Chapter 301 – Tuesday, June 17 3 PM (2)
Me: I’m sorry though
Me: real shit
Me: like this
Me: nothing to say
Chocolate milk: haha
Me: enough to talk about this here
Me: Did you not want to see me like that?
Me: All of a sudden, a sense of wonder comes over me
Chocolate milk: Men are definitely like that
Me : ?
Chocolate milk: Even with the awareness that you are doing something wrong
Chocolate milk: I don’t know what the other person is feeling
Chocolate milk: I wonder if I can’t think of that?
Chocolate milk: Or maybe you just don’t want to think about it
Me : …
Chocolate milk: I’ll ask the opposite
Chocolate Milk: Do you think you’ll miss it?
Me: I just thought it was polite
Me: I never meant anything else
Me: If you’re indifferent
Me: I have nothing to say
Chocolate Milk: Do you want to apologize and be comfortable like that?
Me: not like that
Me: no, that’s it
Me: yes
Me: sorry
Me: you’re right
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: It’s amazing, really… Lol
Me: what’s so funny
Chocolate milk: Do you know that you really can’t adapt?
Chocolate milk: At times like this, they say not to talk
Chocolate Milk: Let’s fight together
Chocolate Milk: Since when did you become so calm?
Me: It seems like you’ve been surprised for the same reason several times already.
Chocolate milk: It’s because it’s amazing every time I see it
Me: Do you want to fight even at a moment like this?
Chocolate Milk: Who would think we’d fight because we liked it?
Me: Fuck if you throw a dead ball
Me: You can clearly see the intention haha
Me: Anyone can see that it’s a dump
Me: Are you going to endure it even if you get hit by a ball?
Chocolate milk: You just endured it well, so what?
Me: That’s it, I trained like this and that
Chocolate milk: A
Me: It’s become a habit to hold back because of the furrow
Me: I don’t want to cry at all, so I close my eyes tightly
Me: It’s cute, it’s going beyond
Me: Would you be satisfied with this answer?
Me: I can’t really say anything
Me: Do you really have to voluntarily jump in like that?
Chocolate Milk: This is a bit like usual… Lol
Me: what are we going to do
Chocolate Milk: Are you holding back because you hate crying?
Chocolate milk: Our nang is nice
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: It has become very mild
Me: The one who threw the ball in the first place should have done that
Me: no
Me: yes
Me: what are you talking about
Chocolate milk: I’m trying to make my sister Eulang jealous
Me: why again
Chocolate milk: I only fought with my sister
Chocolate milk: For younger children
Chocolate milk: Kill your temper
Chocolate milk: while holding it tight
Chocolate milk: Because I think it will be good for you
Me: tsk
Chocolate Milk: Until a little while ago, I hoped the two of you would be well.
Chocolate Milk: Don’t be angry with Eulang for nothing
Chocolate milk: Accept it if you complain
Chocolate milk: I wanted to comfort you well
Chocolate milk: That doesn’t work as well as I thought… Lol
Me: Would you be satisfied with a slap on the cheek?
Chocolate milk: It’s not coming to meet you, so what?
Me: Someone said no
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: don’t hit me
Chocolate Milk: You’re hated by Urang
Me: I’ll say I rolled down the stairs
Chocolate milk: haha
Me: Because I have nothing but sorry feelings for you
Me: It’s strange that the other person comforts you
Me : …
Me: yes fuck
Me: anyway
Me: You want to be comfortable, right?
Chocolate milk: Didn’t you say it was bad?
Me: but at least
Me: I thought it would be better than ending it this way
Chocolate Milk: But you shouldn’t hit someone you don’t know.
Me: Now I’m treated like someone I don’t know
Chocolate milk: But it’s actually like that… Lol
Chocolate milk: It wasn’t even mine for a long time
Chocolate Milk: With the ex-boyfriend I used to know
Chocolate milk: It’s already changed tremendously
Chocolate Milk: I hope we are no longer friends
Me: tsk
Chocolate Milk: That’s just someone who doesn’t know
Me: I won’t stop you if you want to think so
Chocolate milk: Now I can’t even boast that I know the best.
Chocolate milk: A few days ago, I talked to Eulang a lot.
Chocolate Milk: If a few more years pass like this
Chocolate milk: You don’t even recognize faces at all?
