Chapter 58 – Saturday, April 26 02:00 PM (6)
Soeurang: Someday I’ll be able to do something like this
Soeurang: If I say no to the owner, will I get scolded?
Soeurang: If you get hit, it will hurt a lot… Etc
Soeurang: Roughly like that?
Me: Do you live with that kind of thought these days?
Sourang: These days… Rather than
Soeurang: To be precise, from last night ㅠㅠ
Me: I thought I fell asleep from exhaustion
Me: Were you thinking about that?
Me: Surprisingly, I have some stamina
Soeurang: I was thinking while lying down haha
Soeurang: Strangely, I can’t sleep.
Soeurang: Because I thought about this and that
Soeurang: What will happen to the master… Lol
Soeurang: My thoughts reached that far
Me: But what if you know that I don’t have any special plans?
Me: You must have been very disappointed?
Sourang: Nope haha
Soeurang: On the contrary, I know you are really serious about it.
Soeurang: Nang-nim has gotten better… Lol
Me: disgusting
Me: go away
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Was Nang like that when you were dating?
Me: what
Soeurang: Did you just tell your girlfriend to go away?
Me: Why is he so interested in other people’s love affairs?
Me: Well, I’m that old
Soeurang: I like it too
Soeurang: There are people around me who talk like that.
Soeurang: Because there is only Nang… Lol
Me: Because it was in front of my girlfriend
Me: I’m not particularly friendly
Me: Is it just the same as usual?
Soeurang: Be a little more affectionate
Sourang: Is there anything like that?
Me: um
Me: What if I did something wrong?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Do you get friendly when you do something wrong?
Soeurang: Are you acting cute?
Me: not that far ;-;
Me: I’m bowing down because I committed a sin
Me: You don’t have to feel relieved
Soeurang: So why did they fight haha
Me: Isn’t that what everyone lives like?
Me: fighting and reconciling
Me: fighting, reconciling, breaking up
Soeurang: We made up, but why are you breaking up?
Sourang: You can’t do that.
With Soeu: haha
Me: When we get tired of fighting and reconciling
Me: We can break up
Me: If we hadn’t broken up, I wouldn’t be here with you
Me: Why would a man with a lover stay at home on the weekend?
Sourang: You broke up well
Me: this year?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I was wrong.
Soeurang: I just made a joke… ㅠㅠ
Me: But well, I also think about it sometimes
Me: I can’t say anything to you
Soeurang: Ohh?
Me: Wasn’t that a bit much though?
Soeurang: yes
Soeurang: I’m reflecting on itㅠ
Me: think you saved your life
Soeurang: Why are you so generous today?
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Did something pleasant happen to you?
Me: I suffered a lot yesterday
Soeurang: Or are you quietly looking for an opportunity?
Soeurang: I’m definitely going to catch the pod and scold you… Lol
Me: Because I work hard while playing
Me: I usually let go to some extent.
Me: My mentality can’t stand it if I’m always nervous
With Soeu: haha
Me: But I messed around needlessly again
Me: If it goes too far, don’t let it go, really
Me: I say it every time, but be careful when you treat me well
Me: Think about why you keep warning me with words
Sourang: But
Soeurang: Nangnim
Me: why
Soeurang: I wonder what kind of punishment Nang will give me then
Soeurang: I’m very strange… ?Lol
Me: Do you want to know in the sense of being careful?
Me: Or are you curious about the thought of being punished
Me: It depends on which one
Soeurang: Can’t we be curious without a reason?
Soeurang: Why do you always ask why?
With Soeu: haha
Me: Because the answer varies depending on the reason
Soeurang: C?
Me: I want to be punished
Me: It’s strange to do whatever you want
Me: So much so that I can’t even dare to do that.
Me: I have to make it hardcore
Soeurang: Uh
Me: So which one are you?
Soeurang: Aye
Soeurang: You know even if you don’t say it haha
Me: don’t mess around
Me: die
Me: I only answer questions
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: To listen to the master better?
Me: Do you have to be punished to be able to listen well?
Me: I don’t have a very good attitude.
