Chapter 102 – School Life! – One
[※ All characters appearing in the school version are adults, and common sense is manipulated.]
“Ha..”
Finally, the beggarly bastard was over. Looking outside, the sun is already setting. I thought it would end soon, but the new time has become like this.
Copywriting, the infamous homework assignment. It’s very painful because I keep moving my arms because I’m not only doing mine, but other kids too. No… That’s there too, but it’s because only this side got hit…
Why am I giving someone else’s old-fashioned homework that I really don’t want to do? And why was it beaten? Isn’t that just too obvious? The answer is, of course, one. Changho Kim. Because the chewy bothers me.
I thought something would be different when I became a high school student.. Except for the change from male middle school to engineering, there is nothing different from middle school. I hoped, hoped, and prayed so much that I wouldn’t end up at the same school as Kim Chang-ho’s bastard.. The day I found out that I was in the same school as that bastard, I even cried under the blanket, saying there was no God.
Because of the painful bad relationship that has continued since middle school, he is always suffering from bullying by the group of cubs. Pup. If only I couldn’t fight…
No, I definitely won’t. It’s because I’m so weak… I’m the one who stumbles even when that bastard hits me on the back as a joke.
At least I wish I could have been in the other half.. But.. Fuck. Even if there was nothing I could do about school, I fucking begged and begged and begged and begged for half of it to be different.. Fuck.. Fuck..!
While swearing, I put the notes I barely finished in my bag and get up from my seat. In the empty classroom, only the sound of shouting while playing soccer outside echoes through the window.
Fuck.. Anyway, it’s over, so let’s go home quickly. I’m going to go back to the front of the classroom thinking that I should go back and play a game…
Suddenly. I see a large notice board that I normally wouldn’t see.
[A word to my friends!]
This paper attached to the front of the classroom with an idea that elementary school students would do. Of course, there can be no good content, and there are moderately trivial stories.
Normally, I don’t even pay attention to it and pass it by, but seeing this strangely today, I suddenly feel like shit. Anything to say to the kids? Of course there is.
Suddenly, I am filled with a desire to vent my anger. I quickly lowered my bag, took out a ballpoint pen, and wrote down one letter after another in large letters with hatred as if I had suffered evil.
‘Stop harassing me, you bastards!!’
My feelings written on the center of the notification board before I knew it. Whoa.. It feels like something that was frustrating while feeling relieved.
… And belatedly, belated bewilderment rushed like mad. Uh? Uh huh fuck. Wait for a sec. How do I delete this?
Fuck. This is a ballpoint pen. Fuck the kid Oh, what a fucking asshole. I should have thought about it and wrote it. Ah.. Ah.. Crazy.. Ah, what should I do?
He couldn’t keep his hand still for a second, as if he was restless. It feels like the blood is draining from his head. This.. If the bastard sees it.. I’m going to search.
Even if the teacher sees it, he will say shit again. It’s obvious that I’ll be the only one who gets beaten again after calling them out without even solving it.
What to do.. What to do.. I was thinking about it like crazy and belatedly came up with a solution.
Oh shit I don’t know!
Remove the thumbtack on the paper the size of the poster, quickly crumple the paper, and put it in the bag. Then, as if running away in a hurry, I escaped from the classroom and headed for home with quick steps.
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“Ah.. Fuck.. The difference between the jungle is fucking great!!”
Fuck you. The game isn’t too bad today. Ha fuck Why do I only get these guys every day? Besides, the place where I was hit earlier kept hurting, so I couldn’t concentrate because I was worried.
Whew. I couldn’t do more today.. I turned off the game and hit my daughter to finish the day. It’s already past 2 o’clock.
My parents are already asleep.. I have to go to sleep soon too. Weekday mornings are hell. My mother’s voice waking me up is like the sound of hell’s bells.
The really fortunate thing is that today, Kim Chang-ho bastard didn’t call me separately at night. Every time my phone kept vibrating, I got goosebumps and freaked out, but today I was relieved even though I was embarrassed that it was all text messages.
