Chapter 50 – 3. Janghwa Hongryeon (10)
Huh… ?
YuRia, who came to her senses, tried to get up, confused as to why she was lying on such a gorgeous bed.
However, she collapsed back onto the bed with a throbbing moan of so much pain.
YuRia, who saw her right hand because of something strange about her, saw her right arm wrapped in a bandage and her hand missing, and only then did she realize where the pain was coming from.
Yuria, who groaned and somehow raised her upper body with his left arm, felt a lot of pain in her stomach for some reason.
And Yuria was taken aback as the place for her left foot out of her two legs under the thin white blanket was so empty.
What the hell is this all about?
Then he realized something else was strange.
For some reason, the field of view was very narrow.
Realizing that Shia on his right side was invisible as if it were covered by something, Yuria hurriedly touched her face with her left hand, and realized that something was covering her right eye. Peeled off.
But… Nevertheless, his right eye was not visible.
Yuria, who looked around wondering what the hell this was all about, was taken aback by the maids beside her.
Why didn’t he feel the existence of these maids?
At that moment, the door opened with a rattle, and Nuri and Roa gasped into the room, and the two of them were looking at themselves with an expression of astonishment.
Seeing the two of them like that, Yuria tilted her head.
Why the hell is she making that face?
“Eh, Eun-gong?”
“Yuria… Are you okay?”
YuRia was a little taken aback by the two’s reaction, but nodded her head.
“Uh, yes. Something seems strange, but I don’t think it’s particularly bad…”
Yuria traced her right eye with her left hand.
Something feels empty. That feeling sent chills down Yuria’s spine.
“My eyes… What happened to them?”
“…!?”
For some reason, the moment she saw YuRia, who seemed to have no memory of why she had become like this, a chill ran down her spine.
How the hell did this happen?
There was something strange about Yuria’s appearance.
Even though one of her hands and feet was missing, the only thing Yuria cared about was her own eyes.
Something about that figure made Roa feel deja vu.
The current Yuria was something different from the recent Yuria she knew.
However, she was clearly the Yuria she knew.
What kind of Yuria was she?
In the meantime, Roa was able to immediately recall what kind of Yuria the current Yuria was.
-Ɛjʃejin. Roa. Lɔ̃ɑ̃ɲa ðɛ fwru ðɛ ɑmamɥɛ tœɛ ʃɥɛ̃
Ashane Roa. Langanna de Polu de Amamue Toe Shieng
-Ðɛ ʃɥɛ̃ɲɑ̃
Desheanna
At the end of her bloody battle with the ice queen, she screamed at her as she was so terribly ruined, and told Mr. Cashew Winn that after her major surgery that seemed to change her whole body, Yuria, who barely survived, I answered my father’s question.
What am I to YuRia?
To that, Yuria answered like this.
– The reason I live
Called.
The unidentified words she said after saying that.
But after that, when Yuria was almost raped by the village chief’s son,
No, she was almost beaten, but she barely kept her virginity. Yuria confessed again and told her what that meant.
– I love you, Roa. I’ll give you all of me now
– I’m yours.
The current Yuria was exactly the same as she was from the moment she confessed with those words, until she became impatient with her attempted rape and gave her her virginity to me.
No, it’s similar to then, but it seems a little different…
Leaving behind YuRia, who tilted her head, YuRia turned to her maids for a while, and the three of Nuri and Cashew Winloa gathered together to start a discussion.
“Is there something different in the atmosphere?”
“Uh, uhm… How should I say it? The atmosphere is a bit old-fashioned.”
Cashwin looked at Loa at that, huh? She does and she has been responsive.
“Before. When exactly?”
“Yuria was somewhere between the time she confessed to her strange words after undergoing major surgery after the fierce battle with the Winter Queen, and the time she was nearly raped by the village chief’s son.”
Cashwyn was dazed for a moment at Loa’s words, which were so specific. She looked at Loa and thought for a moment.
Cashew Winn, who had been thinking about something for a long time with her arms folded, seemed to have come to a conclusion about her, and with one hand resting on her chin, she began to speak humbly.
“In other words, you mean that you are in a state right before you give Roa her body?”
“Uh?”
“I see. Then, do you remember?”
