Chapter 255 – Sunday, June 1 at 4 PM (5)
Me: It’s okay to slow down
Soeurang: I want to finish it quickly
Me: no big deal
Me: lol
Me: I said it was trivial
Me: but why do you hate it so much
Soeurang: Of course I’m boring
Soeurang: It’s already past
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: But what is that?
Soeurang: I know how it sounds
Soeurang: It’s not something I really want to bring up.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: That’s why I’m still a little anxious
Soeurang: Just in case, the owner
Soeurang: I notice… Whether to say
Soeurang: I was afraid that I would look at you with strange eyes
Me: Our Seoyoon
Me: I’m a bit surprised
Me: How did things go well before?
With Soeu: ?
Me: As much as I have to keep an eye on
Me: Was it the year that your feet were bare?
Soeurang: It’s not that the owner notices
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: The way you look at me
Soeurang: Should I say it’s different?
Me: Yeah well, I wouldn’t have been that kind of kid
Soeurang: I didn’t even deviate.
Soeurang: Yes and now
Soeurang: Because it’s quiet
Me: Didn’t you say you didn’t believe in the quiet?
With Soeu: haha
Me: It’s okay, so let’s start with that
Me: Let’s get to the point
Me: I’m getting tired of waiting
Soeurang: Nueeng…
Me: Should I answer straight?
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: yes yes
Me: lol
Me: take a deep breath
Soeurang: Where do I really start?
Me: If it’s hard to talk long
Me: Rather on my side
Me: May I ask you a question?
Me: Would that be better?
Soeurang: Is it because the owner is also frustrated?
Me: yes
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: Do as you like
Soeurang: They say it’s the same as usual
Soeurang: I think that would be more comfortable for me too.
Me: then
Me: um
Me: hey this lol
Me: I’m definitely worried
Me: What should I ask?
Sourang: Right?
Me: Then Seoyoon started in earnest
Me: Is it a bit strange to say that?
Me: I was active in the past
Me: My personality has changed like now
Me: About when do you think it was?
Soeurang: From the beginning to the top… Lol
Me: It’s annoying to spin around
Me: I need to start with the core
Me: Or is it hard to answer?
Sourang: It’s not like that
Me: yes
Sourang: Maybe
Sourang: …
Sourang: When was that?
Soeulang: Before entering middle school
Soeurang: Are your parents getting worse?
Me: Did you get along badly?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: Are you divorced?
Soeurang: Divorce… Not until
Sourang: I don’t know
Soeurang: I didn’t take a stamp
Soeurang: Right now, we’re just separated.
Me: I didn’t know
Soeurang: I would have been more surprised if I knew
Soeurang: No matter how much you are the owner
Soeurang: I didn’t say anything lol
Soeurang: I want to know how
Me: Is it rude to ask why?
Soeurang: What’s new… Lol
Me: But there is a limit
Soeurang: I don’t think I’m the owner because I’m careful
Soeurang: Since when did you pay attention like that?
Soeurang: Do it as usual, please
Soeurang: While noticing like that
Soeurang: I don’t like being forced to care
Me: I’m not forced to
Me: This is definitely… Lol
Me: Even if I try to do it like usual
Me: Seoyoon notices
Soeurang: That’s why I didn’t like it
Me: Okay well, I’ll try
Me: Still, the subject is the subject, so
Me: I’m more careful than usual
Me: I hope Seoyoon will understand
Soeurang: It depends on the situation
Me: I won’t say a word anyway
Me: lol
Me: ok
Me: so?
With Soeu: ?
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: Why did that happen?
Me: Calm down
Soeurang: Actually, I don’t know that far.
Soeurang: Because you didn’t tell me haha
Me: There must be several circumstances
Soeurang: Is that the 5th grade of elementary school?
Soeurang: How old are you then?
Soeurang: I think I was about 12 years old.
Soeurang: Wow, has it already been 8 years?
Me: If Seoyoon is 12 years old
Me: Is it year 06?
Me: I was in elementary school
Me: Oppa was a high school student
With Soeu: haha
Me: Whenever I realize the age difference these days
Me: Rather than feeling guilty haha
Me: I feel a lot of responsibility
Me: How can I be so young?
