Chapter 101 – Episode 101. No Matter How Many Times They Try, They Won’t Give You a Number
“No.”
I answered succinctly.
From the start, I could have guessed what her intentions were.
He wants to fuck me.
Since I was smoking an e-cigarette, she didn’t snoop around me even though I assumed there was no lighter when she saw it, and she kept talking to me all the time while smoking a cigarette with me.
She was a beauty, and my first impression of her was pretty good.
But I had to study.
So, I rejected her offer to eat together at once.
Then she started talking to me some more.
“Well, studying is good, but wouldn’t it be better to concentrate after eating?”
“Um… It’s okay.”
So I made the specification again.
But she caught me once more.
“Then can you give me your cell phone number? By any chance, do you have a girlfriend?”
Her dashes that continued several times made me think about what to do again.
I was just going to dismiss her and go to her hagwon study room because her priority in learning is the highest at the moment.
But she couldn’t help but be shaken a little by the fact that she held me this far.
It’s not that I don’t have a heart for her.
My idea is to have breakfast together as she wants, then have a drink during the day, drink about 3 to 4 hours during the day, spend the entire morning with her, then have time to fuck again, and then around the afternoon. I want to fall asleep, then wake up in the afternoon and do another power hit with her, then spend the night and dawn naked next to the bed and have a comfortable rest.
It’s also Sunday, after all.
I think I want to play like that, but I couldn’t play with her so leisurely because I had to learn from her.
‘Okay. Decided.’
I held her swaying heart one more time and gave her her words to her.
“I don’t have a girlfriend, but I’m concentrating on the civil service exam, so I’m not thinking about making one right now. Then have a good breakfast. Enough of me…”
When I came out that far and passed by, the woman who had approached me borrowing a lighter stopped approaching me.
I’m sorry but I can’t help it.
If I fuck all the girls who want to fuck me like she did, I might have to go to the written test center in the spring without even seeing three lines in the civil service exam book.
Although she is a beautiful enough woman, unfortunately, it can be said that the timing when she aimed at me was bad, and I hope she does not lose her confidence.
From my point of view, in order to achieve the primary purpose, it is because I want to be able to moderate some degree of other things, and it is for study, and there is no other reason in particular.
– Jeobeok, Jeobuck…
I walked towards the academy.
It was a bit of a pity that I just passed her by.
It was because the woman who had approached me borrowing a lighter was quite a beauty, and my stuff was too hot today.
So, on my way to the academy, I thought about a compromise with my assets.
‘After I finish studying well late at night, let’s beat it once.’
I thought so.
It’s literally like making a compromise yourself.
Fucking cheap, having a drink, hanging out with a beauty, I think that if I do this, it could definitely interfere with the next day.
But today, I felt like I had to do it once in a while.
Even if I don’t want to satisfy my cravings, there are many cases in which beautiful women get twisted and fucked, so there are few opportunities to experience the feeling of frustration itself.
By the way, even if I just stay still, I can see that there are infinite opportunities to hit in life, but I deliberately suppressed and blocked the opportunity myself and was too focused on studying, so I thought I should do something to solve my frustration. .
If this dissatisfaction gets too much, I might lose my learning ability like Hochang and want to focus my energy on other things, such as games.
Rather than that, it’s better to just fuck a beauty for a day.
It’s not just about fucking, I put conditions on my own to help with my studies.
Only if I’ve studied really hard by 10:30 tonight, I’m going to fuck my beauty.
You can see that as my mission today.
And one more condition.
I’m having sex with a beauty today, but I never drink alcohol.
If I don’t drink, even if I go back to school tomorrow, my mental strength won’t be so shattered.
Even if it’s only a few hours spent chatting with a beautiful woman and having sex with her, you might feel a little tired tomorrow.
But if you don’t drink, it’s natural that it’s better than what you ate.
Then, my best case scenario is determined.
1. Fucking studying hard all day today.
2. Summons beauty at night and fucks her. Who it will be is still undecided.
3. When we fuck, we don’t drink, we spend a little time together, and we fuck. Prevention of loss of stamina due to alcohol.
4. With only a little bit of physical strength, I’m going to study hard again tomorrow in good condition.
This seems perfect.
I haven’t decided yet which beauty to date.
It’s not too late to think about it after succeeding in the mission to study hard all day today, which is number one.
Even at night, if I contact you anyway, the number of beauties who will fly to my place in a bullet taxi is already infinite, so you can decide slowly.
I went to the academy with such a plan.
– Tak, Tak…
Step inside the academy.
I got the book in advance.