Sourang: It’s not like that… Lol
Me: Well, to the bitch who said to be careful
Me: It’s a little too tight, so
Me: I’ll probably hit you a few times
Soeurang: Like spanking?
Me: well, maybe
Me: maybe not
Me: It will depend on my mood then
Soeurang: Or are you just trying to hit me with a whip?
Me: If you use tools incorrectly, you will be in trouble.
Me: If possible, don’t pay attention now
Me: I understand your curiosity, but
Soeurang: Why is it always full of dangerous things haha
Soeurang: Saying something is dangerous, so don’t say it
Me: Because it’s really dangerous
Sourang: Indeed
Soeurang: I don’t know where to write it.
Soeurang: There are quite a lot of jagged things haha
Me: yes
Soeurang: If you get stabbed, you will bleed.
With Soeu:
Me: of course not
Me: Just looking at the whip you just said
Me: It was made to hurt and cause pain
Me: If you swing carelessly, you will get hurt
Me: It’s quite tricky to use it properly
Soeurang: Then, has Nang-nim actually done it?
Soeurang: Use something like a tool
Me: what
Me: Spanking?
Soeurang: yes
Soeurang: Nangnim asked me before.
Soeurang: How would you feel if your butt got slapped?
Me: And you said it wasn’t bad
Soeurang: But I hate being sick haha
Soeurang: The palm of my hand seems to be the Maginot Line.
Soeurang: I searched for it
Soeurang: Among the whips, there are a lot of really scary ones.
Soeulang: Some membranes have multiple strands.
Me: oh that
Me: It’s called Nine Tails
Soeurang: If you get hit with something like that, I think it will hurt a lot;;;
Me: Well, it must be painful to touch bare skin
Me: maybe?
Soeurang: Why are you not sure?
Me: Because I’ve never been
Soeurang: haha
Me: But that’s because the power is dispersed
Me: It will hurt less than you think
Me: What really hurts is like a riding whip
Soeurang: It’s for horseback riding, but do you use it for people?
Me: What are handcuffs, do you use them as criminals?
Soeurang: haha
Me: If you get hit properly with that, you’ll get bruises.
Me: Then I can’t even sit down and I have to crawl on my stomach
Me: Then you look at that tail again and leave it alone?
Me: I made her lie flat on the floor, so the pussy water you spilled on the floor
Me: You should lick it with your tongue and wipe it off
Soeurang: Uh
Me: haha
Sourang: Really?
Me: yes
Me: It’s not a riding whip, it’s just a cane
Soeurang: Hoechori… Lol
Me: Do you feel like being scolded?
Soeurang: Then, would you like to do the same for me?
Soeulang: With a cane… Slap slap haha
Me: What if I don’t listen to you?
Soeurang: If you don’t listen well, don’t you?
Me: I don’t really like hitting in the first place
Me: Difficult to control
Me: Even if children with weak skin are lightly patted
Me: It gets red and swollen right away
Me: It’s annoying to soothe while applying medicine every time
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Me too, the marks will be left soon
Soeulang: Gets well in the sun
Me: Then you should be careful.
Me: Even if those kids just slapped their butts
Me: Because there are handprints left
Sourang: Oh
Me: Did you imagine?
Soeurang: A little haha
Me: But, well, I hit them sometimes out of necessity
Me: I don’t like getting scratches on my stuff
Me: To punish, you have to break your mentality
Soeurang: For example?
Me: like I said yesterday
Me: After tying my wrists and fixing them to something like a bed
Me: Repeatedly stopping right before going
Me: Makes me cry out loud
Sourang: Oh… ㅠㅠ
Me: Do you understand now? Haha
Soeurang: yes
Soeurang: If Nangnim did that to me
Soeurang: I don’t think I can last even 10 seconds haha
Soeurang: I guess I did it wrong
Me: That’s why you have to experience it
Me: You know how hard it is, so you know it
Soeurang: But they weren’t tied.
Me: That’s not something I can do
Me: I can’t go and tie it up and come back
Me: Or do you want to tie it alone?
Sourang: Is it possible?
