Chapter 52 – Friday, April 25 07:00 PM (20)
Soeurang: Nang has a lot of experience… You’ve done a lot of this and that
Soeurang: I just had a girlfriend
Soeurang: I also meet up with my friends haha
Soeurang: If you listen to what I’m talking about, you know a lot.
Me : ?
Me: what
Soeurang: That’s naughty… Lol
Me: Is it just normal?
Me: There are so many things I don’t know
Me: There must be quite a bit of misunderstanding
Soeurang: But there are more than me.
Me: Anything more than 0
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: That’s right
Soeurang: That’s why I suddenly became curious
Soeurang: Nang has a lot of experience.
Soeurang: I know a lot of things
Sourang: Well
Me: What do you want to say?
Sourang: Just a little… I want to see what Nang was like
Me: what
Soeurang: Me, me, me haha
Soeurang: How did Nang see it?
Me: what do you mean by how was it?
Soeurang: I pretend not to know again haha
Me: No, I’m not a psychic
Me: I took off my head and tail and ate it
Me: If you ask me how it was out of the blue
Me: What should I answer?
Soeurang: Nang-nim knows everything even if he doesn’t tell you?
Me: Anyway, with a few letters
Me: enough to see through people
Me: not worn out
Sourang: Well
Sourang: So
Sourang: I am
Me: yes
Soeurang: You called Nang-nim master today.
Soeurang: And I also played
Soeurang: Again
Soeurang: For the first time in my life… I even went away.
Me: it was
Sourang: Is everyone like that?
It’s me
Me: Aren’t you talking straight?
Me: What was it from before?
Me: It’s been like this since before, like that, like this
Me: Are you doing this on purpose to upset me at night?
Me: If that’s the case, I’m pretty sincere
Sourang: No, that’s it
Soeurang: It’s a little bit to say;;;;
Soeurang: Everyone is like me
Soeulang: I feel it even though it’s the first time, but… I want to
Me : ?
Sourang: No, that’s why
Me: Do you want to ask if you are particularly sensitive?
Soeurang: Do other people feel it with just their fingers?
With Soeu: Yes
Sourang: Is it just me?
Me: ha
Sourang: Why… Haha
Soeurang: I heard you ask me what you want to ask
Soeurang: Why have you been sighing since before?
Me: No, I was suddenly pathetic
Soeurang: haha
Me: You said something, really
Me: I wonder how unspeakable it is
Me: Do it right
Me: I was getting ready to listen
Me: Was that the only thing you were curious about?
Soeurang: That’s what I’m most curious about, what should I do… ㅠㅠ
B: Next play plan or contents
Me: Aren’t you curious about that?
Sourang: That’s… Just do whatever you want
Soeurang: I don’t really care any time
Soeurang: When Nang-nim wants to do it
Soeurang: You can do whatever you want haha
Me: You know how fucking weird you are?
Sourang: Why…
Sourang: What is it?
Me: No, it’s embarrassing to ask if I’m more sensitive than others.
Me: Aren’t you ashamed to say that you’ll take off your clothes and open your pussy at any time?
Me: Whenever a man wants to do that too?
Sourang: That… Go?
Me: be careful you’re a real man
Me: you didn’t mean that
Me: Strange rumors could spread because of misunderstanding
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: If you weren’t as cool as you are now
Me: Probably got caught up in gossip by now
Me: yes
Me: it must have been bad
Me: The only difference is whether you are late or early.
Me: No matter how different the situation is, is the ending the same?
Me: just give up and live
Soeurang: Seeing
Soeurang: Please answer me quickly
Soeurang: Is everyone else like that too?
Me: no, so what?
Sourang: It’s not like that… ?
Me: yes
Me: not usually
Sourang: Really?
Me: I would understand if you put something in your pussy hole and it went away
Me: Don’t even touch the hole
Me: I only scratched the edges with my fingers
Me: Where is the bitch who sucks?
Me: That’s why I don’t feel well
Me: Saying something like that
Me: A kid who has never climaxed properly
Me: It’s normal to see the owner call and leave.
Me: It’s like an obscene bitch
Sourang: Oh… Ahh
Me: so
Me: Unless you want to hear that
Me: don’t wonder just
With Soeu: ?
Me: After all, sexual feelings vary greatly from person to person.
Me: The condition of the day and the psychological part also play an important role.
Me: How can you say Katabuta over there?
With Soeu: ?
Me: When I see you, you’re just normal
Me: nothing to add or subtract, it’s fucking normal
Me: It’s only natural that if you stimulate that much, you will cum
Me: It’s more strange that it doesn’t happen like that
Soeurang: Are you kidding me right now?
Me: yes
Soeurang: I was really serious about asking.
Soeurang: Why are you teasing me?
Soeurang: If you keep doing that, I can get angry too.
