Chapter 308 – Friday, June 20 4 PM (6)
Sourang: It’s okay
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Because a name is enough
Soeurang: Don’t give me weird nicknames for nothing
Me: Very determined
Sourang: I don’t have very good memories.
Me: The name Seoyoon is hard to come up with as a nickname
Soeurang: It’s okay to call when it’s just the two of us
Soeurang: Oppa… Lol
Soeurang: Even in front of people
Soeurang: You’re going to call it the same
Me: Are you saying it’s okay when it’s just the two of us?
Sourang: No, it’s just like that.
Me: You seem to like it unexpectedly
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: I’ll think of one
Soeurang: No food
Soeurang: It can’t be vulgar either.
Soeurang: Don’t do anything
Me: That’s very difficult
Soeurang: Think about how I feel when I’m called that way
Soeurang: I’m not kidding, what is it… Lol
Soeulang: I always say it’s a side dish in a vending machine.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: But if the owner
Soeurang: When called by a nickname
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: That’s it
Sourang: I think it will be awkward
Me: what are you doing
Soeurang: While being lovely
Soeurang: He has aegyo
Soeurang: Even if others hear it
Soeurang: Something that doesn’t make you cringe?
Me: What’s wrong with saying “Beat it up”?
Sourang: I say that too
Me: Surprisingly, I have a certain taste
Soeurang: You look like the owner
Me: You keep using that as an excuse
Soeurang: haha
Me: Don’t think it always works
Soeurang: yes
Sourang: I’ll be careful
Me: Anyhow
With Soeu: haha
Me: Yeah well, it’s good to be sure
Me: A hundred times better than obscure
Me: We went to eat together.
Me: Anything is fine
Me: I’ll do anything
Soeurang: haha
Me: I’m serious
Sourang: I know… Lol
Me: yes
Me: After that, it’s all about studying.
Me: I took classes at school
Me: I had a meeting because of an assignment
Me: lol
Me: Today’s good job
Me: Definitely rejecting the announcement
Soeurang: You keep putting off the announcement to me.
Me: How did you refuse?
Me: It must have been hard to say
Me: good job
Me: I’ll compliment you
Soeurang: It’s already been a month. What?
Me: He asked me to go have a coffee with him
Me: What I could say was good
Me: lol
Me: To my assistant sister
Me: I asked the right question
Soeurang: Are you only reading the good job part?
Me: Maybe Seoyoon is getting used to it?
Me: Or is it because I have a lot to say?
Me: The diary is getting longer and longer
Me: I’m just skimming through it quickly
With Soeu: haha
Me: let’s go like this just for today
Me: It wasn’t in the original plan
Me: Because I have a lot of work
Me: I suddenly lost my concentration.
Soeurang: Do whatever you want… Lol
Me: How do elementary school teachers do this?
Soeurang: Wouldn’t it be like an older brother?
Me: no sorry
Me: lol
Me: I know you’re not sincere
Me: If you read everything and comment
Me: I can never finish this today
Sourang: I know
Me: For now, I just quickly skim through everything
Me: I’ll take the time to read it in detail later
Me: I think of Seoyoon when I play
Me: don’t tell me
Me: I wrote something like school life
Me: I’m very curious too… ?
Soeurang: You must read it later
Me: yes
Me: I promise
Soeurang: It means that the owner ordered me to work hard.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: If I don’t read it properly, I think I’ll be a bit sad… ㅠㅠ
Me: I’m reading it quickly
Me: Saying good morning to the person sitting next to you
Me: The team leader asked me over the phone and answered
Me: Running away from evangelists because they were busy
Me: It must have never been easy with Seoyoon’s personality.
Me: It’s admirable that you can see how hard you tried to be praised.
Soeurang: I’ve been working really hard all this time.
Me: I see
Soeurang: At first, the words didn’t come out well.
Soeurang: I can’t even make eye contact ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Until you let go out of pity
Soeurang: I just stood there
Me: Not today?
Soeurang: For now, just run away.
Me: haha
Soeurang: Still like the owner
Soeurang: Won’t you turn off quickly?
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Just like this
Soeurang: I can’t even look hard
Me: I’m not even going to tell you to turn off
Soeurang: It doesn’t come out of the mouth.