Me: well, if you really want to
Me: I won’t be able to
Me: don’t
Sourang: Is it dangerous?
Me: yes
Sourang: I knew that
Soeurang: haha
Me: No, that’s what I mean
Me: I’ve never tried binding myself
Me: I have no intention of touching it.
Soeurang: Eh
Sourang: Really?
Me: yes
Soeurang: I heard you just tied your wrists
Soeurang: Is it different from that?
Me: It’s possible because it’s handcuffs
Me: It’s also fluffy and furry
Me: Otherwise, you might injure your wrist.
Soeurang: It wasn’t a rope.
Me: The rope used for play is difficult to maintain.
Me: I haven’t used it yet
Me: I need to manage it often
Soeurang: I thought you were just bringing something and tying it up
Soeurang: haha
Me: Then, when the skin is all over, you will be sore and want to cry?
Me: If you get hurt, the scars will last for a long time
Me: If that’s the part exposed outside
Me: Well, I should wear long sleeves even in midsummer
Me: can you
Soeurang: Gukuna
Me: That’s why I wear a lot of clothes I usually wear
Me: A scarf or a scarf
Me: Or what, stockings?
Soeurang: I think that will also hurt you subtly.
Me: Instead, it grows well
Me: And I tore it up anyway, what will I use it for?
Me: before throwing it in the trash
Me: I should write one more time
Soeurang: Tearing is the premise? Haha
Me: Weren’t the stockings meant to be torn?
Sourang: Oh
Soeulang: When I was in school
Soeurang: When I wear stockings, I get holes all the time.
Soeurang: I’m leaving, so
Soeurang: I wondered if this was worn to tear it up.
Soeurang: haha
Me: I agree
Soeurang: I hope it doesn’t get torn haha
Soeurang: Do you know how annoying it is?
Me: I don’t know
Soeurang: When I wore it at home, I was definitely fine.
Soeulang: You have to go outside to find a hole.
Me: When did I ever try on stockings?
Me: I don’t even want to know
Me: And stockings with holes are good lol
Soeurang: Nang-nim, do you like stockings?
Me : ?
Soeurang: Why are there people like that?
Soeurang: I can’t use my legs in stockings haha
Soeurang: Just looking at Geoms, I’m out of breath.
Me: Are you talking about a fetish?
Soeurang: yes
Me: Well, I like it as much as others like it
Me: It’s not that I hate it so much that I have to take off my shoes.
Me: I don’t like it enough to force myself to wear it
Me: I wonder if it’s similar to panties?
Soeurang: What are you talking about haha
Me: It’s not the piece of cloth that’s important anyway
Me: it’s in there
Me: It’s fun to watch
Me: I’ll take it off anyway, so I don’t really care
Soeurang: haha
So Eurang: It’s too explicit, really
Me: anyway
Me: If you come back to what you were talking about
Me: What do you think of the binding play?
Me: Because it’s completely technical
Me: I get hurt if I try carelessly
Me: I’m not tying you up when you torture me for no reason
Soeurang: Is that so;;
Soeurang: I thought it was the most basic thing
Me: what is the basic
Me: No, it’s the most famous in terms of popularity
Me: I can’t do that with any skill
Me: Physically it’s hard
Soeurang: Nangnim seems to be saying that a lot today.
Soeurang: I wasn’t originally that kind of person haha
Soeurang: A person who was always full of confidence
Sourang: I don’t know
Soeurang: It’s strange that he said he can’t haha
Me: It’s true, but what can I do?
Soeurang: I heard that you don’t say weak things to subs.
With Soeu: haha
Me: you’re not a sub
Sourang: Uh… ㅠ
Me: No, it would be accurate to say that he is not my sub
Me: If you see what you’re doing, you’ll probably be upset
Me: haha
Soeurang: Even though I call you master, isn’t it?
Me: yes
Me: I thought it was just a formality
Me: I explained why
Sourang: That’s right
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: Actually, I wanted to ask you since yesterday.
Soeurang: I don’t know why Nang emphasizes that it’s formal;;;
Soeurang: I just said that we should separate on and off.
Soeurang: I said that too often.
