Chapter 84 – Play
Everyone has a dark history.
There are bound to be one or two such regrettable memories of the past that make you wake up from sleep, cover your head, chew on swear words and blame yourself.
However, it would be rare for people to go further and seal their memories in the corner of the abyss, not wanting to recall those memories even for a moment.
… No, no.
If you think about it, I think it might be.
Maybe not only me but also other people are living with such a terrible memory.
It’s just that I don’t have the courage to face it, so I just dismiss it as something that never happened.
‘Hey. Shall we play?’
However, the box of memories that had been sealed for so long was opening.
Even when I suddenly thought of it, the forbidden memory that I had forced into it is now clearly unfolding in front of me.
‘Yes brother. Let’s play.’
The memory started 10 years ago from now.
That is, when I was 1313 years old.
‘How far did you go last time?’
‘You’re engaged, you’re engaged!’
‘Ah. Then let’s continue from there.’
At that time, I was on winter vacation, and I was spending a boring daily life watching anime at home.
Of course, my younger sister, Jung Sung-ah, who goes to the same school as me.
‘Huh. Then Soo-yeon wants to match the ring. Now that I’m engaged, I’m going to buy a ring. ‘
‘Uh… Minsoo says he likes it. He wants to meet me later downtown at 3 o’clock.’
The anime we watched at that time was a youth romance anime called ‘We Blooming Profusely’.
The content of the anime is an ordinary story in which a man and a woman who are 17-year-old childhood friends become conscious of each other through a certain incident, and then quarrel and confirm their liking. It was Annie who did it.
‘Huh. It’s already 2:00. Suyeon is washing up and starting to put on her makeup. I also wear the dress I bought the other day.’
‘Minsu overslept and just woke up, but he went back to bed.’
‘Oh brother! I’m going to buy a ring, but I can’t! You’re so irresponsible!’
‘No, Minsu is a troublesome person by nature, so he usually goes back to sleep. I’m always late for an appointment?’
‘Ah, that was when we were childhood friends! You’re dating now! And we’re going to buy a ring!’
‘Um… Okay. Minsu hurriedly ran to the bathroom and took a shower.’
And this anime was one that people liked or disliked because of the ending.
That’s also true, because the man and woman barely confirmed each other’s feelings, but after a while, the female lead transferred to school and the male lead regretted that he hadn’t gathered up the courage before it ended.
However, the two adults meet in the epilogue, but the story behind them is not properly explained, and the anime ends with them looking at each other and laughing.
In other words, it is an anime with an open ending that leaves everything to the reader’s imagination.
‘… Soo-yeon insists that if she is late again, she will not leave her alone. She’s putting on makeup, straightening, and looking pretty.’
‘Minsu is shampooing quickly so as not to be late. Anyway, shower in 5 minutes!’
Because of this, we, who remained attached to this anime, used to play role-play like this.
We called it ‘play’ for short, and the way to play was to unravel the back story of the anime in our own way.
‘Sooyeon is already at the meeting place and waiting. She came out wearing a dress, a dress, and pretty makeup.’
‘Minsu is almost here. Uh! It looks over there. My heart is beating when I see Soo-yeon.’
‘… Soo-yeon also found Min-su. Seeing the taller Minsu makes Suyeon’s heart flutter too.’
‘Anyway, it turned green. Minsu crosses the crosswalk. But then the truck bangs!’
‘Oh really! It’s like that again!’
‘…I almost did it, but I avoided it with lightning-like motor nerves.’
‘Ah, it really breaks the immersion! Again. Cancel the truck earlier’
‘Ku-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k
‘Ahh-! Really, don’t do it!’
‘Okay. Sorry. But originally, Minsu jokes around a lot.’
‘… They were childhood friends back then.’
‘Kuhm. Okay. I’ll do it right.’
Anyway, we used to enjoy this role-playing game as an aftereffect after the anime ended.
Compared to other siblings, we were especially close, so we often hung out together like this.
When I think about it now, it’s amazing how I was able to get along with her sister so well.
‘Seeing Soo-yeon up close, Min-su’s face turned red. Big hum. Scratching the back of his head and feeling embarrassed.’
‘… Soo-yeon’s heart is racing too.’
‘But you can’t just be shy. I have to go buy a ring. That’s why Minsu takes Suyeon’s hand.’
‘Sooyeon likes it and smiles. Let’s go buy a ring~’
We were pretty engrossed in the role play.
We empathized with the male and female protagonists, and imagined a happy relationship they would draw, and even imitated the protagonist’s vocal chords.
