Chapter 109 – 8. Prometheus (6)
His own childhood, marked only by pain.
Those nightmarish years, when there were more times when the body was not in its right shape, being ground, cut, injected with unknown drugs, and out of its mind, eventually stopped as the flexibility of the body gradually decreased after reaching adolescence.
It refers to the time when the division of cells that can change the body, not flexible flexibility, is most active.
Flexibility in cell differentiation that can be differentiated into anything.
There were no good times after that.
It was already impoverished as it was impoverished. The mental barrier I built up so tightly to survive on my own made my emotions so dull that it made me like a robot.
I just train as I am told and train as I am told.
I just learned the knowledge as I was told.
Even after that, the moment he became an adult, he was immediately put into action for the first time and even went to the battlefield.
Still…
I think it was a bit disappointing back then.
But. There was no way they would take care of something ostentatious like a coming-of-age ceremony when they didn’t even take care of their birthdays.
Maybe that’s why I didn’t expect anything more.
After that, virtually no one in the army was higher than me. Even though I became a hero of all mankind and received support and praise from the people who were stronger than the supreme commander-in-chief, I did not want anything.
Just because of the things they gave me as gifts and reflected on me, my wealth accumulated so much that even I couldn’t tell how much I had, and I only used it for my subordinates, and I didn’t know what to do with it.
Certainly, what is fun, what is fun, and what is happiness.
Because I didn’t know
The story of Rapunzel’s Tower that I heard when I had a mental appraisal at the recommendation of my subordinates.
In fact, I think I imagined Rapunzel’s tower when I was building a barrier to protect myself in the terrible living experiment in my childhood.
The doctor seems to have caught it correctly.
Thanks to the separation caused by separating myself from the space of reality (the ground), I regard everything that happened in reality as if I were seeing it from a third person’s point of view, as irrelevant to me.
Is that why?
I’ve already protected enough to protect humanity, and I’ve done enough heroics.
Now I was tired of being a hero with no convictions or anything.
Maybe that’s why I didn’t feel a waste of everything that was in my hometown.
Because the loa who demolished my tower and brought me out of it was more important than all the futile glory and wealth.
After Rapunzel’s tower collapsed due to Roa, I regained my emotions and became neither a doll nor a robot like before, but instead, I couldn’t be calm about the terrible memories like before.
Even with that blunt emotion, it was hard to bear it, so now that the worst memory she had pressed down at the bottom of her memory came to mind, Yuria had to suffer from phantom pain from time to time, just like the nightmare of Tiberintertz.
Even now, her body trembled as if mechanical blades and drills were sticking to her body, tearing her body apart, dismembering her body, grinding her bones, and piercing her intestines.
The vivid sensation of the drill penetrating her skull revived and Yuria, who was trembling, somehow managed to hold back her screams by clenching her teeth.
No… The kids will be worried…
This is fantasy It’s an illusion…
Please disappear… A specter of my past!
* * * * *
By the time the carriage finally arrived at her house, everyone including Roa was worried about Yuria.
With Roa’s support, Mom by her side! Mom!! The complexion of Yuria, who had been reeling from the worries of her two sons, looked very pale.
Everyone sighed at the sight of her haggard, if not dead eyes, as they had seen before.
In response to her continuing nightmares, Yuria chose her special measures.
Having recovered this far, she had virtually no need for sleep, so she decided not to go to sleep.
She was able to spend the first few days like that, but one day, despite not being drowsy, she suddenly collapsed one night, and she broke out in a cold sweat and screamed like crazy as if she was dreaming of a nightmare she had been putting off for so long. .
Her whole body was twisted at a bizarre angle, her stomach twisted, and her children cried and raged at the sight of Yuria struggling, and Roa’s efforts to wake her up were in vain.
Like that… As the dawn and evening dawned, the nightmare was over and Yuria woke up with her pale complexion and her eyes wide open.
Yuria did not dare to express her own pain in front of her children, but in the end she broke down in tears and sobbed as if her tear ducts were out of order.
The next method she tried was bonding with Loa.
