Chapter 8 – Friday, April 18 at 10 PM (2)
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeulang: He said he got off work early and had a drink.
Soeurang: You seemed to be in a good mood…
Chocolate Milk: Never mind.
Chocolate Milk: Because that guy did something wrong.
Soeurang: Still, I feel uncomfortable for some reason.
Me: You’re really tired too.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Chocolate milk: You don’t have to feel guilty even though you didn’t do anything wrong.
Chocolate Milk: Being too nice is bad.
Sourang: Me too… I wish I had a personality like Nang.
Chocolate milk: You don’t want to be cheap?
Chocolate Milk: Isn’t it?
Me : …
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: It’s not that I don’t have any sluts… Hmm.
Chocolate Milk: Or what, you like to crave?
Soeurang: That’s not the case either haha
Soeurang: No, is it a bit similar?
Chocolate Milk: Are you kidding?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Craving is better than good
Soeurang: Do I have to say that I have a bit of a pulpit?
Soeulang: I’m envious of his personality with clear likes and dislikes.
Chocolate milk: Oh
Soeurang: I usually try to bury people around me.
Soeurang: What if we all asked to go out to eat together?
Soeurang: The menu is decided, right?
Soeurang: Then even if I don’t like it, I can’t express it.
Chocolate milk: I think I know what you mean.
Chocolate Milk: That’s it.
Soeurang: But Nang-nim can eat it only if he doesn’t want to eat it.
Soeurang: I think I’m going to go eat alone after I’m done.
Chocolate Milk: haha
Soeurang: I don’t think I’ll care what other people eat.
Soeurang: I’m a bit envious of that haha
Chocolate Milk: Exactly.
Chocolate milk: I saw it correctly.
Soeurang: Do you call that a backbone?
Soeurang: I’m not sure if it’s called a pulpit.
Soeurang: I’m envious because I don’t have it ㅠㅠ
Chocolate milk: Usually, it is called cheap.
Me: Tell me that what I don’t have right now is cheap
Me: did you say
Chocolate milk: Ah;;;;;
Soeurang: haha
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Chocolate Milk: I was joking… Lol
Chocolate Milk: No, he said he was joking.
Chocolate milk: It was a mistake.
Me: Criminals, go ahead and pierce their heads.
Chocolate milk: Thank you.
Soeurang: I don’t think so haha
Soeurang: Anyway, I like Nang-nim’s personality.
Soeurang: Should I say that I admire you a little?
Soeurang: Apart from people… Lol
Me: My personality is human
Me: What is a person’s personality?
Chocolate milk: I also like Nang’s personality.
Chocolate milk: It looks like there’s a problem…
Chocolate milk: Does that look like that to a good person?
Me: What do you see in your eyes?
Me: The one who beat me like a dog
Me: It was a problem with your personality.
Chocolate Milk: Oh, what are you saying?
Chocolate Milk: Shut up.
Soeurang: haha
Chocolate Milk: And Nangi’s personality is… Hmm.
Chocolate Milk: What should I say about it?
Chocolate milk: Do you have any taste issues?
Soeurang: What is your taste? Haha
Me: Do I really need to talk about that?
Chocolate milk: If you twist it, it will go out.
Me: ha
Me: You can’t hit that van…
Soeurang: haha
Chocolate milk: I think the water level will be a bit high…
Chocolate Milk: Are you okay?
Soeurang: Yes
Sourang: It’s okay.
Soeurang: These days, I am training in various ways hehe
Choco Milk: The other day, Nang said that her taste is SM.
Chocolate Milk: You know what that means?
Sourang: Uh…
Soeurang: Aren’t you a sadist or a masochist?
Soeurang: Hit and whip,
Soeurang: It also drops the candle concentration, but I like it again.
Soeurang: Isn’t that how it feels?
Chocolate Milk: But that’s exactly what you call BDSM?
Soeurang: What is the BD in front?
Chocolate milk: It’s naan.
Me: bondage, discipline
Me: and dominance.
Sourang: Oh.
Soeurang: English.
Soeurang: I understand bondage,
Soeurang: With training… Control?
Me: It doesn’t matter if it’s training
Me: It would be easier to understand if you think of discipline?
Sourang: Oh.
Soeurang: In a more childlike way?
Me: If it’s really difficult, just think of it as corporal punishment.
Soeulang: Restraint, domination, corporal punishment…
Soeurang: I can feel it haha
Me: Add one more Submission
Me: It’s called BDSM.
Me: A wider range than SM… Hobby? Taste?
Me: Let’s just call it inclination.
Soeurang: Obedience, submission…
Sourang: Okay.
Sourang: I understand.
Me: because i’m bored
Me: SM is sadism and masochism
Me: It’s convenient to think of BD as being dominated and controlled.
Sourang: Well
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeulang: A bit more interactive than I thought? It’s a story.
Me: It’s a mutual relationship.
Me: Didn’t I say SM was whipped and beaten?
Soeurang: There is such an image.
Soeurang: It may not be the only one.
Me: Why do you think you hit me?
Sourang: Well.
Soeurang: Do you like getting hit?
