Chapter 38 – Friday, April 25 07:00 PM (6)
Soeurang: Today… ?
Me: yes
Soeurang: How many hours later?
Me: what time is it
Me: Uncle Never and Choco have to go to work tomorrow
Me: I don’t have a good feeling about Gildong.
Me: Do you want to come in the first place?
Me: I don’t know
Me: It will all be out around 1 o’clock.
Soeurang: Then I just
Soeurang: Are you waiting until then?
Me: yes
Me: Something I scratched lightly a little while ago
Me: Is this what you wanted?
Soeurang: No, rather than just wanting that…
Soeurang: I’m not in that mood today
Soeurang: We’re just normal
Soeurang: Can’t we spend Friday?
Me: do you want to
Soeurang: yes
Soeurang: Today, for some reason, I feel like hanging out with Nang-nim leisurely.
Soeurang: It’s Friday anyway
Soeurang: Doing something hard doesn’t suit me haha
Me: don’t worry
Me: I’ll make you feel that way
Me: oppa is good at that
Me: I’ll make you cry and beg for it
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I think I touched it wrong
Me: Ever since they called me premature ejaculation
Me: Because it was a predestined ending
Me: be humble
Soeurang: Because it didn’t mean that…
Me: done
Me: chatting with people
Me: I’m waiting for you to take it off
Me: okay?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Can’t I go out and come back later?
Soeurang: I won’t run away… ㅠㅠ
Me: no
Me: no
Soeurang: Why oh oh oh…
Soeurang: I really only thought of that
Soeurang: I don’t think I can say anything.
Soeurang: In the first place, except for Nangnim
Sourang: I don’t have much to say…
Me: That’s why there are more
With Soeu: ?
Me: Are you talking only with me these days?
Me: Because I only run in the afternoon
Soeurang: It’s not even a part-time job.
Soeurang: What are you jumping for?
Soeurang: Then Nangnim
Soeurang: Afternoon and night shift?
Me: noisy
Me: If what I remember is correct
Me: The days when I was sick and groaning
Me: I think the last time I was with Choco was?
Sourang: Maybe so?
Soeurang: I went yesterday before everyone else came.
Me: That’s already Tuesday;
Me: Has anyone really talked to me but me?
Me: Even at school?
Soeurang: Professor… ?
Me: No suggestions or inquiries
Me: talk
Soeurang: Convenience store part-time job?
Me: no, don’t answer
Me: A bit more communicative…
Me: It’s like a tug-of-war with the other person
Me: Wasn’t there anything like that?
Sourang: Well
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: I have one.
Me: yes fuck!
Me: there’s no way
Soeulang: I called to ask for insurance this morning.
Soeurang: I had a hard time quitting
Soeurang: I don’t know why you’re so persistent
Sourang: I have no money.
It’s me
Me: can’t
Me: If you run away today without my permission
Me: know how to hit the ass
With Soeu: ??
Me: get rid of the question mark
Me: don’t be curious
Soeurang: Why suddenly?;;;
Sourang: Tell me why
Soeurang: Hit me or something
Me: a person
Me: How can I only be with one person all week?
Me: Can you talk and live?
Soeurang: What should I do when I have no one to talk to?
Me: no, at least
Me: If there is no one to talk to in real life
Me: Shouldn’t you be chatty even on social media?
Me: Or do you live and die on internet bulletin boards?
Me: It’s like that when you see all the bad boys.
Soeurang: I don’t use social media
Soeurang: I don’t have any websites I use…
Soeurang: How much do you read YouTube comments?
Me: What do you usually do for a living?
Sourang: Is it normal?
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: Rolling around in bed…
Soeulang: Doing assignments
Soeurang: Sometimes I review what I wrote
Soeulang: Watching variety shows on YouTube
Soeurang: I also listen to music
Soeulang: When I’m bored, I play games on my phone.
Me: ok
Me: up there
With Soeu: ?
Me: If I’m really messed up
Me: Whether you eat your life in soup or rice
Me: I don’t really care
Me: I dare to wear a human mask
B: Kkoraji, which uses its mouth only for eating
Me: I can’t see
Soeurang: We don’t just eat rice haha
Soeurang: I sing sometimes too
Me: haha
Me: Why don’t you go to karaoke alone?
With Soeu: Yes
Soeulang: Sometimes when I’m bored, I bring a 1,000 won bill.
Soeulang: Go to Kono in front of the house
Soeulang: I sing for about 15 minutes and come back.
Sourang: It’s pretty fun
With Soeu: ㅇㅅㅇ
Me: Kono alone…
Me: I’ve heard of Honbap
Me: I heard that for the first time from you
Me: why are you so sad
Soeurang: Kono was made to go alone…
Me: But why are there two microphones?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: If you go with a group of people, it’s cramped.
Soeurang: Up to two people seem to be suitable.
Me: well
Me: From three people onwards, I can’t breathe
Me: I went to Kono without air conditioning last summer
Me: I almost passed out, really
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nang-nim, have you ever gone alone?
