Chapter 186 – Elena’s Dream (2)
Elena vividly experienced ‘that day’.
Since then, her dream world has been centered on memories related to her father.
A father who treats himself coldly after ‘that day’.
Afterwards, his father entered the mafia war, vowing to avenge his aunt.
A father who is gradually expanding his influence in the mafia civil war.
However, the father suffers from losing many precious people in the process.
Elena remembered all of her father’s appearances in her, and she experienced the emotions she felt then.
“Elena.”
And Elena, one night at the age of 15. She remembered her father’s visit to her room.
At that time, Dad was so drunk that he couldn’t even control his body properly, because it was his aunt’s death.
“I’ve been thinking about it…”
Dad begins to open his mouth with an alcoholic sigh.
Elena caught his eyes all over him.
“Your aunt died because she didn’t meet her husband…”
A father who blames his subordinate for his aunt’s death.
He continued.
“Because of that bastard who was greedy even though he couldn’t even do it! Anna! Anna is…”
A father who swallows tears and blurs his back.
Elena could feel that this was the time to dig into her father’s empty heart.
After that day, a golden opportunity for her to be close to her distant father.
“That’s right. It’s because of my incompetent uncle.”
As Elena said, she hugged her father, who was suffering.
She patted him on the back, trying to ease his guilt.
“It’s not Dad’s fault. No matter how hard Dad tried, Anna’s aunt would have been angry with her incompetent aunt someday.”
Saying that, Elena grabbed her father’s cheeks.
Then he lifted her head, made her look at him, and met her eyes.
“Or, think of me as Anna.”
Ivan Belin’s daughter, Ivan Elena.
She looked exactly like Ivan Belin’s sister.
She was becoming more and more like Anna, as if she had copied her beauty.
“… Anna.”
Dad’s eyes full of madness.
In his eyes, as if looking at her woman, Elena could confirm that her own intuition was true. Apparently, Aunt Anna and her father had feelings for each other more than siblings when they were very young.
“I couldn’t leave Anna to such scum. Right?”
So Elena knew.
How resentful her father must have been for her uncle who stole her aunt.
How much her father must hate the uncle who killed her aunt.
After all, my uncle was not killed by accident, but by her father.
“I am only on my father’s side.”
Elena was clever.
With her brain soaring for her age, she knew instinctively that the day her aunt died, she had to let go of her feelings.
You have to cover up your sadness like that so you don’t cry, and if you don’t cry, you won’t find out you’re hiding under the bed.
“Love you.”
So Elena calculatedly approached Ivan Belin.
Her father’s special feelings for her aunt, and he decided to take advantage of his resemblance to her aunt.
-Suh…
So Elena slowly closed her eyes and moved towards Ivan Belin’s lips.
Thinking that if Daddy made a mistake here, she would be able to use her Daddy’s guilt to get her daddy over with her, she went for his lips.
“Elena…”
But Ivan Belin’s reaction was not what he expected.
He thought he might have made a mistake because he was drunk like this, but he was looking at himself with eyes similar to ‘that day’. With eyes like looking at a monster.
“… Are you okay. Only I know.”
Elena could tell just by looking in her father’s eyes.
How did you know that she had special feelings for her aunt?
Dad had those eyes.
“Elena. You…”
Dad’s shocked face.
Said Elena, covering the buttons she had been loosening little by little with her blanket.
Today was not the time.
“Daddy is very drunk.”
“…What?”
“Why are you taking it so seriously? I just did it.”
“…Ah…”
“It smells like alcohol. I will sleep.”
“…”
Elena, who plays the naive daughter who changes her attitude in an instant.
Ivan Belin nodded and walked out of the room.
Elena pulled out the notes she had made about her father after her father had left and added an entry she had found out today.
Dad doesn’t love his mom (probably)
2. Dad loved his aunt as a woman, and he still misses her.
3. My uncle was not killed by accident, but by her father.
4. Dad never crosses the line. Otherwise, I wouldn’t hand over Anna and her aunt to a scumbag like my uncle.
Elena finds out her deepest secret about her dad.
She put her notes back in and tried to figure out how to reach her father.
She thought of various ways, and fell asleep dreaming of her father, who smiled brightly and called her a princess when she was young.
***
Elena’s dream passed quickly.
She had become a beautiful 19-year-old woman before she knew it.
Now, her hips line has been highlighted, and her breasts have also risen.
– Sizzling, squealing, squealing, squealing
Elena, who has become her full-fledged lady.
But her obsession with her dad only got worse with each passing year.
She was longing for her father’s love, to the point that she now masturbated to the thought of him.
‘Daddy daddy…’
-F shot! Shoot! Shoot! Shoot!
Elena loved her dad.
She united the mafia and rose to the pinnacle. She loved his strength, his destructive power, his momentum, his intrigue.
