Chapter 253 – Sunday, June 1 at 4 PM (3)
Me: I’m still in the process of finding out
Soeurang: Same as last time
Soeurang: Do you have a lot of money?
Soeurang: Oppa, are you rich?
Me: I have enough to use for my hobbies.
Soeurang: I’d rather play a game;;;
Me: After all, rather than toys for SM
Me: used for real horses
Me: I want a riding whip
Soeurang: No, master
Me: Somewhat usable crop
Me: About 100,000 won
Me: After all, leather products are expensive.
Me: Toys break quickly
Soeurang: Crop?
Me: That’s what you call a riding whip
Me: Like a normal whip
Me: It’s not made of string
Me: It feels like a long stick
Me: Would it be easier to understand if I said a cane?
Soeurang: I think I know a little bit
Me: On a stick that bends well
Me: wide at the tip
Me: what should I do
Me: It’s probably the part that touches the skin
Me: Because I attached a large area of leather
Soeurang: It’s been a while since my master’s Essen lecture…
Me: It sounds obvious
Me: If you get hit, it hurts terribly
Sourang: How sick are you?
Me: I don’t know
Me: lol
Me: I’ve only used a cane so far
Me: I’ve never used a proper crop before
Soeurang: It seems to be inexhaustibly painful.
Me: If anything gets hit, it will hurt
Me: Even if I don’t have to use a whip
Me: Even my palm hurts enough
Sourang: Indeed
Me: Once upon a time haha
Me: Trying to get used to the cane snap
Me: I’ve tested it myself
Soeurang: Do you do that by yourself?
Me: what
Me: Are you going to die?
Me: Don’t say anything again
With Soeu: haha
Me: Of course practice is necessary
Me: What if I accidentally get hurt?
Me: That’s my responsibility
Me: before trying on a partner
Me: You don’t have to get used to it
Sourang: Well
Me: why?
Soeurang: The feeling of knowing something you shouldn’t know
Me: what are you saying
Me: lol
Me: To not make mistakes during the show
Me: Practice is essential
Sourang: That… It may be, but
Me: It’s not about me
Me: Something like a knot
Me: while tying myself up
Me: A lot of people practice
Soeurang: Ooh…
Me: why
Sourang: I knew
Sourang: Still
Sourang: something
Soeurang: Behind the stage
Soeurang: Feeling a little peeked?
Me: Did you break the illusion?
Soeurang: It’s not even an illusion… Lol
Me: It’s good to know
Me: If I was with Seoyoon
Me: If it’s a relationship that I’ll enjoy and end it briefly
Me: I wouldn’t have said that.
With Soeu: haha
Me: I’m not just having fun
Me: As a partner for as long as possible
Me: how the play is going
Me: I don’t need to know because I need to match the sum
Soeurang: yes
Me: Seoyoon also dramatized the situation
Me: I guessed my intentions
Me: I deliberately gave the answer
Me: You tried to go with the flow
Sourang: That… I did
Me: What does matching the sum mean?
Me: I think you know a little bit
Soeurang: Roughly how does it feel?
Me: yes
Me: that’s enough
Me: what the rest is, experience
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Are you feeling complicated?
Sourang: Exactly
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: But the owner
Soeurang: For thinking about it seriously
Soeurang: At least it comforts me a little.
Me: I’m always serious
Soeurang: Were you serious when you whipped yourself?
Me: Serious then
With Soeu: haha
Me: It definitely hurts.
Me: When I was in school, my homeroom teacher told me
Me: You know because I was beaten by a fictitious me
Soeurang: I’m not proud
Me: Something like a baseball bat
Me: Different types of pain
Me: The marks remain for quite some time
Soeurang: Have you ever been hit with a bat?
Me: I’ve never been hit with a mop
Sourang: Huh
Me: The guy who was always at the back of the classroom
Me: About five or six people including me
Me: I don’t remember why
Me: Go back and stretch out on your stomach
Me: I was hit until the mop handle broke
Sourang: It must have hurt a lot
Me: All my thighs are torn and bruised
Me: I messed around for about three days
Me: It really hurts to the bone haha
Me: I wonder if this is what it feels like to have a bone disease
Soeurang: Uh
Me: But what should I say about the hoechori?
Me: I’m not just wielding it with force
Me: Is it because of the wrist snap?