Soeurang: You said everything with your eyes?
Soeurang: As if they were very similar
Soeurang: Just like this… Lol
Soeurang: The corner of the mouth is also half raised
Me: there are so many of them in my neighborhood
Me: what is that
Me: oh yes
Me: do you know
Me: When it’s really polar
Me: Enough to meet once every 10 minutes
With Soeu:
Me: So it came naturally
Me: So Seoyoon, don’t do that if you can.
Me: He said he was more persistent with women.
Me: Don’t provoke it, it’s better to just run away
Sourang: So I’m just sorry
Soeurang: Say a small word and run away… Lol
Me: yes
Me: that’s good
Sourang: And
Soeurang: Again
Soeurang: Because of an assignment, I met with the members of the group
Soeulang: In the midst of deciding on a role and having a meeting
Soeurang: If you ask me to go for coffee
Soeurang: I refused at first.
Soeurang: These days, even if you quietly chew a straw
Soeurang: I tend to go and sit down
Me: Sitting without a word must be harder than I thought
Soeurang: I can see a little bit of notice, but… Lol
Soeurang: If you just sit quietly and listen
Soeurang: There are many things to know
Soeurang: It was more helpful than I thought.
Soeulang: Lectures and reports
Soeurang: At least I know a nearby restaurant
Me: Who doesn’t bother?
Soeurang: I’m not saying it openly.
Soeurang: I don’t notice… Lol
Soeurang: If you’re going to be quiet
Soeurang: I’m just going home
Soeurang: Why did you follow me here?
Soeurang: There are people who notice
Me: yes
Me: everywhere
Soeurang: But there are definitely people like that.
Soeurang: I can’t do my job properly
Sourang: I can’t believe it
Soeurang: I mean, it’s causing trouble.
Me: haha
Soeurang: Because they are so quick-witted
Soeulang: Can’t you make a PPT?
Soeulang: Even after researching the data
Soeulang: I just scraped it from the wiki
Soeulang: I couldn’t put a note properly
Me: Every time like this haha
Me: I feel that Seoyoon has become very poisoned too.
Soeurang: When the real semester started
Soeulang: With a little exaggeration
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Almost every week
Soeulang: I saw that there was a task for each group.
Soeurang: I thought I came to this department for no reason
Me: yes
Soeurang: I wonder if I came to college for nothing
Me: haha
Soeurang: Because I learned this
Soeurang: Where do you want to use it?
Soeurang: Does it help?
Soeurang: If you take the test anyway
Soeurang: I’m about to forget it right away
Me: Such a good kid… Lol
Me: If you get hit by studying with people
Me: The taste wears off in half a year
Soeurang: I didn’t really have any goals.
Soeurang: I just wanted to get out of the house
Soeurang: Because going far is scary
Soeulang: At least in Seoul… Lol
Soeurang: Because I studied to live on my own
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: Until graduation ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: If you think you have to repeat this a few times
Me: Do you feel tired already?
Soeurang: I was a bit out of energy.
Me: I had a hard time too
Me: I’m tired too
Me: lol
Me: I struggled with many things
Soeurang: I know it was more because of my brother… ?
Me: It’s written here anyway
Sourang: …
Me: Drinking with a girl I dated before
Me: I go home to play very comfortably
Me: As if it were normal
Me: They both look fine
Me: It’s a bit like watching from the side
Soeurang: To be frank
Sourang: I just didn’t like it
Me: I’m honest.
Soeurang: Because everyone takes it too casually
Soeurang: Is it weird that I’m uncomfortable? I want to
Soeurang: Everyone has known each other for years.
Soeurang: I can’t read the mood alone
Soeurang: I felt like I was complaining for no reason.
Soeurang: There was no place to complain.
Me: So you wrote it down in your diary?
Soeulang: The meaning of the protest is a bit… Lol
Me: A protest?
Soeurang: Oppa will see you later anyway
Me: read me?
Soeurang: I know that unnie is a good person too
Soeurang: Oppa, what… Lol
Sourang: I’m not a very nice person, but
Soeurang: You are my favorite person
Me: um
Soeurang: I hope everyone gets along well, but
Soeurang: But I don’t want to yield
Sourang: I don’t like that
Sourang: Really… Lol
Sourang: So far
Sourang: I’m not in that position.
