Chapter 19 – @4. The Man Who Heard That Her Girlfriend Slept With Another Man Couldn’t Hold Back His Excitement…
It’s been a while since Eunhee contacted me.
“Are you maybe a kid?”
“Huh? What?”
“If I don’t contact you first, I won’t send you a single message.”
“Huh? You told me not to contact you?”
“Ah. Really! Anyway. All men are like that.”
“Oh, I see…”
It is almost impossible for a man to truly understand a woman.
It is only natural for a man to take the other person’s words at face value.
But women’s language always has hidden implications.
Women want their men to find the meaning hidden in their words.
When a man sees such a complex puzzle unfolding before him, his head goes blank.
Even if it is a relationship between male and female friends, fundamentally it does not change that they are a man and a woman.
“Anyway, I thought I should let you know.”
“Huh? What’s going on?”
“Uh. I decided to go out with him again.”
Huh? That’s something I really never thought of. Wasn’t she sleeping with me to break up with him?
“I guess I didn’t meet him because of the bed.”
“I’m glad.”
Realizing that now…
Could it be that she really thought she was that simple?
As far as I know, the biggest reason Eunhee fell for that man was his face.
When I first got to know him and got close to him, I don’t know how much he boasted about how handsome he was.
To be honest, I was a little bit blind.
“But it’s different from before. I guess it was a shock to him that I asked to break up with him. He said he would change. From now on, he won’t ask me for anything like that, just let me stay by his side.”
“That went very well.”
“Also…”
Somehow her voice is blunt.
“Are you sure you don’t feel any regret?”
Ah! That was the wrong answer. Also, talking to a woman is never easy.
“I’m kidding. It shouldn’t be a pity…”
Hurry up and edit your answer.
“You have no feelings for me?”
A voice that does not hide its sadness.
“No.”
“Then what do you have feelings for me?”
“Huh? Yes.”
The words, good friend…, Came up to my throat, but I knew I shouldn’t spit them out right now.
“Haa… Never mind. I just did it.”
No matter how much I could tell, her pride was hurt.
“So, friends don’t sleep together… Do you think?”
“No. I will never regret that day.”
Thanks to that, I had a good experience, and I also made money. She was good to her, and she was good to me.
“Me too. It was good sleeping with you. It’s because there are some aftereffects. But I’ll be able to overcome it someday.
…
So anyway, I won’t sleep with you again. I’m not some kind of fisherman. That’s why I’m telling you in case you feel uncomfortable. You don’t have to worry about me And you can just contact me in the future. Now, that person has decided that I will never meet you again and not get angry over things like that.”
It seems that a lot has changed between the two of them.
“Honestly, it’s a bit tingling to meet that person again after sleeping with you once, but…”
It seems that I feel sorry for both me and my boyfriend.
“Should I still choose the good one?”
“Isn’t it obvious? You yourself are the most important thing.”
“That’s right. Thank you for understanding.”
After she hung up on her phone, she was lost in her thoughts for a moment. She says she’s bonded with her boyfriend again, which is something she should congratulate, but she’s a little confused on her mind.
Thank god. Because she didn’t develop a relationship with her and her lover.
Sad. Still, what happened that night, maybe we can move on with that kind of relationship?
But the trouble didn’t last long. The answer was already out there.
If I had no other options, I would have really seriously considered being in a relationship with her.
And from that day on, I must have kept in touch with her.
But I didn’t.
It’s not just because he wants to stay with her and her old friends.
Rather, it was because I decided that she wouldn’t be very helpful in my sex life going forward.
There’s no way Eunhee would know that. She probably knows that I really don’t want her to progress into a relationship.
It was she who first contacted her after that day. That too while sending a private picture of herself…
Maybe it was some kind of signal. A guy like me, to be honest, I’m weak against complicated communication from women.
And today she announced that there will be no romantic feelings between us by giving her own situation.
Well… Actually, this isn’t even certain. I was just speculating that it might be how she felt.
In reality, she may be just plain happy that her relationship with her original boyfriend has been restored.
So, the only thing that is certain is that I was a coward to her from beginning to end.
I had a hunch that I might not be able to contact her for a while.
For some reason, it seemed like he had hurt her over and over again.
And after a few days, I realized that my expectations were completely wrong.
“Do you have a minute during lunch today?”
She called her out of the blue and asked.
“Uh.”
It’s been a while since I had time to spare.
“Then let’s have lunch with me. I’ll go to the office.”
“Huh? There aren’t many good places to eat near our company.”
“What are you talking about? Seongsu-dong is the hottest these days.”
“Is it?”
“Yeah. There’s a girl you like at work, so shouldn’t it be caught eating with me?”
“Is there?”
“I don’t know.”
“Anyway, okay. Then, meet me at Seongsu Station.”
“Uh.”
A little past 11:00, I met her at Seongsu Station.
She was lucky enough to get all her work done in the morning, and she was able to come out with a moderate amount of notice.
“Come here.”
Eunhee knew a restaurant that I didn’t know well.
After dragging me into an alley I didn’t know, I went into a pasta restaurant that wasn’t big, but had a great atmosphere.
“Let’s go over there.”
We sat at a table separated from the prying eyes of the innermost people in the store. Eun-hee was able to take the seat she wanted because she arrived first before the lunch break started.
“What do you want to eat?”
She asked, handing me her menu board.
“I don’t know. You do it yourself.”
In this kind of restaurant, it’s better to leave the choice to the woman.