Cashwyn raised her hand for a moment, stopping them both.
“We should have a conversation. Roa and Nuri, you wait quietly and agree to my words. For some reason, this might be a good thing for Yuria.”
“What do you mean?”
“Just do as I say for now. I’m not sure yet.”
After a while, YuRia, who was being nursed by her maid, showed no sign of sadness or pity for her intestines.
Seeing that, Cashwyn clearly felt that the current Yuria was the YuRia before she mixed with Roa.
Prior to giving her body to Roa, Yuria did not show any particular reaction to the damage to her body unless it was a hindrance to her own life. As if she didn’t really care.
However, that changed after she gave her body to her loa.
She regards every little thing of her own as her loa’s, though it doesn’t matter to her, and she begins to regret its loss with all her heart.
Seeing that, Cashwyn sent her gesture to tell Roa and Yuria not to say anything, and she tried to ask Yuria a question.
“Yuria. What is your last memory?”
“Memory…?”
Yuria tilted her head for a moment and then quietly opened her mouth.
“I was on my way to Grandium for something I was trying to make.”
To YuRia’s words, Cashwyn um… And she pondered for a moment.
The word Grandium is a place name that was not mentioned at first.
The first word Cashwinn used to refer to Grandium was the city of dwarves.
Because Grandium was originally a city that was more widely known as the city of dwarves rather than its name.
However, Yuria correctly called the dwarven city Grandium.
“And?”
“And? Um…”
YuRia pondered for a while.
“Didn’t you come here in a carriage?”
Cashwin thought about it for a while, then asked a few more questions.
“Do you remember what happened after you saved Nouri?”
“?”
YuRia tilted her head, then after a while, Ah? She replied.
“A showdown with the Winter Queen?”
“…”
At this moment, Cashwin was convinced.
What kind of memories have disappeared in YuRia’s memory?
“Do you remember the hot springs?”
“Yes. I went to melt the frozen medicinal effect due to the Power of the Ice Queen and had a good rest.”
After hearing the answer to Cashwyn’s question, Roa and Nuri’s mood gradually changed.
Not only Cashwin, but now both of them could clearly see what had changed in YuRia.
Memories related to sexual things were blown away.
Dirty memories. Memories of feelings of shame or embarrassment. Embarrassing memories, etc.
However, even if it was embarrassing, embarrassing, or embarrassing, it seemed that things that had nothing to do with sexual things remained…
“Mmmm, first of all, rest a little longer. You’ll know it when you look at your body, but you’re seriously injured.”
“… Okay”
She sent a suspicious expression, but Yuria agreed and the three of them quietly came out of her room.
And.
“Mister… What the hell happened to Yuria?”
“She somehow lost her memory. And that’s conditionally, only partial memory.”
Ha ha, Cashwin sighed and put on a half resigned expression as if she understood YuRia.
Nuri also had a very sad expression, but on the other hand, she had an expression that seemed to be a good thing, and Roa looked at them as if they were doing such a thing.
“Loa, you understand. How much pain she must have changed herself to such an extent that she changed her memories herself.”
“Rather, it worked out. Eun-gong didn’t even have time to have a normal relationship, and because he almost went through something bad, I felt very rushed to be with you.”
Loa blankly looked at the two of them.
“Kuhm”
“Originally, women feel happiness when they are connected with the person they love, but they feel great happiness and have romance about it even when they are dating while building affection little by little.”
At that, Loa recalled herself as a woman in her dream.
Then I said, “Ah,” And I understood in an instant.
Her memory of being raped by the village chief’s son was so great that she felt that other memories were blurred, but she was definitely a woman and she herself was a man, YuRia. .
Little by little, she was building that happiness, and she definitely didn’t want to become one with Yuria from the beginning.
It was after she lost her virginity in vain that she came to think that it would have been better if she had done it with Yuria.
“Is that so…”
If it had been a normal relationship, they would have taken each step step by step and reached the final stage, but YuRia and herself somehow skipped the middle stage and took it all at once too quickly.
“This is an opportunity. It would be better to forget such painful memories. It is possible to create happy memories again that Eun-gong did not have properly…”
“…”
Roa finally nodded her head at her Nuri’s words.