Me: Just enough to kill my temper
Me: If your face changes
Me: I really want to ask you something
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: I’ll eat and live with my face too
Chocolate milk: Of course the face won’t change
Chocolate milk: Like you, always in a bowl of dog-licked porridge
Chocolate milk: Friends with spiky faces
Chocolate milk: Even if the atmosphere is slightly different
Chocolate milk: Your impression has changed dramatically.
Me: What did the dog lick?
Me: Anyway, expressing
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: so
Me: can this really be it?
Chocolate milk: I want to do that too
Chocolate milk: I want to do that too
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: one of these
Chocolate milk: I don’t think it’s enough?
Me: Do you really want to joke until the end?
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: It’s the last time
Chocolate milk: I’m not dying
Chocolate milk: It’s like a joke
Me: When a person is serious, follow him
Me: Don’t make sane people stupid
Chocolate milk: Let’s do it as usual, as usual
Chocolate milk: Don’t be serious for nothing
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate Milk: It’s a joke.
Chocolate milk: I don’t like being depressed
Chocolate milk: There is nothing to be gained, so why do you have to do that?
Me: tsk
Chocolate Milk: Is your sister already twenty-seven?
Chocolate milk: Just like before… Lol
Chocolate milk: Because it was tea
Chocolate milk: like the heroine of a tragedy
Chocolate milk: I’m just depressed and I’m not like that
Chocolate Milk: No, it’s true that I’m depressed.
Me: yes
Me: I know what you mean
Chocolate milk: self-pity?
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: Anyway, that’s how it feels
Me: I don’t think age has anything to do with it
Chocolate milk: You mean you’ve been kicked that much?
Chocolate Milk: After crying like the end of the world
Chocolate milk: I called my friends and complained
Chocolate milk: Drink until the film runs out
Chocolate milk: I went to work swollen… Lol
Chocolate Milk: Because you think you graduated?
Me: If you want to joke
Me: haha
Me: can’t
Me: tell me something bright
Chocolate milk: haha
Chocolate milk: Because it’s light grumpiness
Chocolate milk: please accept it
Chocolate milk: Are you in the mood for a bright joke?
Me: It’s hard to take the fuck every time… Lol
Chocolate Milk: At least we’re not like that.
Chocolate milk: I’ve never had that, but
Chocolate milk: I finished it a while ago
Me: how many years
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Well, it doesn’t matter if noona wants to
Chocolate Milk: Anyway, it’s only when it’s like this, isn’t it?
Chocolate milk: I usually sing well
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: It’s good because it’s easy to understand
Me: let it go
Me: how did you call it
Chocolate Milk: What do you usually call Eurang?
Me: brother
Chocolate milk: Honorifics?
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: After all, do guys like being called oppa?
Chocolate milk: I’d say it’s different for each person anyway, but
Me: I know
Chocolate milk: haha
Me: I’ll ask you again
Me: Are you really okay with this?
Chocolate Milk: Then what can I do?
Chocolate Milk: No, what are you going to do for me?
Chocolate Milk: Shall we meet and cry?
Chocolate milk: Then will you shake?
Chocolate milk: not responsible
Chocolate Milk: You’re talking very lightly.
Me : …
Chocolate milk: But don’t be too mean haha
Chocolate milk: Actually, you knew it a long time ago?
Chocolate milk: I think it will end like this in the end
Chocolate milk: There is such a thing as intuition.
Chocolate milk: I don’t think we can meet anymore
Chocolate Milk: I knew that word from the moment it came out.
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: Do you think after your anger subsides?
Chocolate milk: strangely acceptable
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: I don’t mind the reason, but
Chocolate milk: They say it’s for my baby, but what can I do?
Me: no that
Chocolate milk: It’s okay, listen
Me: ok
Chocolate Milk: If I’m stubborn there
Chocolate milk: Ex-girlfriend or older sister
Chocolate Milk: That’s irresponsible
Chocolate milk: I have to step back cleanly
Chocolate milk: Because I don’t want to be messy
Me: I know you’re proud
Chocolate milk: but
Chocolate milk: yes
Chocolate milk: You know that feeling too, right?
