Chapter 159 – Chapter 159 – Consideration of #Bridge Influence
It’s probably because I got the ability without any purpose or goal, and I’ve been living with the mindset that I’ll be able to satisfy my sexual desire just for fun.
Then I heard that it was fun and wrote various worldviews or scenarios for a higher level work, but that was purely to add fun to fun.
Possessiveness, I was actually skeptical about it.
Anyway, we all had husbands and boyfriends, and we were friends there. So, to be honest, I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel guilty.
“But… That’s even worse…”
Guilt becomes a sense of immorality, and a sense of immorality gives a strange pleasure.
If there really is a heaven, the place I will go to is the state of hell.
Ssik
The corners of his mouth went up endlessly.
“Then you should enjoy it more.”
Want. Simple desire. I had a goal, and my head began to flow in an emergency with a clear purpose.
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Blind rate.
Even a few days ago, when I saw Nam Si-woo, who had come back emaciated, I wondered what had happened, but it didn’t seem like that.
The color came back to my face and I was fine.
“You can’t use your brother’s words or anything like that, okay?”
“Yes.”
The twins smiled brightly.
Maeng So-yul smiled heartily at the younger siblings with a big age gap.
It was the driving force that allowed her to live in a world without her dreams and hopes.
“But when will your brother come?”
“I heard he’s coming, so wait a little bit~. And it’s cold outside. Come on.”
She tightened her younger brother’s clothes.
To her younger siblings, she was more than a sister, her older sister.
Empty!
I heard the iron door knocking.
“Looks like you’ve come.”
Meng Xiaoyul got up and looked at the old mirror hanging on the wall.
“…”
It seemed ugly for some reason, and that was it.
I didn’t have any clothes, so I wore a tweed dress underneath the tteokbokki coat I wore in school.
“…Ha, isn’t it like a student?”
She’s 23 and she’s a little worried that she’ll look like her kid.
“Sister~, hurry up~.”
Beside her, her sister urged her to quickly open the door.
“Ah Okay.”
She put on low-heeled shoes and opened the door.
“Hello~.”
Nam Si-woo in front of the door was wearing a white short padded jacket and plain sweatshirt jeans.
Fashion was irrelevant to Maeng So-yul. Only Nam Si-woo’s smiling face came into her eyes.
“Oh, hello. I’m sorry. You need to rest.”
“No, well. When I’m at home, there’s nothing to do anyway. Hi guys~, bye~.”
Seeing him smiling brightly at the children running behind her made her feel at ease.
He held the two of them with both hands and had a slightly heavy face.
“Hey, kids are fast. They seem to grow up quickly, don’t they?”
“I wear thick clothes, so it’s a bit… Heavy, right?”
I covered my mouth at his cuteness and laughed softly.
“It’s a bit heavy. Now, I’ll put it down.”
While stroking her younger siblings’ heads, she looked up at Maeng So-yul and spoke.
“Have you decided where to go today?”
“I tried to find out, but I can’t find anywhere.”
“I knew you would.”
“Sorry.”
This time, he stroked Maeng Soyul’s head.
“It’s okay. I know it, so let’s go to the writing.”
“Ah yes.”
I really tried to find out, but I couldn’t find anywhere.
I thought I would go a little bit and regretted it, but nothing changed.
“Do you like botanical gardens?”
“…I’ve never been there, so I don’t know.”
“Hmm. I have kids. I tried to go to an amusement park, but it’s expensive.”
Meng Soyul opened his eyes wide and looked at him.
“Did you think of an amusement park?”
“Yeah, I bet you haven’t been there either.”
“…Yes.”
Holding the children’s hands, he approached slightly as he headed towards the bus stop.
My heart pounded at the smell of him next to me.
“Would you like to go together later then?”
“…”
Maeng Soyul stopped abruptly and looked up at him.
Then he shook his hand with a disapproving face.
“It’s a bit like that, right? It’s a joke. It’s a joke.”
“…”
“Don’t worry, I won’t ask you to meet me or anything like that.”
Does he know that he’s thinking the opposite?
Swoop.
He reached out his hand and tugged at his sleeve.
“…?”
He stood on tiptoe and said as he turned around.
“You two go.”
“Huh? Is that okay? I’m afraid I’ll be misunderstood for dating someone like me.”
He shyly smiled at his embarrassing yet caring appearance, and spoke as firmly as he could.
“I want to be misunderstood.”
“…Wow.”
As a 23-year-old with a markedly lack of experience compared to her peers, the way she expresses herself is clunky, but she has sincerity.
When she expressed herself around the factory, everyone misunderstood her, so it was a tone she learned on the spot.
Chwiik.
On the bus heading to the Botanical Garden, the younger siblings were staring at the outside with bright eyes wondering what was so exciting.
“The weather is nice today.”
I wanted to continue the conversation, but I didn’t know what to bring up.
“Sure. Oh, wait.”
“…?”
Suddenly he opened the bag on his back and took out her camera.
“I got a gift this time.”
