Chapter 60 – #60. Dead Drunkenness
At my brother’s direction, I slowly began to take off my clothes layer by layer.
“This… Like this?”
When I took off my leggings and hoodie, all I could see was my black underwear.
“Get down.”
The look on my brother’s face talking to me is… Very…
Following my brother’s instructions, I got up on the bed and lay down.
My brother’s big hand ran down my back…
Match!
My brother slapped my butt with the palm of his hand without warning.
“Huh…!”
A moan escaped from the sudden pain.
“Forgive me… Forgive me…?”
My brother chanted in a voice that I could hardly hear.
“If it’s like you, this is it.”
Match!
“Forgiveness”
Match!
“I’m sorry…!”
My legs, unable to overcome the pain, falter.
“Can you do it!”
It must have been something similar to Lee Jin-seong, but…
Now my brother…
…It was scary.
Similar to before, when I wrongfully slapped you in the ass, I think you were very excited, but this time, rather than excited…
I lifted my palm and touched my buttocks, and I felt my skin quiver at the bitter touch.
“Haha…”
My brother gasping for breath with a flushed face, as if his emotions were not well controlled.
He came a little closer to me…
This time, he gently caressed my ass.
It’s like petting a sleeping cat…
“Sorry.”
This person.
Seriously, my brother must have been drinking too much, so I could clearly see people coming and going.
“It hurt… I’m sorry…”
Suddenly, with a crying voice, my brother hugged me tightly.
“No… I’m fine…”
I’m sure I’m here to apologize…
My brother hugged me tighter and tighter.
Uh… The smell of alcohol.
However, I felt much more at ease with the older brother than the older brother who had been randomly hitting my butt just a moment ago.
“If I had a girlfriend… I really wanted to be nice to you…”
My brother couldn’t even pronounce it properly because his tongue was twisted.
“I mean, I really wanted to date pretty…”
“You can do it. You can do it with me brother.”
I held his hand tightly.
When he looked up, he could see a jumble of emotions on his brother’s face.
Angry yet sorry, disliked yet liked, something… I guess that’s how it feels…
“But you’re a real fucker.”
Outrageous profanity.
But I understand why he is doing this.
“I know.”
“Know…? You know…?”
The two of us were kneeling on the bed facing each other.
My brother pushed me down, probably angry at my sudden knowledge.
“Then you know that I like you so much, right?”
My brother climbed on top of me who had collapsed helplessly on the bed.
Oppa grinned like a wolf hunting for a rabbit, and then said the same thing.
I’m sorry.
Like a scene from a vampire movie, vivid red marks began to be engraved on my neck.
“Oh… Oppa, wait a minute…!”
Hey. Lee Min Ho. I still have to go to school tomorrow…!
However, there was no way I could handle the power of a drunk adult man.
My brother’s lips pressed against my skin and he started to make a dirty sound.
And I had to accept that he left a mark on my body without any resistance.
Nape. Clavicle. Chest.
Red marks here and there began to cover my white skin.
I certainly knew that there would be a catastrophe tomorrow morning, but I did not deliberately resist violently.
Because I thought that all these series of actions were the time for my brother to vomit out the emotions inside him.
And, to some extent, there was a calculation that I wondered if my brother would take my sins into account when he wakes up sober tomorrow if there are traces like this.
How long have you been like that?
My brother’s tongue stopped at some point, and soon, only the sound of his breathing filled the room.
“…Sleep?”
My brother buried his face in my chest.
My brother seemed to be in a deep sleep, as if he had attacked me like a beast.
I quietly pushed my brother away and began to clean his room quietly.
I think I can eat the leftover delivery food again tomorrow, so I put it in the refrigerator…
Soju bottles go to the recycling side…
After wiping the table with a dishcloth and folding it in the corner, I went into the bathroom with a deep sigh.
Also around my neck…
How many are these…
There were red marks left here and there to the extent that bandages couldn’t fix it.
I thought about what to wear for a while, but thinking backwards, this might mean that my brother wanted to leave a mark on my body that much, and I also thought that this might be evidence that our relationship is still green.