Chocolate Milk: If you miss it as it is now
Chocolate milk: I think I will regret it in the future
Me: yes
I know
Chocolate Milk: So I yielded and yielded again
Chocolate milk: It’s true pride and pride
Chocolate milk: bend as much as you can
Chocolate milk: as it bends
Chocolate Milk: That’s what we compromised as much as we could
Me : …
Chocolate milk: Even if I think about it, it’s pitiful… Lol
Chocolate milk: It’s okay even if you just knew each other before
Chocolate milk: Even if it is a distant relative who only knows the name
Chocolate Milk: I didn’t want to hear the words to never see you again
Me: sorry
Chocolate Milk: What happened in the end?
Chocolate Milk: Thanks to Nangi
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: Noona’s pride was smashed
Chocolate milk: in a very humiliating mood
Chocolate milk: Should I be angry?
Chocolate Milk: Or Should I Be Cool?
Chocolate milk: Is it hard enough not to know?
Me: nothing to say
Chocolate milk: Even if you have nothing to say
Chocolate Milk: Can you tell me why?
Me: You may not understand, but is it okay?
Chocolate milk: The result is the same anyway
Me: just something
Me: I felt like I was spinning around
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: You’re thinking the same thing after all
Chocolate Milk: Which one?
Me: I don’t think I can go out with you anymore
Me: It’s a good opportunity because you’re both tired
Me: Let’s break up if we don’t want to keep fighting
Me: But it’s a waste to give up
Me: I have enough left to erase my lingering feelings
Me: Then how about just being friends?
Chocolate milk: yes
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Don’t you think it’s the same context?
Me: If we remain friends like this
Me: No matter how much time passes
Me: I don’t think I can escape
Me: I decided to quit… Lol
Chocolate milk: Do you think we shouldn’t leave room at all?
Me: I only know your name
Me: It’s okay even if it’s like that
Me: Let’s not cut it off at all
Me: my sister did that
Me: Did you worry a lot when you heard that?
Chocolate Milk: Yeah… Lol
Me: But suddenly I had that thought
Me: I thought of quitting in the first place
Me: while eating heartily
Me: To the extent that there is room for a little compromise
Me: I thought it was pathetic to hesitate
Chocolate milk: haha
Me: And to be honest, I’m not even confident
Me: Just like my sister said
Me: Even if we live like that
Me: I’ll keep thinking of you every time I see you
Chocolate Milk: Do you think you will like it again?
Me: no
Me: it’s not
Chocolate milk: A
Me: I don’t have romantic feelings
Me: I want to stay friends
Me: That definitely remains
Chocolate milk: Should I say thank you for that?
Me: but that
Me: what
Me: After all, you’re doing the same thing over and over again
Me: If there is anything that has changed
Me: I don’t know if anyone else
Me: Never to Seoyoon
Me: because it happened
Me: you understand
Me: I don’t want to force you to understand
Chocolate milk: I care a lot
Me: You can’t take it for granted
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: I’m just thinking these days
Me: Because it doesn’t make much sense
Me: you can go
Me: It can be long to explain
Chocolate Milk: Okay, okay… Lol
Me: So I want to finish this time
Me: I know it’s selfish
Me: It’s all about me
Me: I don’t even think about my sister’s feelings
Me: I know it’s such a decision
Chocolate milk: What’s new
Me: I don’t think I should give in here
Me: What, breaking up for you?
Me: That’s the way for each other
Me: not like that
Me: It’s for me from beginning to end
Me: Because I want to do well with another woman
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: Don’t hold it back, it’s easier to get angry
Chocolate milk: I know it’s intentional, but
Chocolate Milk: But I’m pissed when I hear it
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: As expected, tonight’s appointment is
Chocolate milk: I think it was right to cancel
Me: I don’t feel lucky at all
Chocolate milk: I wish I had heard this in person
Chocolate milk: I’m really sad… Lol
Chocolate milk: Noona might have just cried
Me: Won’t you regret it if you don’t vent your anger?
Chocolate Milk: Regret… I guess I’ll do it
Chocolate milk: I said I sent it without even venting my anger
Chocolate milk: I don’t think there will be any sediment left.
Chocolate milk: You told me
Chocolate milk: Anyway lol
Chocolate Milk: Did you know it would turn out like this?
Me: But I’m sure you feel different now
Chocolate milk: yes
Chocolate Milk: But I was expecting it.
Chocolate Milk: I’m not mad at you
Chocolate milk: It’s just more miserable than I thought
Chocolate milk: hurting pride and humiliating
Chocolate milk: I feel like letting go
Me: I’d rather be angry
Chocolate milk: I hate that
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: If I get mad here
Chocolate Milk: You’ll be satisfied with that.