“Then, what shall we do now?”
“How can I do it. I’ll tell Allen the general circumstances and kiss her in front of her.”
So the three of them brought Allen into this meeting (?) And came up with a script for the play.
But there was still one problem.
“Come to think of it, the question is how YuRia will remember Allen.”
“Uh?”
Come to think of it, for Yuria, Allen was included among her memories of being blown away.
“…”
Allen looked at the three in bewilderment.
“I guess I’ll have to decide on a specific plan after showing Allen to YuRia.”
“Ha…”
Once the rough operation was composed.
What if Yuria sees Allen and gets all her memories back?
I thought it was inevitable and decided to just give up, but the plan was divided into two.
If YuRia doesn’t know about Allen, she somehow turns out to be a thief-type party member who joined the party.
A suitable background story for this was put together based on the facts by head-to-head.
By rescuing Allen’s younger brother from being captured by bad people, he became a member of the group.
What if her memories of Allen were rough?
She had to carefully and carefully find out as much as possible about her memories and somehow weave the story according to it, and Cashwyn led the way as much as possible and decided to weave the flow. Came into the room
“It’s been a while Allen. How are her brothers?”
“Uh, yes. I got hit by Mr. Merkin with Mr. Cashwin.”
YuRia responded with a faint smile.
“Good. Mr. Merkin is a trustworthy person, so I’m relieved. What happened to Mr. Karna and the others I saved with at that time?”
“She and her party headed to Grandium first due to circumstances. However, because Yuria was seriously injured, the time limit they promised to wait at Grandium was forgotten.”
At those words, Yuria put on an apologetic expression.
“Oh, no, there’s nothing to be sorry about. I didn’t get hurt because I wanted you to get hurt.”
“But now that I’m awake, shall we depart for Grandium?”
At YuRia’s words, Cashwyn put on a puzzled expression.
“Are you okay? You’re still…”
“It’s okay. This much…!!”
Everyone was shocked to see Yuria suddenly pick up and fall down, and hurriedly approached her.
For some reason, she suddenly picked up and collapsed, her eyes wide open, and her breathing and heart stopped.
“What, what is this!?”
“Nu, Nuri! Shi, CPR! Hurry up!!”
Her noorie, who hurriedly put her body on her right side, hurriedly put on her pods, pressed her rib cage strongly and repeatedly, and repeated blowing her breath into her mouth.
How many times did she repeat that…
“Huh!!”
Yuria, who finally regained her breath, drew in her breath so forcefully that her eyes returned to focus.
Suddenly, Yuria, who was holding her head with her hands, let out a grotesque scream that she had never heard before in a voice so loud.
In a very, very terrifying way.
“Yu, YuRia! Ji, calm down! Calm down!!”
“Muh, scared!! Scared! Scared! Scared! Scared! Scared!!”
Yuria, who had not been able to come to her senses for a long time, had been in such a panic, how long had it passed? Little by little, his breath began to calm down.
Her breathing still felt erratic, but even so, as if she could see a little bit of her surroundings, her eyes were looking straight at them, as if she recognized Loa and Cashw Windle.
“Yuria… What’s going on…”
“Ah, it hurt… Nh, when I tried to use her ability, it hurt so much I can’t put it into words. I’ve never felt such pain before…”
YuRia was still trembling and crying in fear of her, knowing how great her pain was.
When Cashwyn saw YuRia like that, she felt chills run down her spine.
She was Yuria, who had her body crushed by the Winter Queen and had her undergo major surgery without her anesthesia.
She was half out of her mind then, of course, but she didn’t react this way after that.
Cashwin could not understand what kind of pain had caused Yuria, who had a very strong spirit, to become like this.
To think that YuRia was in such pain that her heart stopped due to shock from the pain…
“Uh, how about… I, I… Now I can… Use my abilities…”
It seemed that the lack of ability was a bigger problem for Yuria than the disappearance of her hands and feet.
The fear of unbearable pain is also fear, but Yuria, who has been unable to use her abilities due to that pain, has a greater sense of loss than the loss of her hands and feet.
As if she had lost all of her arms and legs, eyes and ears…
“Calm down… I’m sure you’ll get it back”
“I’m scared… I’m too scared to use my powers again…”
As her body trembled, Yuria shed tears and fainted and collapsed.
