Chapter 91 – Romeo and Juliet (3)
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My mind is blank. To be honest, I thought I had nothing to say even if I died. Because it was a sinful life.
Battle. Yes, that battle. Lloyd, too, seemed unsteady and impatient, so he thought it was worth doing even when he wasn’t ready. However, he was also the same, and went to the goal with a single hit at the end. I felt the pain of tearing my soul, so I wanted to say everything.
At first, I tried to cut it down with a slow fight, but I couldn’t respond properly because Lloyd was about to die. He was a mistake, but even if he had someone else, it would be difficult to find a more appropriate response.
He didn’t have a life full of regrets. He had most of what he wanted to have and almost achieved what he wanted to achieve. It was a little regretful that he died first after asking me to marry him, but it was inevitable.
He had no guilt whatsoever. Emotions were too dull to feel guilty towards someone now. At first, I tried to throw away unnecessary emotions for survival, but after my life was stable, the first thing that came to my mind were the emotions I had thrown away. Feelings like having affection for someone, living for someone, empathizing with and sympathizing with someone’s pain.
That was why Sophia looked dazzling. She was full of emotions. All her lost things were in her grasp. The first thing she had was desire and lust, but after that, she yearned for it, and then she depended on it. Marriage proposals and confessions of love that Sophia often threw were all sincere under the guise of a joke. Year without notice. However, it eventually took over. It was fortunate.
However, she did not know until the end whether she could be loved by Sophia. Could it be that she is pretending to smile, and all the words she says she loves me are lies? It was unavoidable. It was not uncommon for a sex partner to betray her in the back world, and a courtesan to whom she had attached her affections often plotted an assassination with an enemy organisation. It was a method that he himself used occasionally, so obsessive doubts could remain.
It tortured me countless times and made me depend on it. I knew how to seduce a woman, but I couldn’t figure out how to be loved. So I tried to get it first. Cut it off, make it painful, and make it impossible to do anything without me.
Sophia. As for Sophia, there were still feelings I didn’t know what to do. It was a more intense pain to express with the word guilt, but on the other hand, it was a soft and warm kind of emotion, so I decided to hold off on defining this emotion. She seems to have thought that dying without knowing something was not a bad thing.
Why did Sophia accept the confession? Was it because she didn’t have a choice? I cried a lot for something like that, and I laughed often. Would Sophia be happy being with me? Or did she resent me?
*
I didn’t know she would survive. It wasn’t hard to guess what had happened, but the first thing that came to my mind was why. There would have been no reason to save me. Her arms and legs could have been repaired, and after I was gone, Sophia Gracia would be completely free. Sophia wouldn’t know that either.
Self sacrifice.
A divine spell that can replace any wound. A powerful spell that can revive a person from the past by dying if the caster is already dead. It was clear that he had written it. Why?
When he came to his senses, Sofia’s lips were touching his lips and his cock was inside Sophia’s. Semen was packed inside Sophia’s body, which must have been secretly squeezed out by Sophia while she was sleeping. I didn’t know there would be a corner like this.
Tingling
It was a matter of my death. There was no such thing as too much regret in life.
But why are you
Why did you save me
*
I felt sorry for him secretly committing it while sleeping, but since Sofia had been forced to do it while sleeping, I decided to go ahead with it. Sophia closed her eyes and laid her on the bed. Looking at the arms and legs of the parts that hadn’t been played yet gave me a complete picture of what was going on. The wounds on the body are replaced with the remaining elixir, and the wounds on the soul are replaced by the person themselves.
“Goddess bitch.”
It was clear that the goddess was an asshole with a peculiar taste in her asshole. Otherwise, there is no way she would leave such a pretty and cute person alone and save someone like me.
As I stared blankly at Sophia’s sleeping face, her swear words rose up for no reason. “I didn’t even ask, so why did you come out, you stupid bitch?”
I poke Sophia’s cheek for a moment. Her soft skin is touched every time.
“Fool. I live like a hogu.”
Cook, Cook.
You should like it, but you should be happy because you survived.
I feel only pain in the deep sadness that invades my whole body.
*
Stormed into the church. It was from the calculation that her next saintess would also be able to use her self-sacrifice spell. Since it’s being used to save Sophia anyway, he’ll think it’s the right thing to do. First of all, it’s a problem to finish the treatment using the elixir and then sacrifice her next saint. Fortunately, there were two bottles of elixir from the start. Her spare was left.
The cathedral seemed reluctant to me, but it seemed powerless to pose a threat to me alive now that the hero had disappeared. In the cathedral, he watched Sophia’s treatment under the gaze of the next saint.
There is something crying inside. It’s a feeling of nausea
Wasn’t the food good this morning?
*
I don’t think it was like this when Sophia was around, but the first thought comes to mind. I couldn’t feel much fun even if I was watching an aria using evil. While leaving, I hear Arya’s mocking sound. “You killed her saintess. I know.”
He didn’t even get angry.
*
Sophia. If you don’t wake up, I’ll burn the cathedral down.
*
Sophia’s hands and feet were all regenerated. I tried putting on her ring and holding her hand, but I didn’t feel anything special. I couldn’t hear Sophia’s voice, I couldn’t see her fuss. Everything has become meaningless No matter how grandly the wedding is held, will Sophia be able to smile harmoniously?
I put my ear on Sophia’s belly and tried it. No vibration was heard. Sophia is not pregnant. It’s stupid.
*
I tried to get Sophia pregnant, but I put up with it because it didn’t seem like it. Instead, I lay next to Sofia and hugged her tightly. She hasn’t had nightmares in a long time.
It was a nightmare where Sophia showed her severed arms and legs and cried that she was done, and she begged it to stop. Why did I do that
*
It was decided that she could not save Sophia. Even if she healed Sophia’s arms and legs and poured her remaining half of her elixir, her soul’s wounds could not be healed, her next saintess’ position was.
Can’t we force her to draw her sword and use self-sacrifice?
*
The oracle came down. Fucking Goddess Year.
Don’t use that method, and Ji will tell you the order, so tell me to use it.
Bitch, you know I can’t.
