Chapter 905 – 905. The Beginning of the Nightmare (1)
“… Are you insane?”
Another Eunhyeon glared at Eunhyeon with an expression of disbelief.
A strange tremor lingered in his words as he frowned and asked again.
I couldn’t believe it.
Another Eun-hyun’s face was mixed with numerous emotions toward Eun-hyun.
Contempt and hatred that go beyond ‘I can’t understand’.
“What experiences did I have and how did I reach the end? Would you have heard Couldn’t that bitch have said that?”
Another Eunhyeon frowned.
When Eun-hyeon fainted, Joo Hyeon-seong clearly told Verdandy the end of his own fate.
The fact that he came to his senses again, released his divine protection, and came back here must mean that he heard the general story from Belldandy.
He wondered if Belldandy had told Eun-hyeon without mentioning the atrocities of the goddesses in another dimension, but Eun-hyeon shook his head and denied it.
“No.”
“…”
That also meant that Eunhyeon would accept the blessing of the goddess again after this work was over and she had achieved her own growth.
“… The ending I went through could be your future.”
In the end, the mind is manipulated by the goddesses, the personality is robbed, and the future loses its ego.
Even if he wanted to die, he couldn’t kill himself, and the sword itself hunted demons and monsters.
Even after seeing the end of living as a tool, not a human being, the self in front of me says that I will go that way.
Eunhyun calmly nodded his head.
“Know.”
“… You are sick.”
The feeling of hatred deepened even more in the eyes of another Eun-hyun looking at Eun-hyun.
To go on a path where the future awaits, where one’s own personality may disappear and become a tool.
Foolish, stupid, and foolish.
Cursing Eun-hyeon was like spitting in her own face as another Eun-hyeon, but she still had no choice but to hate him.
In the first place, another Eun-hyeon despises and despises the people of God who manipulated her mind and used it like a tool.
However, he had a special relationship with the goddess he hated so much, implanted the seed of a half-god in the belly of the goddess, and gave birth to a child.
Isn’t it crazy?
Another Eunhyeon got annoyed with it and poured out harsh words.
“Was that bitch that good?”
“…”
“Or did you spread your legs so well that you were so hooked?”
Rough and obscene words that the original self would never have uttered.
However, another Eun-hyeon harbored emotions so high that he put it in his mouth and spat it out without hesitation.
He is going through the same experience as you, and he wants to go down the same foolish path as you.
Unlike himself who didn’t know the ending, he said he would go even knowing the ending.
To even return to the arms of the goddess who made him this way.
Boa’s emotions poured out of her mouth as it was.
“There really is no such thing as a two-headed bastard.”
“Hey.”
Fuck!
Eunhyeon’s fist was thrust into another Eunhyeon’s face.
Another Eun-hyeon did not avoid his fist.
Another Eun-hyeon’s head turned due to the strong blow that hit the left cheek, but he immediately turned his head back to the original one and looked at Eun-hyeon.
The reason why he did not avoid Eun-hyeon’s attack and met him was because he himself knew that his words went too far.
But I couldn’t control this raging emotion without saying it.
“I know what you went through and how you died. But don’t force that experience and emotion on me.”
“…”
“Berdandi is my partner.”
Eunhyeon declared it again.
Even if the goddess’ protection disappears and the connection with Belldandi is severed, that doesn’t change.
It was like making a promise to myself again.
“Even though she can manipulate your mind and turn you into a tool?”
“I won’t. In fact, it’s been a long time since the restrictions of the goddess she bestowed on me have disappeared.”
“Don’t you think she’ll put that restriction on again?”
“… You have to believe that you won’t.”
I wanted to believe that the kindness of the goddess who hugged me with a smile, cared for her heart with affection and concern, would be real.
“Under.”
Another Eunhyeon laughed at Eunhyeon’s stupidity.
“Is it just faith to say that you will come this far and eventually do it?”
Another Eun-hyeon, feeling that it wasn’t worth talking about anymore, turned her back.
The starting point was the same.
