Chapter 38 – Forgive Me
38.
It was already dawn when Sophia woke up again. Where have all those people gone? Sophia’s body was dressed in new clothes and lying on a new blanket. Maybe it was all a dream, but considering the pain in her lower leg, it didn’t seem like it.
“Ah.”
Sophia’s words crashed in the air. Her eye patch was off. Sophia still couldn’t get a feel for her. In the midst of her haze, only the pain in her cunt continued to torment her. The pain in the pussy and her breasts that were tormented by dozens of people.
Sophia wasn’t sure if she was really more than ten people. It could have been five people who took turns committing it three times, or one person could have committed it fifteen times. But her Sofia’s body was obviously defiled. She felt disgusted with herself.
Chastity is important. Among the nobility, the absence of chastity was a sensitive issue to the extent that it was accepted as a reason for divorce.
Now there is nothing I can give Carl. The position of a saint had no value to Karl Leben. Because he was also a hero who killed the Demon King. Other nobles covet Sophia as a trophy, but it is meaningless to Carl.
That’s why I was able to share true love with Carl.
The future you’ve drawn is shattered. In Sophia’s eyes, it was as if time was passing by. From the time Carl yelled at the naughty caregiver and kicked him out, from feeding delicious food to his mouth, to the embarrassingly helping him do his errands.
Even before that, Carl took care of Sophia a lot. Even as she screamed as her limbs were severed, only her knife ran toward her. She teased Sophia by playing her mischievous pranks, and sometimes consulted with her sincere face when she was really in trouble. I took the lead in doing what others did not want to do. Doing things worthy of being criticized by others, but doing things that are necessary.
Carl is actually a nice guy.
Sophia believed so.
Sophia didn’t know much about her sexuality, but she did know that each person had a different size and shape of her cock.
What are the odds that all 15 people have the same size and type of cock?
“… “
Knives are good… He must be a man.
He should.
*
It was the sorceress Maya who came to visit Sophia, who had been sitting idly for a long time. With her impressive red eyes, she conveyed her intentions in her small voice. “How are you feeling?” Sophia roughly guessed the situation. Her maya would have found and rescued her from her mind. Sophia answered.
“I do not know. Did Maya save me?”
“Huh.”
Sophia’s face darkened at Maya’s affirmation. If it was Maya who wiped her own body and changed her clothes, she would have confirmed what she was suffering.
“Did you see it?”
“Huh.”
“… Is that so.”
Sophia thought that it might have been one person who had offended her, but she couldn’t ignore the possibility that it could have been multiple people. She wondered if she could ejaculate 15 times alone, and she knew it was arrogant to think that she would have remembered the shape of all her cocks in that confused situation. Maybe she really was something she might have been through to many people.
“It was not my will.”
“… “
An excuse came out of Sophia’s mouth first. Usually, when this happens, it is the victim’s fault. The cause was that he did not behave neatly and seduced people. In particular, when rumors spread that he had been with several people, rumors about that person would spread maliciously.
Sophia said a little hastily as if making excuses.
“I was raped. You know that Maya is also a woman.”
“What?”
“It wasn’t what I wanted.”
“Yes. Still.”
Maya, who smiles vaguely and says she doesn’t know anything, is savage. Sophia shook her head. It wasn’t that she didn’t understand why she reacted that way. But she can’t help but think that she wished she hadn’t told Carl that much.
But she must have already said it.
“Can you please not tell Carl?”
“Well, that sounds like a tough one.”
“Do too much.”
“Karl already knows. It’s a little bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of.
“… All right.”
Sophia moved her body to the edge of her bed. She puts Sophia in a wheelchair brought by Maya. She then led her back to Carl. As she was asked by the man.
Maya has a small greed. By the time I started to see the knife in the distance, I whispered in Sofia’s ear.
“Dirty bitch.”
Carl finds Sofia and approaches with a hard face.
*
“Sophia.”
“Carl, this is… “
“It’s okay. Say no more.”
Sophia’s mouth froze and then stopped. It was early morning and there was no one in the hallway. I thought I could hear a gurgling sound coming from a nearby room, but I didn’t mind anything like that. Sophia’s wide eyes looked up at her knife. “Carl, not really.”
It’s funny. The raped person has to make excuses. Sophia felt like her heart was being torn apart. But she had to talk. It was more of her wish that Carl hadn’t misunderstood her.
