Chapter 35 – GAS LIGHT 2
35.
“But it’s strange, Carl.”
“Huh?”
Sophia’s body trembled. The word “Violation” Was too primitive. It is a bit repulsive to her who is ignorant of her sexuality. Those words urged Sophia’s reason. You have to be careful with your answers. You shouldn’t allow it carelessly.
“Karl is me and him… You said you hate being lovers, right? But after all, it’s not between lovers, so what’s the point of doing that? Little. Isn’t that what you do with the person you’re going to marry?”
Ah.
Look at these innocent eyes.
Carl swallowed the snake’s venom-like saliva. I wanted to bite Sophia’s neck right away, but first of all, I persevered. Carl’s mouth opened. “Does Sophia hate me?”
“It’s not like that.”
“Then? Sophia likes me too, right?”
“Of course it is. But”
Likes and dislikes. Either one. Force a choice. Words are continuous. It’s as if you’ve been caught in a trap the moment you give an answer to a choice.
“As much as Sophia likes me, I like Sophia more than that. Do you remember what I said last time? It means that you don’t want to be a lover because you can’t have an equal relationship.”
“Yes? Oh, I remember.”
“As long as you don’t have arms and legs, I’m in a position to only give to you. You are in a position to only receive from me. It is said that there is an up and down in the relationship between each other. It becomes a relationship between the person giving the order and the person receiving the order. I don’t think lovers are that kind of relationship.”
“Yes. I know what you mean.”
“Okay. Sophia is smart.”
“But what does that have to do with the subject?”
Carl kisses Sofia lightly on the forehead. Then she whispered.
“Sophia. I got what you want what I wish you what you can give me If you really like me, can you give me something worthwhile for you?”
“What do you mean… Oh.”
“I’m a man too, Sophia.”
Sophia, about to ask what that meant, noticed that her Carl’s hand was stroking the lower part of her waist. A hand gently caressing the upper part of the buttocks. Gently touch the area not covered by the chair and backrest with your fingers. Sophia did not refuse this.
She couldn’t say no. The moment you refuse, that becomes the answer.
Carl did not directly mention virginity or sexual activity in some parts. It was indirect yet easy to infer metaphors that Sophia directly reasoned.
Sofia will think of what she can give to a man named Karl Leben, and rather than the value of other aspects of herself, she will try to find something as valuable as Carl wants in the ‘sexual part’ that Carl Leben is interested in. . Whether it’s a virgin or sexual love.
But at this point, Sofia can’t refuse the knife. Even if she wants to say that Sophia enjoyed her first kiss and date with Carl, but she hates sex—she would say that her refusal of sex because of Carl’s options presented earlier is her ‘hate of Carl’. Leave room for acceptance.
There’s no way Sophia could do something like that.
“Then, the knife then.”
She just timidly walks through the presented options.
“If… If I give Carl what he wants, will he be my lover?”
Sophia knows. A virgin by itself is not of much value. It’s only valuable for people with a particular taste who prefer virgin blood, or for those who like blank women who don’t know men. And that’s why virgins are more precious.
When being a virgin has meaning, it’s when you meet someone who loves you so much.
Only the man who loves her argues against her for her virginity. She only wants to be the first for that woman, only the one who can’t bear the fact that she’s embraced by another man, only the one who wants the woman to know and live only himself, and only the one who wants the other’s virginity to be questioned.
So the reason Carl asks for a virgin is because he loves me that much.
“Then can we be lovers?”
Although the monstrous situation itself of buying a romantic relationship with virginity is tantamount to proof that the relationship is not equal, Carl readily replied with a smile. “Then. Get what I want from you, and I do what you want. Because it can become a relationship where we are dedicated to each other.”
Logic doesn’t matter that much to Sophia, who has a gleeful face. Mood and emotion. And one kiss.
Carl gives a brief kiss to Sofia’s lips as she closes her eyes, swallowing a hearty laugh inwardly.
His romantic relationship with Sophia will not be equal. Rather, I think it’s more like a hierarchical relationship.
So will it be,
Sophia was no longer a virgin.
Sophia’s maiden was taken the night before.
Sofia doesn’t give her knife what she hopes for.
