Chapter 61 – Confession!
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I don’t know if it’s like that. I’m having a bit of a hard time right now, so I have no choice but to rely on someone named Carl Leben. Maybe that’s why he develops a liking for and liking for knives without even realizing it. Sophia felt that way.
But that doesn’t really matter.
Sophia closed her eyes and breathed in Carl’s arms. As she writhed, she patted her back with Carl’s hand. When she said she wanted a drink, Carl brought it to her. When he said he was hungry, Carl ordered food. Even when he wanted to wash himself or urinate, Carl always did sophia’s request.
It was not only shameful and disgraceful, but also dirty. Carl helped Sofia without frowning.
Often teasing her, she whispered her love to Sophia. Not too long ago, she had been talking about raping Sophia. However, a person so friendly? Sophia thought as she was cradled in Carl’s arms. Maybe, out of fear that I’d be too hard on her, she’s actually lying that she raped her. I really think that might be the case.
I know in my head that Carl told the truth without a single lie, but my emotions denied my reason and made up a false fact and made me believe it as if it were real. Carl loves and cares for me, so he lied to me that he raped me because he was afraid I would be shocked that I had been raped by someone else. Carl loves me so much he loves me.
“I love you Carl.”
Sophia said in a drool-like tone. Carl laughed as he muttered. Carl’s hand gently rubbed Sophia’s butt. Sophia flinched and blushed, but she didn’t react much. Now, for Sophia, her sexual contact with the sword was nothing short of a natural routine. He seemed to still be repulsed by hard play, but he didn’t show any objection to this level of skinship.
Sophia’s face was so beautiful and lovely that Carl unconsciously kissed her on the forehead. Like a lover in the dawn kissing a sleeping princess goodnight.
But Sophia was no princess, and Carl was no Dawn’s lover.
“I love you too, Sophia.”
Carl thought as he stroked the sleeping Sophia’s hair.
I think I can go a little further now.
*
Having a loved one lying next to you when a new morning dawns also determines the mood of the day. Sophia’s face was pale all day. When Arya opened the door and came in, she stiffened a little, but she didn’t mind that little anxiety just because the knife was by her side. In the first place, Sophia is one of the heroes who have traveled to many battlefields. She is not weak enough to succumb to the slightest violence.
Although his arms and legs were cut in half, he was a little weak, but still. Because I have a knife.
“It is delicious!”
“Sophia is like a baby bird.”
“Wow, is she cute?”
“No, do nothing and sit still and eat.”
“Ah… “
When Karl laughs at Sofia Ulta, Sophia belatedly glares at her sword and jokes.
“So Carl doesn’t have a girlfriend!”
“Do I have many girlfriends?”
“A lot… Huh? Uh?”
Sophia, who had been chewing on Carl’s words for a while, weeps at her.
“Why are there so many? Too many, not too many… ”
“Noisy. Ah-“
“Ah- well. By the way, Carl, this is a bit embarrassing. That, Arya can feed it… “
“Is it like this?”
Carl puts food into Sophia’s mouth. As Sofia took her food and ate it, she put on a hesitant expression as if she was troubled. In the mouth, the smell of the sea from the lobster flesh and the salty taste blended with the unique mushroom scent.
“That, uh, feeding it. Isn’t this usually the case in a relationship between lovers?”
“Does Sophia hate being a lover with me?”
“No! Not at all! She said I love you over and over again! I like knives!”
“Huh. Is it me? But why?”
“Uh, huh?”
“Aren’t we lovers?”
“It’s against the rules!”
Only then did Carl realize what Sophia wanted to say. I clicked my tongue inside. Looking back, there are times when Sophia wonders if a woman is a woman. He is innocent and shy, but has a clever side. Coincidentally, there is also the necklace I received last night, so it is appropriate. Carl pointed at Sophia with a sinister grin.
“Why. What’s the foul?”
“That”
“Tell me, Sophia. What is the foul?”
After Carl picked up a fresh piece of lobster flesh, he twirled his wrist to get Sophia’s attention. Sophia opened her mouth slightly, preparing to take her in, but as her eyes turned to the fork, the knife thrust her finger into Sophia’s lips. Sofia momentarily bit off Carl’s finger. Carl pulled his finger out of Sophia’s startled mouth and brought it to her mouth and sucked it.
“Why are you sucking on that! Oops!”
New lobster meat enters Sofia’s mouth, who raises her voice in bewilderment. Carl laughs cheerfully. Sophia, who hadn’t had time to savor the taste, chewed up the contents in her mouth and glared at Carl’s mischievous eyes. “Karl is always like this! Just kidding!”