Me: I thought I explained enough?
Me: Didn’t you understand?
Soeurang: I understood it with my head.
Sourang: Just a little…
Soeurang: For some reason, it seems that Nangnim is deliberately keeping his distance.
Soeurang: I kept thinking like that… ㅠ
Me: tsk
Sourang: Isn’t it like that?
Soeurang: Did I think I was too sensitive?
Me: how are you today
Me: Only things I shouldn’t say to you
Me: It seems like you keep asking
Sourang: Really?
Me: Not really
Me: I can’t really talk about this
Me: at least for now
Sourang: Oh… ㅠ
Me: It’s not like I’m going to keep my distance from you, so don’t worry
Me: I personally have several thoughts.
Me: I want to conclude more slowly over time
Me: I can’t tell you
Soeurang: Then, will you do it later?
Me: if you think you need
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: That’s why I hate you
Me: I got tired of it because it was so easy haha
Me: oh shit
Me: This is still funny haha
Me: haha
Soeurang: Don’t laugh ㅠㅠ
Me: yes yes
Me: it’s not like that
Me: don’t worry so much
Me: It’s cute enough, but why are you tired of it?
Me: We haven’t seen each other long enough to get tired of it
Soeurang: If you look at it for a long time, is there a possibility?
Me: Why are you so negative about everything?
Sourang: No, it’s actually like that
Soeurang: Nang had a girlfriend and a partner.
Soeurang: Every time I hear such things, I keep comparing them… ㅠ
Soeurang: They must have been prettier than me.
Me: Then don’t ask
Me: What’s the point of being depressed after asking a lot?
Soeurang: I’m curious.
Soeurang: After listening to it, I feel a bit drained.
Soeurang: I still want to hear it haha
Me: I understand that I’m not confident
Me: You are my taste too
Me: obedient and listens well
Me: Don’t you know when you see that I’m pretty?
Sourang: I know haha
Me: How many times have I said this?
Soeurang: I like it every time I hear it, but what should I do?
With Soeu: haha
Me: that’s true
Me: anyway
Me: I don’t know how it is for other people
Me: Trying to be nice in front of me
Me: Because it’s cute to whimper to get compliments
Me: I’m playing like this now
Me: In the first place, I’m not the type to deliberately take time out just because I’m close.
Me: I wouldn’t be here if I was tired of being with you
Soeurang: I must have gone to play a game haha
Me: yes
Soeurang: Is it more fun playing with me than playing games?
Me: At least I’m not mad anymore
Me: You can talk for a while
Soeurang: Do you play games with foreigners?
Me: Because the language is the same
Me: I’m not talking
Soeurang: haha
Me: Stop being self-deprecating
Me: If you’re going to be depressed, don’t ask from the beginning
Me: Before doing anything, ask first
Me: I keep nagging you from before
Soeurang: I don’t mind nang-nim’s nagging because it’s nice to hear it hehe
Me: Where in the world is there a good nagging to hear?
Soeurang: Because I’m really worried
With Soeu: haha
Me: tsk
Soeurang: Why do you keep clicking your tongue?
Me: Just because of thoughts these days
Me: It’s because my head is complicated, so don’t worry
Me: I’m not doing anything to you
Nee: It’s just a habit haha
Soeurang: For me, playing with Nang is fun haha
Me: that’s good
Soeurang: Isn’t Nang like that?
Me: I want you to quickly answer that too
Me: Do you feel the unspoken pressure?
Sourang: No lol
Sourang: I’m just asking
Me: Yeah well, after all, you’re a woman too
Soeurang: You tortured me like that yesterday
Soeurang: Why are you talking like you know now?
Soeurang: haha
Me: With a woman who seems like the opposite sex to a man
Me: I only see people passing by
Me: I’m different from a biological woman
Soeurang: Just a human haha
Soeurang: Am I the only one who doesn’t see it that way?
Me: A pet that needs a lot of hands?
Me: let’s just do that
Soeurang: Nang-nim said that
Soeurang: You think I’ll like it?
Me: I’m sure, not thinking
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: It’s annoying because you know so well haha