Chapter 90 – 1st Year 2nd Semester 7
Winter 9 years ago
After finishing her college entrance exam, Seo-hee cried over her disappointment after consulting with her homeroom teacher.
How can it be that all university law schools across the country do not accept female students?
Her college entrance exam score was in the top 5%, so she could apply to any university she wanted. She wasn’t short, and with Seohee’s slim looks, she would have easily been accepted.
But wouldn’t it be okay to apply only if new students are selected?
‘This damn country is always like this.’
‘How on earth are women supposed to stay at home for the rest of their lives?’
‘Do you think women have no dreams or ambitions?’
As a matter of regret, my homeroom teacher recommended the business department of a university in Seoul.
This was because it was one of the few universities in the country that recruited new female students in the business department, but Seohee did not even like this.
‘You have to go to law school. I’ll end up becoming a judge, a prosecutor, or at the very least a lawyer.’
In the eyes of high school student Seohee, the world was full of absurdity.
Presidents, politicians, corporate presidents, and executives were all men, and women either worked for the men or took care of the house.
Whenever I saw my mother, the thing she always said was, ‘It would be okay if the girl graduated from high school.’
Why shouldn’t women go to college? Why shouldn’t one be recognized in society and have a higher status?
I’m also better at studying
I don’t understand.
As my homeroom teacher said, I could enter the business school and go into human resources or management support at a general company.
If you are lucky, you may even become an executive. Maybe.
But Seohee wanted greater influence. So
Seohee, who is confident about studying, decided to give up on college and go all-in on the bar exam.
‘This is the only way. I don’t know if I’ll pass the interview, but I’m going to give it a try anyway.’
That day, I looked for a bar exam academy.
For three years, Seo-hee traveled back and forth between the bar exam academy and home to prepare for the exam.
After overcoming all the nagging from her mother and the scolding from her relatives, she passed the first round of the bar exam.
Maybe it was thanks to my dad’s silent support.
She was grateful to her father for providing her daughter with pocket money and paying for her school fees.
However, this process was not that easy
It was always a surprise when I entered an academy classroom full of men.
I had to silently endure the men’s gossip about Seo Hee.
The results of the mock exams taken at the academy were always top-ranked, and it was also Seo-hee’s responsibility to endure the jealousy and gossip from men that followed.
Is a woman arrogantly trying to match a man?
Like, a woman doesn’t even put on her makeup properly
Like how many times did you give it to the academy instructor?
They say you’re so good at giving blowjobs
After class, she goes to a motel with a guy
The breasts are big or small, the body is good or bad
Gossip was mainly a sexual insult close to sexual harassment
The bullying and gossip from these academy students made it more difficult for Seohee than studying.
A typical woman would have naturally learned the custom of men being superior to women through classes in high school, social life after graduation, or discipline during college.
Therefore, this kind of sexual objectification could have been overlooked and perhaps even taken as a compliment, but Seo-hee, who prioritized her own feelings over social customs, was a little different.
When I was in high school, I didn’t have time to worry about anything else due to preparing for the college entrance exam.
After graduating from high school, I did not have the opportunity to learn these social customs and etiquette because I was focused on preparing for the bar exam.
‘Just wait and see. If you become a judge, I will water everything, and if I become a prosecutor, I will apply water to everything.’
Even after passing the first exam, I had to spend three more years to pass the second exam.
It took more than two years to pass the final interview, and I had to take the second test once more along the way.
Jang Seo-hee, who was appointed without knowing anything other than the test, became an elite prosecutor who is often said to lack character.
This too was only barely appointed as a female prosecutor for political reasons.
Prosecutor Jang Seo-hee, wearing casual jeans and a cotton t-shirt, briefly recalled her past days while driving to pick up Da-yeon.
‘I studied really hard back then…’
She suddenly remembered the sex she had with a high school classmate she met on the street while attending academy school.
My first experience as a woman receiving a man.
She wasn’t sick, but she wasn’t that well either.
After that, she had sex with this male friend a couple more times, but she was still like that.
She remembered how she coldly dumped the guy she had been flirting with.
What would he think if he saw me now? Will she argue like everyone else in front of the prosecutor, will he grab her by the hair and swear at her for being a whore and shove his dick into her pussy, or will it be both…
The result of studying so hard was to wear a skimpy uniform, put on makeup, and drive myself to a brothel to sell my body on a nice fall day.
Seo-hee, who found her situation both pathetic and pitiful, seemed not that different from herself.
‘He worked hard to become a college student… But all he can do is sell his body… He and I…’
Prosecutor Jang Seo-hee, who did not realize that women are meant to receive men’s dicks, had a lot to learn in the future.
“Sister, did you wait long?”
“Yeah, no, I just arrived.”
I parked my car in the parking lot in front of the dormitory at Namjon Women’s College and rolled down the window to smoke a few puffs, and then Dayeon came out holding an eco bag.