Me: yes
Me: Is it fun to sing alone?
Me: I have no one to listen to
Soeurang: Because there is no one to listen
Sourang: It’s more fun
Soeurang: Because I’m not good at singing haha
Me: I’ll have to take you to a karaoke room later
Soeurang: But I don’t think Nangnim can sing either.
Me: yes
Me: I’m not good at it
Soeurang: I can’t do it, so do I go with people?
Me: What does it have to do with not being able to
Me: I’m going to play with you
Me: I don’t even make a living from singing
Me: If you can’t, it’s fun as you can’t
Soeurang: The idea is different…
Soeurang: What I’m not good at
Soeurang: I never want to show it
Me: anything like that
Me: Wasn’t it always bad in front of me?
Me: I don’t think I was good at anything
Me: play or whatever
Soeurang: I used to try hard…
Soeurang: With something I wasn’t used to in the first place
Soeurang: If you say no
Me: No, because I can’t do it, I have a taste for teaching.
Me: If you were used to that from the beginning
Me: You wouldn’t have felt the need to deliberately make time for you like you do now?
Me: I wouldn’t have been very interested
Soeurang: Still, if I cling to you
Soeurang: I think Nang came to see me.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nang-nim quietly
Soeurang: If you tell me, I will listen to everything you say
Soeurang: While grumbling haha
Me: That’s a day or two
Me: I can’t go long if I’m not interested
Sourang: Then from now on
Soeurang: No matter what Nang tells me
Soeurang: I shouldn’t get used to it haha
Soeurang: Even now, the only person I can talk to is Nang-nim.
Soeurang: If even Nang-nim disappears
Soeurang: I’m really going to be a loner.
Me: ok
It’s me
Me: I fell for another story for a while
Me: you really have a problem
Me: From now on, with other people besides me
Me: try to talk
Sourang: I have nothing to say…
Sourang: I don’t want to do it either.
Me: How can I live by only seeing people I like?
Me: I’m trying to get along well even though it’s embarrassing
Me: I try to be friendly
Me: so
Soeurang: Oh why again
Soeulang: With my homeroom teacher in 2nd year of high school
Sourang: You say the same thing.
Soeurang: Three or four times a week
Soeurang: I think I heard it when I was called to the teacher’s office.
Me: no
Me: not the same
With Soeu: ?
Soeurang: ㅇㅇ Not a single word is wrong
Sou: It’s the same.
Me: Maybe that teacher was trying to convince you
Me: I am ordering
Soeurang: oh…
Me: It seems like you only hang out with me these days
Me: I was going to force you to say something sooner or later?
Me: but she still says she’s the same girl
Me: I was relieved because Choco noona took care of me
Me: You said you didn’t even answer properly?
Sourang: No, but
Soeurang: Always ask me what I don’t know;;
Soeulang: I don’t know much about cosmetics or shoes.
Soeurang: I just buy clothes that are carried over…
Sourang: What do you say?
Me: anyway
Me: That person is trying to be friendly with you
Me: You should be sincere in answering
Me: Don’t look for me
Soeurang: Why do you want to be with someone you don’t even like?
Soeurang: We should be close…
Me: Do you hate chocolate nuna?
Sourang: It’s not that I don’t like it…
Soeurang: In the first place, the world we live in is very different.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I can’t even talk well.
Sourang: How do you get along?
Me: Yeah well, I’m glad I didn’t hate it
Soeurang: Guh
Soeurang: He knows everything I don’t know
Soeurang: Just showing off like that
Sourang: I didn’t even ask
Soeurang: Trying to teach me is a bit like that
Me: what does that mean
Soeurang: What should I do?
Sourang: You know this? You know what
Soeurang: While doing this
Soeurang: I’m trying to teach you
Soeurang: Honestly, it’s a bit uncomfortable.
Me: hmm
Soeurang: And just
Sourang: Huh?
Soeurang: I’m not bragging that I’ve known Nangnim longer.
Soeurang: Every time I talk about Nangnim, every single thing…
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meong…
Me: Okay, calm down
Me: You know what Choco said?
Me: He kind of talks like that
Me: That’s why I often get angry as a listener
Sourang: yes
Me: so
Me: I won’t tell you to forcefully get closer
Me: I won’t
Me: at least when I am
Me: um
Soeurang: Are you going to be friends?
Me: No, I’m not talking about being friendly.
Me: Can’t we try to talk about it?
Me: I’m asking
Sourang: Why?
Me: If you ask me why, I have nothing to say
Me: It’s not like I can come every day
Me: There will be days when I can’t come often, right?
Sourang: That’s right
Me: I don’t mind waiting for me
Me: No, I have no intention of saying anything about waiting.
Me: To be honest, I’m a little grateful
Me: But at least I hope you won’t be bored.
Soeurang: Surprisingly, he plays well alone…
Me: But once you come here
Me: I want to get along well with other people
Soeurang: No, but I
Me: no
Me: I’m not saying that we should all be close to each other.