However, she felt superior because only she knew her father’s secret. She was Elena, who still couldn’t forget her aunt and smiled at her father who suffered every death of her aunt. Now that she had the beauty of her aunt’s prime, she was confident of taking over her father.
The time has come for her father to look after me again.
‘The royal family in the Middle Ages engaged in incest to preserve noble blood and concentrate power. I can fully understand.’
A father who united the mafia forces that were divided into dozens and reigned as their king.
Elena let out a giggly laugh, thinking, “Now I’m a real princess.”
But what she wanted was to stand by the king’s side as a queen, not as a princess. Her father didn’t love her mother, so she could only comfort her father by looking like Anna and her aunt.
But-
“Ha ha! Hehe! Yes! Haha! I’m the president…♥”
-Puck! Puck! Puck! Puck! Puck! Puck!
When she saw her father lying down with a strange woman, her heart went cold. But this, too, she could understand.
Originally, a king would take many women.
It was a bit shocking to see a father who is more family than anyone else commit an affair like this, but well, it must be painful for him too. I still can’t forget Aunt Anna.
“Anna. Let me know if you need anything.”
But the moment she calls the stranger ‘Anna’.
The moment she saw her liver and gallstones clinging to him as if she were going to give it all away, Elena felt a great sense of betrayal by her father, whom she had loved so much.
To think that he who should have reigned as king bowed his head to such a poor bitch. How dare you call such an asshole ‘Anna’?
It’s a name I should have inherited someday.
“Aaaaa!! Aaaaa!!”
Elena, in an explosion of her rage, returned to her room and smashed all her things as they were. Of course, the diary she had been writing about her father every day was also ripped up and scattered all over the place.
“Ha… Ha… Ha…”
Elena, who had made a fuss over her, slumped to the floor. The thought that now her father would be taken away from her forever flooded her with emptiness and despair.
So she thought Elena.
‘Let’s honor her father.’
My dad is so ugly now.
He could not accept the sight of his father, who had overcome all kinds of crises and reigned as the king of the mafia, being swung around by that unsightly bitch.
That wasn’t what Dad was like.
“Run.”
Thus, Elena strained her own limbs and deteriorated her father’s health.
Unbeknownst to anyone, she played her trick and landed her dad in the hospital.
-Beep. -Beep. -Beep. -Beep.
I saw my father lying in the hospital room, his father, who had grown old without a good look.
After all, my dad never loved me after that day.
Elena despaired of the fact and placed her injection into her intravenous drip attached to her father’s arm.
If I let go of this drug, I will have a seizure for a very short time and die more comfortably than anyone else.
“Elena…”
But then, she hears her father’s voice calling her.
Elena put the syringe in her IV and turned her head to see her dad.
Dad was watching him with a heavy breath.
“It was also your fault…”
“…”
Elena looked at her daddy’s face without saying a word from her.
She then removed the syringe from the IV and walked up to her father to remove her ventilator.
And she thrust her face into him, she said.
“Dad. Her dad tidyed up the girl with her hands. Then I’ll save you.”
Elena, who conveyed her own heart with her sincerity.
But Dad gave a self-deprecating laugh and started to laugh.
“… Why are you laughing?”
Elena couldn’t understand her father’s laugh.
Even if she begs for her life, it’s not enough, so why is she laughing?
Daddy’s life is now in my hands.
“I knew this day would come someday.”
“…”
“Your gaze obsessively observing me. It wasn’t the eyes of a child. It’s like…”
Ivan Belin blurting out his backbiting.
Then, looking at Elena, she spat out words as if muttering.
“You were a monster after all.”
Monster.
Hearing her words, Elena’s heart sank.
For an instant, she overlapped the image of her father, who called himself her princess.
“Elena. You don’t look like Anna at all. She was Anna and she was a caring child more than anyone else. You can never leave…”
However, the next words he uttered, the image of her father stroking her hair while saying that she was a princess is scattered and disappears. Elena shook her head and said.
“Oh, no. This, this is my dad… It’s all because of her…”
Elena muttered with her head lowered, then lifted her head again when she heard her presence.
Then, the figure of her father reaching for her cell phone came into view.
“…”
Dad desperately calling someone.
Elena looked at his figure on the phone with her empty eyes.
Then, he smiled and spoke in a calm voice.
“She’s already taken care of that woman.”
“…”
The expression of the father who stopped, hardened.
Elena stood up and continued.
“You can expect that order.”
Elena said and snatched her dad’s phone.
Then he picked up the syringe, inserted it into IV, and looked at her father and said,
“Dad will be remembered as someone who loved her daughter dearly.”
“No, you are a monster—”
“Bye.”
Elena said and pushed her syringe in.
And she immediately turned around and ran out of her room.
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.
.
.
“Elena.”
After that, she woke up from a long dream.
Next to her, Jung Sung-min was lying side by side, looking at her.
“Are you okay? I think I had a nightmare.”
