Chapter 132 – How to Get Her Back When She Fell (3)
I sat in the recovery room and watched a few more Baek Ha-yoon videos.
And I came to the following conclusion.
‘I’m feeling guilty.’
Baek Ha-yoon.
When I looked at her last 5 videos, she was always plagued with guilt.
I’m not sure exactly what she feels guilty about, but Baek Ha-yun is in a state of severe depression and self-abasement because of her guilt.
‘Master’s brainwashing isn’t perfect either.’
Baek Ha-yoon feels guilty.
The implication of this is quite large.
Because the fact that she feels her guilt means that her master’s brainwashing isn’t perfect either.
Of course, the master’s favorite brainwashing method is to replace guilt with pleasure.
Family or lover. Or to give pleasure in abandoning something precious, making the act more and more desirable.
So, the training target caught in this training destroys itself to feel the pleasure.
They betray their families and lovers casually, throw away the values they have cherished, and become beasts that only crave pleasure.
Lee Ha-young and Lee Hee-yeon are perfect examples of that. And there are Lee Shin-ah and Jung Sung-ah.
‘But Baek Ha-yoon isn’t like that anymore.’
However, looking at Baek Ha-yoon now, it seems that such a brainwashing mechanism did not activate properly.
Originally, she would feel pleasure from immoral acts rather than feeling guilty, but now Baek Ha-yoon is struggling with her pain under psychological pressure.
If so, why was Baek Ha-yoon’s brainwashing loosened up so loosely?
Is it simply because her owner hasn’t hugged her for the past 3 months?
…No, probably not.
The owner is a person who always treats the talents he needs appropriately.
So, hasn’t Baek Ha-yoon also been in charge of the back world for the past 15 years and has been favored by the owner?
But why is he trying to hit her like that now?
Maybe her influence isn’t what it used to be?
Or is it because he doesn’t handle things right?
Or is it simply that he is tired of Baek Ha-yoon?
No, that would not be the reason.
I think the reason Master abandoned Baek Ha-yoon is because she was broken.
Since she can no longer control her with her own brainwashing, she tries to throw away her broken self and insert a new part of her called ‘her sincerity ah’.
‘I heard there’s no business in the years.’
It’s about 15 years.
The years Baek Ha-yoon and Park Jong-pil lived a broken life.
For 15 years, the two of them have dedicated their lives to receiving the pleasures from their master, and now they are in danger of losing their pleasure completely.
In the end, even the master’s strong assistant is bound to become blunt if repeated over a long period of time.
‘Now the picture is being drawn.’
After all, I was Park Jong-pil’s successor, and Lee Ha-young was Baek Ha-yoon’s successor.
However, because there is a great substitute called ‘Jeong Seong-ah’, Lee Ha-young was only sold to a savior in the middle.
Perhaps the master tried to throw away Baek Ha-yoon and Park Jong-pil, who had lost their medicine, and put Jung Sung-ah and me in their place.
“Ah.”
Then, suddenly, a realization flashed in my brain.
The feeling of seeing the owner’s paintings piled up in the vessel at once.
… I had no intention of hitting my master in the first place.
‘Was he trying to appease me?’
It was strange when you think about it.
I’m growing so explosively, just watching it as it is.
So I thought that this master’s acquiescence was based on the master’s calculation that ‘he can overpower me at any time’.
I can subdue you at any time, so it doesn’t matter how much you grow.
However, if the owner had intended to have me in the first place, then everything fits.
Perhaps the current master is drawing these pictures.
‘I will return Lee Shin-ah and Jung Hyun-jae. In return, they eat the streaming business I grew up with.’
The first step the master might have thought of.
It puts me on irresistible terms, taking over my streaming business.
And instead, getting rid of my hostile Park Jong-pil and handing over his drug factory to me.
In addition to that, removing Baek Ha-yoon and putting Jung Sung-ah in her place promises her safety.
Perhaps this is the picture the master drew.
‘Then Lee Ha-young…’
What is left now is Lee Ha-young.
My master must have observed me and knew that I would never abandon Lee Ha-young.
Then, assuming that I know that I and her Lee Ha-young are in contact, she has her card to hold her hostage, which is probably…
“Saver.”
Saver.
If the master and the savior are secretly communicating and keeping an eye on me and Lee Ha-young.
…If that’s the case, I’ll be pushed out of the fight between Master and I.
Currently, there is no way to win if the master and the savior eat together.
Maybe the master will finish all the calculations up to this point and push me the negotiation card.