Me: okay
Me: At least to the point of not blushing
Soeurang: Uh
Me: I also don’t like kids
Me: I don’t want to be friends
Me: But at least to the extent that he doesn’t hate me
Me: It’s easier to build friendships later
Me: And it’s not like everyone hates you
Me: Why don’t we at least talk about it?
Soeurang: Is that an order?
Me: You like that?
Soeurang: More than good haha
Soeurang: Motivation? Increased motivation?
Soeurang: In that sense… Lol
Me: yes
Me: I won’t say that even when I’m not around
Me: Let’s talk when we’re together
Me: Not all of them are insane
Me: They’re not that bad
Soeurang: That includes Nang?
Me: what
Soeurang: Uh
Soeurang: If Nang is in trouble, then
Soeurang: I’ll try, but…
Me: yes
Soeurang: Actually, I don’t know why.
Soeurang: Of course, it’s not that other people don’t like it.
Soeurang: It’s not really fun to talk to…
Soeurang: They’re people I don’t know well in the first place.
With Soeu: haha
Me: right?
Soeurang: yes
Sourang: Isn’t that obvious?
Soeurang: In the first place, it wasn’t long before we met.
Soeurang: I haven’t seen that many.
With Soeu: haha
Me: yes
Me: I can’t remember
Me: Among them, isn’t Daddy Never the one you can count on your hand?
Me: When was the last time you saw it?
Sourang: That… Go?
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: When was it really?
Sourang: I don’t remember
Me: but everyone
Me: bring me
Me: When I see him asking why does he only play with me?
Me: Do you feel anything?
Sourang: …
Me: Not everyone talked to you like that.
Me: I don’t even know a person like you
Me: No, I’m leaving
Me: Even if it’s not you, the problems you need to pay attention to are lives piled up like a mountain.
Me: I’m interested in you
Soeurang: No, but…
Me: And what did you say earlier?
Me: wait
Me: yes
Me: I wrote it exactly like this
Me: When I think about how many people in the world care about me
Me: Of course you wouldn’t be grateful
Soeurang: Uhhhhh
Me: I won’t force you to become close
Me: But it’s been a while since I’ve been a newbie
Me: If you really appreciate the people who care about you
Me: Shouldn’t you show your hard work?
Soeurang: I said it for nothing
Me: if you know
Me: Say one word at a time unless you are busy.
Me: I won’t say that until I’m gone
Me: Once I’m there, it’s unconditional
Me: you know?
Soeurang: Yes…
Me: can you?
Me: Can you believe it?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Really, how can you be like that?
Soeurang: I only choose weak words, right?
Me: It’s not easy to act as a middle bridge
Soeurang: If you ask me if I can trust you here
Soeurang: You have no choice but to listen… Haha
Me: At the point where I said it was an order in the first place
Me: I can’t hear it
Soeurang: Nang-nim, there’s something you always say haha
Soeurang: I’m not even Nangnim’s sub
Soeurang: Why can’t I listen to orders? Haha
Me: why?
Soeurang: No, I didn’t mean to rebel.
Soeurang: Why are you like this again haha
Soeurang: You can just ask
Me: If you listen carefully and do what you say
Me: I was going to tell you that there will be a proper reward
Me: Why does he get scared when I say something?
Sourang: Oh
With Soeu: haha;;
Me: If I blindly give you fear, will you be motivated?
Me: As far as I can hear
Me: I’ll grant you one wish
Me: look at oppa’s face, do your best
Soeurang: These days, he seems to be saying that oppa often haha
Soeurang: It happened a few times today
Me: Is that so?
Me: Sometimes it comes out like a habit
Me: don’t worry
Soeurang: Because you’re my brother, so… Lol
Soeulang: By the way, wish
Sourang: Well
Sourang: I don’t have one;;
Me: think carefully
Me: anyway
SYSTEM :// [Never Die] Has entered.
Neverdie: Hello.
Me: ajae
Me: Are you here?
Sourang: Hello
Never Die: How come you and Soeurang are here today?
Never Die: I haven’t seen you lately. Haha
With Soeu: haha;;
Me: I will see you often from today
Never Die: Hey
Neverdie: In the end, Nangi brought it.
Never Die: Until I hear from Nangi
Never Die: I thought you weren’t coming at all. Haha
Sourang: Oh, what…
Soeurang: It’s not that I didn’t come.
Never Die: Because we are busy with our livelihoods
Never Die: Because I don’t connect until late at night
Never Die: It’s hard to see your face, right?
Soeurang: I’m a bit busy these days because it’s exam period haha
Soeurang: It was hard to stay that long.
Soeurang: I have to study too…
Never Die: I will. Hehe
Never Die: Did the test go well?
Sourang: yes
With Soeu: haha
Never Die: Did you come in to commemorate the end of the exam?
Soeurang: Rather than commemorating
Soeurang: If you don’t come in, there’s nothing to do… Lol
Soeurang: And when did you come in?
Soeurang: Because Nangnim is here
With Soeu: haha