Still, I have to make sure I got the notebooks of those bastards properly so that I don’t give up tomorrow, so I check my bag. Oh, and then I remembered that paper.
Well, I was thinking that nothing big would happen just because one of those things was gone from the classroom…
Uh?
Uh huh
What. Where did you go
No matter how you look at it, there is no paper. Uh? What? Did I take care of it clearly?
I take out all the books and notebooks from my bag, but the paper is not there. What? Didn’t I put it here?
I frantically searched every pocket in my bag. No matter how much you search and shake off the paper, there is no paper.
… Fuck. Where did you spill it? Crazy? Are you sure I put it in?
Ahh.. Ahh fuck.. If some asshole sees that and puts it back in our class… Fuck.. Ahhh fuck!!!
I searched all over the desk and bed, hoping that it might be a small happening that really opened my unconscious mind, but I couldn’t find it. AA AA AA…
I searched so hard that I was sweating at dawn, but I couldn’t find the paper. In the end, after struggling to come to the conclusion that the paper was lost, he collapsed on the bed in despair.
Ah.. Fuck.. Please.. Spilled is good but please don’t just be found near my class or by the guys at my school.. Just throw it in the trash.. Please.. Please..
With such earnest prayer, I spent the whole night worrying about what kind of excuse I would make if I got caught tomorrow.. I fell asleep.
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“What in the world is this!?”
Someone wakes me up by slapping me. Oh, is it mom? Ah.. I’m really sleepy..
“Aren’t you getting up soon? What is this, a room rotten?”
Uh.. Huh? The room is messed up..? After opening my eyes slightly, I lifted my face slightly and looked around.
At that time, I suddenly remembered the paper and fell asleep. She quickly gets her body up and asks her mother.
“Oh, Mom!”
“Oh wow, that’s a surprise.”
“Mom, have you seen anything like paper here?”
“Paper? What paper? Paper is all there is.”
“No.. Not like this. It’s that little big piece of paper.
“I haven’t seen anything like that, so hurry up, wash up, and eat! I have to go to school!”
I asked just in case, but still. After letting out a deep sigh that comes from the bottom of my heart, I get out of bed and head to the bathroom.
But strangely, my arm, which was aching yesterday, has gotten better.
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What excuse should I make? Would it be better to pretend that I am not? I’m the only bully in my class… No, there’s no law that says I have to. If other classmates came and wrote it…
The thought does not leave my head all the way from home to school. I have a little hope that it will be okay.. But my steps are too heavy. It wasn’t usually a light step… But I really hate going crazy. Can’t we just fall for today? Why don’t I get the flu or something?
Then, at some point, he arrived at our class. Phew.. Please.. Please.. Please make it happen.. Please make it happen..
She closes her eyes once, then opens the back door of the classroom very quietly with trembling hands and enters. So quiet that no one notices…
And I look at the notice board in front of me with nervous eyes…
Fuck.
Fuck fuck fuck.
My handwriting is written so clearly that you can see it from the back door of the classroom. A message containing the resentment was hung on the bulletin board.
The blood drains from your face. Please. Please. Please, I hoped this wouldn’t happen… I’m out of breath and my body freezes as it is.
“Hey! Kim Yoongi!”
My body trembles at the sound. Fuck.. Fuck fuck.. Slowly turn your head that won’t turn…
Kim Chang-ho and his friends were sitting in the back corner of the classroom, staring at me. Goosebumps run down my spine at the sight of those few people.
Fuck.. Please.. Please let me live today so I can go home.. Ah.. I fucking miss you mom.. Mom I’m sorry I was mad at you this morning..
“Uh… Huh?”
With a mouth that doesn’t fall, answer as if it’s nothing as much as possible. I couldn’t help but feel my voice tremble.
“Can you come for a minute?”
At Kim Chang-ho’s words, my body, which was full of tension, almost lost its strength. What… What?
“Uh!?”
I asked stupidly for a moment. It was because it was such a shocking word that I completely forgot it even though I knew that Kim Chang-ho fucking hated saying the same thing.
