Chapter 90 – Wednesday, April 30 7 PM (2)
Me: How many times do you say you don’t think so?
Me: And please
Me: Don’t be so mean
Sourang: Why?
Me: I want to hit one
Soeurang: haha
Me: When a person speaks, you have to listen
Me: If you make me say the same thing several times
Me: Is this bitch testing my mentality right now?
Me: don’t you think so
Sourang: Oh
Me: Of course I know
Me: Because I can take it that way
Me: I’m telling you to be careful in advance
Soeurang: yes
Me: Don’t regret later
Soeurang: I didn’t mean to touch your mentality
Soeurang: Just this and that
Soeurang: Because everyone said no… Lol
Soeurang: Because the medicine has risen slightly
Me: Then can I climb up?
Soeulang: While the mood was a bit hot;;
Me: I’m not saying no.
Me: I explained why
Me: Wouldn’t it be difficult for me if I just recklessly begged for it?
Me: I think I’ve said this a few times
Soeurang: Uh
Me: But these are fictitious days haha
Me: A person who doesn’t deserve to worry about me
Me: Talking like that
Soeurang: No, that’s haha
Me: I don’t want to see you cry
Me: I’m holding on while pinching my thighs
Me: I don’t know how fast this is
Me: what did you say?
Me: Isn’t it okay to treat it like a dog?
Me: haha
Soeurang: It’s not really a sincere remark.
Soeurang: No, I’m serious, but
Soeurang: I know you don’t intend to listen anyway
Soeurang: haha
Me: then just
Me: It’s water level control, it’s nabal, and I’m going to beat them all?
Me: There are many things I wanted to do for you.
Me: rolling it like a toy the way you want
Me: Satisfy your personal hobbies?
Soeurang: Anyway, even now, it’s just a hobby.
Soeurang: It’s like playing with me
Soeurang: Including taming haha
Me: yes
Me: It’s a stoic hobby
Soeurang: You don’t seem to be very stoic.
Soeurang: Isn’t it rather the opposite? Haha
Soeurang: Living emotionally every day haha
Me: I’m stoic because I’m extremely patient
Soeurang: You don’t have to be patient at all ;;;;
Soeurang: They say it’s bad for your health if you endure it.
Me: What would you do if you couldn’t stand it haha
Soeurang: What are you doing haha
Soeurang: You always solved it for me
Soeurang: If you come now and ask what you’re going to do
Soeurang: haha
Me: Are you confident?
Soeurang: I’m a bit grown-up hehe
Me: Is that a problem?
Soeurang: Well, even now, I still cry at least once a day.
Soeurang: When is patience said to be patient haha
Soeurang: I feel like my lifespan is getting shorter every time Nang gets angry.
Soeurang: But you always wait for it to pass quietly… Lol
Soeurang: Isn’t this enough to be an adult?
Me : ?
Sourang: Why?
Me: no
Me: I don’t think the focus is right for the conversation
Me: where did it go wrong
With Soeu: ?
Me: wait
Me: look at the log again
Better
Me: I’m holding back my anger?
Me: did you say that?
Sourang: Isn’t that so?
Me: haha
Me: haha
Me: yes
Me: Why did you say “Emotional”?
Sourang: Why?
Sourang: What did you mean then?
Soeurang: Nang-nim, you cry all the time.
Me: yes yes
Me: haha
Me: haha
Me: You said stress is bad for your health if you endure it.
Me: I wanted to say something like that with what the hell was that lol
Me: haha
Me: yes
Me: you can’t
Sourang: Why?
Sourang: What is it?
Soeurang: What did you endure then?
Me: What I’m holding on to
Me: so
Better
Me: what should I say about this
With Soeu: ?
Me: It’s embarrassing to ask
Soeurang: What is it?
Soeurang: Monde
Me: I’m sorry to say
Me: Sexual desire after all
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: It’s really a little like that
Soeurang: Isn’t that too blatant?
Me: I thought you were crazy
Me: Don’t they say it’s not good to endure it?
Me: Don’t you say I’m mature?
Soeurang: That didn’t mean that… Lol
Me: so that’s it
Sourang: Then there is
Soeurang: What you want me to do
Soeurang: There are so many, right?
Me: then no
Soeurang: Gukuna
With Soeu: haha
Me: I don’t understand your reaction
Sourang: No, that’s… Lol
Soeurang: He wants to make me do something dirty
Soeurang: I heard it myself, so it’s really cool
Soeurang: I’m excited and that’s why haha
Me: you’re weird
Soeurang: Why haha
Soeurang: To Nangnim, I look like a woman.
Soeurang: Is there any reason not to like it haha
Me: Our Seoyoon
Me: Pretending to be innocent while doing everything alone
Me: I’m secretly pervert
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: No?
