Chapter 268 – Wednesday, June 4 2 PM (4)
Me: I’ve become very clever
Me: Still lol
Me: It has a cute taste, right?
Sourang: …
Me: Isn’t that right Seoyoon?
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: I know what you want to say
Me: Your asking is getting more and more direct
Me: You can’t afford that?
Me: Don’t be shy usually
Me: You have to be brave at times like this
Soeurang: I asked because I was curious.
Sourang: There is no particular meaning.
Me: is that so?
Sourang: That’s right
Me: I can’t believe it
Soeurang: I did it against the owner… Lol
Soeurang: What do you want to hear later?
Me: haha
Soeurang: Shameless again haha
Soeurang: Is it a tiger cub?
Soeurang: I’m sure you’ll say something like that
Me: Didn’t you like hearing that?
Sourang: Not very good
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: It seems to be wary
Soeurang: Because I felt the distance subtly
Me: I didn’t mean to keep a distance
Soeurang: Of course I know it’s a joke
Soeurang: But what I don’t like is what I hate… Lol
Me: well, yeah haha
Me: ok
Me: if you don’t want to hear
Me: what should I be careful
Sourang: Who?
Me: who is it
Me: this haha
Me: I feel bad
Me: Would you tell me to be careful?
Soeurang: No, that’s haha
Soeurang: If it’s the owner, of course
Soeurang: I won’t listen to that.
Soeurang: I thought he would tell me to be careful
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Seo Yoon-ah?
Sourang: What is it?
Me: Are you not barking today?
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: …
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: I don’t know who I resemble
Me: I’m not swearing
Me: in very ordinary words
Me: make me sarcastic
Sourang: I was wrong… Lol
Me: If that’s an ability, then it’s an ability
Soeurang: Meong…
Me: I only bow when I am at a disadvantage
Me: yes, whatever
Me: About what you asked
Me: what am I going to say
Me: I think you know
Soeurang: You would say that each person is different, right?
Me: yes
Soeurang: I know that each person is different.
Soeurang: How is it generally?
Soeurang: I asked because I was curious
Me: Why do I feel like I’m drawing a bunch every time
Me: I feel sorry for Seoyoon too
Me: There’s no such thing as the correct answer
Soeurang: I want to hear what the owner thinks.
Me: To clearly distinguish between dating and dating
Me: To handle my girlfriend during play
Me: Or to be sure to bind
Me: It doesn’t matter what the reason is.
Me: There are times when I write meticulously
Soeurang: I think that’s the owner’s story.
Me: yes
Me: I tend to try to differentiate
Me: That’s why I’ve always been to Seoyoon.
Me: Make sure to switch the switch
Me: You taught me over and over again
With Soeu: haha
Me: Otherwise, like Seoyoon just said
Me: I just thought it was a kind of play
B: Regarding restrictions or agreements
Me: I don’t put much weight on it
Me: For the purpose of raising the mood
Me: Some people write contracts
Soeurang: Then where do you focus?
Me: That’s it I don’t know fuck
Me: Why are you like this?
Me: I’ve never met
Me: How do you know people’s circumstances?
With Soeu: haha
Me: Aren’t you expecting too much from me?
Soeurang: I think the owner knows everything… Lol
Soeurang: No matter what I ask, you always answer.
Soeulang: I think you know everyone else’s love history
Me: Now Seoyoon is my Mac
Me: to look back
Me: really lol
With Soeu: haha
Me: To be honest, yeondi is a controversial topic.
Me: I can’t say anything about this
Me: Everyone is different lol
Me: Let’s just understand that and move on
Me: Because there are so many people who hate Yeondi
Me: No matter what I say, it’s bound to be controversial
Soeurang: I heard that before
Me: yes?
So Eurang: The person and partner you like
Soeurang: We should think separately
Soeurang: Otherwise, it will become more and more arbitrary
Soeurang: Because the distinction between play and daily life is blurring.
Me: yes
Me: I remember it well
Soeurang: There are many people who hate it
Soeurang: But that much
Soeurang: There are many numbers
Sourang: You said so
Me: rather than a lot of numbers
With Soeu: ?
Me: In the end, I think it’s the difference in specific gravity
Me: It’s a very simple story
Me: When I thought of common sense
Me: Insisting on a master-servant relationship with a partner
Me: Are there many people who enjoy classic hard SM?
