Chapter 131 – Chapter 32. Dating.
Thirty-seven this year.
Someone was old enough to hold their children and grandchildren at the earliest, but Ganesha had never held her man’s hand properly, let alone grandchildren or children. … Of course, if you look through all your memories of 20 years, you’ve probably held a man’s hand at least once. However, if it is not even remembered, it must mean that it is meaningless.
To her, who had always lived with the eyes of her people, half curious and half fearful, the envious eyes of her people were not quite adapted to her.
But no matter how old you are, a woman is a woman. There was still a girlish corner in her heart that even that had never been done properly with her love. The seeds of excitement that had not yet sprouted in her parentage began to grow rapidly in the presence of water and sunlight.
Ganesha glanced sideways at her and stole the profile of Jihyeok next to her. … She was strangely ashamed of this tickling feeling welling up in her chest. As she grew older, she wondered what kind of book this was. So, a loud voice came out.
“Ah, fuck it, the weather is nice!”
Then, Ji-hyeok, who became my date today, smiled softly and agreed.
“Okay, Mama. It’s a great day for an outing.”
There was something inexplicably charming about his deep voice. Ganesha said that she was very happy to hear his voice. It was calm and passionate at the same time. She was obsessed with it.
“Where do you want to go?”
“Is there anywhere you want to go, Mama?”
“Me? I am… , I don’t know. … And bastard, that’s up to you to figure out. I am a lady today, a lady—!”
“Ah, yes, I got it.”
“… What? Are you kidding me?”
“It’s a good day, but I have to laugh. Smile too.”
“… Chew. You speak so well…”
The princess also couldn’t hold back her laughter because the corners of her mouth twitched. It was a really good smile.
Ganesha grabbed Jihyeok’s arm tighter. Just the two of us walking like this felt good. … It was the first time I felt fullness. It was on a different level from the emotions you get when you simply walk through a beautiful garden. This is ten times better.
The two of them walked along the side of the road where carriages came and went. People were pretty busy.
Occasionally mischievous mercenaries would whistle at the two or talk obscenely. Ganesha was upset every time that happened, but Jihyeok calmed her down by patting the back of her hand holding her arm with the other hand.
“Do that. You know what kind of people they are.”
“… Shit, my personality is really dead.”
If it was like the old days, I would have turned my face into blood right away.
Still, today was a good day, and she gave her long-awaited generosity. … And she didn’t want to show a bad side in front of him.
After walking for a while, the two finally arrived at the large fountain plaza. Water dripped from the statue of a beautiful goddess holding a jug. People were sitting huddled around the huge fountain. Children were running around in one corner, and there were also peddlers selling goods on stalls.
“Does your leg hurt? Get some rest.”
“My leg doesn’t hurt.”
“At times like that, I pretend to be slightly sick.”
“Why are you pretending to be sick, bastard? How strong am I?”
Ganesha gasped and snorted as she sat down on her fountain. Her dress made her nervous because it was hard to spread her legs apart.
“Eh, even if you hate dresses like this…”
“A lady should sit discreetly.”
“No fucking ladies. Are you okay?”
Jihyeok laughed. Ganesha tossed him up and down with her flustered expression and pulled her dress up to her thighs. She then spread her legs wide and tilted her torso back.
“Whoa, I think I’m going to live a little longer, damn it.”
Jihyeok looked at somewhere carefully and said, “Wait a minute,” And headed there. Ganesha said, “Where does this son of a bitch go?” She watched.
Soon after, the warrior bought two apples and returned to his original seat. He handed her a red, ripe apple that looked delicious.
“Take it.”
“OK.”
After the princess received the apple, she lightly cut it in half and chewed it one by one. Jihyeok also rubbed the apple in his arm and chewed it thoroughly.
The two snapped an apple like that and got up again.
“Would you like to hold my hand?”
“… What? … Hand?”
“It’s a date.”
Ah.
Ganesha stood still, unable to answer, as if she was momentarily out of order. Being a young woman in this regard, she was at a loss for what to do with Ji-hyeok’s aggressive behavior.
“… Yes, it’s a date. Ruler. … Fuck, it’s not because I’m selfish. Don’t get me wrong, kid.”
Jihyeok smiled and held the princess’s hand. Then he pulled it lightly and started walking again. Ganesha awkwardly fidgeted with his brim hat. Her heart was pounding.
… It was like holding her man’s hand. Fuck, that’s good Fuck this, it’s so unfair… Damn good…
Jihyeok’s hand was warm and nice. As the captain of her team, she was always ahead of her teammates, but it was the first time she was attracted to someone.
“Mama, would you like to go to the market?”
“… Okay.”
It didn’t matter where we went. Ganesha wanted this moment to last forever.
The two soon entered the noisy market street. People were crowded. Every time I walked, the distance between people was so narrow that my shoulders collided. So she snuggled up behind him.
