Chapter 44 – Friday, April 25 07:00 PM (12)
Soeurang: No, rather than dislike…
Soeurang: To me, Nang-nim is always
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: What do you mean?
Soeurang: He is a person who cannot be careless.
Soeurang: Actually right now
Soeurang: Even if Nang is the owner, it doesn’t matter much, right?
Soeurang: Nothing will change.
Soeurang: If I had to argue, Nangnim would say the owner.
Soeurang: Because only the calling method is changing…
Me: yes
Soeurang: Guh
Soeulang: Because of Nangnim, I looked for a video like that.
Soeurang: I tried to play, and then
Sourang: Now what… Lol
Soeurang: I don’t feel very strongly about it.
Me: okay
Soeurang: They say they always know that haha
Soeurang: If you know that well, spread a mat
Sourang: Why are you doing this here?
Soeurang: haha
Me: I know that even if I don’t spread a mat
Soeurang: haha
Me: And how many times did you count today?
Me: I’m not so dull that I don’t even notice
Soeurang: When did I say I saw it?
Soeurang: You drive away again
Me: Don’t you say that you know why you become a sub?
Me: If you were to make me your sub, wouldn’t you like someone like me?
Me: Just asking about that
Sourang: Oh…
Me: I haven’t seen this before, what is it?
Soeurang: No, it sounds like that when I hear it.
Soeurang: You really didn’t mean that?
Sourang: I don’t have the ability to do that.
Soeurang: I’m not good at what I’m aiming for…
Soeurang: In the first place, the opponent was Nangnim
Soeurang: I’m going to try to hear something later haha
Me: Was it a literal meaning then?
Soeurang: Among the things I said to Nangnim
Soeurang: I really don’t have any other words.
Sourang: Trust me ㅠㅠ
Me: I can’t believe it
Me: Your simplicity haha
Soeurang: It’s better than being twisted like Nangnim
Me: It’s good to be honest
Soeulang: I heard that you have to act like a fox to be attractive at some point…
Soeurang: The words change every day
Me: Everything is different for each person
Me: It’s good to be honest in front of me
Me: If you don’t have the confidence to hide it perfectly
Me: Don’t hide it from the beginning, just
Soeurang: You can believe that part.
Soeurang: I want to hide it, but I can’t do it haha
Me: yes yes
Me: anyway
Me: I’ll take the position that I’m the owner, but
Me: It’s literally just a name or pretext
Me: Nothing will change
Soeurang: Actually, I still don’t quite understand it.
Soeurang: If it’s Nang-nim, that’s it, well…
Me: yes
Me: so me
Me: Forcing loyalty to you
Me: I won’t order you to obey
Me: just play more efficiently
Me: To make things go smoothly…
Me: um
Me: You can think of it as a form
Soeurang: I’m a sub, so I don’t have to obey?
Me: It’s just a formality
Me: Loyalty doesn’t come from being ordered in the first place.
Me: I don’t even want that from you haha
Soeurang: Then I really don’t have to do anything?
Me: yes
Me: like always
Me: Just do what I tell you to do
Me: What’s your favorite?
Sourang: I don’t know… Lol
Me: why again
Me: I don’t know what
Me: Still lacking in explanation?
Soeurang: No haha
Soeurang: Actually, I’m still confused about that too.
Sourang: Not that.
Me: yes
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: That’s it.
Soeurang: If we summarize what Nangnim said now, in the end
Soeurang: From now on, you belong to me… Can do nothing
Soeurang: I don’t even want that from you
Soeurang: Just do as usual, as usual
Sourang: That’s it
Me: yes
Soeurang: At first, I thought it didn’t matter.
Soeurang: Because I keep thinking about it
Soeurang: For some reason, I saw the advertisement and screamed because I was fascinated.
So Eulang: In the end, I will end up stuck in a drawer.
Soeurang: It feels like an impulse purchase product… ?
Me: what’s the analogy
Soeurang: No, that’s why…
Soeurang: You know my personality
Me: What is your personality?
With Soeu: Yes
Me: social phobia
Soeurang: Rather than personality… Lol
Soeurang: Is it a little strange to say that the constitution
Soeurang: Born…
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Is it the right personality?
Me: personality
Sourang: Oh
Me: Natural Bone Assassa
Soeurang: Is there really no choice but to be born again?
Me: what else
Me: I don’t have a bad head, but why can’t I speak?
Me: I’m looking at other people’s notice on a fictional day
Me: It’s simple, so it’s okay if I compliment you a little
Me: That’s not enough, so I insist on doing more
Me: I’m really good at shoveling on that subject
Soeurang: Do you have anything to do with me?
Soeurang: If you have any complaints, speak up!
Soeurang: Don’t go round and round like that… ㅠㅠ
Me: I think it’s cute
Sourang: It’s already too late
Me: haha
Me: so what
Me: what is your personality
Soeurang: As Nangnim said
So Eulang: It’s a life of people with antiphobia and noticing others.