“I want you to come for a second. Are you busy?”
“Ah… Ah, no no!!”
Realizing what I had done belatedly, I ran in front of him in a huff. After hurriedly standing in front of him, I stood with my eyes closed as usual.
I felt something strange going on, but… First of all, my body reacts first. Maybe what you just said to me wasn’t sarcastic..? By the time you feel that way.
“Hey, why is that? Why are you standing so uncomfortable?”
There is no way Kim Chang-ho would say such a thing. Then my mind wanders. This must be fucking sarcastic. I wrote not to bother you… Fuck.. Can I go back alive today..?
Lee Eui-chan, who was sitting on the desk and bullied me next to Kim Chang-ho, tapped me on the shoulder and said.
“What’s the matter? Relax. Why are your friends so nervous?”
“Uh..? Uh… Mi-sorry.”
“No, there is no need to be sorry.”
“Uh.. Mi, sorry.. No no.. Ah, okay..”
It’s terrifying to imagine what the hell will happen next. My lips are dry and my hands can’t stop shaking.
When I was looking at my toes protruding through the slippers for such a short time, suddenly Kim Chang-ho said something shocking.
“Hey, I’m sorry we made you do your homework yesterday.”
Huh? What? No no no This is a twist and a fuck. Let’s answer quickly.
“Ah.. No. I-I did it because I wanted to, what…”
“I will never ask you to do that in the future, so just return the note.”
“Uh… Uh note. For a moment..”
I feel a bit strange, but… I listen to him quickly, put down my bag, take out a pile of notes, and return them.
“H.. Here..”
Kim Chang-ho took the note as it was and handed out his notes to the people around him…
“It’s okay. Go see.”
Huh? Already? At that moment, he stupidly raises his head and looks at Kim Chang-ho, then hurriedly lowers his head at the look in his eyes.
“Yes..”
And I quickly close my bag and move my steps to my seat in the front. Feeling a strange feeling, I go back to my seat and look at the group of Kim Chang-ho with a sidelong glance so as not to be noticed…
Strangely, they don’t pay attention to me at all and start talking loudly among themselves. What..? What’s going on?
No, let’s not be careless. I don’t know when he’ll come back and yell at me again. First of all.. Let’s just stay still today.. Let’s stay still as if we were really dead today..
And while I’m trying to keep my mind together as much as possible, the notification board pops into my eyes.
Fuck.. What kind of asshole brought that back here? Damn bastard.. If you just throw it away, where does it get? Fuck..
As I wait so nervously and with a fucking heart, the bell to start class rings before I know it.
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“Hey, are you going to the blood room?”
“Wash one.”
“Oh, me too.”
“It’s a mast, you bastard.”
After class at school, I was nervous and trembling at the sound of footsteps approaching, afraid that Kim Chang-ho and those guys would come to me. I really can’t believe this fact, so I sneaked along and looked at the back, and it seemed like it was going the way it really was.
It was a shocking day. Today.. All day today.. I have never been hit, cursed, or called away by Kim Chang-ho.
No.. No no.. Is there a day like this? I can’t believe it, even though I came back to my seat… No, I can’t believe it. I was still sitting in my seat while everyone was leaving.
“Did you have a fucking losing streak yesterday?”
After a day like a dream, someone approaches me and talks to me. The guy who talked to me is Lee Jeong-soo… We’re not very close, but we’ve been playing games together a few times, so we’ve been exchanging a few words. And this guy who talks to me is, of course, a jerk.
“Uh..? Uhh.. Every jungle I encountered yesterday was very… Not…”
No, this is not important right now. The reason he doesn’t talk to me too often is because of Kim Chang-ho.
“Hey.. I guess what day it really is today…”
“Me? What day?”
“What day will it be? Except for what happened only in the morning to Kim Chang-ho today, he had never been called. Not even one hit! Even as a joke!”
When I put the current situation into words again, I suddenly feel so fucking good. Looking at Jeongsu with that joy-filled face…
“What are you talking about?”