“Look at this.”
When Jihyeok saw something strange, he and Ganesha watched it for a long time. After looking around the market like that, the sun rose up to the top of my head before I knew it.
The two went into a nearby restaurant. After all, she was a warrior with a lot of expedition experience, so she didn’t feel rejected at all by this shabby restaurant. She’s once been chewing on soggy jerky for days, and that’s enough.
They simply filled their stomachs and went out again. Then we held hands and started walking. There was no clear destination this time. I just walked wherever I went.
The two warriors roamed around the capital, laughing and chatting and eating. Ganesha was so happy. So I just burst out laughing.
The sun that rose to the top gradually declined. It made a beautiful, fiery glow in the sky. She was so sad that the sunset was going down today. I wonder if the day will end like this. … I didn’t want to part with Jihyeok.
Then, realizing her own mind, she was startled.
… What about the kid… Fuck, shamefully!
But the more she denied it, the clearer it came to her heart.
Love-.
It was an undeniable love.
Ganesha belatedly realized that she liked Jihyeok as her opposite sex.
But she didn’t want to reveal it. She feels like losing face, and she doesn’t want to burden him.
However, every time he showed a soft smile, the wall in my heart was rapidly breaking down.
I’d never had anything like this before, so the wall was so soft. He strode into her heart so easily.
… No, maybe he was already in her heart.
Before… Ever since I was in Nigerson. … No, maybe much earlier.
… Okay.
The time when we were enjoying the instant tension while holding weapons and staring at each other.
Ah.
At that time, he was a beast. He bit, squeezed, and shook her body, clearly imprinting her up and down. … When she was defeated by him, maybe she accepted him into her heart.
Powerful man. He has excellent leadership skills, has strong patience, and at the same time has a distribution that can embrace everyone—-.
“Isn’t the sunset beautiful?”
Jihyeok looked at Ganesha and asked. It was a very kind and gentle smile.
He was strong, but also gentle.
“… Yeah, it’s fucking pretty… Really…”
The two again fixed their eyes on the pretty sunset in the distance.
The sun was about to disappear beyond the walls. Ganesha was sad. It was the first time I had ever felt so sad about the setting sun.
“Now, let’s get up, Mama. People will be worried.”
Ganesha lifted her body from sitting astride her fountain. Then he squeezed his outstretched hand again.
The two started retracing the way they had come. The day got darker.
One foot, one foot.
Ganesha felt her body getting heavier with each step she took. Her pace slowed down.
Is the happy and enjoyable day really ending like this… If I had known this would happen, I would have come earlier.
I regret it deeply, but there is no turning back.
Jihyeok paused for a moment at an appropriate distance from his mansion. Ganesha stood facing him.
“Now is the time to say goodbye.”
Ah.
The princess was confused in her mind. She was strangely impatient. Do I really have to leave like this?
“It’s a date, so we should kiss goodbye, right?”
“… Fuck… , What… ?!”
When Ganesha was taken aback, Jihyeok laughed.
“Do not worry. I’ll lighten it up for you.”
Excuse me, Mama, he said, holding the tips of her chins in his hands, lifting her face slightly and lightly pressing her mouth against his moist lips.
“I really enjoyed today, Mama.”
The princess felt her face heat up. The heat soon spread all over the body.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
“Hey, let’s go now.”
Ganesha gritted his teeth. And he grabbed her arm to prevent Ji-hyeok from going back to her mansion.
“… Mama?”
“Hey, wait a minute. Wait for a sec…”
The princess was restless with her head bowed. Her voice also trembled.
“Why is that?”
“… Keep quiet and see, you bastard…”
Ganesha gulped down her saliva several times.
After being in silence for a while, she opened her mouth again.
“Hey…”
“Yes.”
“… It’s my first time with a guy like this.”
“Yes.”
“Fuck, this is my first time… !”
“I know.”
Jihyuk smiled and replied. Ganesha bounced around, unable to look him directly in the eyes. It was fortunate that she hadn’t been caught because it was dark and her face flushed red.
“It’s the first time we’ve dated…”
“Yes.”
“It’s the first time we’ve held hands…”
“Yes.”
“It’s the first time we’ve even kissed…”
“Yes.”
“Fuck, embarrassing!”
The princess stamped her foot. She then clenched her fists and raised her head.
This fuck, yes, let’s do it, this fuckaaal—-!!
“Hey!”
“Yes, tell me, Mama.”
“You—!”
“Yes.”
Ganesha shouted, sticking out her large breasts. She then pointed her finger at Jihyeok and then she himself cocked her breasts.
“Have sex with me!”
“… Yes?”
When Jihyeok asked, the princess chewed her teeth hard and then shouted loudly again.
“You baal, let’s have sex with me!!”
Her face turned red as she cried out.