Soeurang: If someone tells you that you don’t have to do anything,
Soeurang: I really want to be like that
Soeurang: My stomach hurts, why?
Me: Are you upset?
Soeurang: Spread a mat and find out
Me: But that kind of personality suits me well
Me: Aren’t we supposed to play together?
Me: Depending on the person, the advantages and disadvantages
Me: Disadvantages become advantages
Me: don’t worry too much
Soeurang: Don’t say that I’m the problem haha
Soeurang: It’s a problem that Nangnim said that way in the first place.
Soeurang: I was almost fooled
Me: Is being quick-witted a good thing or a bad thing?
Soeurang: I won’t be able to do what you want anymore.
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: Bruises?
Me: because
Me: Let’s finish what we were talking about
Soeurang: Won’t you comfort me?
Me: Do you want me to comfort you?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: haha
Me: Yeah well, our Seoyoon
Me: not good
Me: naive
Me: Just looking at my personality, it’s my taste
Me: listen well
Soeurang: If you don’t have it, don’t force it.
Soeurang: Listening well is an advantage
Soeurang: More sad…
Me: Because I still haven’t known you for a short period of time
Me: Because I can’t seem to find all the good points
Me: If we get closer in the future, there will be a lot to say
Soeurang: Huh ㅠㅠ
Me: I hate it enough to cry?
With Soeu: No
Soeurang: It’s not that I hate it… Lol
Soeurang: Ha
Sourang: Really
Soeurang: Why am I so simple haha
Soeurang: Even if I apologized, I was going to bounce a couple of times
With Soeu: Because we want to be friends
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: lol
Me: Just looking at it, you seem really hungry for affection
Soeurang: If you know me, treat me kindly…
Soeurang: Don’t say it’s a zapingini or skiing
Me: When we’re alone, we’re kind enough
Sourang: I’m not very friendly.
Me: Or what, like you do to your lover
Me: Do you want that kind of kindness?
Soeurang: Not to that extent…
Sourang: Well
Soeulang: Cousin and sister?
Me: Don’t expect it because it’s this much
Me: I’m the original girlfriend too
Me: I wasn’t very nice
Sourang: I think so
Me: no, so what is it?
Me: What’s your personality like?
Me: Do you want me to keep talking to you to make you nervous?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: No, I told you.
Soeulang: Because of my personality
Soeurang: Nangnim, whether it’s for the sake of formality or convenience
Soeurang: When you start calling me master
Soeurang: I wonder if I should do something
Soeurang: You’ll notice
Me: Can I do nothing?
Soeurang: I’d rather do something haha
Soeurang: I’m rather anxious to not do it
Me: You are also very tired
Me: I don’t have to do anything then
Me: Don’t you usually like it?
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: and
Me: Even if we treat the same person
Me: I’m just having a hard time
Me: What I see as an object to be obeyed
Me: It’s a completely different matter
Me: I don’t really want anything about that part
Me: really
Soeurang: He said he didn’t want anything like obedience.
Me: Why is he so hard to understand?
Me: I don’t want you to do anything
Me: Being a master is always a role during play.
Me: I have no intention of asking you for anything like that.
Sourang: But
Me: yes
Soeurang: Nangnim said it earlier
Soeulang: A relationship in which only one side tries unilaterally
Soeurang: It won’t last long…
Me: it was
Soeurang: Nangnim also asked me to get closer
Soeurang: I also want to know Nangnim for a long time… Lol
Soeurang: To do that, just sit still
Soeurang: Wouldn’t it be okay if we tried to accept and eat only what was given to us?
Soeurang: I keep thinking about that…
Soeurang: haha
Me: What are you trying to do from a while ago?
Me: It’s admirable, but there’s no need to overdo it
Me: There is no need to bring the position during play into daily life
Me: I usually just do what I always do
Sourang: Yes
Sourang: In the future
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: Whenever Nangnim tells me to take off my clothes
Soeurang: Am I going to be owned by Nang?
Me: Is that so?
Me: good expression
Me: haha
Sourang: Well
Me: Keep talking, but if you don’t like it, tell me
Me: I’m not forcing you
Sourang: It’s not that I don’t like it…
With Soeu: haha
Me: You don’t like it?
Soeurang: If you don’t let other people know
Sourang: I don’t really care
Soeurang: I don’t think it will change much from now anyway.
Soeurang: I always listened well haha
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: Well, because Nangnim is the owner
Soeurang: I don’t think I’m going to ask you to do anything too much.
Soeurang: Because you are very considerate…
Sourang: Well
Sourang: I don’t think it has anything to do with it.
Soeurang: Even if Nang is the owner
Me: I’ll take care of you
Me: I don’t think it will feel big, right?
Me: A bit small?
Me: Is it mental or physical condition?
Me: I’ll take care of this and that
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: But
Soeurang: Nangnim
Me : ?
Soeurang: You keep saying that nothing has changed.
Soeurang: Then even during play
Soeurang: Are you going to do the same as before?