Me: I wonder if there are many people who enjoy playing lightly with their lover?
Soeurang: The latter… I guess
Me: why?
Soeurang: Because you said it was light…
Me: yes
A: The entry barrier is low.
Sourang: yes
Me: Vanilla, who doesn’t have that tendency
Me: Blind Play
Me: Simple Hand Span
Me: Like cosplay or role play?
Me: In the line where the risk is not great
Me: You can have fun with your lover
Soeulang: It sounds a bit weird because you say you enjoy it…
Me: Well, unless you have a master-servant relationship
Me: Even those who say it’s not SM
Me: I’m sure there is, but haha
Me: If they are satisfied
Me: It’s because I’m careful that it doesn’t matter
Sourang: Me too
Me: I didn’t risk my life on SM, so what?
Me: I’m not going to take responsibility instead
Me: To be honest, from my experience
Me: Rather than dating a girlfriend
Me: Finding a partner is more difficult
Sourang: Huh
Me: why again
Soeurang: I was wondering if I could get a girlfriend if I wanted to.
Me: I’m not talking about that now
Me: I understand and do it again haha
Me: When you look cute, let’s do it in moderation, shall we?
Soeurang: Neeng
Me: It’s not a hobby worth revealing in the first place
Me: Because there are far fewer people who understand
Me: It’s hard to find a good partner
Me: Especially Submissive
Me: Among them, there are few
Me: Because I’m looking for a competent and experienced Dom
Soeurang: Eh
Me: It’s the same everywhere when it comes to choosing a career position.
Me: why
Me: Is it weird?
Sourang: No, that’s not it
Soeurang: The fact that the number of subs is small
Soeurang: It’s a bit unexpected… Lol
Me: Is there anything surprising about it?
Soeulang: Rather than someone who wants to rule someone
Soeurang: The one who wants to be dominated
Soeurang: I think there will be more numbers.
Me: oh yes
Soeurang: Am I wrong…
Me: I understand what Seoyoon is saying
Me: It’s not that kind of problem
Me: It’s a bit simpler logic haha
With Soeu: ?
Me: How many people have the tendency to be submissive?
Me: I’m not talking about the overall number.
Me: How many subs are looking for a partner?
Sourang: Oh
Me: I said less in that sense haha
Me: Because subs are especially risky
Me: Whether it’s a new image or sexual assault
Me: Because the damage is serious
Me: I try not to reveal it as much as possible
Me: I actually hide my inclination from my lover
Me: There are quite a lot of cases of dating normally
Soeurang: Dating and dating are separate, then?
Me: I don’t know
Me: lol
Me: there are people like that
Me: Maybe not
Sourang: Indeed
Me: Besides, they say the owner is responsible
Me: The actual risk of play is
Me: Because the sub is paying for everything
Me: It’s hard to find someone you can trust
Soeurang: Risk…
Me: Although this is a ghost story
Me: I want you to treat me very kindly
Me: I thought I could trust you
Me: We met a few times
B: After agreeing on the contents
Me: When I actually entered the play room
Soeurang: Were there any instruments of torture?
Me: Men rushed into the room
Me: So-called gangbang?
Me: After being raped in a group
Me: There is a story that I was neglected
Sourang: Uh…
Me: A husband who tends to be netorare
Me: By persuading her hated wife
Me: Looking for someone to have sex with her wife instead of her
Me: I took it to the play place with difficulty
Me: I was eaten by the men who were preparing in advance
Me: There are even rumors that I was infected with AIDS.
Sourang: no
Sourang: …
Sourang: Master
Soeurang: why all of a sudden
Me: no, it’s just a ghost story
Me: don’t be scared haha
Me: There is no evidence
Me: Where did I hear that?
Soeurang: For some reason, it seems so…
Me: That’s what ghost stories are all about
Me: plausible
Me: probably
Me: no evidence
Soeurang: I really hate it…
Me: If that was true, it would have been on the news
Me: Of course I may not have seen it lol
Soeurang: I think oppa has a really bad personality
Me: lol
Sourang: No, really.
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: People are bad
Soeurang: As if I heard that too
Me: Well, there is such a word.
Soeurang: Never, you have no right to curse
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: Why did you tell me that?