Soeurang: Because you can’t go against it
Soeurang: I wanted to say it, but I held back.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: You can be jealous now
Me: Because Seoyoon is jealous
Me: Why does it sound so scary… Lol
Soeurang: As if I belonged to the owner
Soeurang: Oppa is mine too
Soeurang: With a girl other than me
Soeurang: You can’t get closer
Me: ok
Sourang: I promise
Me: yes
Me: I promise
Soeurang: Do you know how hard it was for me?
Soeurang: Oppa doesn’t even explain properly
Soeurang: We’ve known each other for a lot longer.
Sourang: It can’t be helped
Soeurang: Everyone around me… Lol
Soeurang: It seems like only unnie is taking care of her
Soeurang: No one was on my side.
Me: Really for Seoyoon
Me: I have nothing to say
Soeurang: Reflect, really…
Me: I need to reflect
Me: yes
Me: no matter what
Me: It’s just an excuse
With Soeu: haha
Me: The weather comes sooner than expected
Soeurang: My older brother said he would get stabbed while reading
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I exaggerated a little, but
Soeurang: But I wrote honestly.
Me: exaggeration… I don’t think this
Me: Does Seoyoon become more self-deprecating when she is jealous?
Soeurang: It’s my first time so I don’t know
Me: angry with me
Me: I hate Kyeong-eun
Me: no such thing
Me: All she says is that she hates her
Soeurang: This is a bit of a bad habit, but
Soeurang: Sometimes when I get really depressed
Soeurang: Why am I like this?
Sourang: It’s useless
Soeurang: He has a dark personality
Soeurang: Because they act too slowly
Soeurang: Everyone hates me
Soeurang: This is how I thought.
Me: Are you running in the wrong direction?
Soeulang: And objectively
Soeurang: Unnie is prettier
Me: um
Soeurang: In times like these, even empty words are fine.
Soeurang: Can’t you just say no?
Me: sorry
With Soeu: haha
Me: Of course Seoyoon is prettier
Sourang: It’s okay
Sourang: It’s late
Me: more cute and lovely
Me: nice and charming
Me: and
Me: uh
Me: nice
With Soeu: haha
Me: wait a minute
Me: I’ll think about it and chat
Sourang: It’s okay haha
Me: And who is prettier
Me: It’s good to be with Seoyoon
Sourang: Uh…
Me: I don’t think it matters
Me: Once I liked it, that was enough
Soeurang: The answer is really… Lol
Me: Or does Seoyoon like good-looking people?
Soeurang: Oppa is good…
Me: right?
Soeurang: Uh
Me: me too
Soeurang: It’s not what I wanted to hear
Soeurang: It flows like water flowing.
With Soeu: haha
Soeulang: The feeling of returning intact
Me: I still don’t have the time to be swayed by you
Soeurang: It’s so hard to hear someone say that you’re pretty ㅠㅠ
Me: I still don’t like Seoyoon
Me: I think you say it often
Me: pretty cute
Me: admirable and nice
Me: Do you like talking more?
Sourang: What can I say… Lol
Soeurang: Rather than talking to me
Me : ?
Soeurang: Because it’s something I heard when I was a puppy
Me: Before, I was among my brother and the owner.
Me: When asked who is better
Me: They’re both me anyway
Me: Didn’t you say you had to compete?
Sourang: No, but… ㅠㅠ
Me: I wonder which one is more loved?
Sourang: Honestly
Soeurang: A little
Sourang: …
Sourang: I’m curious
Me: I can’t say anything right now
Me: I still don’t even have a proper date
Me: Although we met a few times
Me: what is that… Lol
Soeurang: I know too, so you don’t have to talk
Me: I decorated it at best
Me: lol
Me: It’s a gift
Me: Give me the rotor and handcuffs
Me: Seoyoon must be embarrassed too
Soeurang: Are you reading that part?
Me: yes
Soeurang: Anyone would have been the same.
Sourang: Of course I’m embarrassed.
Sourang: Besides… Lol
Soeurang: Did you buy it because you thought you would like it?
Soeurang: How hard was it to bring it?
Me: I liked it though
Sourang: …
Me: Both of them struggled a lot in rotor play
Me: Seoyoon was very difficult just like Seoyoon.