Soeurang: I’m not young, but
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: It’s good if you know
Me: you’re good fuck
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I know
Soeurang: Don’t be angry
Me: tsk
Soeurang: Anyway, that’s how it happened
Soeurang: The two of you separated
Soeurang: Wait, about a year?
Soeulang: Until I graduate from elementary school
Soeurang: I lived at my grandmother’s house
Me: ah
With Soeu: ?
Me: While helping grandma before
Me: Learning to cook
Me: So was it like that?
Sourang: Oh that
Me: it was before
Soeurang: To be precise, haha
Soeurang: I didn’t learn
Soeurang: I just helped by the side
Soeurang: Moderately familiar?
Me: Are you learning while helping with housework?
Soeurang: I didn’t really teach you anything.
Soeurang: So like an older sister
Soeulang: difficult foreign dishes
Soeurang: I don’t know the full-scale recipe.
Soeurang: Because I’m just copying my grandmother
Me: But still, I have talent
Me: You’re probably following me just by looking at me
Me: I won’t be able to teach you.
Soeulang: If my brother cuts a knife for a year,
Soeurang: Even if you don’t like it, you’ll get used to it
Soeurang: haha
Soeulang: Originally, cooking was mastery over and over again.
Me : ?
Soeurang: We should try it together later
Me: no, it’s not like that
Me: Elementary school students
Me: Did you make me hold a knife?
Sourang: Why is that?
Me: it’s dangerous
Soeurang: It’s okay once you get used to it
Me: No, it’s not like that
Soeurang: At first, I was cut quite a lot.
Sourang: What can I do?
Soeurang: Even grandma didn’t say anything
Soeurang: You must have been very embarrassed haha
Me: Did you think that at that age?
Soeurang: My parents are getting along badly
Soeurang: I can’t say anything
Soeurang: Suddenly haha
So Eulang: I’m in charge of her granddaughter.
Soeurang: You have to help with something.
Me: I’m not at the level of being precocious
Me: I’m already at the level of an adult.
Me: If I was with Seoyoon
Me: Even if we were the same 12 years old
Me: I’m not sure if that’s possible
Soeurang: It wasn’t because I was very mature.
Sourang: Actually, what should I say?
Soeulang: At the time when she was left at her grandmother’s house
Soeurang: I thought I was abandoned by my parents.
Me: tsk
Soeulang: A few years before they split up
Soeurang: The day after a couple fight haha
Soeurang: I get scolded for the loud footsteps
Soeurang: I got scolded for answering the question
Soeurang: I’m scolded for messing up the exam
Soeurang: Because I was really scolded
Soeurang: Both father and mother haha
Me: that
Me: fuck
Soeurang: That’s why I was scolded a lot at first.
Soeurang: Because I’m a bad kid
Soeurang: I thought it was abandoned
Soeulang: Her mother didn’t come at all
Soeurang: Father only once a week?
Soeurang: I remember coming here sometimes on the weekend.
Me: Please understand even if I run out of words for a second
Soeurang: Eh… Lol
Sooyoung: It’s okay
Soeurang: It’s already a long time ago, what?
Me: ok
Me: yes
Me: So what anyway?
Sourang: So?
Me: how was it
Sourang: Didn’t something happen?
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: Oh right
Soeurang: Every time my father comes
Soeurang: I remember buying ice cream
Me: Ice cream?
Soeurang: I think oppa knows too
Sourang: What was your name?
Soeurang: It’s not hard
Soeurang: Each one is individually wrapped
Soeurang: It was in a square box
Soeurang: It’s a very luxurious ice cream, right?
Better
Soeurang: It tasted like vanilla.
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: If you take off the packaging
Soeurang: It melts very quickly
Soeurang: I licked my fingers
Me: I know what
With Soeu: haha
Me: There was also one wrapped in gold
Me: I liked the blue one more
Sourang: Oh right
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: There were two colors
Soeurang: But why do I only think of vanilla flavor?
Me: well, that’s not important
Soeurang: A bit of a taste of memories to me? Same thing
Soeurang: My grandmother forbade me to eat sweets.
With Soeu: haha
Soeulang: On the way home after school
Soeulang: I lived for the pleasure of snacking.
Me: A lot of girls did that haha
Me: I bought and ate a lot of tteokbokki
Soeurang: My father won’t be around for long either.
Soeurang: From ice cream
Soeurang: I ate quickly
Me: Was everything okay?
