Chapter 254 – Sunday, June 1st at 4 PM (4)
Soeurang: Do you really have to answer that right now?
Soeurang: The owner doesn’t notice it haha
Sourang: I was in a good mood until a while ago.
Me: no, the kid who needs to study
Me: I’m sorry to keep holding on to you
Me: actually today
Me: because this was the business
Soeurang: Thank you for your interest
Soeurang: It’s a bit complicated
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I wish I had asked something else
Soeurang: I think I answered as many times as I could.
Me: For example?
Sourang: Okay
Me: you already know
Me: name gender age
Me: 3 sizes
B: Department number of the school you attend
Me: From human relationships to favorite snacks
Soeurang: You never mentioned the size.
Me: If you look closely, you can get a rough estimate
Me: no breasts
Me: thin waist
Me: small ass
Sourang: …
Me: I know because I hugged her once
Sourang: Don’t say that lol
Sourang: I couldn’t help it
Me: who said what
Sourang: That sounds strange.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: Raising the fallen one
Soeurang: You said you hugged me for a while
Soeurang: I heard you hugged him haha
Sourang: How can I say that?
Me: I thought I was being embarrassed on the street
Sourang: …
Me: But, well, that’s not what’s important
Me: Actually, to Seoyoon today
Me: I had something to say
Me: I heard that the other day
Me: I thought I didn’t know you too much
Soeurang: No one knows as well as the owner haha
Me: I’ve been trying to ask
Me: Seoyoon avoids answering
Me: so I thought so
Me: Who am I to be privacy?
Me: digging into personal circumstances
Me: Because I don’t like him very much
Sourang: I know
Me: I’ll tell you someday
Me: Get to know me better
Me: When the opportunity arises later
Me: I left it like that
Soeurang: So thank you…
Me: But if you think about it again
Me: It means that I left it alone
Me: For Seoyoon
Me: I’m sorry
Me: I think I kept my distance
Soeurang: That’s why you kept your distance
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Be considerate
Me: It may be difficult to tell them apart.
Me: at least I think
Me: It’s annoying too haha
Me: Let’s not dig too deep
Me: that’s what I thought
Sourang: Uh…
Me: Everyone has circumstances they can’t talk about.
Me: I can’t help
Me: Because I was forced to ask
Me: what’s the point
Me: simply for my curiosity
Me: Bringing up disliked stories
Me: I thought it was pretty cruel
Soeurang: Isn’t that right…
Me: But Seoyoon said it while talking on the phone.
Me: When I talk to my brother
Me: Weirdly, there are a lot of small talk
Me: Because I get depressed quickly and smile often
Me: I heard that my old personality is gradually coming out
Soeurang: Was that so strange?
Me: rather than weird
Soeurang: It was just a literal meaning.
Soeurang: I’ve been annoyed with each and every one of these days
Soeurang: For nothing
Soeulang: He reacts sensitively
Soeurang: You keep making a fuss
Soeurang: Because I was scolded by the owner after all
Me: No, no, there’s nothing to worry about.
Soeurang: I wasn’t even a nuisance
Me: yes
Soeurang: It’s a nuisance, but…
Me: I don’t think so
Me: Really haha
Me: A dark history or two
Me: Where is the person without
Soeurang: It’s okay, so don’t make me think of you
Me: yes yes
Sourang: Anyway
Sourang: …
Sourang: It’s just like that
Sourang: There was no particular meaning.
Me: But what should I do?
Me: Me too haha
Me: The thing about Seoyoon
Me: Compared to others
Me: I thought I knew better
Sourang: Is that right?
Me: Of course, it’s only been a month or two since we met.
Me: Even if others see it
Me: Even if we, the parties, think
Me: enough to say something
Me: It’s not a perfectly defined relationship
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Of course, there are some
Me: Like Seoyoon, knowing nothing
Me: Friends who are only interested
Me: It’s an uncertain relationship
Me: It can be a huge advantage
Soeurang: Isn’t it a demerit if you’re not sure?
Me: I’m not surprised
Me: haha
Me: I’m not sure
Me: After all, it means light
Me: There is no reason to take responsibility or anything
With Soeu: ?
Me: Seoyoon went to buy cosmetics the other day
Me: The staff kept talking to me
Me: Didn’t she say she was very scared?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Wasn’t it scary?
