Chapter 28 – Wednesday, April 23 05:00 PM (2)
Me: haha
Better
Me: Anyway, I’m sorry.
Sourang: What is it?
Soeurang: A photo?
Me: no, that’s not it
Me: Since I don’t know anyone at school, I don’t like listening to it.
Me: That’s what I was talking about
Me: It’s best to have a moderate level of tension and a bit of thrill.
Soeurang: It was the most thrilling day of my life.
Me: I mean from a listening point of view.
Me: Someone come and talk to me,
Me: We should eat together
Me: I wonder if my friend is noticing
Me: I’m restless for no reason
Soeurang: Oh, I’m sorry… ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: But after hearing what Nang said,
Soeurang: I think it’s rather fortunate
Me: haha
Me: I keep going to the bathroom
Me: I’m worried about the hem of my skirt, so I keep pulling it
Me: When I put my hand on your shoulder, I get startled
Me: That’s why it’s fun.
Soeurang: It’s strangely specific haha
Soeurang: Is it an experience story?
Me: no comment
Soeurang: They always didn’t tell me the important part.
Me: I need to make some friends with Seoyoon
Me: I think I can tell you what the real shame is…
Soeurang: I don’t need a friend for that purpose haha
Soeurang: How can a person only think of himself like that? Haha
Me: It’s not a bad thing for you either.
Me: He said he needed someone to eat with
Soeurang: If you say that, I need someone to eat with.
Soeurang: It sounds like you want to make friends, right?
Me: You say you need a friend when you need something other than when you’re eating.
Sourang: …
Soeulang: I can’t tell if that person is really an insider or not.
Soeurang: Are you doing that on purpose haha
Sourang: And
Soeurang: I like listening to Nang-nim’s orders
Soeurang: I really thought so
Soeurang: If you think you will listen to everything
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meong
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: No, but haha
Soeurang: Do you know that it’s really too much?
Me: Now it’s almost a conditioned reflex haha
With Soeu: Ha ha
Me: anyway
Me: It’s like I’ve been playing in earnest.
Me: How did you feel?
Soeurang: Are you serious?
Soeurang: I couldn’t even take a picture.
Soeurang: Outside
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: Didn’t you just expose yourself?
Me: Rather than the difficulty of play
Me: It’s important that there is a mutual agreement.
Me: Last time, I didn’t feel like leaving it to the flow, you know.
Soeurang: I don’t remember Nang-nim asking for consent…
Me: Let’s say it’s implicit then
Me: Because you were motivated too.
Soeurang: Not motivated, but willing… ?
Soeurang: Actually, there is a feeling that it was pushed to some extent.
Soeurang: I am responsible for setting fire to Nangnim.
Me: I won’t say that I wanted to do it even if I die soon
Sourang: haha… ;;;
Soeurang: If you admit that
Soeurang: I think life will be difficult in the future.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: And today, Nangnim ordered me to go out ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: If it wasn’t for Nangnim, I wouldn’t have left the house.
Me: ok haha
Sourang: But definitely
Soeurang: I’m not used to it, so I didn’t know what to do.
Soeurang: I wonder if I’m doing something wrong…
Soeulang: I wondered if I was doing something dangerous.
Soeurang: No, it’s dangerous, but
Me: lol
So Eurang: What the hell do people with exhibitionism do?
Sourang: What do you like?
Me: I don’t know because I’m not that kind of seed.
Soeurang: Seeds haha
Soeurang: Choco-nim said he would be disappointed
Soeurang: Look at what he says haha
Me: It’s true, but what?
Me: Ask Choco noona later.
Soeurang: I don’t have the courage to do that… Lol
Soeurang: I heard that your partner was like that before.
Soeurang: Don’t you know roughly?
I do not know
Me: I never really thought about it.
Me: Originally, other people’s tastes
Me: I respect you, but I’m not trying to understand you.
Sourang: Is that so…
Soeurang: For me, Nangnim didn’t tell me in detail.
Soeurang: I wonder if just walking around is enough.
Soeurang: Because I keep paying attention to those things
Soeurang: I don’t know what makes me feel good.
Me: If you don’t have experience, that’s a problem again.
Me: sorry
Me: I didn’t pay attention to that point.
With Soeu: haha;;
Me: Rather than letting them do something alone in the future
Me: It would be better to have them beside you and teach them one by one.
Me: Otherwise, we’ll just get tired of each other.
Sourang: …
Soeurang: But, Nang-nim
Soeurang: I wanted to ask you before.
Me: yes
Soeurang: Aren’t you secretly treating me like a sub?
Me: huh?
Soeurang: No, that’s haha
Soeurang: For some reason, keep barking
So-eulang: Make them do dirty things
Soeurang: What should I do now~ I just made a plan like this
Me: I didn’t mean to
Me: Did you feel that way?
Sourang: A little… Lol;;
Soeurang: No, it’s not that it’s bad.
Soeurang: I’m a bit interested, so I’m not strongly rejecting it.
Soeurang: It’s not that I’m not in a position to say something to Nang.
Me: What do you mean?
Me: don’t do it?