Soeurang: No, I will be angry
Me: It’s obvious if you say it’s the reason you seriously thought about it
Me: I’m afraid I’ll see you as a lewd bitch
Me: That’s what bothered me
Soeurang: No, I knew everything haha
Soeurang: What kind of psychic isn’t it?
Soeurang: Didn’t it wear out that much?
Soeurang: It was a lie from beginning to end
Soeurang: Why are people so mean?
Me: You are that simple
Soeurang: Annoyed haha
Me: So don’t be curious about things like that, do what you’re told to do
Me: As long as I listen carefully, I don’t really care if you’re lewd or not.
Me: All it took was for the pet to listen to its owner
Me: what else do you need?
Soeurang: Do you know that Nang is very simple too?
Soeurang: You just have to listen carefully… Lol
Me: better than being picky
Sourang: Indeed
Me: People who are stressed over trivial things are tired
Me: Because if you’re sensitive, you don’t know where it might explode
Me: I don’t even want to get close
Sourang: Ah;;
It’s me
Me: I get so fucking anxious whenever you do that
Me: why
Me: what else
Me: When have you ever been sensitive?
Me: Or do you have any guesses?
Sourang: It’s not like that… Lol
Me: you always say no
Me: Something other than that followed?
Me: just be honest
Me: Don’t go round and round
Soeurang: You’re going to say that you’re pathetic again.
Me: Whatever you think, I’m free
Me: If you say it’s pathetic
Me: why
Me: what are you going to do
With Soeu: ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Me: It’s okay, so tell me quickly
Me: I need to know what it is so I can answer
Me: Whether to answer or consult
Me: I’m not going to do this or that
Sourang: It’s nothing…
Soeurang: It’s just that I’ve been depressed ever since
Soeurang: I wonder if I’m being too sensitive.
Soeurang: Ask Nangnim about something strange
Me: no, I said
Me: You’re not particularly lewd
Me: Is it just normal?
Soeurang: No, that’s not it haha
Soeurang: At first, I thought I was depressed because of that too.
Soeurang: Even if I keep thinking about it…
Soeurang: I think something is different.
Sourang: I don’t know why
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: nothing to apologize for
Me: Feeling depressed after playing in the first place
Me: Not particularly rare
Me: You’re not the only one
Sourang: Yes?
Me: yes
Me: That’s what I said earlier
Me: I think I know
Soeurang: Wasn’t that just about tteokbokki?
Me: Can you really listen to what he said as a metaphor?
Me: and
It’s me
Me: If you don’t have the confidence to make people understand in the first place, don’t do analogies
Me: I heard that I was about to explode from overeating.
Me: Do I have to guess how you feel?
Soeurang: So I wondered how did I know this too haha
Me: how do I know
Me: I know because I’ve seen similar reactions before.
Me: That’s why I need aftercare
Soeurang: Then am I not weird?
Me: yes
Sourang: I’m glad ㅠㅠ
Me: Does this guy have trauma from being called weird?
Me: Why are you reacting so sensitively?
Me: People can be a little weird
Soeurang: It’s not even trauma… Lol
Soeurang: Sometimes I feel like that.
Soeurang: No matter what you do, your life is only below average.
Me: Do you suddenly feel skeptical about your life?
Me: yes
Me: It’s not that kind of time
Soeurang: No, Nang said that haha
Soeurang: Going away while calling the owner
Soeurang: Wherever you look, is it normal?
Me: that’s just the way it is
Me: How many normal people are there in the world these days?
Me: You just have to be healthy and do your job well
Me: You’re fine
Soeurang: You don’t say it’s normal haha
Me: not normal
Sourang: Right?
Soeurang: Normally, I would call my boyfriend by his name… Lol
Sourang: Because I think so
Soeurang: Because I thought I was weird
Me: yes, I can
Me: Especially for kids like you who have built a wall with sexual things.
Me: I feel guilty after playing
Me: A lot of people were depressed because they thought they were doing bad things
Soeurang: Guilt… Is it?
Sourang: I don’t know
With Soeu: ㅇㅅㅇ
Me: Or the shame I endured while playing
Me: Since it’s over, it could have come all at once
Me: I don’t know the exact reason
Me: how do you know
Me: I haven’t seen it myself
Soeurang: Uh
Me: That’s why I have no choice but to talk in general terms.
Me: I don’t know if you’ve heard of it
Me: Because there is such a thing as Guilty Pleasure?
With Soeu: ?
Me: guilty pleasure
Me: Have you ever heard of it?
Sourang: No
Me: I don’t know what to translate exactly.
Me: I think it’s best to think of it as pleasure accompanied by guilt.
Me: What you said earlier about tteokbokki is surprisingly accurate
Me: for example
Me: I was so hungry yesterday morning
Me: Let’s say you boiled and ate two ramen noodles?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Then you can’t
Soeurang: Not good for health
Me: of course
Me: Of course not
Me: I know
Me: Isn’t that what late night snacks are all about?