Soeurang: Nothing special…
Me: eat something delicious
Me: Where to go to play
Me: Do you have any memories like that?
Sourang: Well
Me: think carefully
Sourang: No… Seems like
Soeurang: In the first place, even my father
Soeurang: I couldn’t come often because I was busy.
Soeulang: When I come home, I help with housework
Soeurang: Eat, do homework, wash, and sleep
Me: Did you just live like that for a year?
Soeurang: Because her grandmother didn’t like it very much
Soeurang: Just be quiet… Lol
Soeulang: Anyway, until graduation
Soeulang: I think I lived with my breath.
Me: Didn’t you like it?
Soeurang: me
Me: Did you hate Seoyoon?
Sourang: No… Rather than
Sourang: Just what?
Sourang: It must have been awkward, right?
Me: When I think of Seoyoon’s personality
Me: There’s no way I’m upset
Me: She couldn’t have acted on her own
Soeurang: It used to be a bit noisy… Lol
Soeurang: I don’t think I’m arrogant, but
Soeurang: Seen through the eyes of an adult
Soeurang: Because I don’t know anything
Me: no matter how noisy
Soeurang: Well, maybe the reason the two of you split up
Soeurang: Wasn’t it on the mother’s side… Lol
Sourang: That’s what I’m thinking.
Sourang: I still don’t know the exact circumstances.
So Eirang: She was the daughter of a year ago her grandmother preyed on her husband
Me : ?
Soeurang: No, don’t get me wrong haha
Soeurang: It’s not that it was like that to me
Soeulang: I was going to go to the bathroom at night
Soeurang: Drinking with my father in the living room
Soeurang: I secretly overheard what you were saying.
Me: No, that’s a bit strange too
Soeurang: But from the grandmother’s point of view,
Soeurang: Of course, I am on my son’s side.
Soeurang: Me and my mom haha
Soeurang: It probably didn’t look pretty.
Soeurang: I understand enough now.
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Ng
Me: Can you wait a minute?
Me: Reminds me of some water haha
Me: I suddenly have a tingling sensation
Soeurang: Ego…
Me: It looks like I’m regurgitating
Soeurang: Don’t forget to take your medicine later
Soeurang: Because we must eat before meals
Soeurang: Don’t take painkillers as much as possible.
Me: yes yes
Me : .
Me: fuck
Me: really
Sourang: Shall we stop?
Me: How long is it?
Me: so
Me: According to the book
Me: what percentage
With Soeu: haha
Me: I don’t know if I can hear more
Me: By the end of the story
Me: My stomach turned upside down haha
Me: I don’t think I’m going to fall
Soeurang: But you don’t have to worry
Soeurang: In middle school, nothing special happened.
Soeulang: away from her grandmother too
Soeurang: I lived with my father.
Me: that’s good
Soeulang: I stayed at her mother’s house on the weekend
Soeurang: Always on Sunday evening
Soeurang: Come back home
Soeurang: I packed my bag and went to bed
Soeurang: About 3 years like that?
Me: it must have been hard
With Soeu: haha
Me: I must have been in the middle of puberty
Soeurang: Oppa, how was puberty?
Soeulang: Didn’t you just come with your second middle school bottle?
Nana?
Sourang: I wasn’t serious.
Sourang: I didn’t come out much
Soeurang: The quiet and gloomy side?
Soeurang: I put the blanket over myself
Soeurang: Crying and digging with a shovel
Soeurang: I was on the other side haha
Soeurang: I don’t know what men are like
Me: 2nd bottle… Than
Me: I was into rock
Soeurang: Rock?
Me: And heavy metal
Me: in the corner of the notebook
Me: skull and cross
Me: Doodling a metal band logo
Soeurang: So cute haha
Me: I also practiced guitar.
Me: I forgot everything
Me: in a few years
Me: I’m addicted to the game
With Soeu: haha
Me: Anyway, it wasn’t a quiet puberty
Me: Compared to Seoyoon
Me: Anything will be noisy
With Soeu: haha
Me: Did something else happen?
Sourang: Anything else?
Me: It’s a difficult time in many ways.
Me: Because my father must have been busy too
Me: I couldn’t take care of you properly
Soeurang: There was something like that.
Sourang: But it wasn’t that great.