Me: I don’t know why you think no
Soeurang: Pervert is Nang haha
Soeurang: Why am I a pervert haha
Soeurang: You keep driving like that haha
Soeurang: Then you can’t do it!!!
Me: I’m in vehement denial
Sourang: No, so I say no
Soeurang: haha
Me: then you call a man master
Me: Always begging me to play like a puppy
Me: Do you think it’s normal? Haha
Me: that… It’s not, but
Me: but why can’t you admit it
Me: I have to admit it and move on
Soeurang: You’re going to tease me again
Me: no
Me: That’s not okay Seo Yoon-ah
Sourang: Why?
Me: First of all, you have to admit that your tastes are not common.
Me: It’s possible to pretend to be normal haha
Me: If I think I’m normal like now
Me: I make a mistake in a really unexpected form later
Soeurang: Uh
Me: If you commit like that, there is no answer
Me: That’s why you have to admit it every time you think about it
Better
Me: I’m a fucking pervert with no answers
Soeurang: I hate it haha
Soeurang: Why should I do that haha
Me: why
Me: do it
Soeurang: No, because I don’t like it haha
Me: Because it’s necessary
Soeurang: Nang-nim does it a lot haha
Soeurang: I don’t like it haha
Me: Anyway, I don’t listen softly
Soeurang: Nang-nim needs it more than me.
Soeurang: Nangnim said he wanted to do something erotic with me.
Soeurang: I’m holding back my sexual desire haha
Soeurang: haha
Me: why did you suddenly attract me
Soeurang: Quickly tell me what you want me to do
Soeurang: Because I’m going to make fun of Nangnim pervert too haha
Me: Will you think of me if I suddenly ask?
Soeurang: There’s something I’ve always thought of, right?
Me: well
Me: After ordering food for delivery
Me: Paying at the entrance naked
Me: how about that
Sourang: Uh… ;;;;;
Me: In that state, I asked the delivery man for a picture
Me: Would you like to upload a proof shot?
Sourang: No… Lol
Sourang: I absolutely do not like it
Me: but why are you messing around
Me: Mr. Pak
Soeurang: haha
Me: Doing a patience test
Me: Anyway, if you say something like that again, look at it
Me: I’ll understand that you don’t have to put up with it
Me: I’ll make you regret it
Soeurang: Uh
Me: I don’t carelessly touch a man’s reason
Me: You should take care of yourself when you are restraining yourself
Sourang: But there is
Soeurang: Nangnim
Me: why
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: I hate it when Nang hears me say that… ?
Me: what are you saying
Soeurang: No, that’s it haha
Soeulang: Nangnim said he would make a very thorough distinction
Soeurang: Even though I’m not playing sometimes
Soeurang: They call me a puppy too
Soeurang: There are times when you treat pets.
Me: yes
Soeurang: But when I ask you to do that,
Soeurang: Should I say that I keep my distance?
Soeurang: Because I hate it… Lol
Soeurang: I asked because I wanted to know if you dislike being aggressive.
Me: What?
Soeurang: Then you don’t like it?
Me: yes
Me: I never said no
Me: When was that?
Soeurang: You said you wanted to hit me haha
Me: That’s because I didn’t listen
Me: For me, it’s better to be proactive.
Me: You know what you want to do
Me: Because you’re asking me exactly
Me: It’s easy to match or agree
Me: It’s much better than a girl who keeps her mouth shut and does what she tells her to do
Soeurang: Didn’t Nang like that type of woman?
Me : ?
Sourang: no
Soeurang: That
Soeulang: Before, I like people who are not strong in their assertiveness.
Soeurang: Nang-nim’s personality is very strong
Soeurang: Because I like a woman who listens well and is compliant.
Me: Even if you listen well and obey
Me: You can be active
Sourang: Is that so… ?
Me: being assertive isn’t necessarily a personality problem
Me: I don’t have friends like you and I’m less social.
Me: Even if I can’t speak properly
Me: Like you can ask to be treated like a dog
Soeurang: I think that story will continue to come out in the future… Lol
Me: And to say that assertiveness is not strong
Me: Oh, how can I explain this?
With Soeu: ?
Me: for example
Me: Sometimes there are kids like that
Me: If you can’t eat what you want to eat
Me: Those who are in a bad mood all day
Soeurang: Then you can eat it.
Me: no, it’s not like that
Me: um
Me: I want to eat pasta
Me: If my boyfriend goes to eat pork cutlet then
Me: Do you feel bad first?
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: That’s a little;;
I do not know
Me: I’m not sure if I explained correctly
Me: Anyway, that’s what I hate
Me: If we can compromise
Me: It doesn’t matter if you are assertive or not
Me: I rather like that way?
Me: You know exactly what I want right now
Soeurang: But you’re saying it’s a problem because you didn’t make concessions?