Sorry for her children, but after sending her son down to her first floor, Roa hugged her Yuria from behind her back, held her in her arms, and poked her own thing deep inside her. Together, they fell asleep with her.
We were able to safely spend the day when we fell asleep skin to skin like that.
To be honest, neither Yuria nor Roa expected much from this, but she felt sorry for her children for her unexpected effect, but every night in Roa’s arms, Yuria accepted her Roa into her own and fell asleep. Heard in
But even if she lost her head, she would pick it up in broad daylight instead of at night, and YuRia would fall unconscious, and soon the nightmare would come without fail.
If that’s the case, I wondered if it would be possible to prevent nightmares if I was still connected to Loa, so I asked for the children’s understanding and tried to stay connected without being separated from each other all day long, but it came back to the worst result.
Nuri and Delis, who hurriedly went upstairs with a strange feeling, saw Roa with her pupils dilated with her heart stopped, and Yuria desperately performing CPR on Roa with a very pale and pale appearance.
Roa, who barely came back alive, said that she, too, had experienced what Yuria had gone through in the past, along with Yuria.
The shock of that severe pain caused her heart to stop, and Yuria barely managed to get it back, but the fact that Roa almost died made her refuse to connect with Roa any more.
While watching Yuria getting more and more haggard while suffering from her nightmares, Roa felt something strange about her and measured Yuria’s height.
Surprisingly, Yuria’s height had shrunk a bit, and she didn’t seem surprised by that.
Perhaps, she seemed to have expected that to happen.
Like that, in a terrible time, Yuria finally arrived at her house.
“Yuria…”
“It seems… The world seems to have finally found a way to kill me…”
Coke Coke!! Seeing Yuria coughing while doing so, Roa’s heart broke.
“If my height goes back to how it was before, I really won’t be able to last that long.”
“Th-don’t say that! There must be a way”
At that, Yuria opened her mouth with a very difficult expression.
“The temple… Let’s go to the temple. If the temple doesn’t have an answer, prepare your heart. I never thought I would die before Loa…”
“Yuria…”
It was hard for Roa to imagine a world without Yuria, but even so, she clenched her fists and nodded her head.
“That won’t happen”
“Huh…”
After returning to her house, Cashwyn, who heard the news of YuRia, rushed to visit her.
And after hearing the explanation of this and that attempt and its effect on her way back, Cashwyn made one extreme choice.
“What, what!? To fall asleep in front of you, me and Loa connected?”
She is so precious that she doesn’t want to be seen by anyone, but should she show her embarrassing and embarrassing appearance in front of others…
Rather, if it did, Loa would…
“Loa drink this potion before sleeping”
“What is this?”
“It’s a water breathing potion. Originally, it was a magic potion made for breathing under water, but it turned out that it has the effect of allowing you to breathe even when you are climbing a high mountain or in a densely smoky environment. Perhaps it will help you breathe even if your heart stops in pain. Will give”
At that, Loa nodded her head.
“Lo, loa, everything, think again! That pain is not something you can bear…”
“Still, this is better than watching Yuria die from her side in pain.”
She said so, but Loa’s voice trembled with fear.
The pain was so severe that my heart stopped.
It was because it was something I couldn’t do with normal resolution to walk myself into that long pain that was never short.
And that night.
With tears in her eyes, Yuria took off her suit in front of Cashwyn’s eyes.
She was already Cashwynn, who had seen her own naked body by putting a knife to her own body a few times, but even so, it was too shameful to show her own body to her teeth and not her loa.
More than anything…
Now, in front of her, Cashew Wynn seemed to be distraught that her loa had to come into her own.
What the heck, why is this…
Yuria, who was shaking and shedding tears from such a huge sense of shame, quietly lay down on her bed, and Roa also hesitated for a while at the sight of Yuria, but she hugged Yuria in her arms from behind YuRia’s back and slowly cut through the cracks of Yuria. Dug in
Tzu-geuk…
“Hey…”
“…”
Yuria, who accepted Roa in front of Cashwyn, was crying. Feeling Yuria’s cry all over her body, Roa tried to comfort her, but her cry did not subside.