YuRia has no ability…
Previously, she recalled that Yuria had told her about how much she was.
If she uses her ability, she is stronger than Nuri, but if she uses her body’s natural ability normally, she is about the level of an ordinary adult man who has not trained much.
And her power was a bit weak compared to Loa herself.
In other words, the current Yuria was weaker than Loa.
That’s even more than the Loa of the days when it wasn’t even properly trained yet.
In addition, considering her now lost left foot and right hand, it was impossible to guess how far YuRia’s abilities had fallen.
Thinking like that made it a little understandable that Yuria was so afraid.
Because without her powers, Yuria is now so weak.
If it had been her former time, she would have had enough strength and abilities to be irrelevant even if she didn’t have at least one hand or foot, but now that she can’t use her abilities, the story is completely different.
She can’t use her abilities.
For Yuria, it was more terrifying than Roa could have imagined.
She simply couldn’t see the future, couldn’t tell people’s lies, and couldn’t tell what people were thinking beyond simply deteriorating her physical abilities or being unable to exert special powers.
And if she can’t use her abilities, she’s even lost her reason to go to Grandium.
She could only make what she wanted to make by using her abilities, but in this situation, she couldn’t make it.
‘… For a moment’
Yuria ran her hand through her own hair.
It’s just that she can’t use her ability, it’s not like her ability itself has disappeared.
If so, the spirit’s power in her hair would have turned her into a frozen human by now.
Then, can this power be used?
But Yuria was afraid to even use her spirit power.
What if using this power also causes that terrible pain?
Even if that’s not the case, what if the power of her spirits that she had suppressed through her own ability could not be suppressed again after being released once now that she could no longer use her ability?
She had fears in many ways, but Yuria suddenly came up with an idea.
About how she can use this power.
Yuria pulled her hair back and pulled her hair back and forth, and her hair broke so easily that it became a transparent light blue light ice-like mace, or scepter, which he held in Yuria’s hand. .
Holding her scepter in her hand, Yuria let out a sigh of relief with a very nervous expression on her face.
“Whoa…”
She lived
I was so scared that if I did this method, that terrible pain would come.
Her hair, which had become her very short bob, swayed and swayed, and Yuria lightly waved her scepter, creating a small block of ice in the air over her.
This time around, I was so nervous. My heart was pounding in fear that the terrible pain would come again.
“It’s good… My power didn’t completely disappear…”
Yuria then used the scepter’s ability to recreate her own missing right hand and left foot through her ice.
Like the scepter, the hands and feet made of blue ice were not cold at all, even though they were ice, and although they had no sense, and their movements were a bit awkward and dull, they moved reliably.
After watching her move her hand a few times, Yuria sighed and brought the handle of her scepter to the cross section of her hair again. The hair has become long.
Even though her scepter was gone, Yuria’s hands and feet, made of ice, were still there and still moved.
“Eyes, after all, would be impossible…”
Getting her hands and feet to move was also quite difficult.
She must have her own ability to create ice that can see things like real snow. Right now, this ability alone was too much.
Somehow, in a few months or so, her hands and feet will grow back. In the case of snow, it would take about a year, but it wasn’t that it didn’t regenerate, so it didn’t matter.
However, Yuria was so afraid of not being able to use her own abilities.
She could see the future, so even though she couldn’t see a definite future, she could prepare or prepare in advance. She could tell people’s lies, so she didn’t have to worry about anyone she dealt with.
Because she can read people’s minds, she no longer knows whether she can trust people or not.
She had lost sight of countless other things, and now that she couldn’t, the fear Yuria felt was something more than an ordinary person one day suddenly becoming blind and deaf.
That’s why Yuria became more and more clinging to Roa in her unconsciousness.
Now that she couldn’t trust anyone and couldn’t even trust her own strength, there was only one loa that Yuria could truly and completely trust and rely on with confidence.
No, to be precise, Nuri is also included in it, but why?
Loa was the only person who could reassure her empty heart.
The present Yuria was unknown.
It’s because of the little piece of her own soul that’s inside her loa.
That it’s thanks to the tiniest piece of the loa’s soul inside her.