Me: well
Me: Maybe the words will be a bit harsher than before
Me: I’m going to press a little harder
Me: I’m going to judge whether I can do it or not by looking at the reaction
Me: I won’t even ask for your opinion one by one
Me: If I don’t, I’ll scold you
Soeurang: Ugh…
Me: Of course
Me: I won’t blindly scold you
Me: I’m not going to force myself to complain
Soeurang: Then I’m not playing right now
Soeurang: I’m not scolded haha
Me: why
Me: Did you do anything to get scolded again?
Sourang: No, it’s not like that.
Soeurang: I was upset a while ago and asked me to soothe it.
Soeurang: You were fooling around
Soeurang: haha
Me: Are you aware of being a fool?
Soeurang: Nang is still bad
Soeulang: I only stab the painful places every day… Lol
Me: If you want to stab, of course you have to aim for the heart
Me: What does non-critical attack mean?
Soeulang: The lines that say they are aiming for the heart
Soeurang: I never thought it would sound that scary haha
Me: anyway
Me: The story keeps going in a strange direction
Me: Because I don’t want anything from you
Me: It’s weird for nothing, don’t worry about it
Me: Do what you ask me to do
Sourang: But
Soeurang: Nangnim
Me : ?
Soeurang: When we start playing
Soeurang: Nangnim is the owner, right?
Me: Are you starting over from there?
Soeurang: No haha
Soeurang: It’s not that I didn’t understand
Soeurang: Anyway, listen first
Me: ok
Soeurang: Usually just like that
Soeurang: Acting foolish and joking
Soeurang: I whine
Sourang: It’s okay, but
Soeurang: You said you were the owner when you started playing.
Me: yes
Soeurang: Then I’m Nang’s sub?
Me: How many times do you say;
Soeurang: I have to follow Nangnim’s orders
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: It means that it becomes a property.
Me: alright
Sourang: Yes
Soeurang: Isn’t it okay to keep calling you Nangnim?
Me : ?
Sourang: That’s… Lol
Soeurang: Nang-nim usually calls me that much.
Soeurang: I’m playing
Soeurang: Can you tell them apart?
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Nang is always there
Soeurang: Whenever you want to hear an answer from me
Soeurang: As you call it by name
Soeurang: I wonder if there is a title that suits me better.
With Soeu: haha
Me: He said something from earlier haha
Me: Is that what you wanted to say?
With Soeu: haha;;
Me: I’m not such a bad-headed kid that I can’t understand the language.
Me: I want you to keep repeating the same thing over and over again
Me: I thought it was weird
Soeurang: If Nangnim tells me to do so,
Soeurang: Because it’s not a position that I can refuse
Sourang: I can’t help it… Lol
Me: What’s your personality like?
Me: He said what about unilateral efforts?
Me: I laid the ground rice well once
Me: what’s up with this?
Me: Can’t float? Haha
Soeurang: Please look at me cutely… ;;;
Me: that’s true
Me: yes haha
Me: cute
With Soeu: haha
Me: yes what
Me: Call me whatever you want
Me: I want to do it, but I have to let it happen
Soeurang: No, rather than wanting to do it
Soeurang: Nangnim says he treats me like a sub
Soeurang: If only I keep calling it as usual
Soeurang: I was wondering if Nang-nim would be bothered too.
Me: I don’t really care
Me: do whatever you want
Me: yes
Me: I won’t force you
Soeurang: Don’t be grumpy haha
Me: what a joke
Me: Do whatever you want
Me: why is that mean
Me: lol
Soeurang: It’s grumpy because you know everything and make fun of it
Me: No, call it whatever you want?
Me: Why does he let me make a choice?
Me: Are you passing it on to someone else?
Soeurang: That’s how much I believe in Nang.
Me: how would you call me
Me: Do I have to decide all of them?
Me: do whatever you want
Sourang: Oh really!!!
Me: I’m sorry but I won’t accept it
Me: lol
Soeurang: You say you’re cute, but you won’t lose once
Soeurang: You look like a bad person ㅠㅠ
Me: Answer me, what you did
Me: Be grateful for not scolding me
Me: That alone is enough to make them look cute
Sourang: Oh
With Soeu: haha;;
Me: So what did you say?
Me: How would you like to call me?
Soeurang: Nangnim is not a bad person either.
Soeurang: I’m just a devil
Soeurang: haha
Soeulang: You have to be moderately normal and bad to rebel and do that.
So Eurang: Seriously, at the perfect timing
Soeurang: Because it stabs the painful place properly
Sourang: I can’t say anything
Me: why are you still nangnim
Me: They say it’s different
Soeurang: And persistent…
Soeurang: I guess I have to cry to stop
Me: Check if you stop crying today
Soeurang: haha
Me: So what are you going to call it?
Me: you know what I have to say
Me: I’m not a fortuneteller
Me: How do you know people?
Me: haha
Soeurang: You’re laughing right now
Me: I can’t even laugh at will
Me: so what
Me: what would you call me
Me: tell me
Soeurang: Master… Yo
Sourang: Can’t I?