Soeurang: haha
Me: I feel guilty
Me: But first of all, the mouth will be enjoyable and the stomach will be full, right?
Me: What if you’re full
Me: I feel good
Sourang: Oh
Me: That’s how it feels
Soeurang: I think I know it very well haha
Soeurang: I’m hungry at night, so I eat snacks.
Soeurang: But even while eating, I worry a lot.
Me: I’m worried, but my hands don’t stop
Me: I’m really worried
Me: right?
Soeurang: That’s right haha
Me: Especially spicy, salty and greasy
Me: Wouldn’t it be the best late-night snack if it was more stimulating?
With Soeu: ㅇㅇㅇ
Me: Maybe the depression you feel right now is similar.
Me: Like you said, the fact that there was a man who calls you master before you or your brother
Me: Although I like it
Me: Kneeling in front of me and acting like a pet that needs to be petted
Me: You can’t… It’s a bit to say, but
Me: I can’t tell anyone
Me: Only you should know
Me: Even if you go somewhere and say you got a boyfriend
Me: You can’t say you have a master to attend, right?
Soeurang: As long as you don’t go crazy… Lol
Me: I guess that’s enough reason to be depressed?
Soeurang: I see
Me: It would be difficult to compare on the same line, but
Me: Personally, I think it’s similar to appetite or sexual desire.
Me: And when it goes beyond your standards or the common sense of the world
Me: I also feel guilty
Me: It must be some kind of warning
Soeurang: I can understand
Me: If you go further, it will talk about ego or superego, so pass it.
Sourang: But there is
Me: yes
Soeurang: It’s a bit different, but haha
Soeulang: Nang, are you a philosophy major?
Me: If you have any complaints, just fuck off
Soeurang: haha
Me: Don’t go round and round
Me: Because that makes me feel worse
Soeurang: No, but how do you know?
Soeulang: Starting with a psychological story
Sourang: I don’t know
Soeurang: Ego is a very philosophical thing.
Me: It’s because there are things I picked up
Me: I don’t know the details either.
Soeurang: Tell me slowly when you have time later
Soeurang: It feels like listening to a liberal arts lecture haha
Me: no
Me: If it gets longer, the bottom line will be revealed
Soeurang: haha
Me: It came to my mind as I was talking
Me: There is a word that can be translated into Korean
Me: immorality
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: I think I know
Me: socially unacceptable
Me: The more it is an act that cannot be proudly revealed
Me: It must be that there is a charm that makes people immersed.
Me: I guess it’s similar to being a married woman
Sourang: Huh?
Me: Of course not me
Me: In general terms
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nang-nim’s taste is a bit suspicious… Lol
Soeurang: And why is infidelity a general theory?
Soeurang: If you generalize it, it will be a big deal;;;
Me: no shit
Me: I’m losing my mind, what should I do?
Soeurang: He said he wasn’t talking about himself haha
Me: Isn’t it just like that in real life?
Sourang: That’s… But lol
Sourang: Oh what
Sourang: I feel like I don’t understand something.
Me: Before talking about Samcheonpo again
Me: If you do what you said
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Look at you talking openly
Me: I don’t think you’ll understand if I tell you anyway
Me: I didn’t feel the need to explain.
Me: The fact that I claimed to be the owner, at least formally
Me: After all, it’s because of you?
Sourang: Is it because of me?
Me: yes
B: Sub control during play
Me: Of course it doesn’t matter
Me: Create a suitable atmosphere to immerse yourself in
B: Maintaining a moderate level of tension to elevate the mood
Me: But more important than that is mental care
Me: A lot of people say aftercare
Me: When a person’s emotions rise, don’t dopamine come out?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: But, after that peak period
Me: Should I call it short-term depression?
Me: something similar to wise time came
Me: I thought it was only men
Me: Surprisingly, some women have that too
Soeurang: It’s an experience story? Haha
Me: yes
Me: To be honest, I still don’t know
Me: Why are you depressed?
Me: Even when I hear it, everyone is blunt
Me: I don’t even understand
Soeurang: haha
Me: So why are you depressed
Me: I don’t know why
Me: Unless you tell me
Soeurang: Actually, I don’t know either… ;;
Me: Then I can’t help but guess
Me: That’s why I have no choice but to speak in general terms.
Me: In fact, is it easy to talk about the cause or reason?
Me: roughly
Me: Picking up some unheard of and difficult words or theories
Me: There’s nothing you can’t do if you forcefully convince them
Soeurang: Nang-nim is the best at that haha
Soeurang: How many times have I been beaten?
Soeurang: It doesn’t seem like something, but when I wake up, I’m nodding.