Sourang: I really hate it
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Going shopping
Soeulang: The employee who follows you
Me: me too
Soeurang: If you’re bored, should you clean up?
Soeurang: No, really haha
Sourang: I didn’t even ask
Soeurang: I just recommend it on my own
Me: I’d rather leave a sample
Me: Much easier to use
Me: You will feel less psychological rejection, right?
Sourang: Of course
Me: yes
Me: that’s it
With Soeu: ?
Me: When people around me are interfering
Me: It’s usually called tree frog Simbo, right?
Me: whatever the original plan
Me: As if I was rejecting it in my heart
Me: I take a psychological stance
Soeurang: Psychology?
Me: It’s not that big
Me: It’s just a general theory.
Me: In the end, the important part is
Me: I can quit voluntarily
Me: simply because I want to
Me: It makes you think you’re doing it yourself
Sourang: Well
Me: In order to do that, it’s better to have a light relationship
Me: So that I can shake off and go out at any time
Me: If you make that part clear
Me: You feel responsible for the other person
Soeurang: It’s not a very pleasant story.
Soeurang: Should I say that the aftertaste is unpleasant?
Soeulang: It’s like a scammer’s trick
Me: yes
B: Particularly stimulating gambling, sex, or drugs
Me: Because it’s almost common sense in that way
Me: I’m doing it because I want to
Me: I can quit anytime
Me: As long as you think so
Me: I don’t know how much I’m missing
Soeurang: The owner
Sourang: So
Sourang: …
Soeurang: On purpose… Is it?
Me: In my case, rather than that reason
Me: Can I be honest?
Me: To Seoyoon like this
Me: I didn’t think you’d be serious
Sourang: …
Me: Although it’s cute when we first met
Me: A few plays at most
Me: talk dirty
Me: As long as it satisfies my curiosity
Me: Even if one day you suddenly disappear
Me: Because I was not a weird kid
Sourang: I thought that way
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: It’s a bit sad
Me: Of course it was from my point of view
Me: Most of them are gone that way
Me: I didn’t have a particularly earnest heart
Me: I feel like playing lightly
Me: I must be friendly
Me: I really want to have a good relationship
Me: I didn’t think about it seriously in the first place
Sourang: Well…
Me: I don’t like it from Seoyoon’s point of view, but
Sourang: I understand
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I wasn’t introduced.
Soeurang: Because we met in a place like this
Me: It’s rare that we actually meet
Me: To be honest, I’ve never met on the Internet either.
Me: ok, not at all
Me: Sometimes
Me: Meet once or twice
Me: Most of the time it ends
Sourang: That’s right
Me: Even when I decided to meet Seoyoon
Me: I was very worried.
Me: Of course, someone I don’t even know
Me: no doubt
Me: Even Seoyoon who followed me
Me: I think it’s great
Soeulang: If I actually meet her
Soeurang: I think you’ll be disappointed
Sourang: I was very worried.
Me: haha
Soeurang: No doubt… Lol
Me: Anyway, both of us
Me: On that day
Me: You got a little closer
Soeurang: Ng
Me: It’s almost every day these days
Me: We contacted often
Me: I’m talking personally
Me: Because we became close that way
Me: I see you getting more and more anxious
Sourang: To me?
Me: yes
Me: I was just calm at first
Me: The sudden acceleration
Me: I have severe emotional ups and downs.
Me: Compared to my timid personality
Me: surprisingly restless
Me: I’m the type who puts emotions ahead of words
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Is he okay like this? I wanted
Soeurang: I’ll fix it…
Me: I’m not blaming Seoyoon.
Me: I’m talking about myself
Me: It’s like that sometimes, but
Me: Every time I see a tight corner
Me: I was trying not to dig too deep
Sourang: …
Me: Seoyoon also hates to answer
Me: Of course, if you forcefully ask
Me: I will answer
Me: What are you going to do after hearing it?
Me: There’s nothing I can do
Sourang: That… Right
Me: Although the result may be the same
Me: I wasn’t considerate
Me: should I say that I was the only one thinking
Me: I didn’t even want to touch you
Sourang: It was annoying… ?