Me: As if it is wrapped around the skin
Me: Do you feel like the place you hit is burning?
Soeurang: I was never beaten when I was in school.
Me: In that sense, don’t you want to gain some weight?
Me: In the case of Seoyoon
Me: My body is too thin
Me: Overall, I haven’t gained weight
Me: There’s nowhere to hit
Sourang: No
Me: It must hurt a lot
Soeurang: I’ll tell you in advance
Soeurang: I still don’t have whips or spankings
Sourang: I didn’t agree to anything
Me: Do you have any ideas?
Soeurang: So far…
Me: If you listen to what they say these days
Me: Unexpectedly, after getting into a habit
Me: First, from Seoyoon’s side
Me: I think he’ll ask you to hit him
Sourang: What did I say
Me: It’s okay because it hurts
Me: lol
Me: These days, Seoyoon is the only one
Me: You show your masochistic tendencies
Sourang: That’s… Lol
It’s not me?
Sourang: I can’t say no, but
Soeurang: To the extent that scars remain
So Eurang: If it’s a painful play
Soeurang: No matter how much the master persuades me
Soeurang: I don’t think I’ll ever agree.
Me: Is it up to persuasion?
Soeurang: I won’t be able to get over it like I used to.
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Because I suffered so much
Soeurang: I know everything now
Me: It’s the same
Me: ok, ok
Me: I can’t help it
Me: Because consent is important
With Soeu: haha
Me: just what do you think
Me: I was trying to ask.
Sourang: It feels like this
Me : ?
Soeurang: The owner said that before.
Soeulang: Play initiative
Soeurang: Sub has it haha
Me: That’s pretty much it
Sourang: Whatever
Me: Do you feel like taking the initiative now?
Soeurang: I’m not trying to climb up.
Soeurang: Thinking about the owner’s personality
Soeurang: I think I’ll do whatever I want
Soeurang: After all, you need my consent.
Me: no need
Me: yes
Me: what about it?
Soeulang: Originally, the highest person makes the final decision, right?
Me: That’s right, but I’m pissed off for some reason
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: I feel good
Me: How does it feel to be on the top of my head?
Sourang: It’s not like that…
Me: Yeah well, it’s good to take the initiative
Me: It’s a little bit, but it’s good to be proud
Me: Then you know when you cross the line, right?
Me: Let’s take care of ourselves when they treat us cutely
Soeurang: yes
Me: I try not to
Me: I’ll try
Me: I am a human
Me: Are your emotions mixed?
Sourang: I’ll be careful
Me: yes
Me: You have to be careful at times like this
Me: If I don’t tighten the reins
Me: I know that my position is the best
Soeurang: But it’s usually fine… ?
Me: Don’t you know when I see you accepting everything like this?
Me: Even in my daily life
Me: obey Seoyoon
Me: I’m not telling you to give in
Soeurang: Side♡
Me: Play should end with play
Me: It shouldn’t affect my life
Me: That’s what I was saying
Me: For our Seoyoon
Me: I guess I still don’t get it
Soeurang: The more and more I feel that it is very difficult
Me: what
Soeurang: I play with my brother like this
Soeurang: While joking
Soeulang: Treating you in a friendly way
Soeurang: Switched on in an instant
Soeurang: What do you have to serve as the owner?
Me: That’s right, as soon as I enter play
Me: I never rolled hard
Me: Be more polite than usual
Me: I’m just strictly pointing out mistakes
Sourang: That’s the case
Me: Have you ever been picky with Seoyoon?
Sourang: It’s been fine so far.
Soeurang: More in the future
Sourang: So
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeurang: You said you would become stricter.
Me: That’s it I can’t help it haha
Me: As much as Seoyoon gets used to it
Me: The level of being scolded when you do something wrong
Me: Even the level of punishment I deserve
Me: It’s going to get worse without you looking at it
Soeurang: To the painful side… ?
Me: rather than physically painful
Me: psychologically driven
Me: The direction that breaks the mental
Me: I think it would suit Seoyoon.
So Eulang: The owner is a sadist
Me: no
Soeulang: At the point where the purpose is to bully
Soeurang: I’m already a sadist enough haha
Me: As much as I usually release
Me: that part
Me: I have to be strict
Soeurang: I’ll be careful not to make a mistake.