Even holding hands, I actually imitated them and experienced the emotions the main characters feel.
‘Arrival at the department store. The clerks are welcoming us.’
‘But then, the male employee is looking at Soo-yeon with her strange eyes. Suyeon is feeling uneasy.’
‘But Minsu noticed. Punish the male employee and bring Soo-yeon out.’
‘What happened to the male employee?’
‘I have a nosebleed.’
‘…I fell for Suyeon.’
Our play was childish.
If it was a novel, there was no probability, and the story was a series of sudden acceleration.
In a word, ‘play’ is a novel like an intracerebral delusion written by a novice writer, so emotional excesses often occurred.
In this way.
‘Sooyeon is happy because they decided to get married in a month.’
‘Minsu is smiling, thinking that he did well in proposing.’
‘… Then Soo-yeon and Min-su met their eyes.’
‘… Uh… Minsu is shy.’
‘… Men shouldn’t be shy.’
‘… Minsu approached Sooyeon.’
‘Su, Suyeon is waiting for you’
The memory of that time is still vivid.
We were lying on the bed looking at each other, exhaling hot breaths toward each other.
At that time, I hugged Seong-ah and said this.
‘Mi, Minsu said while hugging Sooyeon. I’ll make you happy now.’
At that time, my heart was beating like crazy.
He felt a sense of love for her younger sister.
And it was the same with Sung-ah.
‘… Suyeon went and said thank you. Soo-yeon hugs Min-su too.’
Seong-a said that and hugged me awkwardly.
We continued to ‘play’ while hugging each other like that.
‘Minsu asked Sooyeon where they were going on their honeymoon.’
‘… Suyeon said that she would like Hawaii.’
‘Minsu is good too. She said that there she would look at the sea and eat a lot of delicious food.”
‘… Huh. Suyeon is happy. I hope she goes on her honeymoon soon.’
A role-playing game that started with a small regret.
The more we repeated the play, the more we became immersed in the male and female protagonists, and the feelings were transferred to our hearts toward each other.
The more we played, the more we crossed the line.
‘Sooyeon said that Minsu’s arms are good. Holding her like this makes her feel like she’s floating on a cloud.”
‘… Minsu is the same. Holding Suyeon makes her feel warm.’
‘… I like you. She said that Soo-yeon likes it’
‘… Minsu too. Minsu replied that she likes Suyeon.’
We hug each other and say we like each other.
On this day, we got drunk with the heated atmosphere and reached a state of overemotion.
Whispering the words “I like you” And “I love you” Into each other’s ears, the boundary between brother and sister has collapsed and they have gone to the stage of kissing.
“Side… Jjook…”
The touch of soft lips.
We acted more like kisses than kisses like that.
Ha-ha-ha- they exhale rough breaths toward each other, but they don’t know how to kiss, so they just lightly put their lips together.
‘I like… I like…’
‘I like you too…’
But even if the kiss was clumsy, it didn’t matter.
The important thing is that with this incident, ‘play’ has changed into our affection.
‘Chuuuuu cold…’
‘Umm…Chuuuuu…”
That’s how we always ended with a kiss when we reached the end of ‘play’.
Under the guise of Min-su and Soo-yeon, they hugged each other, shared a passionate kiss, and poured out the words that they liked them, performing an act of affection.
‘Today is the first night of the honeymoon. Soo-yeon is in bed and hiding under the blanket’
‘Minsu took a shower and came out. Minsu turns off the lights and approaches Suyeon.’
‘… Su, Soo-yeon’s heart is beating so fast. I can hear Minsu’s footsteps.’
‘… Minsu came under the blanket. Look at Suyeon’s face.’
We were actually in the futon at this time.
In a dark room, they covered themselves with blankets and exhaled hot breaths toward each other.
‘Chuuuuu…Chuouuuuu…♥’
We started kissing right away.
The setting of a closed dark space and a male and female protagonist who like each other.
That made us bold, and with the honeymoon setting added, we crossed the last line.
‘Haa… Haa… Haa…’
My sister and I were naive.
I didn’t even know it was porn, and I had no concept of sexual activity.
I just knew that rubbing my cock felt good, but at this time I instinctively rubbed my cock against Sung-ah’s thighs.
Seong-ah didn’t know that this was wrong at this time, so she responded by saying that she liked me all the time.
‘Brother. Let’s play.’
After that day, the number of days Seong-a came to my room increased dramatically.