Me: yes
Me: I usually don’t have any problems, but
Me: I don’t really want to do that in this case
Me: If you approached it in a completely different direction and convinced me
Me: When something similar happened later
Me: There are cases where bad routines are formed
Me: I’d like to leave it up to you to draw your own conclusions.
Sourang: Well
Me: But it’s hard to do that alone
Me: If you think about it alone in a depressed state, it will only make you more depressed.
Me: It doesn’t get much better
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: That’s right
Soeurang: I was depressed and my mood just hit rock bottom
Soeurang: It feels like going through the floor
Soeurang: On the floor, on the floor, on the floor… Lol
Me: yes
Me: Besides, the problem is a problem
Me: You mean you can’t tell anyone?
Me: Family or friends… Who will I tell
Me: But I guess I need someone to listen to me again
Sourang: That’s right
Me: That’s why I need a name that’s nothing but a business card
Me: No matter how limited the role is during play
Me: I need someone to take responsibility for everything that happened there
Me: Anyway, as long as you call me master
Me: That’s what I have to do lol
Soeurang: It’s going to be a lot of trouble
Me: good to know
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Oh why?
Soeurang: You’re doing well, I
Me: We’ll see what happens next
Me: ok whatever
Me: I just wanted to say you didn’t do anything wrong
Me: It’s very important to have someone by your side who can say those things.
Me: I really need it
Soeurang: Gukuna
Me: So you are like today
Me: If you’re depressed, you’re depressed, so please stay with me
Me: It’s good even before bed, so tell me to play with you
Me: There is a limit to what I care about
Me: At least if you don’t tell me, there’s a lot of things I don’t know
Me: Because if you make a mistake, you could go in a completely different direction than you wanted.
Me: If you don’t talk, you don’t know at all
Me: okay?
Soeurang: You said you were going to play a game
It’s me
Me: that
Soeurang: Because he told me to go to bed early haha
Me: I should look at the forest, not the trees
Me: So, where am I now?
Me: Did you go to the game?
Me: no
Soeurang: Is that really what Nang-nim wanted… Lol
Soeurang: Maybe it was because I was forced to do it.
Soeurang: Actually, after sending it quickly
Soeurang: Maybe he wanted to play a game
Soeurang: haha
Me: I have so many doubts, how can I use it?
Me: If the owner is like that, you should know that
Me: I can’t
Soeurang: He said he was the owner only during play haha
It’s me
Me: off
Soeurang: haha
Me: I’ll make you call me master all night
Me: I make you cry and call me like that
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Please wait at least until tomorrow… Lol
Sourang: I can’t seem to do it right now
Me: I’m kidding, of course
Me: get some rest today
With Soeu: haha
Me: I suffered a lot today
Me: Next time, I’ll set the direction you want too
Me: Don’t get scolded for echoing again
Soeurang: I’m going to send it like this again… Lol
Soeurang: Look at the finishing touches
Soeurang: Anyway, whenever I have a chance, it’s real
Me: I thought it was time to get sleepy
Soeurang: How do you know…
Me: I know everything
Me: I only gave a short answer a while ago
Soeurang: Did you? Haha
Soeurang: It’s not like that, but since earlier, I’ve been trying to close my eyes.
Soeurang: I was forced to hold it in
Me: yes
Me: Don’t hold back and go to sleep
Me: I also chatted all day today
Me: Why are my eyes sore
Soeurang: Nang-nim sleep too, hurry up
Me: so
Me: I have to build another channel tomorrow
Me: I need to find and install a plugin
Me: that’s true
Me: annoying
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Tomorrow is the weekend, aren’t you going somewhere?
Me: maybe?
Me: I think I’ll be at home
Soeurang: Aren’t you going out to meet friends again?
Me: I don’t know
Me: You may suddenly get in touch and leave
Me: why
Me: Do you want me to come see you rather than a friend?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: yes
Me: Rather than drinking with my friends
Me: I would if it was more fun being with you
Soeurang: I’ll work hard
Me: what haha
Sourang: Anything?
Me: yes yes
Me: I can see that I’m sleepy
Me: go to sleep
Soeurang: Nangnim
Me: why
Soeurang: You worked hard today haha
Me: haha
Me: yes
Me: thank you
Soeurang: Please continue to work hard
Soeurang: haha
Me: What do you mean when you ask me to play?
With Soeu: haha
Me: okay, let’s stop today
Me: I’m going to take a break too
Soeurang: Don’t play again
Sourang: I’m going to sleep
Me: ok
Sourang: Then I’ll go
Sourang: See you tomorrow
Me: yes
Get out
Me: sleep well
Soeurang: Nang-nim sleep well too
Me: draw
SYSTEM :// [Soeulang] Has left.
SYSTEM://setting#channel_12 -k
SYSTEM ://mode #channel_12 -k false
SYSTEM :// [Kim Nang] Has left.