Soeurang: Of course, just because I was careful
Soeurang: It’s not like I won’t be punished, but
Me: I didn’t make any mistakes, so why am I being punished?
Soeurang: The owner just said that
Soeulang: For the purpose of bullying from the beginning
Soeulang: If the goal is to break the mental
Soeurang: It must be a mission that is bound to fail.
Soeurang: Whatever it is, I’ll catch the fault first
Me: Did I ever tell you?
Sourang: yes
Me: It’s nice that I don’t have to explain twice
Me: I’m glad I have a smart puppy
Soeurang: I can’t even remember anyway
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Just because I explained twice
Sourang: Nothing has changed.
Me: Whenever I say something cheeky in the future
Me: Earn 1 point
Me: when I start playing
Me: I have to punish that much
Soeurang: haha
Me: behave well
Me: lol
Me: messing around like that
Me: As soon as I started playing
Me: Beat me with a whip and start
Soeurang: But, master
Me: yes
Soeurang: I’m really going to buy a whip… ?
Sourang: I wish it wasn’t like that
Me: You said you would buy it with my own money, but what about it?
Me: I’m not doing anything bad
Me: I don’t harm others
Me: He said he would do some hobbies quietly
Sourang: It’s not a bad thing
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: It’s a strange thing
Soeurang: It’s nothing to use
Soeurang: Why are you spending so much money?
Me: If it’s a problem because there’s no place to use it
Me: Should I use it for Seoyoon then?
Soeurang: Because I hate being sick
Me: You wanted a leash before
Soeurang: The leash
Sourang: …
Sourang: What do you mean?
Soeurang: The symbol… It’s enemy
Soeurang: Because the owner told me
Me: Although it seems not
Me: I see you’re looking forward to it
Soeurang: The ring… Don’t you feel the same way?
Soeurang: I have a gift like that too
Sourang: I don’t hate it
Soeurang: Because I want to receive it at least once
Me: I feel sorry for Seoyoon.
Soeurang: Why suddenly?
Me: Even when we first met
Me: Although it was a bit lacking haha
Me: But it was cute because it was naive
Soeurang: Not enough…
Me: When did you become so obscene?
Me: The idea of receiving a leash as a gift
Me: Have you become a heart-throbbing woman?
Soeurang: I can really bite you.
Me: haha
Sourang: Whose fault is this?
Sourang: I’m annoyed
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: And when I first saw the owner
Soeurang: I wasn’t particularly naive, right?
Me: that’s your idea
Sourang: …
Me: Well, it’s true that I’m naive even now
Me: On the topic of follicles in the corner of the room
Me: haha
Me: If we actually meet
Me: You can’t even make eye contact
Soeurang: If we meet next door, we should bite each other
Me: My brother isn’t very strong either.
Me: haha
Me: Wasn’t the burn not enough?
Sourang: …
Me: I have to taste the blood after all. Is this it?
Soeurang: I didn’t do that on purpose either.
Me: you know that
Me: yes
Me: of course
Me: lol
Me: Who do you think did it on purpose?
Soeurang: To hurt the owner
Sourang: I didn’t even fall
Soeurang: Because I just did it
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: That’s how it happened
Me: Seo Yoon-ah?
Me: uh
Me: shovel again
Me: digging into the ground
Soeurang: I kept saying that I was wrong
Soeurang: I keep teasing you
Soeurang: Because oppa is sad about that
Soeurang: I asked you not to tease me
Me: yes yes
Me: OK so let’s stop
Sourang: I’m not crying
Me: I also met Seoyoon after a long time
Me: a bit too much
Me: lol
Me: I guess I’m more excited than I thought
Me: It’s hard to control myself
Soeurang: Not even kids
Me: yes
Soeurang: Kwang
Me: yes yes
Me: sorry
Me: So let’s do it
Soeurang: Don’t do that in the future
Sourang: Got it?
Soeurang: Because oppa is fun
Sourang: I’ll keep doing it, but
Sourang: I’m very sorry
Me: I was wrong lol
Me: I really won’t do it anymore
With Soeu: haha
Me: I laughed, cried, got angry
Me: My mood changes quickly haha
Me: I wish you were by my side right now
Me: I must have been slapped and clapped
Soeurang: I’m really going to bite
Me: No, not even a real dog
Me: haha
Me: Why do you keep trying to bite me?