But now I had to admit it.
The self in front of me is a completely different being.
No matter what you say, he won’t listen to you.
Eunhyun might be right.
First of all, he himself is already dead.
He explains the experiences he has been through and the future he will face to his other self, and tells him to do this and that, so there is no reason why he should listen to himself.
He listens to his advice and talks, what thoughts and decisions he makes, and what kind of future he will face.
Regardless of how you feel.
‘It really feels like a fucking blow.’
Another Eun-hyeon disappeared in front of Eun-hyeon by herself and continued.
“Where do you do well? I’ll see how far you can last with that foolish mind.”
And as if intersecting with another disappearing Eun-hyeon, a man with a familiar silhouette appeared.
“Ha, shit. I’ll just say it in moderation and leave, but I don’t have to get hit to come to my senses.”
It was Juhyunseong.
Rather, he smiled at the thought of another Eun-hyeon who disappeared after being hit by Eun-hyeon.
“… Brother.”
Eun-hyeon called Ju Hyeon-seong with a trembling voice.
This time it was a real epiphany.
He remembers it clearly even after 400 years.
Light-hearted attitude and tone.
Unsuitable for him, the appearance of a bear-like, rugged giant.
He was sure
He unknowingly couldn’t control his emotions, and Joo Hyun-seong frowned at the trembling voice.
“… Hey dude Why are you calling me sadly? Siri makes people goosebumps. Don’t do it out of place.”
Ju Hyeon-seong kneaded both of his arms as if he was getting chicken skin and hated it.
“… Can I hug you just once?”
“Oh, go away! I’m just leaving!?”
As expected, seeing him frightened and beckoning him to leave, Joo Hyeon-seong was definitely right.
“Why is this bastard really, out of place? Hey. No matter how much you say you are Yeonhwa’s son, you are an exception. I have absolutely no intention of touching anyone other than Hong and Yeonhwa.”
“I know.”
“Is it okay for a bastard who knows that to hug me? Are you crazy?”
Joo Hyeon-seong cursed at Eun-hyeon with a ridiculous expression.
Things I wouldn’t have done at all if it was normal.
However, Eun-hyun right now couldn’t control the wave of emotions that swelled more than usual.
Maybe it was because I was able to see him whom I had missed for a long time even in my dreams, or maybe it was because the emotions that had been controlled as the goddess’ protection disappeared started to run wild as a reaction that had been suppressed.
“Brother…”
“Don’t look at me like that. It’s not your fault.”
Joo Hyeon-seong immediately understood what Eun-hyeon was trying to say.
He immediately blocked Eunhyun’s words.
“I died because I was weak. It’s not your fault.”
If he had been a little stronger, if he had been a little more talented, if he had understood his teachings and grown up quickly, he would have been able to prevent the death of Ju Hyeon-seong.
It was the foolish part of him that had been living with the guilt that had plagued him for so long.
“When did that happen, are you still suffering? Stop brushing it off.”
Ju Hyeon-seong also looked at Eun-hyeon with a bitter smile.
Although he said it, he also knew very well that Eun-hyeon would not be able to shake off that guilt easily.
And it was the same with Ju Hyeon-seong, who felt sorry for him.
‘Because I couldn’t help Yeon-hwa, you either.’
Just as Eun-hyeon couldn’t help Joo Hyeon-seong and prevent his death, Joo Hyun-seong also harbored a sense of guilt for not being able to prevent Eun-hyeon’s mother’s death.
They had similar feelings to each other in that part.
So he taught Eun-hyeon to fight so that he could survive alone.
He helped Eun-hyeon to alleviate the guilt of not saving his mother.
Ju Hyeon-seong recalled that time and had no choice but to suggest a solution to Eun-hyeon this time as well.
“Should I tell you why you are still tormented by that thought? It’s because you’re still weak So, you have to be strong.”
Joo Hyun-sung smiled.
“Isn’t that what you came here for? On your own Get out of the arms of that goddess.”
“…”
He was right.