Soeurang: Or are you trying to punish me for doing something wrong?
Me: yes
Me: Which one?
Soeurang: What is that haha
Me: The reason doesn’t matter much.
Me: The relationship between dominance and subjugation is important.
Sourang: Uhm.
Soeurang: I can understand.
Me: think about it
Me: Who usually punishes you?
Soeurang: Parents or teachers…
Soeurang: Senior?
Me: A person higher in rank than me, right?
Sourang: Oh.
Sourang: Ah!
Soeurang: I came here with something shiny.
Me: All the players who usually think of SM
Me: That kind of hierarchy is at the bottom.
Soeurang: And BDSM is to enjoy that kind of thing?
Me: yes
Me: Skip the details because it would be too long.
Me: But why did you come all the way here?
Soeulang: The relationship between Nangnim’s personality and taste.
Soeurang: haha
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: It was annoying so I skipped it
Chocolate Milk: I wrote a very dissertation.
Me: ㅗ
Chocolate Milk: Anyway, if you want to say something,
Chocolate milk: If you choose among BDSM
Choco Milk: Nangi’s weight is on the BD side.
Soeurang: Dominate, subdue…
Soeurang: Is that the way?
Chocolate milk: yes
Chocolate milk: So usually leading,
Chocolate milk: While self-subjective is clear
Chocolate milk: Oh, that’s why
Chocolate Milk: Not all people have this taste.
Chocolate Milk: That’s just what Nangi is like.
Soeurang: Yes.
Chocolate Milk: Anyway
Chocolate milk: Maybe that’s what my personality is like,
Chocolate milk: Is it because your personality is like that?
Chocolate milk: I think it’s probably both.
Choco Milk: The things Eurangi said about Nangi’s confidence and strength
Chocolate Milk: Do you see others as inferior to you?
Chocolate Milk: I think there are some origins from that.
Me: I don’t think so
Me: I roughly agree.
Soeurang: Then always when I see people
Soeurang: This person is lower in rank than me.
Soeurang: Are you thinking like this?
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: If you say that, I’m too trashy.
Me: Not even the animal kingdom.
Me: I don’t think so
Sourang: So?
Me: Well, let’s split the side.
Me: With someone I can be close to
Me: The one who isn’t.
Soeurang: Huh
Chocolate milk: Because it’s garbage.
Chocolate milk: That’s all lined up.
Me: No, but isn’t everyone like that?
Me: I’m not the only one, am I?
Soeurang: I tend to treat people as kindly as possible.
Chocolate Milk: Me too.
Me: I’m not doing that to anyone.
Chocolate Milk: But you are not good for people who are out.
Chocolate milk: You don’t even have a rat.
Chocolate Milk: Although the person is completely different.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: That was too much haha
Me: ha
Soeurang: But if Nang is BD
Soeurang: Which one is Choco?
Me: Dom, not BD.
Soeurang: Dom?
Me: yes
Me: Domin, short for Dominant.
Soeurang: Domnang.
Soeurang: Nangdom?
Soeurang: Because of this, it looks like a fish haha
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: Natural nangdam.
Soeurang: (cigar)
Chocolate Milk: haha
Soeurang: Anyway, which one is Choco?
Chocolate milk: Why am I suddenly haha
Soeurang: Nangnim told me the other day
Soeulang: He says he relieves stress while exposing… Lol
Sourang: Because you said so.
Chocolate milk: …
Me: My older sister is a sub.
Soeurang: What else is a sub?
Me: Submissive.
Chocolate Milk: Why are you saying that?
Me: I was exposed without mercy
Me: Are you going to survive alone?
Soeurang: haha
Me: Submissive is the opposite of Dom.
Me: You can think of it as a subjective tendency.
Me: There is a preference for exposure.
Sourang: Oh…
Soeurang: Definitely haha
Soeurang: If you hear this directly
Soeurang: It’s coming soon haha
Chocolate milk:
Chocolate Milk: Which one is the furry?
Soeurang: Which one is haha
Soeurang: I don’t like that haha
Chocolate milk: You want to live alone?
Soeurang: When did I kill you?
Soeurang: haha
Chocolate milk: Forcibly exposed
Chocolate milk: Because it prevents suicide in society
Chocolate Milk: Nang
Chocolate milk: hurry up
Soeurang: Nope haha
Soeurang: When I talk to Nangnim,
Soeurang: It means even white things become black haha
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: um
Me: Let’s try a few simple things then.
Soeurang: No
Me: When I decided to meet up with a friend
Me: Is it comfortable to set the time or place yourself?
Me: Or do you prefer to leave it to the other person?
Soeurang: I usually leave it to you.
Soeurang: It’s kind of like when I’ve decided on a place and the other person doesn’t like it.
Soeurang: I can roughly match it, so it’s okay.
Chocolate milk: Even if you say no, you answer everything.
Chocolate milk: good haha
Me: Is there a sex fantasy that you usually imagine?
Sourang: … Do I have to answer
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: yes
Me: If you don’t like the word sex fantasy
Me: What would you like to do if you had a boyfriend?