Soeurang: Let’s make her scared
Soeura: Even though there is nothing to be gained
Me: Well, let’s go back to what we were talking about.
Soeurang: If it’s unfavorable, turn around… Lol
B: The actual risk itself is
Me: Sub is paying for it
Me: I wanted to talk about that
Sourang: …
Me: And I don’t know if Seoyoon knows.
Me: The one who is always looking for a partner
Me: There are overwhelmingly many dominants
Me: Well, even if I’m not actually a Dominant
Me: He said he would try to eat it somehow
Me: There are many people who pretend to be Essemers, but
Sourang: I’ll be careful
Me: Be careful, what should you be careful of?
Me: It’s nothing to ask for
Soeurang: Didn’t I tell you to be careful?
Me: ok yes
Me: lol
Me: get angry
Me: I won’t do it anymore
Soeurang: I’m not angry because of the ghost story.
Me: yes
I know
Soeurang: Heung
Me: So from now on, don’t let go of what I’m saying
Me: It’s a matter that has nothing to do with Seoyoon.
Me: I’m not saying everyone is like that.
Me: It’s just an example
With Soeu: ?
Me: When you actually sign a contract with a proper diet
Me: I will not interfere with each other’s private life
Me: Like the sub’s family or friend’s workplace
Me: Regarding social life, respect the judgment of the sub
Me: Put the content that you will not touch without permission
Soeurang: Private life is…
B: During the contract period, without the permission of the owner
Me: I can’t find another owner, but
Me: dating a boyfriend
Me: Marriage is okay
Sourang: …
Me: Well, for those who date and die at the same time
Me: Because it doesn’t matter anyway haha
Me: That’s why I told you to let go
Me: Because it’s not something Seoyoon should worry about
Sourang: I’m not sure about that part.
Soeurang: I openly have a boyfriend
Soeurang: Serving the master again
Soeurang: Aren’t you cheating on me… ;;;
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: what did I say?
Me: It’s someone else’s business
Me: It’s someone else’s matter
Me: always remember
Sourang: But…
Me: Let’s talk about this and that around me
Me: Literally nothing but meddling
Me: about what you choose
Me: no matter what happens
Me: In the end, the responsibility is on you.
Me: You don’t have to try to understand
Soeurang: But while the owner is with me
Soeurang: I won’t meet other girls
Soeurang: You definitely made a promise.
Me: That’s because I think Seoyoon will hate it
Sourang: Yes…
Me: But about that part lol
Me: This is different for each person
Me: The owner is a little more free
Me: A sub can never serve another master, but
Me: There are many cases where the owner does not have such restrictions.
Soeulang: Someone else’s business
Sourang: Is that right?
Sourang: Is that so?
Me: I don’t have the ability anyway
With Soeu: haha
Me: Anyway, I don’t know how I got here
Me: Dating and dating are different things
Me: Even if you can do it in parallel depending on your efforts
Me: The thing that ends up leaning to one side
Me: Because I think it’s inevitable
Soeurang: You can’t tilt it?
Me: I didn’t say no
Sourang: So?
Me: Well, there are several problems
Me: It’s a bit much to talk to Seoyoon, but
Me: Because he’s a good match for his owner
Me: Like I don’t necessarily make a good girlfriend
Soeurang: Uh
Me: And vice versa
Me: Both sides are compatible
Me: It’s harder than I thought
Me: Because each of us has a different role we want from each other.
Me: Having to meet the expectations of either side
Me: Sometimes it comes as a great burden
Soeurang: How about a good girlfriend who understands your hobbies?
Me: Maybe if you have a big heart
Me: Rejection is another matter
Me: I don’t know if you’re interested
Me: Well, a woman who allows
Me: I really want to have none haha
Sourang: Well…
Me: That’s why you should cherish your partner
Me: It’s also the reason why I shouldn’t do it carelessly
Me: I don’t even know what I’m talking about
Me: I can’t even remember what you were talking about
Soeulang: The contract with the diet… ?
Me: I’ve come a long way
Soeurang: I will.
Me: It’s been a while since we chatted a lot
Soeurang: It’s been a while, so I think it’s good
Soeurang: These days, just the two of us with the owner
Soeurang: A chance to have a leisurely chat
Soeurang: Because it has decreased a lot more than I thought.