Me: Considering my personality
Me: I guess
Me: It’s called scraping swelling
Me: I must have thought so
Soeurang: Uh
Me: sorry
Soeurang: But it’s not like I don’t understand
Soeurang: Even if it’s the same as me, personal circumstances
Soeurang: I don’t want to touch you at all
Soeurang: Waiting for you to tell me
Sourang: I don’t think it’s too bad.
Me: It must be a matter of mindset
Soeurang: It’s just that I’m a little sad
Me: yes
Me: sorry
Soeurang: The fact that I tried not to dig deep
Soeurang: Not now?
Soeurang: Have you changed your mind?
Me: I heard something similar to a confession from Seoyoon
Me: It’s a very embarrassing story
Me: haha
Me: You’re more serious than me
Me: I think you really like me
Me: I thought I should make sure
Sourang: Be sure
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: Really
Me: yes
With Soeu: haha
Me: In fact, it’s an ambiguous relationship
Me: It was a secret hill for me too
Me: Do I have to say that I’ll be fooling around?
Me: Because you don’t have to feel responsible for the other person
Soeurang: Because you can quit anytime?
Me: yes
Soeurang: Something is disturbing today
Soeurang: Long time no see
Sourang: I felt good
Sourang: I thought so
Me: sorry
Soeurang: I don’t know what the master thinks of me.
Soeurang: I’m happy because it’s the first time I’ve heard of it.
Soeurang: I like it so much haha
Soeurang: Because the topic is too heavy
Soeurang: It’s not something the owner would say.
Me: I would never say anything like usual
Sourang: That’s right
Me: But I can’t just tell you to be honest
Me: I’m trying to ask something I don’t like
Me: to what extent
Me: Shouldn’t you show your sincerity?
Soeurang: Then, master
Me: yes
Soeurang: I thought it was annoying in the past
Sourang: Now?
Sourang: Has it changed?
Me: I thought you’d ask.
Soeurang: Then, did you think about the answer?
Soeurang: If I always said it was obvious
Soeurang: Read it at a time like this
Me: whatever it is
Me: I’m really
Me: lines of this feeling
Me: I really don’t like it
With Soeu: haha
Me: I’ll try to be more specific in the future
Me: sorry to you
Me: I was confused for no reason
Me: I don’t like missing out
Sourang: Is that all?
Me: don’t expect too much
Soeurang: Aye
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: A bit weak
Me: What answer do you want to hear?
Me: I don’t know
Me: it’s kinda like that now
Soeurang: Because of your sister?
Me: what are you saying all of a sudden
Sourang: I don’t know either.
Sourang: What happened to you two?
Sourang: I don’t know that far
Soeurang: To the extent that I can’t feel anything strange
Soeurang: It’s not that I don’t notice.
Me: tsk
Soeurang: How long can I wait?
Me: what are you waiting for
Soeurang: I asked for some time.
Soeurang: It was like that before
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Think carefully and decide
Soeurang: I’ll think about what’s best
Me: um
Soeulang: And then, what will we do next?
Soeurang: I said we should talk together.
Me: I remember it well, really
Soeurang: You know, oppa
Me: yes
Me: tell me
Soeurang: Oppa wants to hear from me
Sourang: What should I do next?
Soeurang: Is it necessary there?
Me: I think I need it
Soeurang: Uh
Me: You said you were on Seoyoon’s side for the time being
Me: I don’t know what you think
Me: I want to be as strong as possible
Me: I want to help you closest
Soeulang: I’m sorry
Me: what a surprise
Soeurang: Are you not bothered anymore?
Me: Let’s be honest
Me: haha
Me: anyway
Me: I’ve never been bothered
Soeurang: I’m afraid something bothersome will happen
Soeurang: Did you leave it there on purpose then?
Me: similar
Soeurang: What’s the difference?
Me: Like someone
Me: Some of his strengths
Me: It’s about the difference between likes
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: just let it go
Soeurang: Huh
Me: I feel a bit forced, but
Me: Looking at Seoyoon haha
Me: There’s nothing I can do anyway
Me: Rather than thinking of quietly enduring it
Soeurang: Until now…
Me: Even if there is nothing I can do
Me: I thought I wanted to do something
Sourang: What is that haha
I do not know
Me: lol
Me: don’t ask
Me: I don’t even know what you’re talking about
Soeurang: I don’t feel like the owner today.