Me: Are your teeth tickling?
Soeurang: On the master’s body
Soeurang: Only teeth marks
Soeurang: I want to leave some
Me: It’s not even a territory mark haha
Soeurang: That’s why don’t keep teasing me
Soeurang: If you keep doing that
Soeurang: Even if the owner wants to do it
Soeurang: I won’t allow anything
Me: What if I don’t allow it?
Sourang: Yes?
Me: What will I do if I don’t allow it?
Me: haha
Me: Until Seoyoon wants to
Me: Why don’t we meet at home?
Soeurang: Just a normal date… Only
Me: Do you want to go on a date?
Sourang: …
Sourang: yes
Me: Yeah, I know how you feel
Soeurang: I know you’re busy
Soeurang: Because I’m alone
Soeurang: I keep having strange thoughts
Me: what a weird idea
Soeulang: If you make a mistake in the test this time
Soeurang: I can’t meet the owner
Soeurang: I can’t even go on a date
Soeulang: Alone at home all vacation
Soeurang: I would spend it without anything
Me: I heard what Seoyoon said
Me: Already planning summer vacation
Me: I think it’s all set up?
Sourang: A little… Yo. This
Me: Are you looking forward to it?
Soeurang: I’ve never been to play before.
Soeurang: I’ve never met anyone
Soeurang: If you expect too much
Soeurang: I think it’s rude
Sourang: I’m not trying to do that.
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: Bruises?
Me: In the midst of anticipation
Me: It’s like pouring cold water on me
Me: I don’t feel sorry
With Soeu: ?
Me: Will you get angry if I say you didn’t think about it?
Soo: it’s okay
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: You didn’t even say anything anyway
Soeurang: I’m just looking forward to it on my own
Me: I was just thinking of taking care of your birthday
Me: I didn’t think of going to play with Seoyoon
Me: You are on vacation in the summer
Me: Because I’m not the type to wander around a lot
Sourang: Birthday?
Me : ?
Me: why
Me: what’s your birthday
Soeurang: Are you talking about my birthday?
Me: Then whose birthday is it?
Soeurang: Do you remember your birthday?
Me: It’s August 2nd
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Oppa’s personality
Soeurang: Sometimes like this
Soeurang: I think I’m very excited
Me: But if you expect something loud
Me: It’s burdensome from my point of view too
Soeurang: Even if you just call me to say congratulations
Soeurang: I think I will be very happy haha
Me: No, I’m going to eat at least
Me: to hear something later
Me: I’m not too busy
Me: Would you like to meet me over the phone?
Soeulang: Expectations are getting higher and higher
Me: What are you doing with just a birthday celebration?
Me: Of course I should buy some rice
Me: I can’t take you to places that are too expensive
Soeurang: Side♡
Me: don’t expect that again
Sourang: What should I do?
Sourang: Master
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I’m suddenly very excited
Soeurang: I think I can study hard.
Me: You change your mood too fast
Me: Looking at you from the side
Me: It’s kind of scary.
With Soeu: haha
Me: It’s good to recover quickly
Me: no, that’s it
Me: lol
Me: Better than being depressed
With Soeu: ♡♡
Me: but
Me: um
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Ng
Me: I’m sorry that I feel better again
Me: Can I ask you something?
Soeurang: Suddenly?
Me: yes
Me: Sorry for the suddenness
With Soeu: haha
Soo: it’s okay
Soeurang: When was it not out of the blue?
Soeurang: Apologizing is weirder
Me: I thought it would make me feel better
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: What is it?
Me: Of course I know about privacy
Me: I have no other purpose
Me: I’m a little worried
Me: You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to
Me: I’m not forcing you to ask
With Soeu: ?
Me: Just as much as I can answer
Me: What Seoyoon thinks
Me: As far as I can tell
Me: I wish I could tell you something simple
Sourang: What is it?
Me: Actually, I’ve been thinking about it a lot.
Me: Even if you say something like that sometimes
Me: What Seoyoon doesn’t like
Me: I can clearly see it
Me: I tried not to dig in as much as possible
Me: Seoyoon said that while talking on the phone the other day
Sourang: Oh…
Me: yes
Me: I like that word
Me: I thought it wouldn’t work if I didn’t know
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: …
Sourang: yes
Me: What’s going on with your family?
