had also talked about this with Song Ji-eun a while ago.
Everyone is so cowardly.
He has no intention of improving, and he is busy passing on all the bad things and trying to make the media play in his favor by somehow wrapping it up nicely.
The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to beat the civil service exam.
‘I really want to hit him.’
I took a shower with those thoughts in mind.
-Shoot it…
After thinking about many things, the shower time got a little longer, but compared to girls who can be seen as taking a long time to wash their hair, I still would have showered for a little less time.
After washing my body, I took a shower shift with Nam Jae-eun.
“Hot water works really well.”
“Uh, did you wash up?”
“Yes. The towel over there.”
“Okay~.”
Nam Jae-eun went in to take a shower after me.
As expected, she also took a long shower.
I felt it while meeting so many beauties, but it was a long time for all of them to take a shower.
I think this is desirable.
Washing for a long time is partly because it takes a long time to wash your hair, but it can also mean that you wash your hair more meticulously.
I watched some TV and saw that Jae-eun came out of the shower.
She came out in a gown.
Her hair was wet, and she came out of the bathroom in the bathrobe she had previously put on and went to bed.
Nam Jae-eun said, she came to the bed, and she and I unwrapped a blanket and watched TV together.
Variety programs were fun as always.
Nam Jae-eun also enjoyed watching the program quite a bit.
“Hohoho! Awesome~!”
She laughed halfway through the TV program, as if it were quite interesting.
I found it amusing too.
Even if it wasn’t that much fun, the people on that program had good characters and fluent comments and things like that, so I felt like I was having fun watching it.
It’s nice to watch TV, but another good thing was the situation itself, lying down with Nam Jae-eun under the same blanket and watching TV.
It was a situation in which a beautiful woman, who had just finished taking a shower and was lying down with only a thin layer of sleeping makeup on, was covered with a blanket within breath reach.
Still, entertainment was also fun.
We watched the entertainment program to the end.
And after the variety show, I looked back at Nam Jae-eun and said her words.
“Jaeeun.”
“Uh?”
Jae-eun also looked in my direction.
Seeing her up close, her face felt even more beautiful.
I gave her her words like that.
“Let’s suck it up now.”