Me: Tell me what you normally imagine.
Chocolate milk: Furrang will answer.
Chocolate milk: Are you going to do it?
Soeurang: Uh
Soeurang: I think I said it before.
Soeurang: I like being treated a little harshly…
Soeulang: I’m a bit of a dragging type.
Soeurang: Pulpit Papat! I like people who make decisions.
Soeulang: Should I say he is a man you can rely on?
Me: You mean you like a man who takes the lead in a relationship?
Sourang: Yes.
Soeurang: So, a date… Well, if you decide
Soeurang: Should I just chase after him?
Soeurang: To such a person… I’m attracted
Me: You mean passive?
Sourang: Yes.
Me: I didn’t ask about your ideal type
Me: okay what
Chocolate Milk: It’s the same as if I already answered haha
Soeurang: That’s what I mean ㅠㅠ
Me: Then what if the ideal man you just said
Me: What if one day you suddenly ask for an unreasonable request?
Soeurang: Unreasonable request?
Me: Do you want to borrow money?
Chocolate Milk: Oh…
Soeurang: First of all, we should ask why, right?
Soeurang: I think we should talk.
Me: you think
Me: What if there are valid and reasonable circumstances?
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: I think I’ll lend it to you.
Chocolate Milk: Really?
Soeurang: It would be really urgent to ask me…
Soeurang: It’s not even a lot of money that I can lend you anyway.
Soeurang: No, and we are dating haha
Soeurang: Isn’t it natural to want to help when you’re having a hard time?
Me: ugh
Sourang: Yes?
Me: Actually, I need some money these days…
Chocolate Milk: Bad bastard haha
Chocolate Milk: Don’t say that even as a joke.
Chocolate Milk: Really.
Me: haha
Chocolate Milk: Are you thinking of joking there?
Chocolate milk: The real devil is the one who will fold and enter.
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: ok
Me: I won’t
Chocolate milk: I don’t have iron like that.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nangnim and I are not even close.
Soeurang: There’s no way I’ll lend you money.
Chocolate milk: Even if you’re dating, that’s not it.
Me: I’m the type to get in trouble if I meet a bad guy.
Soeurang: Am I weird?
Me: Then one last thing.
Me: Obedience, obedience, masochism vs domination, oppression, sadism
Me: Which side do you think your personality is closer to?
Chocolate milk: It’s completely blatant? Haha
Soeulang: The previous questions,
Soeurang: Was it meaningful?
Soeurang: haha
Me: Answering a question with obvious intentions
Me: I wanted to see you worried about the outcome.
Soeurang: It’s not good haha
Me: So which one?
Me: Even if I don’t answer, I think I’ll know.
Soeurang: Then don’t ask haha
Me: It’s meaningful when you say it with your own mouth.
Chocolate Milk: Which one?
Soeurang: ?(´?Ω?`)?
Soeurang: The former.
Me: What is the former?
Soeurang: Obedience, masochism, and obedienceㅠㅠㅠ
Soeurang: That’s not my inclination.
Soeurang: Because it’s closer than the one behind…
Soeurang: I really hate this haha
Me: I think the results came out
Me: do you want to hear it?
Sourang: Nope
Me: Of course, I didn’t judge based on a few questions.
Me: Judging from the image I’ve shown so far…
Me: What, you know roughly?
Soeurang: No, but it’s not certain haha
Soeurang: Because I don’t have that kind of taste haha
Me: right
Me: I just did it for fun.
With Soeu: ?
Soeurang: haha
Soeulang: Stepping on a person’s dignity just for fun… ㅠㅠ
Me: Up to dignity.
Me: And even if you say you don’t like it
Me: What videos do you enjoy watching?
Me: I already know everything.
Soeurang: Why are you checking that?
Soeurang: It’s pervert really haha
Me: The traffic increased, but the manager couldn’t even check it?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: But why do you only have me?
Soeurang: I’m not the only one downloading it…
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: By the way, it’s a big deal, really.
Chocolate Milk: No matter how much a lover is, don’t lend money.
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I know.
Chocolate milk: Then it’s a big deal, really.
Chocolate Milk: Listen to unnie haha
Soeurang: Because I know haha
Chocolate Milk: Don’t be annoyed.
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: It’s not that I’m annoyed.
Chocolate Milk: Okay then.
Chocolate milk: I’m going to sleep soon.
Soeurang: It’s Friday already?
Chocolate Milk: We don’t have weekends.
Chocolate milk: The two of us play well
Chocolate Milk: Please tell me what you played tomorrow.
Soeurang: What the hell do you want me to do?
Chocolate milk: It’s a secret because you’d be scared if you knew.
Soeurang: They said they were scared haha
Chocolate Milk: Then I go
Me: ㅅ
Sourang: Goodbye~
SYSTEM :// [Choco Milk] Has left.
Soeurang: Nang-nim, aren’t you going?
Me: Choco noona is gone
Me: I thought I’d ask you something soon
Me: I’m waiting.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I don’t want to admit it
Soeurang: wow
Soeurang: How the hell do you know?
Sourang: I didn’t say anything.