Me: yes
Me: We need to narrow the difference of opinion through dialogue
Me: If that doesn’t work
Me: That’s just to fight
Soeurang: Gukuna
Soeurang: Still, being compliant is better
Soeurang: Honestly, is it a matter of taste?
Me: yes
Me: Because I’m kind of like that
Me: I like round kids
Me: I don’t fight because I like it
Soeurang: Every time I hear that from Nangnim
Soeurang: Do you know what I’m thinking?
Me: what
Soeurang: Nang-nim, I think you really had a hard time dating
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: If you listen to what I’m talking about
Soeurang: Not really
So Eulang: I don’t have any expectations for my appearance or body.
Soeurang: I just like an opponent I can’t fight… Lol
Me: Face and body are default values haha
Me: Basically, I’m going to lay it down
Soeurang: haha
Me: But these days, I see more of my personality.
Me: No matter how pretty you are, if you fight against the fictitious me again and again
Me: I feel like my mentality keeps wearing out
Soeurang: Ahhhhh
Me: If it can be solved without a fight
Me: I think that’s the best
Soeurang: Yesterday, Choco-nim said something similar too haha
Soeurang: If you don’t fight and move on, that’s the best
Me: But you can’t fight without fighting while dating
Me: So at least
Me: I don’t want to leave an aftertaste
Soeurang: Gukuna
Soeurang: Then Nang-nim should just go out with Seop.
Soeurang: Listens well and is docile
Soeurang: There is no particular disagreement… Lol
Me: That’s a completely different matter.
Me: And because I’m a sub
Me: Not all compliant
Me: haha
Sourang: Huh?
Me: why
Me: Are you surprised?
Sourang: yes
Me: Is it real?
Me: Didn’t I tell you?
Sourang: What is it?
Me: Rather count your pride outside
Me: The stronger the aggressive tendency
Me: what
Me: The desire to be dominated by others?
Me: There are people with that tendency
Me: I can’t do everything
Soeurang: Heoul
Soeurang: Then maybe Nangnim too… ?
Me: haha
Me: that’s right
Me: No one is 100% biased in either direction.
Me: If you think about self-torture or self-deprecation
Me: To some extent, there must be such a tendency
Soeurang: Gukuna
Soeurang: But I don’t really want to bully anyone
Soeurang: I’ve never thought of it like that haha
Me: No, I want to bully someone
Me: Because it’s not that simple
Me: In the first place, when you were in school too
Me: no
Me: cancel this
Soeurang: If it wasn’t about school
Soeurang: I must have asked what… Lol
Soeurang: That’s why Nangnim cut off his words in the middle
Soeurang: I think I know haha
Me: yes
Me: anyway
Me: sadistic tendencies
Me: necessarily with an impulse toward the outside
Me: It’s not like it will appear
Me: The spectrum is very wide
Soeurang: Are you starting the lecture?
Me: haha
Me: ok
Me: I won’t
Sourang: No, that’s not it.
Soeurang: I wonder if I should listen seriously from now on
Soeurang: I like what Nang says haha
Soeurang: I’m not sure if I understood.
Me: I’m not the type to like complex stories either.
Me: I like topics that can be talked about lightly if possible
Soeurang: I don’t hate being serious.
Soeurang: What does Nang think?
Soeurang: I like it because I can understand it haha
Me: I hate talking about weight
With Soeu: haha
Me: explain something hard and understand it
Me: I’m too tired to do that
Soeurang: I like everything Nang-nim says
Soeurang: It’s good to flirt
Me: you will enjoy life
Me: What’s so good about it?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: If you are hanging out with Nangnim
Soeurang: For some reason, I lay down on my knees
Soeurang: I felt like I was stroking my hair
Me: what is that
Me: What is your wish?
Soeurang: To be honest, a little… Lol
Me: it’s silly
Sourang: Why?
Sourang: It could be
Me: Ask your boyfriend to do it later haha
Sourang: I will
Me: It sure seems like a lot of childishness
Me: I think you would like skinship too
Soeurang: There are people who don’t like skinship
Me: It’s because it sticks and doesn’t seem to come off
Me: I really think I’ll hang on all day
Soeurang: Nangnim is like that too
Soeurang: If you have a girlfriend who dates you at home
Soeurang: I heard that you can get married too haha
Soeurang: You said it was hard to go out on a date
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: Bruises?
Me: Because you’re really asking
Me: don’t lie to me
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I’m not going to do it, but
Soeurang: Why suddenly?
Me: No, I keep talking about things I don’t even remember.
Me: If you listen to the contents, it seems like I said it haha
Me: It’s a bit like asking when did it happen now
Me: I was just going to say that if you said so
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nang-nim never said that.
Soeurang: Because you would believe me if I said I did it?
Me: yes
Sourang: I won’t.
Soeurang: I’m not lying.
Me: right
Me: Seoyoon is nice
With Soeu: haha