Eun-hyeon came into her dream and found Joo Hyeon-seong in order to raise her military power to a higher level, which had reached her limit.
To become stronger.
“Then you have to be stronger. To the extent that you can shake off that guilt.”
“… Yes.”
Eunhyun nodded his head.
Soon he took up his mind and spoke.
“Then what can I do now?”
“What, have you already forgotten my ways?”
“… Ah.”
Seeing Joo Hyeon-seong’s grinning attitude, Eun-hyeon’s expression belatedly fell into contemplation.
As for his method, he was very simple.
“If you don’t remember, you must be right. Until I remember.”
A very simple simple idiom.
To keep bumping into each other until it cracks and shatters.
Right until her body and mind reached their limit, Eun-hyeon recalled the past and went back to the beginning.
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[Juhyeonseong Polar Plain]
Crushing blow
A huge body descending from the sky.
The rushing fist tearing through the air was violence itself that pulverized everything it touched.
“Suck!?”
A punch that uses one’s own body weight and muscle strength while jumping with all one’s strength.
Ju Hyeon-seong’s fist slammed down and aimed at Eun-hyeon’s head, but Eun-hyeon hurriedly backed away and escaped from the range of relentless violence.
Kwaaang!
Ju Hyeon-seong’s fist, which had lost its target, struck the ground as it slammed down.
The white ground spread in an empty space with nothing.
The moment Joo Hyeon-seong’s fist struck, the ground was terribly crushed and bounced upward.
However, Ju Hyun-seong’s attacks did not stop there.
In the aftermath of the attack, in the center of the wind that raged fiercely as if a pile of stones were bouncing upward, Ju Hyeon-seong was clearly watching Eun-hyeon.
“… !”
Shockingly, I couldn’t help but shudder.
Even though he was a close younger brother, he shot at himself with a strong sense of life.
It’s real.
Come to think of it, it was.
Ju Hyeon-seong had never looked after his circumstances while teaching him.
He is the son of the woman he had a crush on.
I wonder what it was like, at least at this moment, I treated him as an enemy who had to be defeated with all my heart.
That’s why Ju Hyeon-seong did not hesitate to push Eun-hyeon.
Joo Hyun-seong bent his knees and charged forward with all his might.
The body of the gigantic body protruding from the ground kicking with fearsome leg strength was brutal enough to remind one of a huge wild beast.
Once again, he stretched out his fist toward Eun-hyeon in front.
Eun-hyun, who hurriedly stepped back and got out of the range of the first attack, quickly adjusted her stance, but Joo Hyun-seong had already narrowed his distance with terrifying speed.
He saw his fist flying towards him.
‘Damage? No. It’s impossible.’
It was impossible to evade his fists, which had already reached the range.
Then he had no choice but to block it.
He tried to defend Ju Hyeon-seong’s power by raising his arms and adopting a guard stance.
“Wrong.”
Ju Hyeon-seong mercilessly called Eun-hyeon’s actions a wrong answer.
Like a bear rushing in at high speed, the huge fist released.
The fist that had been extended in a straight line changed its trajectory in an instant and bent.
It turned around like a snake, squeezed between Eun-hyeon’s guards, and snatched Eun-hyeon by the collar.
“… What!?”
In an instant, Eun-hyeon’s body, caught by the collar, floated emptyly into the air.
Ju Hyeon-seong turned Eun-hyeon’s collar as hard as he could and threw it to the floor.
Quaang!
“Cheer, whoa!”
As Eunhyeon’s back collided with the ground, an intense shock hit his whole body.
“Unlike before, the reaction and speed have definitely improved. However, the fundamental problem has not changed at all. As soon as the power bestowed by the goddess disappears, it is like this.”
The combat experience accumulated over 400 years did not disappear anywhere.
His physical growth and total strength also increased as he was transformed into a phantom bone, ate many elixirs, and attained half-god status.
However, Ju Hyeon-seong pointed out that the essential problem still hasn’t changed.
“You are I have too many thoughts.”