But Carl’s mouth opened first.
“I said okay. Sophia.”
There was nothing like kindness in those hard words. Sophia was terrified. Carl was no longer friendly. He used to whisper love in my ear, but not anymore.
“If you didn’t like me, you should have talked about it. Does it feel good to fuck me like this?”
“It’s not like that, Carl.”
“Everyone knows you attended as my partner, but did you sleep with another guy?”
“Karl, this is for real.”
“It’s okay. … Under. Really my I’m dumbfounded.”
“Knife… “
“Hey. Sophia. If that’s the case, shouldn’t you have said good things to me? Huh? What? Romantic relationship?”
Carl Reben looked down at Sophia with cold eyes. Her cold eyes were so unfamiliar that Sophia felt the world around her crumble. She had already gone through a lot of hardships, and the world, which had cracks here and there, collapsed as if it had been hit with a final blow.
“Carl This is not really like that. I really Me, me, I’m sorry knife. You know I am not that kind of person.”
Sophia somehow uses her dragon to reach Carl and falls off her wheelchair. Carl took a step back and withdrew his foot. He didn’t catch Sophia as she fell out of her wheelchair. That fact alone broke Sofia’s heart, but somehow she crawled all the way to Karl’s leg.
“I didn’t follow that person because I liked him. Because his arms and legs are not working. So. He’s been kidnapped. You know I only have a knife.”
“He said he didn’t even resist. I heard you were hugged nicely? Huh?”
“Oh, no, no! Knife. Carl Do you believe me? Yes, drugs. I was on drugs at the time. My mind was hazy and I couldn’t resist! Knife. Carl… Please trust me… “
“Ah. Is that so?”
Took. The knife’s foot pushed Sofia away. Sophia cried. I thought all the bad things were over. Why.
“… After, … Ha. No. What’s wrong with you okay. Who did it?”
“I was wearing a mask so I couldn’t see his face. … After he was dragged away, he was covered with an eyepatch.”
“If you take off the blindfold, ha. Done. Okay. I’ll find out who it is. I have to kill those guys.”
“Oh, hey, Carl. That is.”
“Why?”
Sophia’s lips softened.
“Forgiveness,”
“What?”
“I will. Did,”
“Fuck. Under. Haha.”
“Dee… “
“Hey, you said you were raped. But did you forgive again? Are you kidding me right now?”
Sophia’s body trembled. I just hated this situation so much. Carl, why are you making that face? Can’t you just smile? I was so tired I was scared.
“Sophia. I don’t know how to treat you.”
Carl said while washing his face as if he was disturbed.
“Sophia, I was imagining happiness until just now. Know? Prepare salty snacks for luxurious wine. After calling you and confirming our love for each other. Turn off the lights I imagined whispering love to you, who is a little shy.”
“Me too, me too Carl.”
“But you entered the room with another man? You know what, Sophia? You smell like semen right now.”
“… “
“I really don’t know. After… Fuck.”
Sophia swallowed her words, resting her head on the lap of her sword. Her tears fell drop by drop.
Carl, you know what?
Carl smells like semen too.
I smell the smell of the person I sniffed earlier.
But I can’t tell you that scary guess.
It’s difficult if it’s true. Because I hope it’s not true.
I don’t want to lose the possibility that the person who raped me might not be Carl. I’d be really angry if Carl raped me like that.
Still, on the other hand, I’m thinking that maybe it was Carl who raped me. The human heart is so deceitful.
Because he was willing to forgive. I won’t tell you any more about that story.
But Carl, don’t be too harsh on these pranks.
This makes me want to die.
“Sorry.”
“What?”
“I was wrong.”
“Sophia.”
“Please forgive me.”
Sophia’s head hit the ground. She was prostrating and begging for her forgiveness. Rubbing her face in her knife’s shoe.
It was her knife that raped her.
She is asking Carl for her forgiveness.
Carl had to struggle to keep the corners of his mouth rising. He wanted to harass Sophia by putting his foot on her head right away, but it was still too early. Said Carl, lifting Sophia up.
“No. You’re not doing anything wrong, Sophia. I’m sorry.”
It was the way Sophia said that since Sophia had been asking for her forgiveness, she had no choice but to forgive.