In fact, because she had already taken what she wanted, even though she didn’t want anything other than Sophia herself. Sophia is tormented by her guilt that she herself did not give her sword what she wished for. And she would probably do everything she could to make up for that guilt.
“Today is a happy day, Carl.”
Sophia laughs wryly. She looked happy When she sees Sophia smiling, she feels good. But even so, all of a sudden
I have a bad idea.
Ah. I wish Sophia knew that she wasn’t her virgin, but she–
I thought, before tonight comes, I’ll put on a mask, pretend I’m not and rape me.
She had one eye patch left over from the other day.
Such a thought
*
Oh Lord, why do you try to test me? I can’t help it, I’ll just skip this one time. In fact, wouldn’t it be nice for the test taker to have someone who stumbles in the test?
“Knife? Where?”
“Wait, because of work. Are you waiting quietly, Sophia? I’ll be back soon.”
“Huh-“
“Oh, can Maya come too?”
Left alone, Sophia feels desolate.
Something is unsettling
*
“A slave. Need to eat? It’s pork meat. If you take the eyeballs from the goblin head next to her and roll them up on your tongue, they’ll taste just fine. The chewy and bursting taste is excellent.”
“Ooh, ooh!”
“Oops. You must finish all the meals you have prepared.”
Arya didn’t know why she had to go through this pain. The food served, she said, was pork’s head, and it wasn’t the escort captain’s. There is a difference between an orc and a pig’s head.
But she didn’t have the spirit to tell Arya that apart. Because it was specially carved by Osoth, it looked quite similar to the head of a real escort captain. From the outside, it was the head of the escort commander who was flawless. In the first place, the goblin’s head was actually cut off and roasted.
“Enjoy your meal. I’m sure you understand very well that you shouldn’t refuse a table prepared by a slave. Eat kkuyeok kkuyeok. Did you tell me to survive, the escort captain? Gee, if he doesn’t eat properly, he might die.”
“Town… Whoops… “
“Look him right in the face, come on, slice it with a knife and take a bite.”
Arya held her flesh to her mouth with her trembling hands. The cheek meat of the escort captain. Arya believed that. Oshot quietly smiled at the aria. He lost his family to his demons. He hated and hated Arya, but it was only because of Carl Leben’s orders that he did not intend to kill her right away.
“Whehe! Keck, Coke Coke!”
“You have to eat whatever you spit out.”
“Oooh!”
“Chew well.”
Arya, who brought her third point to her mouth, finally vomited at her, unable to hold back the emotions that flowed from inside her. “It is a strange thing.” Oh Sot talking to Aria’s head as she coughs and sneering at her. “Humans chewed well. You son of a demon.”
Every time Arya brought her flesh to her mouth, Osoth spit out her words.
“Did you say you were exhausted and that you wouldn’t die so easily if it wasn’t for a surprise attack? It’s unfortunate. I did an ambush, and that head was tired. Tsk tsk, she dies because of the person she was trying to save. How does it feel to be eaten by that person now? I can’t even imagine.”
Every time Arya gritted her teeth, Osot’s sneers rained down.
“Do you want to eat again?”
“Whoops, whoops!”
“Ah, the escort captain who was trying to save him must have been disgusted. You vomit Oops… Please eat it all, even if you care about the feelings of the escort captain. I also have my face cooked. I’m talking about picking it up and eating it.”
I couldn’t swallow it, so I spit it out, and I swallowed what I spit out again. Spit it out again
It took a total of 6 hours to eat both the pig head that resembled an orc head and the real goblin head.
Funny enough, Arya had just finished eating.
“Now is the time to be punished!”
Ossot, who smiled brightly, added her words to her blank-faced Aria.
“All of this is because of Saint Sophia. I have such a grudge that I would spend time harassing a slave. Please remember. It’s because Saint Sophia said that the slave girl named Arya was taking care of her too much, so it became like this. Please do not take out your anger on me.”
Pulling out her nails
“Cooking and torture were all Saint Sophia’s will, right? The saintess is very good at wearing her mask. Everyone in the world is deceived, but to ‘colleagues’ like us, he reveals the meaning deep inside. People like me have no choice but to obey orders.”
Slitting cheeks with a razor blade.
“Resent Saint Sophia.”
She continued talking to her.