“What?”
At that moment, Carl’s eyes went cold. Sophia thought her heart was pounding. The face of the suddenly hardened knife was terribly unfamiliar. “Yes?” Hig. Sophia hiccupped. Carl’s cold hardened face felt frightening. “Why, why are you looking at me with those eyes?” That you love me Tears glistened in Sophia’s eyes.
“Why Sophia?”
Carl’s hands lightly wrapped around Sophia’s neck. Are you trying to strangle him? Sophia’s body stiffened coldly. Sophia will die if the sword gives her strength like this. At this moment, Sophia’s life and death were in the hands of a man named Carl Reven, not the goddess Sophia served, the emperor who ruled the empire, or the Lloyd who fought against the demon king.
Carl’s hand wasn’t tightly wrapped around Sophia’s neck. Rather, it was a gentle touch. But Sophia felt that the hand was cold rather than friendly, and it felt like an object created to embody her death. Maybe it was because of Carl’s expression.
“Because I love you.”
“… ?”
Tsar Tomb.
It’s a clear and sweet sound. Sophia struggled to lift her eyelids, which she didn’t know how long they had been closed. Her tears blurred her vision. Carl was smiling softly, and he could feel the weight on Sophia’s neck. Carl’s hand dropped, and a beautiful sapphire necklace hung around Sophia’s neck. “Ah… ” Sophia’s mouth fell open. Her tears flowed and flowed.
“How are you, Carl? This, so? What is it? No. Uh,”
“I love you, Sophia. I have already said it several times.”
“That’s right, I love knives too. Uh. Carl, why are you on your knees?”
“Sophia. Would you date me? On the premise of marriage.”
“Yes.”
Tok, tok. It didn’t rain. It was clear that there were teardrops falling from Sofia’s face, and it was clear that there were tear marks on Sophia’s eyes. Tears shed not because she was in pain, but because she was happy. The weight hanging around Sophia’s neck assured her of the reality of what was happening.
“So, Carl. I am.”
“Huh. It’s okay if you answer slowly.”
“Even though I like knives, why didn’t I think of confessing to you first?”
“Haha. I’m kind of like that. It’s natural that you don’t want to confess.”
“It’s not like that! I’m serious for real! Carl, Carl… “
“And. Crying makes you ugly.”
“It’s said that smiling is pretty. At that time… “
Sophia hugged Carl. No, it is correct to say that she fell off. Sophia was sitting in her chair and Carl was sitting on the floor with her on one knee. He hugged Sofia as Carl was being held.
“I was anxious. I was afraid Carl would leave me. I’m afraid I’ll leave something like me and go somewhere far away. Who would like a woman with her arms and legs cut in half. Knife. So, I, that, that… “
“Huh. Sophia. Are you okay. Say.”
“I must have thought in my heart that Carl might eat me and throw me away, I must have thought that Carl would leave someday even though I loved him and knew that he loved me, well, that… “
“I guess I couldn’t believe it. Sorry.”
“Of course!”
“Uh?”
Sophia thumped Carl’s chest with her forehead. I couldn’t hit her with my fist, so I wanted to headbutt her forehead instead, but somehow Sophia’s chest bounced slightly because of it.
“Isn’t he having sex with Aria with the bedroom open as part of it! Wouldn’t she take her on a date and leave her out in the open air? Dip her face in her water and shake her waist as you please! She suddenly calls her a bitch, calls her an asshole, and exposes her on the stage of a small theater! That’s what everyone does when she gets dipped in pig’s blood or out of the blue reveals that he’s her rapist! I can’t believe it! Doubt it! It’s scary! Whoa, whoa”
“Oh, I see … Uh. It must have been hard.”
“Thank you Carl. Thank you. Thank you so much for asking me to marry you. I, Carl, will do anything you want. Anything with a knife is fine. Therefore.”
“Huh? Marriage?”
“Huh?”
“No, I was just talking about dating.”
“I heard that marriage is a premise?”
“Oh that.”
“Did you just say something?”
“It’s not like that.”
Sophia lowered her gaze. A sparkling sapphire caught my eye. She looked at her knife again. An awkward smile came into her eyes.
“As expected, should I just die?”
“No, why die?”
“What’s the matter? I don’t have anyone to marry me… “
“No, Sophia. That is”
“What, why… “
Carl stops her breathing as she stares at Sofia’s grumbling face. Sophia closed her eyes in anticipation.
The two lips that met on the table floor spent quite a long time together this time.