Me: There are parts that are self-satisfying, but
Me: It’s true that I want to apologize
Chocolate Milk: Okay
Chocolate milk: I want to see my sister’s face one last time
Chocolate Milk: If you said so, I’d think about it.
Chocolate milk: enough to suit one’s self-satisfaction
Chocolate Milk: Noona, I’m not a nice person
Me: You won’t believe me even if I say I miss you
Chocolate milk: Actually, yes… Lol
Chocolate milk: I can’t believe it sounds like a mouthful
Me: what is it
Chocolate milk: You can think it’s good
Chocolate milk: At least in the face haha
Chocolate Milk: You don’t have to worry about getting beaten.
Me: Would you laugh if I said I was prepared for that?
Chocolate Milk: Did you think your sister would hit you?
Me: I thought it was okay to break at least one leg
Chocolate milk: maybe not bad
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: at least while it heals
Chocolate milk: I won’t forget you
Me: I’m afraid of you sometimes
Chocolate Milk: Originally, all women are scary.
Me: that’s right
Me: She’s never been scared
Chocolate milk: tell me you miss my sister
Me: half and half
Chocolate Milk: A dirty honest guy… Lol
Chocolate milk: really all 5 years
Chocolate milk: and until the end
Chocolate Milk: You won’t tell me what you want to hear
Me: What kind of sister is that?
Chocolate milk: I’m half and half haha
Me: It’s common for each other, but what?
Chocolate milk: I don’t know which face to look at
Chocolate milk: I heard everything I wanted to hear
Chocolate Milk: Let’s meet now
Chocolate Milk: After only talking on the outside
Chocolate Milk: It will end as if we broke up
Me: well, that would be it
Chocolate milk: I want to stop
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: Because I hesitated until the end
Chocolate milk: If you didn’t know the answer, you wouldn’t know
Chocolate milk: In the yard that has already been decided
Chocolate Milk: But it’s the last time
Chocolate milk: Looking at your face
Chocolate milk: Going to soothe a miserable mood
Chocolate milk: No matter how much I think about it, it’s not my taste
Me: Was it that obvious?
Chocolate Milk: Did Eurang take care of you?
Me: yes
Me: thank you
Chocolate Milk: What did you feel when you saw that?
Chocolate milk: There was no place for me to intervene.
Chocolate milk: I don’t want to think of it as a hindrance
Chocolate milk: Noona has pride too, right?
Chocolate milk: In front of my younger siblings
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: full of leeway
Chocolate milk: I want to be a woman with ability
Me: Yeah well, the concept is free
Chocolate milk: It’s a concept
Chocolate milk: This bastard… Lol
Me: It’s okay if it’s too relaxed
Me: It should be moderately clumsy and lax
Me: But what, noona haha
Me: You don’t have to worry about that part
Chocolate milk: I really want to die
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: There’s nothing right
Chocolate milk: I’m just throwing it
Me: Who was it that said let’s do it as usual?
Chocolate Milk: That’s just what it says.
Chocolate Milk: Really… Lol
Chocolate milk: This part
Chocolate Milk: Why doesn’t it change?
Chocolate milk: There is no atmosphere or anything, really
Me: It’s a shame to end up with someone you don’t know
Chocolate milk: Eolssigu
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate Milk: Are you considerate?
Me: I feel like I’ll be stoned if I said that.
Chocolate milk: I know.
Me: think about it
Me: Because it’s the last anyway
Chocolate milk: I’ll be grateful then
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate Milk: Leaving only good memories behind
Chocolate milk: It’s not bad to end
Me: It’s so awkward even when I say it
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: it’s the last
Chocolate Milk: So, is it over now?
Me: ok
Chocolate milk: surprisingly quickly
Chocolate milk: When parting
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: I think it was more emotional.
Me: Because we’re both young
Chocolate milk: Is it because I’m really getting old?
Me: what else
Chocolate Milk: What to say
Chocolate milk: It’s sad that I’m more calm than I thought
Me : …
Chocolate Milk: I’ve known you for so long
Chocolate milk: It’s an instant when you turn around
Chocolate Milk: Something… Lol
Chocolate milk: I feel strange
Chocolate milk: This whole situation seems like a lie