Me: I am the tribe that commands Seoyoon.
Me: I can’t
Me: Because I keep getting tackled
Soeurang: The owner was very angry.
Me: I’m not really angry
Me: I can’t do it, what can I do?
Me: haha
Me: I was trying to find a point to quit instead
Me: I was always paying attention
Soeurang: That’s right
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: Something like a tool
Soeurang: This is my first time using it.
Soeurang: Because the stimulus is too strong
Me: yes
Sourang: I mean, I was really scared.
Me: as far as I remember
Me: When playing rotor
Me: I think it was the first time I used Safe Word.
Soeurang: Ng
Me: I also used handcuffs for the first time today
Me: Because I couldn’t loosen the handcuffs
Me: play is over
Me: I can’t even go to the bathroom
Me: I almost got into trouble, maybe?
Soeurang: You never talked about handcuffs after that.
Me: lol
Soeurang: I’m scared when I’m alone
Soeurang: With the owner later
With Soeu: While we’re together
Soeulang: Unless safety is guaranteed
Soeurang: I don’t want to touch it as much as possible
Me: well, that’s a wise attitude
Me: No matter how much I plan
Me: Even if you thoroughly check the tools
B: as much as the party actually bound
Me: Because no one is sensitive to safety
Soeurang: Oppa hates it when you get hurt.
Me: no, than that
Me: You should take care of yourself first
Sourang: Are you worried?
Me: Sometimes it’s hard to understand Seoyoon’s standard
Soeurang: What is difficult?
Soeurang: It means that oppa doesn’t do anything he doesn’t like.
Me: But, think about safety as much as yourself
Me: It’s not just about playing anymore
Me: If you do something wrong and even get hurt
Me: No, of course it’s because he’s a sub
Me: It’s not that I don’t have to worry
Me: I guess girlfriends have different feelings
Soeurang: Yeondi!
Me: did you like it?
Soeurang: From the first time I heard it.
Me: Actually, I was a little surprised by that
Me: What should I say about Seoyoon?
Me: definite relationship
Me: for example
Me: Everyone has their own roles
Me: just follow the rules
Me: I knew you’d like that
Sourang: Well
Me: I guess girlfriend and submissive
Me: Of course, the opposite is also true.
Me: We have different roles
Me: I can share my position, but
Me: Because the direction is very different in the first place
Soeurang: Vertical?
Soeurang: Horizontal?
Sourang: Anyway
Soeurang: My brother did that.
Me: yes
Me: Besides, Seoyoon’s personality is a bit like that.
Me: Because there is a negative corner
Me: I thought she’d say no
Me: So even if I show interest
Me: I knew you would choose one in the end
Soeurang: Because she wanted everything
Me: I’m greedy haha
Soeurang: I don’t remember when exactly, but
Soeurang: My brother did that before.
Soeurang: Because I was alone until now
Sourang: It wouldn’t have happened.
Soeulang: I can’t yield more and more from now on
Soeurang: If we compromise, something will happen
Me: yes
Soeurang: For me, that was just my older brother… Lol
Soeurang: I didn’t want to pick only one.
Me: Yeah well, it’s like Seoyoon
Soeurang: But between my boyfriend and the owner
Soeulang: Just be smart and distinguish well
Soeulang: Daily life and play
Soeurang: The center… Should I say
Soeurang: If you ask me if I can keep the balance
Me: Are you sure?
Soeurang: To be honest, myself… There is no
Me: haha
Soeurang: Oppa was like that a while ago too
Sourang: I haven’t tried it yet.
Soeurang: If you say you are
Soeurang: That’s a subject without a license
Soeurang: It’s the same as thinking you’re good at driving.
Me: So you don’t want to worry first?
Soeurang: It’s not that my personality changes quickly.
Soeurang: I’m still worried… Lol
Me: People don’t change easily
Sourang: What should I do next?
Soeurang: Because it’s only the starting line now
Me: yes
Soeurang: But I feel better than I thought
Me: yes?
With Soeu: Yes
Sooyoung: It’s okay
Me: That’s cool haha
Sourang: Isn’t it?
Me: yes yes
With Soeu: With my brother
With Soeu: With me
Soeurang: As long as there are two of us, everything is fine
