Chapter 122 – Always His Share (3)
Starchis didn’t answer.
That was enough for her.
She was just thankful that she wasn’t knocked out.
Lily loosened her legs from her squat,
She went into his arms.
Like Tiger Wolf a few years ago, she felt his warmth in her.
“…Starches.”
Lily begged fervently.
“Please..”
She put her hand on his back her and hugged him tightly.
“…If you didn’t have a girlfriend… Wouldn’t you be alone?”
With her eyes closed, she prayed to a god she didn’t even believe in and asked.
“…Please.. Do you hate me so madly…? Is it to the extent that I don’t want to open my eyes and see? Can’t you just close your eyes and hug me?”
She clenches her hands on his back into her fists, trying not to let go of him.
The two already knew the answer to Lily’s question.
Starchis’s bandage around her arm her spoke instead.
Risking her life her to save her, the surviving Lily’s existence her answer instead.
No matter what happened in the past,
Starchis does n’t hate her from the depths of her heart her.
“..Your girlfriend was a lie. But really… She likes her better than me? It hasn’t even been a few months since we met… Is our relationship of several years… Losing in that short period of time…?”
Lily in his arms she couldn’t read Stachis’ thoughts.
His expression her was not visible.
She kept begging him to do her own favor her.
“…Even acting is good.. One word that I love you…”
Lily couldn’t finish her words her.
Her throat was choked
But after she said everything she wanted to say.
All comments were forwarded.
I just waited for his decision.
“…”
Lily lay on his back her helplessly as her arm of her starchis her weakly pushed her away.
We came face to face with each other.
Stachis wiped away Lily’s tears with the back of his hand and said,
“…Sister.”
Even if he doesn’t say
Lily showed his complex feelings of her.
In spite of that, his eyes were straight.
He seemed to have already made up his mind.
“I… Do you really hate me that much?”
She wants his answer to her and is afraid at the same time,
She asked like a parrot.
Lily feels Starchis touch her cheek her.
It was a warm hand.
“…No.”
He speaks slowly
“I like you.”
She catches her breath for a moment.
But for some reason, I wasn’t happy.
I felt something ominous.
What he said behind his back seemed like something he didn’t want to hear.
“I was angry at the lies. Really… I couldn’t believe it. It was painful to see the party members.”
Lily grabbed his arm her.
It was an instinctive move.
“I was angry, but… Was it because I was an idiot… Or was it because my sisters and children got down on their knees and apologized… Or because I took my own revenge… It calmed down.”
“…”
“… I think it was a wound that time would heal. See you today In the end… You’re talking like this again.”
“…”
“Today, when my sister was in danger or when Russ was in danger, my body moved first. I didn’t want the two of them to be in danger. I was angry with the party members, but that didn’t mean I wanted them all to die or never appear in front of me forever. So, to hear that my sister is leaving so suddenly, even in this situation… Is shocking, sad, and difficult. Yeah, I guess he likes my sister after all.”
“…”
“Can I not like it? Noona is beautiful … And dependable .. And she spent a lot of time with me. Even the laughs we share are not lies.”
“So..! So..!!”
Starchis… Put on an apologetic expression.
“I like. But that is not love.”
“…Ah…”
Lily held his arm tighter.
“Starches..No..Yes..?”
Her voice her cracks and trembles.
“No.. No.. Please just say that I love you..”
“My sister gave her life for me…I don’t know how I’ll ever repay it…But I know it’s not this way.”
“I only want this way-“
“No, sister.”
He adamantly cut her off.
‘Ah.’
Lily realizes.
This is a look I have seen many times.
Sorry covered her face her, but it was hard to see,
The determination of a leader inherent beneath him was visible.
He never looks back when he makes a choice like this.
Many times, many times.
“Even my sister wouldn’t want it this way.”
“…Yes?”
“If we mix our bodies here and now, there will be nothing left. Rather, it would be bittersweet.”
“…Ugh…”
“Even if you tell me you love me. Knowing that my heart wouldn’t be there, would you really be happy with that?”
Starchis continues to wipe away the tears that flow endlessly from both eyes.
“Even your sister… You know it’s not.”
Lily’s sobbing voice echoes in the cave.
The lights of her magic her flickered along with her cries her.