“Ah…”
“I’ll teach you how to go out and take pictures. Is that okay?”
Anything with him was good.
“Yes, it’s all good if you do it with seniors.”
And she didn’t mind speaking out.
“…Wow.”
His exclamation again. At first, I wondered why, but when I saw people around me glancing at me, I felt embarrassed for some reason.
But she couldn’t figure out why.
“Soyul.”
“Yes?”
“You’re more active than I thought.”
“…?”
I didn’t know why, but it was just as embarrassing.
“Have you ever been to the botanical garden here?”
She turned her words around to change the topic.
“Yeah, I went there once before. It looked good. Many come as a family.”
“Ah.”
I thought so, but suddenly I wondered who he went with.
“With my family…”
“Well, family was family, right?”
“…?”
It was an incomprehensible answer.
I wondered if they weren’t family anymore.
In the meantime, I arrived in front of the parking lot and got off.
“Guys, look here.”
As I was about to make my way from the parking lot to the entrance, he waved.
“Stand here. I’ll take a picture with my family.”
Kids running wild and clinging to Maeng So-yul.
She smiled brightly at the camera while taking pictures.
‘Come to think of it, I’ve never taken a family picture…’
I’ve left it on my cell phone, but I’ve never stood in front of a camera like this.
Click.
“And Soyul, stand alone.”
“Am I alone?”
Nam Siwoo smiled broadly and pointed behind him.
“The background is pretty.”
It was a newly built cafe next to the entrance of the botanical garden and a clear sky without any fine dust.
Click.
“Senior too…”
“I’m fine. I’m here to take pictures of you guys.”
After putting the camera back in his bag, he came over and tapped him on the shoulder.
“I’ll teach you how to take pictures later. Learn it well then take pictures.”
“Yes.”
It was thrilling just to make an appointment to spend time with him.
“You’ve come a lot with your family.”
He said there were many parents who came with their children to the Matana Botanical Garden.
Seeing that, Maeng So-yul had an outrageous imagination alone.
‘I want to be seen as a couple with a senior…’
Since my younger siblings are very young, it could have seemed that way.
I wondered what the old man would think.
“What are you thinking about?”
First of all, I spit out what I was thinking without filtering in the question he entered while taking care of the children.
“I want to look like a senior and a married couple.”
“…”
“…Why.”
I wondered if I could do something like that.
“…Well, are you embarrassed or anything like that when you talk?”
“Yes, why.
Only then did I know why I had been embarrassed for no reason until now.
From the senior’s point of view, it was no different than an open confession.
My face felt like it was about to explode with a bang.
“I’m sorry.”
“Huh? There’s nothing to be sorry about. I’d appreciate it if pretty Soyul thought of it that way.”
“Then…”
“If I ever get a boyfriend…”
Nam Si-woo abruptly cut off his words.
“Senpai is good, but I don’t think about anyone else.”
Putting aside the embarrassing thing, he had to express his thoughts clearly to clear his mind.
“Am I that good?”
He asked, scratching his cheek. Embarrassment set in, but he did not avert his gaze.
“Yes, I’ve said it before. I haven’t forgotten.”
“There’s no way I’ll forget it. Hmmm… Is it the influence of the scenario or what?”
“…”
I muttered something at the end, but I couldn’t hear it.
“Hmm, but Soyul, why is the confession so moody?”
“…?”
“Yeah, I was originally that kind of kid.”
Siwoo smiled and held out his hand.
“Can I catch you?”
He looked at his outstretched hand and asked.
“No?”
“Nope.”
Thump
Maeng So-yul, who had been unable to reach him every time and held on to his sleeve, hurriedly reached out and grabbed his hand in case his hand would leave.
“Still, answer me clearly. Senior, do you like me?”
“Um~.”
I glared at him as he averted his gaze.
“Are you kidding me? Or you don’t really mean it, but you reluctantly accept my confession.”
“It’s teasing and dating is the answer.”
He smiled and shook his hand.
Then, all of a sudden, he sighed and said.
“But what’s this about dating? Today’s goal was to hang out with my younger siblings and take pictures.”
“Ah… That… I’ve never been in a relationship, so I don’t know how to confess.”
If you like it, shouldn’t you just confess?
“Ah, no, it’s okay to confess if you like it, but something…
In the scenario he had become accustomed to over the past few months, everything moved in the palm of his hand.
This unexpected situation puzzled him.
“Put, it doesn’t matter. Anyway.”
He tugged at his hand and kissed the back of his hand, grinning.
“Congratulations on becoming my girlfriend. I’ll also congratulate Soyul on becoming a boyfriend.”
“What is it.”
“I’m begging you well.”
As the two of them were doing that, the younger brother, who was making a sad face, said.
“Why do you keep standing here?! Let’s go inside!”
At the words of the younger brother, the two of them exploded at the same time.
I saw my younger siblings running ahead, but Siwoo came up to me and whispered in my ear.
.
“Then, shall we play together tonight?”
“…”
Instead of answering, he answered with a small nod.