I’m renting a school locker, and I put books in the academy locker, and I carry some with me, and I do it a little differently every time.
In today’s case, you can take out another textbook from the locker if you have completed the intended amount of study in the subject, but for now, you can see the book in your bag first, so it’s safe to say that you’ve taken the book in advance. Will be.
On the way from the 1st floor to the 2nd floor of the academy, as usual, there is a large bulletin board with information about self-study rooms.
A large number of educational information is posted on the bulletin board, and among the empty classrooms, classrooms that can be used as self-study rooms are updated every day.
‘Shall we go?’
After checking the study room, I went to the largest of the empty classroom study rooms.
It was a classroom on the 4th floor, and even when I take the problem-solving class, I take elective courses in other classrooms, but I am familiar with listening to basic courses in that classroom on the 4th floor.
Climb the stairs and arrive at the 4th floor.
And opened the classroom door.
There must be people studying on their own, so I opened the door as carefully as possible and entered the self-study room.
‘Hmm…’
The classroom is very spacious.
When I listen to the classes that are pushed to the main, this lecture room is about to be full.
It wasn’t even during lecture time that I came, and it was also a holiday, so there weren’t many people in the study room.
It may seem like a bit of a waste of space if you make such a large classroom into today’s self-study room and there aren’t many people, but that might be better.
If only the narrow classrooms are designated as self-study rooms, but if they are full, you may be asked to open another self-study room.
Rather, if one or two narrow classrooms were designated and one large self-study room was designated, it would be convenient for people doing administrative work because the narrow space would be filled in the wide one.
I came in on the big side from the beginning, but there are times when I want to study in a small classroom, but at that time, there is a bit of competition for a seat after the academy.
– Jeobeok, Jeobuck…
I walked through the empty study room in the spacious lecture hall and walked toward the window for a bit.
And I took a seat by the window.
On weekday mornings, it is sometimes difficult to get a seat that I completely want, but it was very easy to get a seat in a situation where there were not many people like the self-study room on a holiday.
After I settled down, I immediately took out my books and pens and devoted myself to learning.
As soon as I sat down, my studies went well.
I started spinning my head quickly.
I think of studying as a battle to see who can move their brains more elaborately.
I pride myself on being able to move my head speedily enough to read three or four lines while someone else can read one line.
That’s why compared to what I studied, I always got high scores from before.
Still, I can’t be invincible, and just as there is a flying guy above the running guy, when someone else sees the 1st line, I can see the 3rd line, but when I see the 3rd line, someone else can see the 7th line.
And in this civil service exam, it is important to roll your brain so quickly, but the amount of learning that you have to learn is also a big variable.
Even if I can see 3 lines when someone else sees 1 line, even if I have 3 times better learning efficiency, it will be very difficult to win if there is a 10-fold difference in the amount of learning.
No matter how much you don’t study, you may wonder if there will be a difference in the amount of learning by 10 times.
But it could happen hundreds of times.
Living in a goshichon, I learned that there are many different types of people.
Some people study for more than 15 hours a day, every day.
Some people play games for more than 15 hours a day, every day.
Some people watch entertainment programs for more than 15 hours a day, every day.
Traditionally, during the exam period, everything is fun except for studying, so the elements of temptation are endless, such as alcohol, sex, comics, billiards, and so on.
But I don’t think anyone who plays the game is so wrong.
You must be having a hard time yourself, but the reality of playing games can be tough again.
He may just be unable to do what he wants in this social system.
Not everyone can do what they want to do, but even so, there should be at least a level of work that can compromise between individuals and society.
For example, even if someone who wanted to become a producer, like Ha Eun-seo, one of the women I met, was able to make a video by receiving an individual order from an internet broadcaster even if he did not reach the level of a broadcasting station PD, this society would be much less helpless if there was a compromise. I mean there will be
Rather than becoming unemployed because an individual does not want to do anything, there are cases in which the social system suddenly throws it into society while giving it only to study national management, which is not sure whether it is necessary in society for over 10 years, and does not know what to do. It can increase
However, Korea’s education system never teaches how to make videos in middle and high school, and continues to change only the shell of the injection-based learning centered on the national water supply.
Maybe i’m lucky
This is because the career I want, that is, the job of a civil servant, is fortunately evaluated with subjects such as Korean language, Korean history, and English, which I was very good at in the past.
I hope that someday a social system will be established that will allow more people to find what they want better than to be exhausted in games and entertainment programs and create days where they can work and live happily. I stopped studying.
I was in good condition, and even if my current condition deteriorated to some extent through continued study, I was convinced that I would be able to do it from morning to 10:30 pm today.