Sourang: It’s not like that…
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: Ahhhhh
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: I won’t do it if it’s uncomfortable.
Soeurang: Because that’s not the case haha
Soeurang: Just a little bit
Soeurang: I wonder if Nang-nim is looking at me that way
Me: What are those eyes
Sourang: It’s okay
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: you know what I have to say
Soeurang: Because it’s done haha
Soeurang: I’m talking about something else.
Soeurang: Anyway, Nang-nim knows what he’s talking about
Soeurang: It’s like taking off pretentiousness.
Me: what’s wrong
Soeurang: Look at that haha
Soeurang: To the person who has no intention of answering
Soeurang: Enough to keep asking
Soeurang: I don’t notice ㅠㅠ
Me: Why don’t you have any friends?
Sourang: Suddenly?
Me: It’s not that I don’t notice when I see what you’re saying
Me: I don’t mean to upset people
Me: Isn’t it possible to have at least one or two friends?
Sourang: That’s it…
Soeurang: It’s a very common story, but haha
Soeurang: I was bullied a bit when I was in school
Soeurang: What are you doing?
Me: girls aren’t that bad
With Soeu: Yes
Soeurang: It’s not really a joke
Me: I was surprised to hear women swearing the other day, really.
Me: It’s a climax from the beginning.
Me: I crashed without warming up, uh…
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Aren’t men like that too?
Me: Guys… How to say,
Me: No matter how much of a bastard you are, I can’t bear to say this.
Me: What kind of line is there?
Me: Women don’t have that.
Me: As soon as I first opened my mouth, I started with a double curse
Me: Family history, dark history, ex-boyfriend history, secret one-night talk
Me: I bring up all the things that don’t exist
Me: Dogs are scary, really.
Soeurang: One night…
Soeurang: Nang-nim, do you go out with people like that?
Me: No, I drank with a friend until dawn
Me: I saw girls fighting in front of the club.
Soeurang: haha
Me: Rather than having a drink with two men
Me: I thought it would be more fun to watch
Me: I came home after seeing everything that I was being dragged away by the police.
Soeurang: Nang-nim, surprisingly, you like that.
Soeurang: haha
Me: Originally, watching a fight is the most fun
Soeurang: I thought you were an adult, but why do you like that haha
Me: Men don’t become adults just because they get older.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Then what about the woman?
Me: Are you asking me that?
Soeurang: Because there is no one else to ask haha
Me: Ask Choco noona
Me: I think I want to be friends with you
Soeurang: I said it yesterday too
Soeurang: Other than Nang, it’s uncomfortable ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: At least I can talk comfortably when Nangnim is around.
Soeurang: It’s hard when I’m alone.
Me: I don’t come in every day
Me: You should be able to talk even when you are alone haha
Soeurang: Then from now on, I will only come in during the day.
Soeurang: It’s not very interesting to talk to other people.
Me: He said that he only talks dirty all the time
Soeurang: These days, I’m a bit used to it
Soeulang: With erotic graffiti all over her body
Soeurang: It’s like walking around outside… Lol
Me: To say I’m used to it
Me: Progress is too fast haha
Soeurang: I haven’t even kissed a guy yet.
Soeurang: I’ve been hearing from Nang-nim that it’s like a public toilet.
Soeurang: How will my life be?
Me: why do you ask me
Soeurang: Nang made it like this haha
Me: I said it yesterday too
Me: You have to differentiate between on and off.
Me: If you confuse play with reality, it will be a big deal.
Me: Essen is just like a role play.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: Play should end with play.
Soeurang: I don’t really have on or off.
Soeurang: Even if I go to school, I don’t know anyone.
Soeurang: It’s not like we have a private life… Lol
Soeurang: When I get home, I connect here
Soeurang: Is it off?
Me: why are you so sad
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: You said Nang took a leave of absence, right?
Me: yes
Soeurang: What do you usually do?
Me: part-time job
Soeurang: Ohh?
Soeurang: What part-time job is it?
Me: don’t know
Soeurang: It’s like a state secret? Haha
Me: Just what, at the company I was briefly indebted to before
Me: I’m just getting some work done.
Me: It feels like working from home.
Soeurang: Gukuna
Soeulang: For me, whenever Nangnim talks about herself
Soeurang: It’s a little strange haha
Me: why
Soeurang: I thought you were a real person
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Because this is not to disparage Nangnim
Soeurang: Don’t say something haha
Me: wasn’t it?
With Soeu: haha
Soeulang: We communicate well on the Internet like this
Soeurang: It’s not easy to find someone who treats me well.
Soeurang: They play well haha
Me: I’m a very shy person
Me: anyway
Me: Saying that I’ve been good to you
Me: isn’t it?
Soeurang: Why haha
Sourang: You treated me well.
Soeurang: They just tell me strange things haha
Me: what
Me: Because I felt guilty
Me: Are you trying to get an apology?
Soeurang: Why are you always like that haha
Soeurang: Your gaze is crooked.
Soeurang: It’s just a literal meaning.
Soeurang: Do you feel guilty when Nang-nim orders me to do dirty things?