After a while.
Cashwyn went with YuRia’s help and started observing in earnest when YuRia and Roa fell asleep with many magic tools prepared by her.
Soon, the two who had been sleeping connected to each other began to wriggle, and at some point, the two twisted their bodies at the same time and started screaming.
But surprisingly, even in the midst of this, the interconnected connections did not fall apart in the fuss.
Tzu-geuk… In the midst of a gurgling, watery sound that seemed to be coming out but not coming out, Cashwyn coughed and cleared her throat as she continued to try to figure out what was bothering them so much.
“Uh, huh!
“Kreak! Kkeukreuk… Kkeok…”
The desperately resounding screams and the almost breathless appearance of Loa.
Even in the midst of this, while Cashwyn was slowly examining her, she couldn’t get any reaction, and suddenly this thought came to her.
I wonder if this is similar to the penalty incurred when fairies and other high-ranking beings utter something they shouldn’t.
* * * * *
Could it be because of the underwater breathing potion? Or maybe I was able to endure the pain to some extent because I had already experienced it once.
There was no need to use the resuscitation prepared just in case.
Seeing the two crying in pain and drenched in cold sweat, Cashwin quietly left the room and went to Nuri and Delis’ room and knocked.
Smart…
Awesome…
Soon, the door opened and Nuri and Delis, who were already awake, showed their faces with very worried expressions.
“Eun-gong… Are you okay?”
“The lady and Lord Loa… Are you all right?”
“… You guys go and take care of yourself and wash yourself. Loa didn’t have a cardiac arrest, and both of them are fine, but they don’t seem to have the energy to move their hands. And since they seem to have figured out something, I ordered Yuria and Loa to eat. When you’re done, bring them to the mansion. I’ll prepare a wagon.”
At those words, Noorie tilted her head.
A carriage?
“It looks like I have to hurry and go to the temple.”
Examining YuRia’s symptoms, it was a kind of reaction.
It was almost the same kind of thing that caused Merkin’s fairy friend to lose his life.
It seemed that Yuria had revealed something about her that she shouldn’t have.
If it was a matter related to karma, it was rather the specialty of the priests.
Wizards also have magic related to karma, so they can handle it to some extent, but their major is not karma.
In the end, the temple was better to solve this problem.
“And Nuri. You will fall on this road. The ones going are me, Roa, Yuria, and finally Delis. There are four of us like this.”
“What do you mean?”
“That’s because I can’t help it. To be honest, if I’m in danger, am I going to a dangerous place?”
At Cashwin’s words, Delis realized where Cashwyn was going.
“God of humans in the empire. You’re going to the temple of Thebanoa.”
“Yes. God of humans. And another name for Thebanoa.”
“God of Karma…”
Beings called wizards are all beings who accumulate karma by using powers that are out of line.
That is why mages are heretical to the Empire.
Thebanoa is not a god who executes all heretics, but the use of magic within the empire is a serious crime that can be punished by death.
And the persecution of the heterogeneous race was so severe that it could be said that it went beyond the limits.
For them, different races were on the same level as monsters that had to be actively destroyed.
However, he couldn’t guarantee himself whether the temple in Thebanoa would solve Yuria’s problem.
However, if her thoughts were correct, the temple of Thebanoa was the only temple that had the ability to resolve Yuria’s condition.
After a while. After waking up, Roa and Yuria washed their drenched bodies in a cold sweat with the help of Nuri and Delis, and after eating a simple breakfast, they went to the front of the mansion with the help of the two, and saw Cashwin loaded with cargo in the wagon. .
“Mr. Cashwyn… What are you preparing for?”
“What are you doing, getting ready to do business?”
Looking at the party who tilted their heads at those words, Cashwyn groaned and continued the conversation while loading more cargo.
“How can I say it, it’s a kind of camouflage. The Empire hates mages like me, so it needs something to camouflage. So, besides the magic box, you have to carry enough cargo. I’ll buy more and put them on when I go out to town later. And actually, the Empire Besides, you have to sell goods. They’re just crazy people who check everything if they cheat with only things like this.”