Whoa… Shall we go home?
No
If I go back here, my older brother who woke up might start another sit-in in his room.
It does look a bit narrow…
My older brother lying in the middle.
Ambiguous size bed, wide for sleeping alone and cramped for two people.
I pushed my brother as hard as I could and pressed him against the wall.
I don’t think I moved even 10 cm with all my heart.
I lay down next to my brother and pulled up the blanket.
After all, it was a bit narrow, but it seemed like it wouldn’t fall off because I put my body close to my brother.
Maybe it’s because I was too stressed out?
As soon as I lay down, I felt sleepy pouring down.
Minho oppa’s warmth made his eyelids heavy.
I must apologize properly tomorrow…
My eyes closed.
* * *
Too warm sunlight.
The sun was so bright that it hurt my eyes.
Ah… I must have slept with the curtains closed…
What is he
Why is he here
I rubbed my eyes, thinking I was seeing something wrong in my sleep.
Why? Naeun in her underwear still didn’t disappear from my eyes.
Was it because of the trauma that I was able to see even vain things?
Really sucks
Out of embarrassment, I squeezed her breasts tightly.
An overly realistic soft touch.
I squeezed her chest a little more to confirm.
“Huh.”
Is it because I touched it? Was it just because someone touched me in my sleep?
Something resembling a moan escaped Naeun’s mouth.
I looked around and found leggings and a gray hoodie neatly folded on the desk.
Apparently, she actually came here last night.
But somehow I have no memory of her since she came here.
My last memory is in front of the monitor, looking at the comments on the post on our video, drinking so much fucking soju…
It looks like something was delivered…
As I tried to recall it, the memories came to mind one scene at a time, like a film that was cut infrequently.
Naeun apologizes.
The me who slapped her on the butt.
And I think I sucked on something very hard…
I tried to reassemble the pieces of the memory puzzle by putting them together somehow.
“…Woke up?”
Naeun slowly began to raise her body with her half-closed eyes.
“…Why is your neck sore?”
I didn’t wake up a little while ago, so I couldn’t check properly, but there were clear red marks here and there around Naeun’s neck and chest.
“Ah… This… Oppa…”
Naeun pulls up the blanket while blushing.
Somehow, I thought it was Naeun who thought I sucked so much.
“Ha…”
Lee Min Ho. A man like this maniac.
I picked up my phone and checked the time.
[12:03]
[5 missed alarms]
Reinforced concrete classes are closed on their own.
After cooling my head for a while, I tried to confirm yesterday’s work with Naeun.
“I don’t remember because I drank, but you yesterday. What are you here to do?”
“That’s… My brother…”
Naeun pulled it up enough to cover her mouth.
“I’m worried…”
A girlfriend who came running in the middle of the night because she was worried about her boyfriend.
Looking at it like this, it’s really romantic and touching, but…
I hit the space bar on my computer keyboard in silence.
Our video started playing again on the monitor, which was in sleep mode because we turned it off and didn’t sleep.
[How are people? It’s over because you ate, right?]
“What are you going to do with this?”
Naeun lowered her head.
“Sorry…”
“This… I don’t think it’s something that will end just because you’re sorry. Naeun.”
It was real.
Of course, I didn’t go to class today because I overslept, but even if I did, I certainly wouldn’t have looked good.
Probably everyone will hit the silent horse seasoning that is putting on the frame of being eaten and fucking chew it.
“Ha… Is taking a leave of absence the answer…”
No sharp numbers came to mind.
If I just leave school like this, I think I’m going to get a real mental illness…
“No! We can explain!”
Naeun kicked off the blanket and stood up, holding my hand tightly.
“Hey. Does this…Explanation mean much?”
It was sincere.
If I don’t explain, I’ll just become a trash eater.
If I post an explanation and say, ‘Actually, we are a couple and it was a joke~’, I think people will think I forcibly met Naeun because of the video…
“Brother. Can you listen to my plan just once?”
Naeun’s eyes were filled with her confidence.
“Let me make up for my mistakes.”
Why?
The reason why she looks so confident is more insecure.