The name tag ’23 Soyeon’ was clearly visible on Dayeon’s chest, wearing a school uniform skirt and long-sleeved shirt.
‘That’s right. Her name was Soyeon.’
“Did you go home well last night?”
“Yes, I haven’t had much to drink. What about my sister? I heard she was a bit drunk yesterday…”
“It’s okay. That much. I had a hangover for lunch.”
Jang Seo-hee, who woke up only after receiving a call from Dayeon, sat naked across from the gang member who had also woken up, cooked and ate hangover ramen, and relieved her diarrhea in the bathroom.
And after taking a shower, I felt much lighter.
‘Of course… After being raped, you have to resolve it through sex…’
After taking a puff of her cigarette and a sip of iced Americano, Seo-hee picks up Da-yeon and heads to her brothel.
“Sister… Where are we going?”
“There… It’s a very shabby village. If you go during the day, you’ll wonder if there really is such a village, but if you go at night, it’s bright with all kinds of lights.”
“But… Is it okay to ask this question…”
“… Try it. If you don’t want to answer, I won’t talk.”
“Sister… What do you do?”
“Wouldn’t it be surprising to know? And it’s better not to know.”
“… Yes… I’m more curious… What would someone as pretty as your sister do…”
“It’s not just an ordinary job. But I’m not even a girl at an entertainment establishment. It’s a decent job.”
“What can I say about my sister… I think she has a lot of pride… She’s cool!!!”
The general female psychology of yearning for a powerful object, whether male or female.
‘It’s cool to go to work as a prostitute. He too…’
“So… I heard that the school is sending you discipline?”
“Yes, a professor at my department sent it.”
“What can I learn from meeting men at a bar and selling myself to them?”
“Hmm… Improving femininity? Developing obedience, increasing patience, things like that. Virtues that a woman should have?”
Seohee didn’t like this. Why must only women be patient and obedient? Why can’t men obey women? I think it’s natural for more talented people, whether women or men, to take care of less talented people.
“Yes, that’s right.”
I didn’t really like Dayeon’s attitude of accepting even this absurdity for granted as a woman, but it wasn’t this child’s fault and I couldn’t blame anyone for the way this society worked.
In fact, Prosecutor Seo-hee Jang suffers all kinds of insults and humiliation from men in the prosecution, and isn’t she forced to drink and sell her body?
‘Yes… Maybe… That kind of thing is a woman…’
She thought about the sex she had with her brother, a member of the gang, the night before, and thought about the pleasure of a woman receiving his cock.
At the same time, the thought of her becoming a prostitute and receiving a dick from this evening made her lower body get wet, and I thought she was a bitch that I couldn’t help it.
Vulgar bitch
Jang Seo-hee began to loathe herself due to the constant humiliation and rape. No, strictly speaking, Jang Seo-hee loathed Seo-ah, who rolled her body around in a shallow way and struggled with her pleasure.
‘This bitch, Dayeon, is just like her sister, a bitch who sells her body and pours alcohol. What about college students? All the bitches in Korea are the same twins and fucking bitches.’
“… Unni? Seo-ah?”
“… Hmm?”
“Did I… Call you?”
“Ah… Yes… I wonder what you’re thinking… So intently…”
“… No… Nothing…”
“But did you pack a pair of clothes? I bought a pair of clothes last time I went there today, but I got ripped off.”
“Yes… I took care of it… But it was a bit old… And stretched…”
“That will be fine. It’s an old neighborhood.”
“What about the customers there? How are they?”
Seo-ah senses something strange.
“… You… Have you ever worked in a place like this?”
“… Our female college students… Go to the public school for volunteer work during the summer vacation of their first year. It lasts for two weeks.”
“Oh my god… So, you’ve been receiving customers at the public store for two weeks?”
“… Yes… But it’s okay. It’s something women have to do…”
Isn’t sexual intercourse against one’s will rape? Seo-ah, a lawyer, wondered if there was such a thing as law in this country. She forcibly mobilizes female college students and uses them as prostitutes.
But this is in principle. Punishment for rape of women was almost limited to cases where the victim was a married woman or a minor, and it was closer to punishment not because it was against the victim’s own will, but because it was against the will of the guardian.
Because it is a society that treats women as if they do not have the right to make decisions in the first place.
Prosecutor Jang Seo-hee knew better than anyone else that even if a person was subjected to the same sexual violence, the punishment would be centered on the assault during the sexual violence. Rape of an adult woman without any act of violence was not considered a serious crime.
It’s a legal system that I don’t understand, but I also don’t understand the current situation where I go to work as a prostitute in a brothel.
After thinking about this and that, the two arrived at an unpaved vacant lot in a rural neighborhood and got out of the car.
Seo-ah carries a bag containing her change of clothes and cosmetics, and she and Da-yeon quickly walk to the business where she once sold her body.