Chapter 83 – Reconciliation (2)
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Really don’t play around. Those were Sophia’s words. It was just embarrassing for her that the semen from her knife was still on her face.
“Wow, what a man in his mouth… Do you pass it on and propose? Are you really crazy? Why are you like that? Are you doing that on purpose? Oh god Besides, is it right to confess to the person he cut off her arms and legs from? Is it common sense? Is it a trend these days to cut off the limbs of the person you are going to marry!”
“I didn’t cut it.”
“Shut up!”
At the end, it was Sophia who screamed loudly as if she was overcome with emotion. Her words were right, so Carl broke into a cold sweat as he wiped Sophia’s face. It was sometimes embarrassing to see Sophia raising her voice like a performer who had discovered a crescendo. Sophia was in tears. She was a girl who cried a lot.
“Crybaby.”
“Oh really!”
It is Karl who sits next to Sophia, wipes her tears, pokes her cheek, and holds her Sophia in her arms. Sophia smelled of her flesh mixed with the smell of semen. Carl spoke in a low tone as if whispering.
“I know I did a lot of mean things to you. But, I really love you, Sophia. I will formally propose soon.”
“Who accepted it?”
“If it’s a difference, I’ll do it until you accept it.”
“Really, you don’t care about me, do you?”
Carl laughed lightly. Her Sophia’s grumble felt cute. She bit Sophia’s neck lightly. Sophia twitched her body as if it was tickling. Her knife brought her tongue to Sophia’s neck as she bit into it. She licked it, and finally sucked it with a chug sound, leaving her kiss marks on it. Sophia felt ashamed and remained silent as she went through the entire process right next to her.
“I want to bully you. I want to have sex with you I want to put my cock in your pussy I want to be with you I want you to wake up together, and I want you to choose the dinner menu together. Sometimes when you hear a voice whispering ‘I love you Carl’ from your lips, there is nothing more I could ask for.”
“No, I do not want. I will never love Carl.”
“I mean, I loved you until now.”
“Until now. Not in the future?”
In the end, Carl couldn’t hold back the laughter that leaked out. Even though it must have been a big shock, it was admirable. Carl hugged Sophia. Sophia said in an annoyed voice. Why are you like this, let go of this. Carl said in a tearful voice.
“I was very worried.”
“What?”
“For fear of being abandoned.”
“Are you going to throw it away?”
“So, in case I can’t get you.”
“Are you going to throw it away? I would hate knives. Why don’t you believe me?”
“Okay okay. My Sophia will hate me. Okay?”
“You are treating me like a child.”
“Because it’s so cute.”
A moment of silence passed between the two. Sophia knew that now she could ask Carl and she would get any answer. Sophia prepared her mind before she asked Carl a question. Carl was crying.
Her proposal to get married just came out of nowhere. Both Sophia and Carl knew that. But the words that came out unintentionally meant that she had always carried them in her heart. Sofia felt strange about someone named Carl Leben.
Why?
It would be foolish to ask why Carl loves Sophia. Love didn’t need a big reason. As long as her face was pretty, it was human that she could love like someone who would die tomorrow. Sophia was loved by many people, so she could vaguely guess why she was loved.
What Sofia wonders is why did she “Do that” To the person she loved. Why would she want to torment her loved one. Why were her arms and legs cut off? Why? Did she like that I was suffering? For Sophia, her love meant equating her partner’s happiness with her own. Sophia couldn’t understand Carl.
“My limbs, why are they like that?”
“I wanted to have you. Sorry.”
“You knew I would suffer.”
“Huh.”
“Bad.”
“That’s right.”
“Are you not going to tell me?”
Sophia is,
It was as if she had never seen Carl’s tears. Maybe that’s why all of Carl’s words sounded like sincerity. Fear of being abandoned Was that a word that came out inadvertently? If so, did Carl always think that he would be abandoned? It’s a contradiction. She was not in a position where Sophia could abandon her sword, even though the sword could have abandoned her now.
“Why are you crying?”
“Just.”
“Answer me.”
Carl was not a very emotional person. He wasn’t the kind of person who would take a hard look at minor wounds. He wasn’t the type to cry when his co-workers died. If her mother was sobbing as she hugged the corpse of her child, he had the kind heart to ask her to step aside and cry instead of blocking her way. He used to act like someone who couldn’t relate to other people’s business.