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: My words are twisted
Soeurang: Not usually
Me: noisy
Soeurang: Long time no see
Soeurang: He said he was excited
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Just kidding like kids
Me: The dignity of the owner and nothing else, really
Me: The image I’ve built so far
Me: It’s all ruined in one day haha
Soo: it’s okay
Me: it’s okay
Soeurang: Even if there is no such thing as dignity… Lol
Soeurang: Because people don’t change.
Sourang: No, anyway
Soeurang: It’s nothing to talk about right now.
Soeurang: I knew what the owner was thinking.
Soeurang: It’s not that there aren’t sad parts, but
Soeurang: Because I can understand to some extent
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: Instead, the saddest part is
Soeurang: Later, to the owner
Sourang: Certainly
Sourang: I’ll take it
Me: At one point I decided to be honest
Me: I’ve already made up my mind
Me: A word or two of swearing
Me: I brought it up with the intention of eating it
Soeurang: In fact, whether it’s considerate or not
Soeulang: Personal part… Second
Soeurang: What I didn’t bother to dig into
Soeurang: I think I am very grateful.
Me: Because it’s consequential
Me: nothing to be thankful for
Me: It’s not because of you
Soeurang: But being thankful means being thankful
Me: I’m sorry if I receive thanks instead
Sourang: But there is
Sourang: Master
Me: yes
Soeurang: I want to do something
Soeurang: That heart is very happy
Me: I’m happy
Sourang: I don’t know what you’re thinking
Soeurang: There is a disagreement
Sourang: It’s not like that haha
Soeurang: Enough to ask the owner for help
Soeurang: It’s not like there’s a big problem.
Me: yes?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: I’m glad
Soeurang: I wish there was such a problem in the first place
Soeurang: Rather than the owner haha
So Eurang: You must have contacted the police.
Me: yes but
Soeurang: Thank you for your concern
Me: Then why did Seoyoon want to come out of the house?
Soeurang: Because it was frustrating… ?
Sourang: But really
Sourang: It’s nothing
Me: Nothing or better
Me: I can do anything
Soeurang: Persistent… Lol
Me: If you don’t like it, it’s okay
Me: Because of my parents
Me: Even if it’s not a home environment
Me: Why was Seoyoon frustrated?
Me: It’s okay if I tell you that
Soeurang: I think you’ll be disappointed.
Me: why would you be disappointed
Soeurang: Even if I listened to it, it’s not fun.
Soeurang: Because it’s a very common story
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: I don’t care too much
Me: I can talk lightly then
Soeurang: haha
Me: I’m embarrassed right now
Me: from before
Me: Are you twisting your fingers?
With Soeu: haha
Me: It’s okay to lie
Me: Say something first haha
Me: I won’t think it’s in vain
Sourang: Well
Me: Actually, I won’t make fun of you even if you say you came from the moon
Sourang: What is that haha
Soeurang: Suddenly, what kind of moon is the moon?
Me: just like usual
Me: It’s a drip without a root
Soeurang: Even if I listened to it, it wouldn’t be fun.
Soeurang: I’m bored
Sourang: It’s not a big deal.
Soeurang: Do you think you heard it for nothing?
Me: I don’t think so
Soeurang: Because there is nothing I can help you with?
Me: Then what was better?
Soeurang: I never asked for help.
Soeurang: Because it’s all in the past anyway
Soeurang: Master like today
Soeulang: Even when you tell your truth
Soeurang: It’s not something to be interested in.
Me: I wish I was someone else
Me: I had no interest or anything.
Me: I wasn’t interested in the first place
Soeurang: It’s shameful, really… Lol
Me: so?
Soeurang: I won’t be disappointed after hearing it.
Soeurang: I made it clear
Soeurang: Common and trivial
Sourang: Not so great
Soeurang: It probably won’t even be fun.
Me: yes yes
Me: ok
Me: okay
Me: start soon
Soeurang: Again, so lightly…
Me: I’m not the only one worried about you for 5 days
Me: I’m done too
Me: Would you like to come back now?
Soeurang: Uh
Me: So what do you want to do?
Me: Not too great
Me: It’s trivial
Me: will you never say anything?
Soeurang: Wait a minute lol
Sourang: I know
Soeurang: Where should I start talking?
Soeurang: I need to organize my thoughts.
