Chapter 110 – #5. Delen and Black and White (13)
A pair of lovers were having a conversation with expressions full of love while clinging to each other warmly. The two of them laughed happily and talked, kissing lightly in the middle, and had a pleasant exchange not only mentally but also physically. After the chat was over, the conversation stopped for a moment, and the man kissed the woman’s neck.
“Ha ha! Ha ha, it tickles me oppa.”
“Chew, hmm, I’m delicious.”
At the touch of her soft skin, as if possessed, a man bit her neck and gnawed at it as if he were chewing it with his lips. At the tickling yet strange sensation, the woman trembled slightly and tried to push the man’s head. However, there was no strength in her hands, and the man had no intention of being pushed out, so the unwholesome gluttony continued.
“Ah, uh, Seojun oppa, I feel strange…”
“Whoa, hmm, Dellen…”
The pair of lovers were Seojun and Delenn.
And there was someone who watched their affectionate acts up close enough to touch them with an outstretched hand, and that person was also Seo-jun. To be precise, the one hanging out with Delren is Seojun from the past, and the Seojun watching them is the present Seojun.
Lucid dreaming. A dream that you dream while you are aware that it is a dream.
Seo-joon had no choice but to realize that this was a dream. He wouldn’t know if he was in direct contact with Delen, but anyone would feel a sense of difference if he was watching as a spectator like this. From the moment he felt the distance from reality, his lucid dreaming began.
‘It was a good time…’
Seo-joon enjoyed watching Dellen and his old self comfortably, just like a spectator watching a movie. It was strange to sit casually in the empty space without a chair, but since it was a dream anyway, I didn’t really care. And rather than sitting on a transparent chair, he was more amazed at the sudden change of time and place, with the two lovers lying in front of him in a hotel bed.
The lovers had already mixed their flesh once, enjoying the languid atmosphere with slightly relaxed eyes and feeling each other’s skin and body temperature.
“Brother.”
“Huh?”
Delenn spoke charmingly with her nose, and Seo-joon of the past, who had stroked her dark blond hair that looked as sweet as honey, replied with a soft and soft voice that was unimaginable now.
“That… That… Umm, hehe…”
Perhaps embarrassed to speak, Delen twisted her body around like a child needing to pee. He smiled and covered Delen’s cheeks with both hands, as if he knew what Seo-joon was going to say.
“What? You need pocket money?”
“Uh, uh…”
“Delen…”
His hands stretched out wide as if punishing a child, pulling at his soft cheeks.
“Why do you always ask after having sex? What kind of dating is this?”
“Hee hee, hee hee, it hurts…”
After punishing him for a few seconds, Seo-joon quit immediately after Delenn made a sound of real pain. Of course, I wasn’t really angry.
“Huh…”
“Are you sick? I’m sorry.”
Seo-joon, who had been lying face to face, apologized in a kind voice, then got up and took out a card from his wallet. When she gives it to Dellen, after Dellen receives it, she returns another card from her wallet to Seo-Jun.
“Ugh, there’s no other hippo that eats money.”
“Lol.”
After receiving her card, Delenn just pretended not to know and smiled.
She was quite extravagant. As if she was paying for her face, her spending was so great that she could not afford it unless she was a goldsmith like Seo-jun. Not to mention the clothes she wore, everything she ate and drank was expensive. She spent most of her money on entertainment, especially one night’s dream. Expensive drinks, expensive games, expensive rooms…
Delen’s spending was embarrassing even to Seo-joon, who had never worried about spending his entire life. He pointed out several times, but if it worked, it would have worked a long time ago. Seo-joon decided to correct Dellen’s habit once in a while, and kept his wallet tightly closed, but his determination was too easily broken by Delren’s sullen complexion and aggression.
He first gave Delen one of his credit cards, then took it back in a fright when he received the first overdue text message in his life. Then he made two check cards and alternated them. It was a method of returning one when it was used up and receiving another card filled with a certain amount directly from Seo-jun. It was Seo-jun’s idea, thinking that it would be possible to transfer money comfortably over the Internet, but he would be embarrassed and sorry if he received it face-to-face. As a result, he couldn’t stop Delen’s extravagance, but since she noticed her, it worked, albeit weakly, and when he needed money, he especially acted cute and charming, so Seo-joon decided to stick with this method.
…
‘I’d rather just eat the money.’
Delen’s spending was obviously excessive, and even Seo-joon, a gold spoon, was burdened, but it didn’t have a very bad influence. Seo-joon started preparing for her future because he truly loved her and intended to marry her. He didn’t live very immaturely, but Seo-joon, who was not particularly interested in his father’s work, wanted to learn it seriously. Seo-jun’s father was very satisfied, and Seo-jun’s skills began to improve rapidly from then on, as if he had a talent for business. As he was his only son, he did not have to compete with his brother for the family business. When the time comes, he’ll be able to take over the job from his father, and then he’s convinced that supporting Delenn won’t be a job.
Seo-joon, who gained confidence, made several preparations to bring up the topic of marriage with Delenn. We didn’t even propose, so we did that first, and we met each other’s parents we’d never seen before… In Seo-joon’s head, various steps toward marriage began to be conceived.
He was busy because he had to think about marriage while learning work, but Seo-joon was just happy as he imagined a rosy future to come.
… Until that day.
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…
As if responding to Seo-jun’s thoughts, the place of the dream changed.
It was a completely different atmosphere from the good past that I had been clinging to so far. The past Seo-jun, who had been smiling until just a moment ago, was now trembling with anger, and Delren opened her eyes wide in embarrassment as she made excuses to Seo-joon.
And, next to Delen was ‘that bastard’.
Red hair and an unlucky looking face. To be honest, his face looked manly and decently handsome when viewed objectively, but I hated that unique atmosphere. The guy who seemed to be the same age calmed down as if he had gone through all the hardships of childbirth, and he had an arrogantly calm face.
“If you cheat on someone else’s girl… You fucking bastard.”
Seo-joon, who only thought about it because it was a dream, couldn’t overcome his intensified emotions and spat out swear words. What I don’t like most of all is something sticky and shady… It was a strange feeling. There was definitely something different about the red-haired guy than normal people.
Apart from him watching, the characters from the past were spending time among themselves on stage.
“What is it, you…”
Seojun from the past spoke quietly to himself in front of the two men. His body was shaking with rage and betrayal, and his eyes were terribly cloudy and shiny. If there was a weapon around, it was an atmosphere where a sword fight would have occurred. Dellen panicked and approached Seo-joon, and he just quietly stayed behind.
…
Delenn had an affair.
That day, that time. The happy future Seo-joon dreamed of was shattered. It was also the day when Seo-joon’s softness, kindness, and laughter disappeared.
Dellen caught her cheating perfectly enough to doubt her intentionally, and clung to her crying and begging her forgiveness, but Seo-joon coldly shook her off. Delen’s tears could no longer shake Seo-joon’s heart.
The two, who had promised for the rest of their lives, broke up completely the next day. Delen was at fault, but it was Seo-joon who was more hurt. As if all kinds of spring flowers were in full bloom, all colors disappeared from his bright and beautiful world, and all that remained was a dark void without color.
…
It was only a few months later that he met Delenn, whom he had never seen before.