However, Sophia often saw Carl’s expression distorted. Carl also had a heart. He was just trying not to show off somehow. Carl always tried to laugh. The only problem was that it took the form of a mockery, but Carl always laughed anyway. It took effort to even smile. On a very difficult winter day, Sophia once witnessed Karl practicing a smile in front of a mirror.
Not once did Carl cry. But why is he crying now?
“Crybaby.”
Sophia’s words. Carl didn’t respond. He smiled with bloodshot eyes.
“They say that when he laughs while crying, hair grows on his butt.”
“Sophia, could you check on me? It’s better if you wash it while you’re doing it.”
“Eww. Dirty.”
“It’s a sin for people to be too honest.”
“Being a liar is a sin. Why is being honest a sin?”
“It’s a sin anyway.”
Sophia leaned her head against Carl. Even without her hands and feet, she was able to lean her head. Carl placed his hand on Sophia’s leaning shoulder. As his hand moved to his chest, Sophia’s eyes glared at the knife.
“Are you really not going to answer me?”
It was about the question of why are you crying. Carl still didn’t answer. It was frustrating to see him trying to gloss over things like “Just”. Come to think of it, he still hasn’t answered the question of why he cut off his arm and his leg.
“If you keep doing this, I will really refuse your proposal.”
“Uh? Really?”
“Sure, what is it?”
“Did you originally intend to accept it?”
Sophia’s face turns bright red.
“I don’t know! It’s noisy! Shut up!”
Carl lets out a happy laugh. “Seed!” “Foot?” “Not that!”
Took.
Sophia felt something set down in a corner of her heart. Tok, degur. A rolling sound is heard.
“I don’t know about the proposal, but I’ll forgive you, so tell me.”
“Crybaby.”
“Karl is also a crybaby.”
“Sofia cries more than me.”
“What is that, childish.”
Sophia cried so much now that her eyes hurt.
Because I love you. Because I love you so much. I wanted to have you But while I was a thief and murderer, you were a noble saint. You don’t think I’ll be able to marry you just because you’re in a normal relationship.
I know that? The Emperor married the saintess to another country. She said she was sent as a soother in the name of mission support. The hero and the saint, the two symbols of the church are too powerful when attached together. Send one of them to another country, keep the other in good condition, and kill him for treason. After all, a warrior alone is just a strong person. A warrior cannot communicate with God.
I can’t see you with both eyes open. Did you have to do that? Well, maybe there could have been a better way. But my purpose is to get you into my hands. Could you possibly say you hate me? What was that so scary
Sophia. You can’t even imagine The pain that the person you like might say they don’t like you. You know, you and I didn’t have a very good first impression. It was so painful even when you jokingly said you didn’t like me, so try kicking it. Haha.
So I hope you need me Since you were a perfect person, you had to make up for what you lacked somehow. It was very sad and heartbreaking for you to suffer, but how much I enjoyed every time you needed me.
When I was bothering you, I thought about that. It’s not a childish way of thinking. That’s how I feel though. Sophia still loves me even though I’m tormenting her like this. She can’t help but love me. It’s a feeling of happiness that can’t be compared to drugs. Sorry. But, Sophia, you will feel indescribable joy when you experience it too.
I’ll take care of your arms and legs and fix them.
Why did you cry
I always, always wanted to talk to you about getting married.
I made a wish a while ago.
Of course, I will prepare a formal proposal separately. You can forget what I said earlier. I don’t want you to forget, but as you know, I didn’t say it in a situation that didn’t suit me well. There’s a job I’m working on right now, and once that’s done, I’ll propose in a nice place.
“How can I forget?”
Sophia let out her annoyed sigh. As expected, Carl was her madman. Sofia hated her madman. She hated crazy people. She always was It has always been crazy people who bring trouble. After all, Carl was also a madman.
Falling in love with a madman was a terrible misfortune for Sophia.
“Next time, talk in advance and cut it off. I’ll see you this time.”
“I have nothing left to cut.”
“This garbage, I’m not really talking about cutting it!”
“Ah.”