“Really? I choose like that.”
Eunhee ordered this or that menu without even looking at the menu, as if she had already decided on the menu.
“Huh? If that’s the case, why did you ask?”
“It’s my heart.”
He smiles as if he is satisfied with the order. It is always satisfying to see a pretty woman smiling.
“But why did you ask me to see you during the day?”
I took a sip of the first drink and asked.
“Do you have to have something to do? I just came here to see your face.”
“Then see you tonight.”
“No.”
She said firmly.
“Huh? What’s wrong? Does your boyfriend hate you?”
“It’s not like that. Anyway, I decided not to see you at night. We don’t drink together.”
“Huh?”
“I’m never going to sleep with you again! That’s why I’m doing it to prevent it! You stupid bastard!”
“Ah… I see. Sorry…”
“Even if you don’t really notice, there’s quite a bit of it.”
She seemed a bit pouty, but as soon as the food she ordered came out, she was relieved while eating.
“It’s delicious.”
“Oh! Really. I’ll have to come with him next time.”
“Huh? Come to think of it. How are you these days? How are you?”
“Yeah. I think it’s better than before. I don’t even tackle what I’m doing.”
“Good.”
“But. Actually, there’s no problem, right?”
She said, rolling the pasta around her fork and putting it in her mouth.
“What’s wrong?”
“Dragonfly”
Eunhee spoke as if it were nothing but an ordinary, everyday story.
“Hum!”
When I heard that, I almost got sick, so I had to pass the drink down my throat and pretend to be calm.
Even before, Eun-hee had no qualms about talking dirty.
But after she shares her bed with her, I feel rather embarrassed. Perhaps it is because of my original sin.
“How’s the bed?”
I pushed the guilt away from her and asked her to pretend nothing was wrong.
“Being in bed is less fun than before.”
“Hmm… Hum…”
“You know? It’s because of you.”
“It’s not because of me”
I pleaded pitifully. But I know it all too well. How did the sleeping with me, which became her bedrock with various settings, affect her?
“I’m not talking about responsibility.”
There is no way to find rebuke in her eyes. She thinks that the day’s work is her own will.
“That. Sure. I know.”
“It’s just not fun.”
A few words left behind… Compared to you…
“So it is.”
She grinned and continued her words.
“I found something interesting these days. I masturbate in front of him.”
“Huh?”
“I happened to show it. Like I showed you.”
Ho! That’s fun
“What happened?”
This is the story she brought up first. I was free to ask.
“So only after I told him about sleeping with you.”
“Did you say that?”
It was one of the most shocking conversations we had today.
“Yeah. I told you the day he asked to meet again. I thought it was not polite to hide that fact and meet him. Well, actually, it’s my self-deception. But it’s true that I didn’t want to be cheated on.”
“I understand.”
About half.
“I told that person. I slept with you, can I still see you knowing that?”
“I see…”
I already know what his answer was.
“At first I was very embarrassed. I didn’t know what to do. Then I felt sorry for myself.
Hmm… He seems like an old-fashioned and steady man. Instead of blaming his opponent for his mistakes, he looks back at his mistakes.
It’s an option that people like me would never choose. Can’t understand
“So?”
While that interesting story was going on, I put in a lot of effort.
“He had a really hard time for a couple of days. So I told him to punch me and kick me if I was that hard. Then he said he was wrong. He said he wouldn’t make it a problem, and he apologized for being rude…”
No matter how big he was… In every way, he was a man who stood opposite me.
“He said he couldn’t break up with me. He said he’d rather die.
I like that person too. He said he didn’t want to break up.
So we talked for a while. How can we solve the problem between us.
So I decided to tell you everything.”
What else?
I think I was looking at her with her eyes wide open.
“You’re the first time I’ve done something like that. So don’t get crazy.”
“Of course I don’t think so.”
“So I told you what happened that day.”
Ah! You really are a crueler person than I thought!
How could he tell the other person that he was another man?
—–
“So how did it happen?”
The man asked.
“I wanted to stop seeing my brother. It’s so hard. You’re just trying to put me in a cage.”
Eunhee said.
“Yeah. I didn’t know I made it that hard.”
“It’s okay. You don’t have to talk about that anymore.”
“Then why did you sleep with him? He’s not really your type, is he?”
“That’s why it’s like that. I thought I’d be able to forget about it cleanly after sleeping with a guy who wasn’t as handsome as my brother.”
“Hmm…”
“And I loved having sex with you. To be honest, I’m not that afraid of breaking up with you, but I was afraid of not sleeping with you anymore.”
At Eunhee’s words, the man smiled involuntarily.
Somehow, it feels like my self-esteem as a man is being restored.
“But Jia said that Hero said that he was very good at it.”
“Is it Jia?”
“Yeah. He said that. After breaking up with Hero, he said he still remembers the bed. I regret breaking up because of that.”
“So… Are you trying to check that?”
“Brother. If you get angry, just be angry. And if you don’t want to hold it in, you can hit me. You decided not to hold it in by force.”
Eunhee thought it was the right path for both of them.
“No. Yes. Okay. You’re angry. But I’ll listen to everything.”
The man managed to control his emotions.
“If I can feel satisfaction with him, it proves that I can’t feel it just by having a relationship with my brother, right?
I didn’t necessarily want to have that kind of relationship with a hero.”
Eunhee continued to tell her story.
Of course, she was well aware of how cruel she was.