Every time I did that, I hugged her, stroked her, kissed her, and told her that I liked her, and Seong-a hugged me and repeated her words that she liked me.
Then one day.
‘Brother. Do you want to play…?’
‘… I won’t do that anymore.’
One day I realized that ‘play’ was wrong.
No, in fact, I knew for a long time that this was a bad thing, but I tried to ignore it.
Because of this, I decided to correct the wrong brother-sister relationship.
‘… Why? Why suddenly?’
‘Just. Tired of it now You’ve done enough.’
‘…’
The little sister’s face, as if it were hurt.
I still can’t forget that face.
Her heart aches as she feels that she has committed a great sin against her sister.
‘Brother, I like you…’
It was a week after I stopped playing like that.
In the middle of the night, Seong-a sneaks into my room, hugs me from behind and whispers that she likes me.
But at this time, I am completely drunk, and I make a mistake that I shouldn’t have made.
‘I like it too. Me too…’
‘But why don’t you play?’
‘I just… Felt like I shouldn’t.’
‘I do not want to. I want to play with my brother Let’s play…’
In my sleep, I couldn’t tell the difference between reality and dreams.
In the end, on this day, I hugged Seong-a and whispered to her that I like her as always.
And when Sung-ah kissed my mouth, I realized that this was not a dream, but a reality.
‘…? A dream…?’
‘Brother… Brother…’
However, because of Seong-A calling me anxiously, and unable to control the sudden rise of sexual desire, I lost control of her and ended up hugging her Seong-A.
‘I love you brother.’
‘…’
Having crossed the last line like that, I became more and more distant from Seonga.
She answered her brother’s words with short answers, didn’t hang out with her, and was annoyed on purpose.
That’s how I grew farther and farther away from Seong-a.
‘What did you say your girlfriend’s name was? Chaemin?’
‘Huh. Chae Min-ah.’
When 4 years passed like that and I was 1317 years old.
I went to coeducational school and fell in love for the first time with a girl named ‘Chae Min-ah’.
Coincidentally, she ran into her mother on the street and discovered her first relationship.
‘…You’re dating?’
And the expression on her sister’s face when she overheard my conversation with my mother made my heart sink.
At that time, Seong-ah was making an expression full of her despair, as if her world had collapsed.
‘What is he saying to his brother? When we were younger, the two of us got along really well.’
‘…’
Her sister turned her back and went into her room.
I was worried about Seong-a’s expression all day and tried to find her sister, but in the end I couldn’t.
It was because the moment I stood in front of her door to meet her sister and tell her story, I heard her sobbing.
Seong-ah still liked me as a member of the opposite sex.
‘I want to become an idol.’
That was when more than a year had passed.
After her younger sister watched the drama ‘A Star Is Born’, she started expressing that she wanted to become an idol too.
‘What kind of idol are you? Everyone knows that idols do.’
‘Ah-. You can work hard! Is it enough for me?’
At this time, I was in a state of recovery to some extent with Seong-ah.
My efforts to approach Seong-ah over the past year have borne fruit.
Anyway, after this day, after a long effort, Seong-ah gets accepted into her agency.
And the night before she leaves for the idol dormitory, she comes into my room and gives her thoughts.
‘Hey. This is the last time I see you like this.”
‘That’s right. And call me an older brother.’
‘…But remember that? An anime called ‘We are in full bloom’
‘…Why is that suddenly?’
‘Just. The main character there is 17, and I am 17 now.’
‘…’
‘Good job. Stopped ‘that’. Thanks for pushing me away, I just wanted to say that.’
‘… What is that? All of a sudden, nonsense.’
‘…Tooth. Okay. By the way. Are the two of them living well?’
‘… Uh. You will live well Minsu says he wants Suyeon to be happy.’
‘… Haha. Okay. I see So goodbye’
Seong-ah’s voice tinged with sobs.
Sung-ah left me and went to her idol dormitory, and she is finally about to debut as an idol.
“Ha…”
A long sigh.
Why did I relive the memory of that time?
Why do I have these memories now?
“I’m the owner~♥”
At that time, the lewd voice of my slave girl disturbed my thoughts.
I raised my head and looked at the face of the slave Lee Hee-yeon.
“Jeong Seong-ah Fall video setting is complete… ♥ Shall we play it right now?”
To commemorate Lee Shin-ah’s comeback, the owner gave a USB as a gift for the corruption of Jeong Seong-ah.
I’m looking forward to that video now.
I smiled bitterly and ordered the slave girl.
“Play it.”