Under the agreement with the savior, allow fellowship with Lee Ha-young, and instead of giving back my family, hand over the streaming business to yourself and obey.
I’ll give you that card.
‘This is fun.’
Then, the last variable is Prosecutor Cha Do-yeon.
Depending on how she uses her, all wins and losses in this game will be different.
I have to somehow make Prosecutor Cha Do-yeon completely on my side.
Perhaps, you still don’t know about the existence of Prosecutor Cha Do-yeon.
‘… Let’s focus on Baek Ha-yoon first.’
After thinking about the number of dozens of cases and fighting, I decided to focus on the present.
It is more important to hold a little more cards than to predict what will happen now.
If I can bring the hand of Baek Ha-yoon and Park Jong-pil to my own, I will be able to occupy an advantageous position in the upcoming fight.
-Shhhhh…
Just then, Baek Ha-yoon’s capsule stopped working.
As I was thinking about this and that, an hour had already passed.
I went to the capsule where Baek Ha-yoon was and checked her condition.
“…”
Baek Ha-yoon is staring into space with empty eyes.
I held out my hand to her and said in a low voice.
“She must be a bit depressed because all her teeth are gone. But I’ll make you feel the pleasure, so hold on a little longer.”
“…”
Baek Ha-yun quietly nodded her head.
Then she reached out, took her hand inside her, and came out of her capsule, putting on her clothes that had fallen on her floor.
“I just followed you. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt so fucked up.”
“Well, I can’t help it now. Because all the medicine is gone. But this will give you the ultimate pleasure.”
“… Master can feel it even if he doesn’t do these things.”
“Is it so? Probably not. Even with Master, it would have been a little lacking. Especially the last time you had sex.”
“… That. I wasn’t feeling well that day… And the owner wasn’t sincere due to his busy relationship…”
“No. Now you won’t feel the same no matter how much your master hugs you. I became that kind of body, and that kind of mental state. Master knows that, so he won’t hug you.”
Baek Ha-yoon looks shocked at my words.
She shouted, shaking her head as if she didn’t want to admit it.
“Huh, bullshit! Master is just busy. You’re busy, so I had no choice…”
“What, did you rationalize it like that? But don’t you know that what I say is true”
She struggles in her pain until dawn each day and falls asleep, relying on medication.
The more you ignore the truth, the more it will come back as a bigger disaster.
She, too, knows it well, so she must be silent.
“…”
“But don’t worry, I will fix it. Just follow my control, and you will feel the same pleasure as before.”
“…Yes.”
Unlike the first time she provoked me, she has become quite docile.
Freed from the drug, she was a precarious person who needed a place to lean on.
“Sit over there.”
Anyway, I brought her to her hypnosis room, which is her next fair.
Originally, this place was used by my teaching assistants to corrupt their teaching assistant targets in the name of ‘hypnosis treatment’, but today I intend to use it for real ‘hypnosis treatment’.
“… When the hell are we going to have sex?”
However, the place I pointed to was not a bed, but an armchair for hypnosis.
Baek Ha-yoon expressed dissatisfaction, probably thinking that they could have sex this time.
“Sit down for a minute. I’ll just do this and go to bed.”
“… I’ll just try to disappoint you later.”
Saying that, Baek Ha-yoon sat down in the armchair I pointed to.
Meanwhile, I poured her medicine into her drink and handed it to her.
The drug I took has narcotic components, but it is not addictive and is helpful for hypnosis.
It mainly has the ability to make you see hallucinations.
“I will hypnotize you. All you have to do is follow my control.”
“… Under. Hypnosis?”
“Because your mental state is so unstable. Do you know yourself well? How unhappy you are.”
“…”
She chews her lips and makes a look of resentment, but she can’t refute.
I covered her eyes and said.
“Unhappiness gets in the way of pleasure. So let me take you back to your happiest days.”
My voice spreads softly.
Baek Ha-yoon’s eyebrows, which had been cracked, began to straighten.
I massaged her shoulders to relieve her tension.
“Drink first. Pleasant energy will spread throughout the body.”
Baek Ha-yoon obediently drank the drink I gave her.
In fact, there is a drug component in the drink, so pleasure must be spinning in her body right now.
“Ah…”
Soon, Baek Ha-yoon stretched her body and felt the medicine energy spread through her body.
In the meantime, I set the lighting and adjusted the sound so that the calm sounds of nature come out.
“From now on, we will go back to the past. 15 years ago, to where your hometown is”