Me: I’m not even guilty
Me: There are times when I feel sorry
Me: I wonder if I just told you
Soeurang: haha
Me: Besides, you have a tendency to be submissive
Me: It’s not particularly subservient, is it?
Sourang: What is it?
Me: The difference is really huge.
Me: It’s probably much bigger than you think.
Sourang: Is that so…
Me: And you’re not my sub
Me: With a girl I’m just interested in
Me: It’s not easy to maintain a sense of play level.
Soeurang: Does it look like a woman?
Me: So are you a man?
With Soeu: haha
Me: To be honest, to be honest
Me: I’m a man too
Me: Just like you, docile and listens well
Me: If you tell me to do it, do it well
Me: First of all, with a kid who tries hard
Me: If you play like this
Soeurang: haha
Me: I thought I would cross the line if I did something wrong
Me: There’s a part of me that I’m holding back.
Soeurang: I think I do everything I want to do.
Soeurang: Yesterday, I finally took off my clothes ㅠㅠ
Me: I put up with it a lot.
Me: If you were my sub
Me: I just put on my coat on the spot
Me: I took her for a walk outside.
Soeurang: Wow…
Me: And somewhere like a park
Me: After taking off my coat and posing naked
Me: You should have made her pussy ache on the spot?
Sourang: I
Sourang: No, really
Soeurang: I can’t go that far… Lol
Me: don’t be scared haha
Me: I mean, if it was my sub, it would have been like that.
Me: I’m not saying that to you.
Soeurang: But if you really hear something like that
Soeurang: I can understand why Nang said it was a play.
Me: yes
Me: So you don’t want to overdo it.
Me: If possible, I want to adjust the flow to my liking.
Me: You could say that this flow itself is strange.
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: I was just about to say that lol
Me: haha
Me: anyway
Me: People who haven’t even seen each other’s faces meet through social media
Me: Dom or sub, when you think of being on-play for years
Me: I wonder if this level can be passed as a joke haha
Soeurang: Onple?
Me: play online
Soeurang: Ohong
Me: People who are difficult to meet often due to distance
Me: I also play online
Me: Or, there are times when I just get a job on social media and play for a short while.
Me: what’s up
Soeurang: Have you ever tried Nang?
Me: What you did yesterday and today is onplay haha
Sourang: Is that so?
Me: I scribbled on my body at my command
Me: I went to school and walked around taking a few pictures
Me: You reported it when you got home.
Sourang: Oh…
Sourang: Is that so?
Soeurang: Is that why you said it was serious?
Me: yes
Soeurang: Gukuna
Soeurang: Has Nang-nim ever been like that?
Soeurang: Not me haha
Me: I don’t like online play very much.
Sourang: Why?
Me: First of all, it’s difficult to know the other person’s reaction.
Me: Looking at facial expressions, tone of speech, body reactions, etc.
Me: He’s excited
Me: Your reaction is a little dull today?
Me: This bitch flirts again
Me: I need to understand that and lead the play
Soeurang: What is the last one haha
Me: Onplay is…
Me: It’s hard to say no
Me: Because it’s so damn hard
Me: If you make a mistake, you may end up playing beyond the limits of your sub.
Me: It could hurt, so
Me: Not my preference.
Soeurang: Nang doesn’t look like that.
Soeurang: Unexpectedly, it seems to think of the other person a lot
Soeurang: If you always listen to what they say
Soeurang: It’s only about partners haha
Me: of course
Soeurang: Aren’t there many people like that?
Me: yes
Me: a lot
Me: That’s why I told you not to do anything stupid.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: That’s why you only get entangled with Nangnim.
Soeurang: You said that was annoying too.
Me: yes yes
Me: that’s better
With Soeu: haha
Me: Anyway, that’s enough
Me: I don’t know if that’s an answer.
Sourang: I don’t know what else
Soeulang: The fact that Nangnim is a person who lives more seriously than I thought
Soeurang: I knew it haha
Me: black again
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: I’m going to study now.
Soeurang: First, after washing a little ㅠㅠ
Me: yes
Me: do your best
Me: You worked hard today.
Me: I can’t see the picture, so I don’t know if I’m a dog.
Me: It’s amazing haha
Soeurang: I said no, but don’t obsess lol
Soeurang: We’re not like that yet…
Me: yes yes
Me: Study hard.
Soeurang: But I really want to see you… ?
Me: go jjom haha
Me: If you said go, then you should go
Me: What should I do with my regrets overflowing?
Soeurang: If you don’t talk to Nang these days,
Soeurang: I mean I’m bored haha
Me: I can do it again tomorrow.
Me: it’s a test
Me: It’s okay to cram, so go study.
Soeurang: Will you praise me if I do well on the test?
Me: It’s not that I’m starved for praise
Me: I’m almost starving?
Me: The level of starvation is that of an African refugee.
Soeurang: haha
Me: ok
Me: I will
Me: I’ll do it, so go study.
Soeurang: Yes hehe
Me: go
With Soeu: oops
SYSTEM :// [Soeulang] Has left.
SYSTEM :// [Kim Nang] Has left.