Noori looked at Cashwyn in amazement at those words.
But maybe Delis knew it too, so she went to help Cashwynn load her wagon with cargo.
As a result, Nuri also joined in loading cargo into the wagon.
Cashwyn, who got on the wagon with a load full of cargo, made up her mind for a moment, and then pulled the reins.
“I’ll be back. Take care of the kids and keep them at ease. I’ll bring Yuria back after she’s completely healed.”
“…”
Noorie let out a sigh as she watched the carriage that Yuria, Roa, and Delis rode on start and gradually move away.
Then, seeing the two little kids next to her who couldn’t take their eyes off the carriage with so anxious expressions, Noori sighed again.
“Hosea, Joshua. We’ll have to stay at the mansion for a while, too.”
“…All right”
“Mom… It’s going to be okay, isn’t it?”
Noori patted the two children on the head.
“It’ll be fine. Eun Gong is very strong. I’m sure he will overcome this time as well.”
However, even as Noorie, I couldn’t guarantee this time.
I’m not an ordinary person, but when it comes to pain, I wonder how much I can endure when I think that Roa, who has been trained in pain, experiences pain every day that would have shocked her…
Judging from what YuRia said, it seems that she is not in danger until she returns to her former height, but when will she be able to endure it?
Please. I earnestly prayed that Cashwin would only enjoy solving this problem as soon as possible.
* * *
YuRia, who was dozing off in Roa’s arms and dozing with dark eyes, is hot!? And her mind flashed.
Come on, you can’t sleep. She also said that if she fell asleep and dreamed of her…
Then, YuRia looked up at Roa as she unknowingly chewed and chewed on the shrimp snack that came into her mouth.
“I keep getting tired, but I have to eat a lot…”
“That’s right…”
All of a sudden, a smile appeared on Yuria’s lips when she saw Roa popping her smoky smoked shrimp snack into her mouth whenever she was empty.
“I’m only going to eat shrimp crackers, so I’m going to bite you? Would you like some beef jerky?”
“If you do, I’ll be grateful.”
As if the mother bird was feeding the baby bird, I ate the beef jerky that Roa plucked and ate the shrimp snack with ease.
Cashwyn wondered if she might be gaining weight from eating that way, but she also thought that, seeing Yuria’s appearance now, she should gain some weight.
It’s not like her cheeks are skinny or anything like that, but I don’t know if it’s an illusion or if it’s real, but I got the feeling that Yuria’s figure had gotten a little thinner.
After all, if you suffer from such a nightmare every night, it must be rather strange that you are not losing weight.
I wanted to tell her to stop snacking so that we could eat later, but Cashwyn just shut her mouth.
I’d rather eat what I want to eat now.
It was more important to reduce YuRia’s mental stress now.
“Roa. When the time comes, record YuRia’s weight and height.”
“To?”
“It’s a very important issue, so don’t overhear it.”
Also, as Cashwyn said, Roa managed to get YuRia well and recorded her height and weight.
Height 141. Weight 30.
Seeing what Loa had written down, Cashwyn frowned slightly.
Surely this was a bit skinny?
Seeing YuRia eating her snack with a very weak expression in Roa’s arms, Cashwyn let out a sigh in relief at her.
It seemed that this was not just a snack, but a regular meal, so it was not a problem, but I should just keep feeding it as much as I could eat.
But he’s still 140…
Considering that YuRia said that 133 is the lowest level and that it is not dangerous until she reaches this height, from 133 onwards, she is really at a critical stage…
It seemed to me that this journey should be quicker.
Even if she had packed quite a lot of snacks and food, judging from the current situation, to keep YuRia in good standing, she looked like pouring water into a pot with no confidence in herself.
Food is also food. Yuria was also Yuria.
And these medicines made from habis flowers picked from the forest of cedar trees that YuRia stopped by while leaving.
I just have to hope that this, the very last lifeline that will be used in the end, will never be used.
If it was a fairly minor thing, it would be possible to recover with this, but seeing Yuria say this, it seemed that even this was of no great use.