“This is the last chance to be embraced by the person you love… If it’s the last chance, it shouldn’t be these reasons and emotions.”
Lily knew he was right.
Sometimes I give up a lot out of consideration for my feelings,
Sometimes it didn’t bend to keep it straight.
So maybe it’s brighter.
So maybe she liked it better.
But now Lily, even if she made the wrong choice,
For now, it didn’t matter.
“Elsaine…”
Without realizing it, she spat it out like a curse word.
“Are you Elza? No… Is it because of Rose Nisty?”
“…”
“That was a lie..! It was a lie..!! You weren’t my real girlfriend..! Is she really better than me?”
She continues to burst into tears and asks.
Wiping away her own tears, she took her hand in her starches and rubbed it on her own face.
“I don’t know either.”
“..Yes?”
She couldn’t help but be dumbfounded by Stachis ‘answer her.
“Who is better…I don’t know yet. As my sister said, a lot of things happened with Rose… But as a result, we didn’t know each other for very long. That’s right, sister. Our memories are never light.”
“That…Then..Hehe…”
He shakes her head.
“But I made a choice. I’m going to see Rose. My father… Maybe it was like this. If her own mind she keeps getting confused, it could be that she was poking around here and there.”
“Ugh.. Black..”
“You know, I don’t want to be like my father… Even if I had two people who loved me the same… I would only choose one.”
Lily got her pay back for her own mean actions of her.
She confided her secret about the ingredients to fix her arm her to convince him.
He tried to make him have no choice but to give him a hug.
Just like that, when Stachis spoke her words about her father her, Lily was unable to respond.
When I said I didn’t want to be like my father,
When she said that she would only love one person,
She had to give up completely as Lily.
Is it the end
Is this the last one?
She begged him for her love at the cost of misery,
She never came back.
She said she made her own choice her, but she was miserable that she didn’t hear a word of love for the price she gave her whole body her.
In her eyes that hurt so much
Starchis’s expression comes in.
As if the mask I was trying to say was shattered,
A variety of emotions were displayed.
Seeing that, Lily says.
“Then… Is it over now… “
“…”
“This… Is this the last time?”
“..You have to leave? Sister.”
“..Yes.”
Powerless voice.
Starchis closed her eyes,
I forcefully swallow her saliva her.
She said and she said
“…Sister. From the time I started thinking about disbanding the party… I expected a certain amount of separation. I didn’t expect it to be on this level.”
“…Yes.”
“… But did I mention it earlier? I like my sister It’s not even love… But he’s a precious and thankful person.”
Lily slowly faced him directly.
The two eyes met at close range.
“…Bodies cannot mix, but…”
Starchis grabs her cheeks and pulls her forehead.
And boldly, she kissed her forehead her.
He knew it was not right for the body to mix.
But that didn’t mean she didn’t feel any responsibility towards Lily.
Her dedication was sincere.
Concealed as a secret for fear of burdening her, she sacrificed herself to heal her own arm.
Even before Starchis chose to disband the party,
He hid it.
Because I made a request that I couldn’t hear,
He couldn’t answer
She was very grateful to her.
I hoped that she would be satisfied with this.
The lights that were turned on to illuminate the cave go out.
Darkness comes
Lily’s emotions ran rampant, and her magic her was broken.
Starches didn’t care.
Say what you want to say.
I didn’t have to see any more.
“If this is the last time… Thank you so much, nu-“
Something touches Stachis’s lips before his words his come to an end.
Lily rushed.
With a tear-stained face, arms around his neck her,
She pulls him hard.
Their mouths touched each other.
Her tongue penetrated deeply into Starchis’ mouth.
Two tongues share warm warmth.
It was hundreds of times hotter than when we shared each other’s warmth in the cave during Tiger Wolf.
I don’t know if it was a moment or a long time, but Lily opened her mouth.
“Paha…Sister.”
Warm breath covered Stachis’ face.
“..Just look at this..”
Starches, after all,
Lily didn’t say anything else.
“…I am also grateful.”
She says.
‘Yes, if this memory…Enough.’
The tears stop
‘If this memory is… It was worth devoting my life to.’
“Starchis.. I will love you for the rest of my life.”
Smiled.
She wouldn’t have seen him.
Damnnn is this actually gonna be the ending?