Soeurang: Enough to fight with my father
Soeurang: I haven’t seen it often.
Me: tsk
Soeurang: Even though we live in the same house
Soeurang: I can hardly see her face
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I felt lonely at first
Soeurang: I was very sad
Soeurang: Later on, he just became calmer.
Me: You’ve never fought, then?
Sourang: No… I’m not losing
Sourang: I won’t say that
Sourang: I’m sorry
Sourang: Not so much
Soeurang: Because it’s not a good story
Me: yes yes
Me: sorry
Me: I was just asking
Soeurang: I have nothing to be sorry for… Lol
Me: Shall we take a break?
Me: lol
Me: I feel like my stomach is being ripped apart.
Soeurang: I heard that it wasn’t a funny story.
Soeurang: It’s already past
Soeurang: Why are you so curious?
Me: Rather than simply being curious
Me: Trying to know?
Me: Think about it that way
Soeurang: I’m glad you’re interested, but… Lol
Me: Anyway, what Seoyoon wants is
Me: more than it looks
Me: only you know
Me: Intimacy… Should I say
Me: It’s a relationship that gives priority to that side
Sourang: That’s right
Me: I felt a little burdened at first.
Me: More than I decided to be serious
Me: You can’t do it if you don’t know.
Me: I can’t let it go
Soeurang: It’s because it’s hard
Me: No, if it’s someone who doesn’t care
Me: Even if I hear similar stories
Me: I wouldn’t have been so annoyed
Me: I’m not an emotional person
Soeurang: But even though I like it…
Me: I was forced to push
Me: I’m sorry
Me: Actually, to Seoyoon
Me: I didn’t even have time to prepare
Soeurang: It’s not that grandiose.
Me: How come I can only think of myself
Me: Even after being scolded like that
Me: Seeing that it’s not easy to fix
Me: Seoyoon could be more mature
Soeurang: Why are you like this again… Lol
Me: No, I’m sure only getting older
Me: I don’t think I’ll become an adult
With Soeu: ?
Me: Because I’m looking at Seoyoon
Me: I suddenly feel like that
Soeurang: When did you say that you were young?
Me: When did I just say something?
Me: Because they act like children
Me: I said a word
Soeurang: Then what is the owner?
Me: Men are still far from mature
Soeurang: haha
Me: whatever, yes
Me: Seoyoon too
Me: It must be a bad memory
Me: I’m sorry that I felt forced
Soeurang: You don’t have anything to be sorry about?
Sourang: It’s not particularly painful.
Soeul: Rather, when she was with her grandmother
Soeurang: It was because it was very frustrating haha
Soeurang: Because nothing so bad happened
Me: that’s a bad thing
With Soeu: ?
It’s not me
Me: done
Me: what are you talking about
Me: Like Seoyoon said, it’s all over
Soeurang: I’m glad the owner thought so… Lol
Me: what
Soeurang: Actually, the reason I didn’t want to talk about it was
Soeurang: It’s a bit awkward for me
Soeurang: Isn’t it particularly pleasant?
Soeurang: It’s just such a dull memory.
Me: yes
Soeurang: I know how it sounds to others.
Soeurang: Do you think it’s pitiful or
Soeurang: Sympathy… Or
Soeurang: That way
Soeurang: I hope you don’t think about it
Me: What do you think you would like to do better?
Sourang: That’s okay… Lol
Sourang: Please be nice to me
Me: I’ve been getting more childish lately
With Soeu: haha
Me: Yeah, I know what you mean
Sourang: But there is
Sourang: So
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeurang: I don’t want to talk about it from here on out.
Me: from here
Me: so
Me: Are you talking about high school?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: I’ve heard it a few times, yes
Soeurang: I don’t know what the owner thinks, but
Soeurang: Still inside me… Lol
Soeurang: Digestion is not yet complete.
Soeurang: Because talking can make you emotional
Me: How about getting emotional?
Soeurang: I thought you wouldn’t like it…
Me: What Seoyoon thinks
Me: to someone else
Me: What can I do
Me: Is this the limit?
Sourang: Uh…
Me: It’s like trauma to Seoyoon.
Me: Yeah well, if you say it’s impossible
Me: I won’t force you
Me: No matter what you say
Me: I don’t think I’ll hate it
Soeurang: Today is so mean… Lol