Me: I’ll clean up some pots and come back
Sourang: Let’s go~
Nee: The dishes are piled up again
Me: really annoying
Me: when will I do it again
With Soeu: haha
Me: Anyway, let’s make the contract slowly
Me: Even after Seoyoon is on vacation anyway
Me: You’ll need some training for a while
Me: I think the actual play will come quite later.
Soeurang: Training?
Me: yes
Soeurang: Is it erotic?
Me: Does your head only turn that way now?
Soeurang: No, when the owner says training
Soeurang: Because most of them are like that… Lol
Me: Make eye contact with people and talk
Me: Don’t shake your head while eating
Me: Respond when a person speaks, etc.
Soeulang: I’m relieved, sorry
Sourang: What do you mean?
Soeulang: Complex and subtle
Me: Do you feel relieved yet regretful?
Soeurang: To be honest, I’m not confident…
Me: I wouldn’t say to have it comfortably, but
Me: Like I said before with Seoyoon
Me: Even if it’s not a dating relationship
Me: Because I think I can do well
Me: don’t think too hard
Soeurang: I’m glad you said that… ㅠㅠ
Me: yes
Soeurang: After hearing what you said today
Soeurang: Will I be able to do it right?
Soeurang: I lost my confidence.
Me: You don’t know until you try, right?
Me: Everyone has a first time
Me: First time is shit, really
Soeurang: Why are you swearing all of a sudden… Lol
Me: I have a memory that just hooks me up
Me: I really want to kill you
Me: why are you still alive
With Soeu: haha
Me: There’s only one thing I can guarantee
Me: If I had only met Seoyoon a year earlier
Me: We couldn’t be together like now
Soeurang: I was a high school student a year ago.
Me: yes
Me: that’s what i’m saying
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Are you being arrested?
Soeurang: Because you touched a minor?
Me: I wouldn’t touch it
Me: I don’t like that
Me: I don’t want to get caught
Me: Out of the strike zone
Soeurang: Then what if we met in a year?
Me: well?
Soeurang: To see through oppa’s eyes
Soeurang: 20 or 21 years old
With Sou: I don’t think there was much difference.
Me: no difference
Sourang: Right…
Me: Now, Seoyoon has no experience
Me: I’m quite young
Me: Because I’m in a position to learn in many ways
Soeurang: Why do you keep saying that you have no experience… Lol
Me: I also have a part that goes over moderately.
Me: If an essaymer with 20 years of experience listens
Me: If you’re going to be the owner that way
Me: You think I’m going to tell you to hit me right away?
Me: So even if I don’t like it, I have a lot of thoughts
Soeurang: What are you talking about?
Me: lol
Soeulang: Why are you meddling in other people’s affairs?
Me: no, that was an example
Me: really say that
Me: I didn’t hear
Soeurang: I was suddenly angry
Me: yes yes
Me: lol
Me: the worst thing in the world
Me: You learn really fast
Sourang: That’s what I mean… Lol
Me: Anyway, what are you trying to say
Me: Seoyoon is the first
Me: I don’t have any experience right now
Me: So, should I say it’s a possible option?
Me: It’s true that I want to give you more opportunities
Soeurang: What chance… Lol
Me: just something, several things
Soeurang: So, what are the various things?
Me: I could study
Me: It could be love
Me: or alba
Me: at that age
Me: things I can do
Soeurang: Love…
Me: Is that the only thing that catches your eye?
Sourang: haha… Lol
Me: Well, I said this and that
Me: At least Seoyoon is because of me
Me: Or with my excuses
Me: I won’t make you give up
Soeurang: But compromise is necessary.
Soeurang: The owner did it before
Soeurang: Whoever it is
Soeulang: There are things that cannot be conceded.
Me: Well, if we meet for a long time
Me: to some extent
Me: There are some things we need to compromise on
Me: What you just said is different from that
Sourang: Is it different?
Me: yes
Me: It’s hard to explain
Me: It’s definitely different
With Soeu: I don’t know how it’s different.
Soeurang: Since you say it’s different, what… Lol
Me: yes
Soeurang: But why all of a sudden?
Me: Well, I’ve been thinking about it a lot.
Me: don’t be like me
Me: That’s the biggest reason
With Soeu: ?
